Embroidered Pillows and Paper Tigers

Shen Yan came here early this morning with the excuse that he was going to look up information, and when he arrived, he actually went to the library for a walk. As a good seedling, the library undoubtedly attracted Shen Yan very quickly. I rummaged through the bookshelves, planning to borrow a few books to read back.

Li Shi'an wandered around the library but couldn't stay. Seeing the sun outside, he went to a small square behind the library.

When Shen Yan came back to his senses and realized that he didn't see Li Shi'an, he searched among the bookshelves in Lin Li, but he still couldn't find anyone. He was about to touch his cell phone to make a call, but when he put his hand in his pocket, he reacted. I forgot to bring it when I came to change clothes in the morning.

Shen Yan ran to look for Zhu He, but seeing that Zhu He was busy, he was too embarrassed to speak, so he planned to go outside the library to see if there was anyone.

The weather was fine, and the small square outside the library had a nice view. Many people were strolling in the small square and basking in the sun. Shen Yan searched around but couldn't find it. Finally, he saw a group of people gathered in the corner of the square to watch people sketching.

At this time, a crisp female voice came from the crowd: "Wow, this foundation is really solid, I admire you, are you an art candidate?"

Li Shi'an's voice followed closely behind: "No, no, I'm just drawing for fun."

The onlookers around were also amazed, the next second Li Shi'an saw Shen Yan in the crowd, he pushed through the crowd and walked towards Shen Yan.

"Why, I finished checking the information, do you want to go back?" Li Shi'an walked up to Shen Yan and said.

Shen Yan nodded, he handed the book to Zhu He for registration, in the past he could leave after taking the book, when they were returning to the library, the crisp female voice in the crowd just now came from behind: "Oh, classmate! "

The two stopped, and the girl ran forward, Shen Yan saw that she was a girl with a baby face, her eyes were strangely big, her whole face was illuminated by the sun, like a porcelain doll.

Shen Yan's first reaction was to pull Li Shi'an and wanted to leave, but Li Shi'an broke free from him and responded enthusiastically to the girl.

"Which school are you from?" the girl asked.

Li Shi'an said, "Experimental High School."

It turned out to be from Experimental High School. The girl's eyes glowed green, and she said, "You are so good at drawing, but it's just for your hobby. Are all of you in Experimental High School so good? Which studio do you usually work in?"

Since the girl asked this question, of course Li Shi'an must take the opportunity to advertise Lao Yu's studio.

While the two were talking, another girl jumped out from nowhere, Shen Yan was displeased, and said to himself: Why is there another one?

Seeing the girl who just arrived put one hand on the shoulder of the porcelain doll girl, she said: "Oh, how can the handsome guy just give the studio name, give me a WeChat, my friend is also a painter, maybe you two can discuss it?"

The porcelain doll blushed suddenly after hearing this, but took out the phone the next moment.

Li Shi'an had no choice but to point out the QR code and scan it for the other party.

Standing by the side, Shen Yan was so anxious that he was almost on fire. He really hated Li Shi'an's temperament of attracting bees and butterflies. He wished he could take a fly swatter and swat all these bees and butterflies away.

When the two finally got away, they went back to Zhu He to pick up the books and then went home. Shen Yan didn't say a word all the way, he was angry and anxious, it felt like he didn't want to eat the grass by the side of his house, but gave it to others. It's average.

After pondering over and over again, he felt that he still had to find an opportunity to express his feelings to Li Shi'an, but when he thought of Li Shi'an's temperament, Shen Yan also hesitated, fearing that he would ignore him again.

How do you know what Li Shi'an is thinking?Shen Yan was distressed, looking at the pile of borrowed books at his hand, he suddenly thought: Other knowledge gaps can be filled with books, logically speaking, love should also be possible, there are so many books in the library, I don’t know if there are any books to teach people. In love?

When Shen Yan followed Li Shi'an to pick up Zhu He on the second day with the reason of going to the library to borrow books, Li Shi'an was full of confusion: "Have you finished reading all the three books you borrowed yesterday?"

Shen Yan shook his head honestly: "No."

Li Shi'an was suspicious: "Then why do you borrow so many books?"

Shen Yan thought for a while and said, "I looked through those books yesterday, and there is nothing that can help me."

Li Shi'an was even more confused: "Why do you want to borrow books?"

Shen Yan pursed his lips: "No reason."

Li Shi'an persisted: "Are you hiding something from me?"

Shen Yan blushed after being tortured by him, and simply ran out the door. Li Shi'an leaped over and jumped onto the man's back, strangling Shen Yan's neck: "Hurry up! What are you doing?"

Shen Yan caught him with his backhand, lifted him up, put him on his back, hooked the door with one leg and closed it, and went downstairs.

This time it was Li Shi'an who yelled, "Put me down, Shen Yan!"

