Only women and villains

There is a sense of transparency, as if everyone can guess his mind, and he is defenseless.In the eyes of Wang Hexi, this kind of defenselessness is a kind of cruel carnal desire. It is Satyr, the god of the forest, playing pure poetry for you on the reed flute, indulging in the pleasure of love.

"Wait a minute." He called to stop Wang Yuqi, "There is a pajama seller in front."

Wang Yuqi wanted to ask him if he wanted to buy it for his female relatives, but held back.What does Wang Hexi have to do with buying women's pajamas?He rolled his eyes, put his hands in his pockets and accompanied him into the store like a bum, with a look of lovelessness on his face.To say that the chairman was also careful, he picked one after another, and finally took a set of silk nightgowns, turned around and compared to Wang Yuqi.

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"Don't you like to wear pajamas when you go out? I'll buy you one."

"Wang, He, Xi!" Wang Yuqi gritted his teeth and squeezed out these three words. Suddenly, he felt dizzy, his seven orifices were filled with smoke, and he couldn't make a sound as if someone was pinching his neck. He took a few quick breaths, opened his eyes wide, and soon the tears fell fell down.The perpetrator was taken aback, and hurried up to coax him: "Why are you crying?" But there was a smile on his face, and he was very happy.Wang Yuqi cried so hard that he was dying, wishing he could die with him here! "I'll expel you immediately after school starts on Monday."

"Okay, let's fire immediately. Don't cry, there are so many people."

"Fired now! I never want to see you again."

"Yeah, I'll be fired now." Wang Hexi took his hand and wiped his tears, "Don't feel bad. You have to invite me to dinner later."

"I invite you to eat shit." Wang Yuqi cried even harder.

19

There is an inconspicuous post on the school's BBS: Have you noticed that the number one sissy in this school is suddenly not a sissy?There were only a few replies, and it quickly sank, submerged in countless new posts.

Wang Yuqi took off his nail polish and put on no make-up. He looked like an inconspicuous college student, and sat alone under a tree to eat lunch.He felt that he was very ugly with a naked face, and he didn't dare to go to the cafeteria, holding the sandwich he made and listening to the birds singing on the big tree.After Wang Hexi made such a fuss over the weekend, his mood was no longer depressed, but something changed in his heart, as if the values ​​accumulated over the past ten years collapsed and fell apart due to some major or secret accident.Facing the white and empty space, he was extremely puzzled. Tears and shouts were no longer the way out, and there was even no way out here, only long-term anxiety and patience.

Xiao Hu sent a message: "Where have you been?" Wang Yuqi thought about it and told the truth.After a while, my friend walked up to him with the packed meals from the cafeteria, looked at him, then sat with him under the big tree and said, "I'll bring them here to eat with you."

"Ah."

"Why, you don't have the face to face anyone, you hide here."

Wang Yuqi took a peek at Xiao Hu's curry chicken nuggets, took a bite of the sandwich in his hand, and said, "No."

"Why do you dress like a straight man?"

Wang Yuqi swallowed the food in his mouth in twos and glared at Xiao Hu: "Why are you judging me?"

"NoI'm not. I'm just telling the truth." Xiao Hu also put down his lunch and stared back, "And Inotice that every time when you feel embarrassed you start to speak in your second language. What are you afraid of?"

"Excuse me, I am not embarrassed, and I have nothing to be afraid of."

"How come?"

"Uh..." Wang Yuqi opened his mouth, expressing that he had nothing to say.

Xiao Hu got excited, approached him, and encouraged him: "The first step when you have a problem is to face it squarely, and don't run away. If you think I've offended you, you have to say it in the language that touches your heart the most, instead of just standing there While letting the language tools convey the information you want to express, you can get out of your body."

"I have no problem." Wang Yuqi's ears turned red after speaking.He rejects all forms of serious dialogue at the moment, and even denies himself. Every time he stands in front of the mirror and sees himself in a mediocre image presenting the beauty and free spirit he once thought, he feels that he is not worthy of this attire.What's ridiculous is that it's not until you're in your 20s that you realize that you're not what you expected, always different and invincible?Wang Yuqi finally woke up, a small setback could make him cry with fear, what can he do?Nothing more than a mediocre villain.So instead of constantly tearing up this bloody truth, it is better to keep silent, not to think, not to discuss, and let this endless war fend for itself in the sea of ​​time.

