Song Kee Guilan Cake

Ji Lanye woke up in the damp and cold, his fingertips were numb, and his entire arm seemed to have been electrocuted.

Ji Lanye woke up from the pain and opened her eyes to be caressed by the soft moonlight.At this time, a beam of moonlight covered the ward, and a plum blossom by the window was in full bloom.The heating in the room is adequate, but the room does not have the unique smell of northern heating rooms. On the contrary, there is a faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus, which is very mild.

Naturally, the heating in the room is sufficient, and the air is easy to dry, but because Ji Lanye's eardrums are damaged, the humidifier cannot be used, but the strange thing is that the skin does not feel chapped like lack of water.Ji Lanye bit her lower lip, her lips were very moist, she didn't even feel any dry skin, and her throat didn't burn.

The moist feeling on his hands was stronger, he curled up his fingers uncomfortably, then turned his head slightly to look.Ji Lanye frowned, his neck was in pain, and even a slight deflection felt like a broken bone.

But the pain was quickly replaced by heartache.His hand was put on Song Guihua's face, but he didn't press it down, but just approached his cheek.I don't know if he was having a nightmare, his eyebrows and eyelashes were connected by tears, which should have been dried naturally outside in winter...but it was damp in the slightly dry heating room.

Ji Lanye wanted to touch Song Guihua, he wanted to brush away the pain of the boy lying beside him, but unfortunately he couldn't move or speak.

He knows, he is very guilty.At the beginning, he himself couldn't accept it, why couldn't he even join the ordinary army!But afterward, Ji Lanye quickly felt relieved.

How should I put it, although it's a pity that I can't enlist in the army, but it doesn't have to be that way.But obviously, the tearful teenager in front of him didn't think so.Ji Lanye understood Song Guihua, he must think that he ruined his future.

Ji Lanye gently painted the young man's appearance with her eyes. The reason he was so anxious last time was to explain to him that you don't have to blame yourself so much, I'm fine, it's really nothing.

Ji Lanye made a slight effort, he really wanted to touch this boy.

But before he could move, his hand was clenched suddenly, followed by a hasty "Lan Ye".Ji Lanye's eyes widened, he thought it was him who woke Song Guihua up, after all his hands were making small movements all the time, but soon he realized that this was not the case.

Song Guihua woke up from the bed, even though it was dark, but Ji Lanye could tell that Song Guihua's eyes were blank at this time, it was obvious that he hadn't woken up from the dream, and there was probably still a ghost wandering in the dream.

Song Guihua was stunned for a while, then closed his eyes, and a tear fell from his swollen eye socket.Song Guihua wiped her face vigorously, then dried her hands with a wet towel, and sniffed while wiping, not noticing that Ji Lanye had woken up.

After cleaning, Song Guihua poured a glass of water. He tried the temperature of the water and found it was just right, so he wet a cotton swab and sat next to Ji Lanye again to moisten his lips.

But when he looked up, he found that Ji Lanye had opened his eyes and was watching him quietly on the hospital bed.

Ji Lanye originally thought that Song Guihua would be taken aback, but saw that Young Master Song's eyes were filled with tears immediately, and he rushed to the hospital bed regardless of the cotton swab falling on the ground.

Song Guihua was both pleasantly surprised and anxious, "Lan Ye, how do you feel, do you need me to ask the doctor on duty to come and check?"

Ji Lanye closed her eyes and opened them again, Song Guihua immediately understood what he meant.

"Okay, then Lan Ye, you should have a good rest!" Song Guihua was a little scared after speaking, he didn't know what to say to Ji Lanye, he was a little scared.

Ji Lanye curled up her fingers reluctantly, then looked at Song Guihua, motioning for him to hold his hand.

Song Guihua broke free from the panic in an instant, he stretched out his hand impatiently, but retracted halfway.He took a deep breath, rubbed his hands vigorously, felt the same, put it on his chest, and held Ji Lanye's hand until the temperature did not irritate his body.

Ji Lanye frowned, and looked at Song Guihua with a sense of condemnation.Seeing Ji Lanye's serious injury but still caring, Song Guihua immediately felt sour on her nose, and the tears that she had been holding back with great difficulty seemed to have a hole in the bag wrapped in a huge number of pearls. Yes, it fell down with a crash!

Song Guihua sobbed, "Lan Ye, Lan Ye, I..." Song Guihua held Ji Lan Ye's hand like that, dropping pearls non-stop.