This time, he came here with a purpose. Shen Yan was a little guilty when wandering around the bookshelves, and searched for some books similar to "Psychology of Love" when no one was around, but the person who registered was Zhu He, and he also I was embarrassed to borrow the book back to read, so I started to read it in the library.

Shen Yan read several books one after another, but in the end he didn't understand what was written on paper. Moreover, Li Shi'an was a boy, and the relationship between men and women was completely different from the situation he was facing.

Unable to find any useful books, Shen Yan started looking around in the library, and when he reached a corner, two figures huddled together suddenly came into Shen Yan's sight.

It was a couple kissing. The man pushed the woman into a corner, and the woman was pushed against the bookshelf, so that her feet could not even touch the ground.

This scene was more direct than anything in the books. Shen Yan's pupils shrank suddenly, and his mind exploded. The man and the woman didn't notice, but he ran away, turned to a deserted area, and hugged the bookcase. On the bookshelf, my heart pounding.

Li Shi'an was bored as soon as he arrived at the library. He ran to the square to watch the old men spin their spinning tops, and he was fascinated by it. It was already noon when Shen Yan found him.

Shen Yan didn't know that Li Shi'an had already run out, and because of the fact that he attracted two butterflies as soon as he went out yesterday, he didn't feel at ease staying in the library until noon. Now when he saw Li Shi'an, he would look around. Li Shi'an was surprised: "What are you looking at?"

"That porcelain doll didn't come?" Shen Yan asked sourly.

"What porcelain doll?" Li Shi'an was puzzled.

Shen Yan also didn't intend to beat around the bush: "I asked you for the WeChat one, why, didn't I contact you?"

Li Shi'an smiled slyly: "You are stupid, I gave her Lao Yu's WeChat."

Shen Yan: "..."

Well, this vinegar is really inexplicable.

But Shen Yan was still worried no matter how he thought about it. Those books that taught people how to fall in love confused him, and he had to come for a few more days. It would be impossible to let Li Shi'an hang around like this every day, so he said: "That , let me pick up Zhu He in the morning, don’t come, and sleep at home.”

Li Shi'an felt strange, and before he asked, Shen Yan explained himself: "I have to come to check the information recently, and it took only 10 minutes to pick up Zhu He. It's also quite cold in the morning, so don't come."

"What materials can't be borrowed home?" Li Shi'an always felt that Shen Yan was weird recently. Although his proposal was also kind, Li Shi'an felt that he was the one who got Lao Xie on this matter, and now he didn't ask Shen Yan to replace it. reason.

Shen Yan was overwhelmed by Li Shi'an's questioning, so he had to lie: "The atmosphere in the library is better, I can see it better when I stay there."

Is the atmosphere in the library good?Does this mean that the atmosphere at home is not good enough?For some reason, Li Shi'an felt a little sour in his heart. He said, "Then I have to come too. Otherwise, what does Lao Xie think? Or else you can deliver it in the morning and I'll pick it up in the evening."

Shen Yan refused: "Then you won't dance with me at night?"

Li Shi'an: "..."

After discussing and discussing, the two of them still went to send Zhu He off together the next day. Li Shi'an did not rush out when he arrived at the library. He felt that Shen Yan's reason for coming to the library was too strange, so he secretly followed behind to see what he was doing. .

Shen Yan still didn't find a satisfactory book. After all, his situation belonged to the minority, so he wasn't discouraged. If he didn't finish this row of bookshelves, he went to another row to read.

When he turned to another row of bookshelves, Li Shi'an appeared from behind the shelf. He memorized the color and style of the cover of the book Shen Yan was reading, found it on the shelf without any mistakes, took it down, flipped through it, and then stood there dumbfounded.

The book is called "Concealment". It is a book describing the living conditions of homosexuals and their demands for rights. Li Shi'an put the book back on the shelf in a panic, and stood between the shelves for a long time without leaving. Look it up.

This morning, the two of them stayed in the library, each occupying a corner, flipping through the books in their hands, and it was not until Zhu He pushed the returned stack of books into the bookshelf by category that they actually passed by. It's not gone until noon.

Zhu He saw Shen Yan first, and Li Shi'an put the book back like a thief when he heard them talking, and it turned out that the time was three o'clock in the afternoon.

He put his hands in the capital, swaggered in front of the two of them and said, "Come on, let's go to eat, and just go to the dance studio after dinner."

Shen Yan never thought that time would pass so quickly. When he got out of the library, he asked Li Shi'an, "Where were you just now?"

Li Shi'an coughed, and said, "Reading. I found an art book, it's really good."

***

In the evening, Li Shi'an sat on the floor of the dance studio and watched Shen Yan practice dancing. The dancer's body lines were very beautiful, especially when he was wearing training clothes, his muscles were well-proportioned and smooth.

Just when he didn't know what he was thinking, the phone rang, and it was Shen Yan's cell phone.

Shen Yan usually puts his mobile phone in the cabinet when practicing, but if Li Shi'an comes with him, he will hand over the mobile phone to Li Shi'an.