"Are you still sad about that?" Xiao Hu began to steal his sandwich.

"I'm not upset. I just suddenly realized that I'm not a good president or a good person."

"But who can live what he wants to be?"

Wang Yuqi did not ring.

"I like the way you dress up strangely, but in high spirits."

Wang Yuqi tugged at the corner of his mouth.

"Guess what."

"Que?"

"I love you."

Wang Yuqi showed a happy smile: "Loveyou, too."

"Howabout I love you?" Xiao Hu winked at him slyly, watching his face flush a little bit, and finally sat there in embarrassment, like a fool.The fool Wang Yuqi squeezed the lunch box tightly, pursed his lips, and finally showed his innocent and lively smile again, and said to Xiao Hu: "I love you too." Language has the magic power to connect the soul. When Wang Yuqi said "love", he His heart trembled again, even if the coefficient of rationality and intelligence collapsed, this emotion would not change under any conditions.What is there to be afraid of being blessed by a close friend in the name of "love"?Wang Yuqi's eyes finally showed some stubbornness again, revived little by little against the backdrop of his pale complexion, and began to face the collapsed value system directly.

"I know Wang Hexi made you happy this weekend."

"Where is he making me happy? He's trying to make me happy."

"Cough..." Xiao Hu curled his lips and said, "Yao Xue asked the security team that the order to prevent subcultural groups from holding assemblies was issued temporarily. There was no official school seal, and it was paid by the student union."

"Then how do they recognize it?"

A look of hesitation flashed across Xiao Hu's face, and he tried to tell Wang Yuqi a fact with a plain narrative method: "The notice is stamped with the principal's signature." Sure enough, Wang Yuqi lost all blood when he heard this, and even his lips trembled slightly Then, he stared at Xiao Hu's eyes with wide eyes, as if looking for traces of her lying.After a while, Wang Yuqi sighed mockingly, and said to Xiao Hu as if talking to himself: "No wonder he came to 'talk' to me. I should have thought of it a long time ago." Wang Hexi insisted on joining the club for no reason. Woolen cloth?It turned out that we were just here to monitor him because we were afraid that we would block his father's promotion by doing some outrageous activities.

"I won't say much else."

"I understand. By the way, how are you and Yao Xue? Is it possible to fall in love with him?"

"Yao Xue?" Xiao Hu was a little surprised that Wang Yuqi would mention this. After thinking about it, he poked him in the face with a smile, "It's not bad so far. I'll return it to you when I drain him."

"Shameless! I don't want it!"

"Hey. Stop talking, I'm going to class."

"I'm going too."

It was the school's autumn admission week, and the campus was filled with many new faces, young as Wang Yuqi who had just been admitted to this school.Wang Yuqi passed by these freshmen and saw that each of their faces was full of longing smiles for the future. At this moment, he realized that the confidence in happiness or future life stems from ignorance. Once they understand that they are about to step into the What is more interesting is that the entire capillary is full of discipline and punishment in the power society, and it is about to be corrected bit by bit into the appearance advocated by the mainstream discourse, and when it breaks their heads and even commits suicide in despair, will they still show such a smile? ?

Wang Yuqi sighed again, and walked quickly towards the teaching building.He didn't hate Wang Hexi, on the contrary, he understood the motive behind him at this moment, but this kind of emotion was too secretive, so secret that Wang Yuqi even hated himself.There were several new banners welcoming new students beside the teaching building. Wang Yuqi glanced at them, and suddenly saw one: The spring breeze is ten miles, it is better to marry you. "What the hell is this?" He stood there in disgust, subconsciously trying to remove it.But...the cries of Cao Yarong and Pain lying on the ground entered Wang Yuqi's mind again, lingering like a devil.Wang Yuqi looked at the time, bowed his head and rushed into the classroom.

He habitually sat in the last row, put away the kettle, took out the pen, opened the book, and a set of mechanical movements flowed smoothly, as if nothing had happened.The fat man in the dormitory suddenly turned his head and said to Wang Yuqi, "What's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong?"

"I'm not used to not wearing lip balm."

Wang Yuqi froze for a moment, but said nothing.The teacher of the elective course came in, and the students who were talking nonsense immediately stopped talking, and the class was instantly quiet.bedroom fat