Ji Lanye smiled wryly in his heart, he knew why his hands were always wet, it turned out that Young Master Song had been watching over him and crying!Ji Lanye also felt a slight pain in his heart. He knew that Song Guihua had tied up his heart and kept flogging the already scarred heart in his mind. This situation was even worse when he saw him lying on the bed dying. serious.

But Ji Lanye had no choice. He was also afraid. Song Guihua was afraid that he would not forgive him. The thorns in my body can no longer be pulled out, gradually destroying my life!He has experienced it, he knows the pain, so he doesn't want Song Guihua to feel it!

Enduring the pain of muscle atrophy and muscle twitching, Ji Lanye tried his best to hook Song Guihua's fingertips. He wanted to tell him that he never hated him from the beginning, and he wanted him to wait for a while longer. Time, he'll tell him....

Song Guihua also seemed to understand Ji Lanye's emotions, he tried hard to control his tears, but the thing still flowed intermittently.Song Guihua herself felt that she was hypocritical, that she was clearly the one who did something wrong, yet she was despicably pretending to be weak.But no matter how much he despises himself, Song Guihua realizes that he can't give up on Ji Lanye.He sniffed, and regardless of the tear stains on his face, he reached out to hook the paper on the table, and after pulling out a paper, Young Master Song wiped the tears on Ji Lanye's hand with a sob.

"Lan Ye, hiccup! I, I have a lot, hiccup, talk, a lot of things I want to tell you, hiccup!" Song Guihua was forced to cry again by the hiccup in her chest, "but, but I don't know where to start. We, we..."

Song Guihua couldn't continue, the seriously injured boy in front of him endured the pain and gave a comforting look.Song Guihua gently held Ji Lanye's hand, "I understand, you don't want me to tell you, you want to take care of it yourself, then I'll be good, I will listen to you, I will accompany you and wait for your voice to heal, Then wait for your sentence against me."

Ji Lanye really wanted to frown, he didn't like the word "judgment" very much, but due to the pain and exhaustion, his eyelids trembled, making him unable to respond, so Ji Lanye fell asleep tense!

The cold snow has melted, and the spring is not far from Q City.Although Ji Lanye was still lying on the hospital bed, her body was slowly improving.But at the same time, the winter vacation has already passed away, and there is not a trace of tail left.When Tan Ling saw that Ji Lanye was in good spirits, he asked him whether he would choose to suspend school or ask a teacher to teach and go straight to the third year of high school.Ji Lanye chose to go straight to the third year of high school after recovering from illness. Tan Ling assured Ji Lanye and respected Ji Lanye's ideas, so he decided to help Ji Lanye find a tutor, but Ji Lanye declined.Tan Ling knew that Ji Lanye was self-respecting and didn't want to owe him any more. He wanted to say that this was a subsidy that the Tan family and the Song family should have given him, but when he thought of his relationship with Song Guihua, he could only sigh helplessly.

Ji Lanye needs to take care of her body, but it doesn't mean that Song Guihua must also stay in the hospital.His body has recovered a long time ago, but Tan Ling saw that he was not in good spirits earlier, so he asked the school for sick leave.Ji Lanye's health improved, and Song Guihua's spirit also recovered, so it was natural to go to school.But Song Guihua refused, and Ji Lanye's voice was still unable to speak, so he could only look anxiously at Tan Ling.

Tan Ling sighed, "Since Guihua is willing to stay with you, let's stay with you in the hospital. He can be more peaceful by your side. He doesn't know what will happen when he returns to school. If that's the case, I'll help you guys." Contact the tutor and learn how to do it directly here."

Ji Lanye immediately looked at Tan Ling when he heard the words, and Song Guihua, who insisted on Ji Lanye speaking, finally made a small movement from the beginning of silence. He originally held Ji Lanye's hand and began to rub Ji Lanye's hand. phalanx.

Ji Lanye felt a little hurt from being rubbed by Song Guihua, so she turned her gaze back to Song Guihua.I saw that Song Guihua's eyes were full of tears, and he was a little depressed because of taking care of him. His hair must have been rinsed with warm water while washing his face. Afraid of wasting time, he didn't even blow his hair, and stood by his side like a puppy. , with wet hair and eyes, more like a homeless puppy abandoned by its owner.

Ji Lanye felt distressed all of a sudden.Tan Ling took the opportunity to settle the matter.

The aristocratic family was well informed, and when Ji Lanye was better, Gong Chen brought Ren Qianyue to visit Ji Lanye and Song Guihua.

Song Guihua still didn't speak, but nodded to Gong Chen and Ren Qianyue, thanking them for visiting.Gong Chen grew up with Song Guihua, he knew his brother's stubbornness, so he just sighed and patted Song Guihua on the shoulder.