Li Shi'an glanced at the incoming call, noted "Mom", and handed the phone to Shen Yan.

Qu Ya called to say happy birthday to Shen Yan, who is 17 years old.

Li Shi'an heard the conversation between Shen Yan and his mother, and when Shen Yan hung up the phone, he leaned on the dance pole and pretended to be dissatisfied, "Why didn't you say so sooner? The shops are closed, so I can't give you a gift." gone."

Shen Yan just smiled softly, because of dancing practice, beads of sweat hung on his forehead glistening.

Li Shi'an also said: "17 years old is also very important. It is your last birthday before you become an adult. You are allowed to be unrestrained and make a wish. Whatever you want, as long as I can afford it, I will give it to you."

Seeing that he was serious, Shen Yan thought about it carefully. He thought that the gift Li Shi'an promised would definitely not include being kissed by him, and this was the first time Li Shi'an gave him something, so he wanted to choose something commemorative.

After much deliberation, he walked towards the changing room, took off the exercise clothes on his body, picked up the clothes and wiped his sweat, and said, "Will you give it as soon as I say it?"

Li Shi'an just followed into the changing room, and as soon as he entered, his eyes fell on Shen Yan's strong abdominal muscles. He slightly looked away, nodded and said, "Well, as long as I can afford it, you say."

Shen Yan had quickly changed his clothes, leaned on the cabinet and said solemnly: "I want the painting you hung in Lao Yu's studio."

Li Shi'an never thought that Shen Yan knew about the existence of that painting, and he was surprised in his heart, but Shen Yan actually asked for it as his 17th birthday present. With such recognition, he was moved in addition to being moved.

He smiled and said, "That painting is my treasure, do you want it? You have to catch up with me!"

After he finished speaking, he ran away in a flash, Shen Yan wanted to turn off the lights and the door, and after a lot of fuss, he chased after him.

It didn't know when it started to rain outside, and the cold winter wind was like a knife to cut people, but Li Shi'an felt that the night was warm and warm, and his pace had never been so brisk.

Shen Yan chased after him, the two of them fought and fought, and went home in the rain.

The winter rain couldn't penetrate the cold jacket, but it wet the hair. The two fought for the bathroom when they got home. In the end, Li Shi'an won, and Shen Yan was shut outside the door. The two of them gasped for a while through a door. Soon, Shen Yan heard the sound of splashing water flowing out of it.

Through the frosted glass door, Shen Yan saw Li Shi'an taking off his clothes. The shadow projected on the glass twisted his narrow waist with the movement of undressing. He lightly traced the outline of his body, and then quickly retracted his hand as if shocked by electricity.

He felt that he was going to go crazy, so he quickly hid on the sofa and nestled down, but his thoughts were still following Li Shi'an's undressing action just now, the more he thought about it, the more indescribable he became, and then he had a reaction.

Shen Yan blushed, feeling ashamed, and wanted to quickly pass this embarrassing moment.He lay flat on the sofa, closed his eyes, and tried to take a deep breath.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Shi'an came out, saw Shen Yan lying on the sofa, thought that Shen Yan was asleep, and approached him with a wicked heart.

He hooked his upper body, faced Shen Yan in an upside-down position, and took a towel to wipe his hair.His hair was almost as long as Shen Yan's now, and it was wet, with water dripping down the tip of his hair to the tip of Shen Yan's nose.

Shen Yan's nose was straight, with a high tip, and the water slid onto his face as soon as it dripped up. He frowned, and Li Shi'an giggled, but Shen Yan grabbed him and pushed him back on the sofa.

"I caught it, that painting is mine now." Shen Yan said.

Li Shi'an nodded in approval: "When will you get it, I'll tell Lao Yu."

Shen Yan's current situation is that he is homeless, he thought for a while and said: "Temporarily hang it at Lao Yu's place, but you have to tell him that the painting is mine now."

"it is good."

Only this one-word promise, nothing else.

The two were very close, embracing each other on the sofa in an ambiguous position, the smell of milk shower gel on Li Shi'an's body couldn't help but permeate Shen Yan's nostrils, and the impulse that had been suppressed with difficulty surfaced again.

Li Shi'an felt that the actions of the two of them were a bit out of place, especially since he had just come out of the bathroom, and he had just grabbed the bathroom with Shen Yan before entering the room to get his pajamas, and he was naked at the moment.

"It's up to me...the remote control." He felt a hard object poke on his stomach.

Shen Yan's face turned red suddenly, and he buried his face on Li Shi'an's shoulder. Li Shi'an was stunned and understood what it was. He pushed Shen Yan away, jumped up and threw the towel to wipe his hair on Shen Yan's face, cursing: " Big color embryo!"

His face was still red after scolding, and he hurriedly ran upstairs to the bedroom.

Shen Yan rubbed his face heavily, and died of shame on the sofa.