The silence of two people is warm, but the silence of four people is embarrassing!Ji Lanye wanted to start the topic, but because of her health, she couldn't do it.And Song Guihua squeezed grape juice for Ji Lanye without saying a word, and Ren Qianyue was a girl, very cramped, and it seemed that she also had something on her mind, so she never spoke.

Gong Chen had no choice but to start the stand-up comedy alone. Fortunately, there was Ji Lanye as the audience, so the atmosphere didn't become very embarrassing.

No matter what happened in the end, Gong Chen and Ren Qianyue became frequent visitors to this ward, basically twice a day.Sometimes Gong Zhen comes by himself, and sometimes Ren Qianyue comes with Gong Zhen.

The days went on like this until Ji Lanye's voice was healed.

After Gong Chen and Ren Qianyue left, Ji Lanye motioned for Song Guihua to sit down, he wanted to have a good talk with him.Song Guihua let out a breath, although her expression was normal, but Ji Lanye knew that Song Guihua still hadn't walked out, as he said before, he had been waiting for his trial.

"Guihua," Ji Lanye didn't speak for a long time, her voice was very hoarse. If Ji Lanye hadn't been in front of Song Guihua, Song Guihua would never believe that such a hoarse voice belonged to that clean young master.Song Guihua's nose started to ache again immediately, he heard Ji Lanye's coughing and turned around, and poured him a glass of warm water.

Ji Lanye took it, "You, sit down first." After Ji Lanye finished speaking, a sweet smell rose in her throat.Ji Lanye pretended to be nonchalant and took a sip of water, using the water to dispel the unbearable rust smell.

"Osmanthus," Ji Lanye looked at Song Guihua, "Osmanthus!" Song Guihua nodded, still unwilling to speak, he just rubbed his smooth nails as before, and kept stroking the crescent white that represented health.

"Gui Hua, don't, don't run away, and don't give up on yourself, cough, cough!" Song Guihua heard Ji Lanye coughing and immediately stood up to rub Ji Lanye's back. After Ji Lanye coughed, she grabbed Song Guihua's arm and forced him look to yourself.

"Guihua, look at me, look at me, okay? We, we won't run away!" Ji Lanye looked at Song Guihua with sadness, the sadness was like water that was about to overflow, and it would soon overflow. Break through the dam.Song Guihua's hands began to tremble, and he couldn't control the trembling.His life seemed to be wound up. Ji Lanye's words were those machines, which were both power and resistance. Under the basic height, life stopped suddenly.

After all, Song Guihua raised her head and looked into Ji Lanye's eyes.He saw only worry in those eyes, not the slightest condemnation.But it was because of this that he was even more uncomfortable.

"Yeah!" Song Guihua hummed, like freezing winter.

"Guihua, you know, I have a heart disease!"

Song Guihua was a little puzzled, he didn't understand why he suddenly brought up his heart disease.

Ji Lanye smiled slightly. At first he thought his face would be bitter and cold, but a smile is a smile, like spring wind turning into rain, like colorful clouds inviting the sun, more like clouds and mist accompanying the moon, very pure and clean, nothing is attached.

"You know, I don't want to be close to others. The reason is my parents. My parents gave me everything. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be raised by the army, and naturally I wouldn't be selected." Ji Lanye finished speaking, her body He began to sweat, and his heart became overwhelmed by the exhaustion of recalling the past, and his heart beat so hard that Ji Lanye wanted to open it with a knife. It seemed that only in this way could he regain his calm.

Seeing that he was uncomfortable, Song Guihua stood up to give him a break, but Ji Lanye blocked him with her hands, motioning for him to finish speaking.

"So, it doesn't matter if they want to take it back now. Well, that, to me, is, in fact, false." Ji Lanye's eyes were a little blurred. These words were not just to comfort Guihua, but also He thinks about himself.

He feels that many things are not his own, not the family, not his good qualities, not everything he owns.After more than ten years, the only living things are those few flowering trees.He is just like that, alone, he doesn't know when his height will rise and stop, he doesn't know the emotions brought by the cycle of the four seasons, he only knows when to change clothes, for more than ten years, he has lived so ignorantly, watching the flowers bloom and fade like that , even when the flower tree was on the verge of death, he only had a little regret, regretting that the tree left too early, but he didn't have too much regret, because he also knew that he would die prematurely just like this tree, It's just that the tree died in front of him.

He has nothing, and he can't grasp anything.He is a person who has resigned himself to his fate, admitting that he is just like this, just like this, just like this, waiting for death to come.It was supposed to be like this, but, but he met Song Guihua.

Ji Lanye looked at Song Guihua, "So, this is not important to me, anyway, this body can still be used. I know, you are blaming yourself, you are blaming yourself for ruining my life. Actually, really No, a lifetime is so long, and people are still alive, so they can be destroyed if they say so, but in fact, it is just a way to survive, and it is really nothing."

Ji Lanye smiled lightly, like a pool of spring water in a mountain spring, so clear and transparent, there was no trace of complaint or hatred, only the sincerity washed by the spring water.

Song Guihua's lips were trembling, and her eyelashes were still wet. Ji Lanye reached out to wipe away the tears from Song Guihua's face, rubbing the corners of Song Guihua's eyes lightly, making the already bright red eye ends even more flamboyant.

"At first I thought I would end my life just like that, but I met you." Ji Lanye's smile deepened, as if after a full winter and a polar night finally ushered in the sunshine and warmth, "But Guihua , I met you! I don't like to talk to people, but it doesn't mean I don't listen to the voices around me. I know many people say I'm cold and arrogant. You know, I don't. I'm just scared , I’m afraid I’ll be hurt again. Guihua, I’ve been alone for too long, it’s said to be on the altar, but it’s too cold, and I didn’t want to be like this.”

Ji Lanye was a little weak, his arms began to shake, Song Guihua took his hand and gently took it off his face and carefully placed it between his knees.

Maybe it was due to illness, or maybe she was calm on the outside but her inner emotions kept churning, Ji Lanye lost her logic.

"But after being with you. I know why the dim bird returns, and I know why it is called home, because someone is waiting for you, waiting for you to come back. For the first time, I know that it is so warm and good to have someone waiting for you to come back. It was the first time I knew why someone had to buy a bouquet of flowers at a flower shop when they went home. It was the first time I knew what candied haws taste like. It was the first time I knew how beautiful the sycamore and maple leaves were reflected by street lights at night. It was the first time I knew , I know that it’s not that you can’t enjoy the flowers at night, it’s just that you have someone to accompany you.”

Ji Lanye could feel the pressure on his heart, he was a little short of breath, his vocal cords were half vibrating and half stopped, but fortunately Song Guihua left Ji Lanye without missing a single word.

"I, I..." Song Guihua couldn't help trembling in his voice, he was like a puppy after a typhoon and tsunami, after being submerged and floating, he finally found a safe place to live.

Ji Lanye held Song Guihua's hand, both hands were slightly cold and trembling slightly, but both hearts were hot.

Ji Lanye's voice was quick and light, but the words were as heavy as a boulder falling, "So, thank you, you, thank you, find that, that living in the world, Ji Lanye, find, that, bring Come on, fireworks, yes, dusty ones, Ji Lanye!"

Song Guihua stroked Ji Lanye's chest with tears hanging down his cheeks, "I..." He wanted to say a lot, but he could only say one word "me" when he opened his mouth. The other words seemed to have never been learned. Vocabulary is as blank as mind.

"You, you, nothing, no, don't say it. You, listen to me, if you really, really want to be judged, you, you are with me, I am here, always, always, clean, clean young master .Thinking, considerate, warm, yes, the most, the most law-abiding person! No, never, never sinned!"

Ji Lanye's chest hurts, and his ribs are like being cut by a knife and roasted on the fire. His heart is very tired, his blood supply is somewhat insufficient, his brain is hypoxic and ischemic, he has no energy, and he is very sleepy, but he must bear it. , endured all the pain, and finished speaking.

"I, I, I didn't, I didn't, I blamed you! So, don't, don't do it, do it, make you, make me sad, sad things, okay, no, okay!"

Song Guihua nodded fiercely, "Lan Ye, Lan Ye, I was wrong, you were talking, I know, I know!"

Ji Lanye's eyes had turned yellow and black, and her ears were also buzzing, with severe tinnitus, as harsh as a giant collapsing.But he saw clearly, and he heard clearly.He saw clearly, saw clearly, his young man came back with the moonlight and sweet-scented osmanthus; heard clearly, heard his young man whispering in his ear, saying "I'm back".

Just come back, no more pain, no more sadness.Guihua, I feel sorry for you!

In the ward, a beam of light shines on the person who is snuggling up, the orange color is very strong, rendering a sense of warmth, only the shadow of the water is left on the outside of the ward.

The author has something to say: Tomorrow the timeline will pass, the two of them will be in the third year of high school after they recover, they will study for the first half of the semester, and then, then the last plot will come!Thank you for your cute clicks, thank you for collecting!