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Song Guihua responded and walked forward.

The dishes on the dinner table were all Song Guihua's favorites. In fact, Ji Lanye also ate with Song Guihua. Whatever Song Guihua wanted to eat, Ji Lanye would do.

But after watching "The Kite Runner" and XXX, Song Guihua had to admit that her mood had changed.He was only happy when Ji Lanye did this for him.But now, it's sourness welling up in my heart.

Because he was the one who had been pestering her all the time before, he naturally thought that Ji Lanye had the initiative in this relationship.As long as Ji Lanye is willing, he can completely end this relationship.But he ignored that Ji Lanye had been alone all these years.What was said in the ward back then was Ji Lanye's sincere words, but it was the true words that could tell that Ji Lanye really wanted to maintain this relationship.

Seeing Song Guihua lingering at the table, Ji Lanye was slightly puzzled, "Guihua, you..."

Enduring the pain in her throat, Song Guihua said with difficulty: "Lan Ye, do you really like these dishes on the table? These are all my favorites, but I don't know if you like them or not. Lan Ye, you Are you wronged?"

Ji Lanye was taken aback, "Ah? Why do you think that?" Ji Lanye saw Song Guihua's forced restraint and the arrival of Li Xing and Li Nei, and suddenly understood.

He picked up a piece of spicy chicken and put it in Song Guihua's bowl, "I grew up in the army. Uncle Zhao taught me not to waste food since I was a child. And I also experienced food shortages when I was young, so every ration is special. Cherish it." After Ji Lanye finished speaking, she also picked up a piece of spicy chicken and put it to her mouth, tearing off the chicken with her teeth, the piece of meat in the chopsticks showed shredded meat.

"It's delicious, try it quickly." After the meat in her mouth was swallowed, Ji Lanye signaled Song Guihua to sit down and have a taste.

Seeing this, Song Guihua didn't get an answer from Ji Lanye, but finally sat down, picked up the piece of meat that Ji Lanye gave him, and put it in his mouth.

It is indeed delicious.But sweet and spicy is endless bitterness.

Ji Lanye sighed slightly, "It seems that if you don't explain the past clearly, Guihua, you won't enjoy this meal well. If that's the case, then I'll tell you."

Hearing this, Song Guihua put down his chopsticks and listened carefully to Ji Lanye's narration of the past.

Ji Lanye was too young back then, so Zhao Sui took him to the army and entrusted his former brother's family to take care of him.Ji Lanye's parents were very famous among them. Ji's father and mother not only saved them on the battlefield, but Ji's mother knew medicine and saved many people.So in the army, many people have been taking care of Ji Lanye with kindness and respect.

In short, Ji Lanye was the favorite at that time.

Later, Zhao Sui brought him back to Q City because of the problem of entering a higher school.That was Ji Lanye's first visit to Q City. As mentioned earlier, maybe in the army, Ji Lanye can take good care of herself even though she is young.

In fact, I also heard a lot of gossip at that time, saying that because of him, Zhao Sui was too old to get a wife.Therefore, Ji Lanye was very afraid of losing Zhao Sui, so she tried to become independent.

But still under the influence of the army, when I entered a new class, I still hoped that all the students would like me.

But because he jumped the queue, and the teacher told the parents of his identity in order to appease the dissatisfaction of the parents, I hope everyone can still get along with him.But because he was special, everyone treated him indifferently. He was very disappointed and sad, but at that time he didn't have the kind of disease that came later.

When Song Guihua heard this, he suddenly had a premonition of his meeting with Li Xing and why Li Xing hurt the orchid leaves the most.

Ji Lanye also saw Song Guihua's understanding, he took a deep breath, and continued: "What happened later was just as Guihua thought in your heart. Because all parents want their children to go to a good junior high school, leading to good Schools were in short supply, so lottery had to be implemented. Because of my special status, I didn’t participate in the lottery directly.”

Song Guihua also frowned upon hearing this.Logically speaking, Ji Lanye's non-participation in lottery should be a school secret, and it is impossible to leak it out!Then later...

I just heard Ji Lanye continue: "Because of the lottery, almost half of the junior high school students have changed their blood. It is a new class, so almost none of the classmates around me know each other, even though they didn't know many before. And Li Sheng That’s when I turned around.”

At that time, Li Sheng's smile was not his mask. At that time, Li Sheng's smile really made people feel like they were bathed in the sun, and his whole body was full of warmth.

Ji Lanye, who was neglected before, naturally wanted to get close to such a warm person.Because Ji Lanye's identity is not well known, plus he has a good face and good academic performance, so Li Sheng is naturally willing to become friends with Ji Lanye in this strange new class.

"Li Sheng, he is very enthusiastic." Ji Lanye thought carefully about the dusty memories that had been blocked in her heart all year round. "He treated me very well, so I cherish him very much. And because of our similar temperament and personality, we quickly became good friends who talked about everything."

Song Guihua: "Then you, did you tell him your identity?"

Ji Lanye shook her head, "No. I lost my parents at the time, and I didn't even know anyone on my parents' side, so I felt inferior in front of everyone who had both parents. At that time, I was young and had no parents. When you come to the parent-teacher meeting, everyone will think that your parents are too busy to attend. So Li Sheng never knew about the death of my parents."

Song Guihua said shyly, "Then, then why did you become what you are now?"

Ji Lanye felt distressed, yes, he didn't understand why Li Sheng, who had always been kind to him, would break with him. "Perhaps, people are inseparable from interests. If I have no conflict of interest to others, it is understandable to be nice to me. But once I conflict with other interests, everything will change. Interest is really a terrible thing." Stuff, everything is inseparable from it, it seems to control everything."

Ji Lanye sighed for a while, then continued.

His relationship with Li Sheng deteriorated because of Li Nei's arrival.Li Nei also joined the class, but the students were quite enthusiastic about him.Although Li Nei's mind is sometimes abnormal, most of his mind is still normal.

Li Nei followed his parents. When he first came, he was very good at dealing with people, and treated him politely, not as tit-for-tat as he was later.

Song Guihua frowned, "Since your school is a lottery, it means that you can't get in if you have nothing to do with it. Since Li Nei got in, it means that his family must have strength. If it wasn't as good as it is now Seeing that he is inferior, why does his personality change so quickly? Could it be that he was pretending from the beginning? But..."

"Indeed, if it was a disguise at the beginning, he will naturally be exposed after a long time. But he can unite the whole class and even the neighboring class to isolate me, which means that he should be sincere in his dealings with others." Ji Lanye said calmly.

"Lan Ye, then..." Song Guihua still doesn't understand, he doesn't understand why Li Nei treats Ji Lanye like that, that's right, if he knows Ji Lanye's identity, with Li Nei's long song Good at dancing, even if his parents are both dead, he is still considered as the second generation of H, and Zhao Sui will also communicate with the teacher about Ji Lanye's study situation with his teacher. It should be no problem for Zhao Sui to be a senior civil servant with his knowledge.Li Nei's family is a businessman, it is impossible for him not to know...

"That's why he's occasionally mentally ill." Ji Lanye said with some distaste, "Even if I don't have anything, my grades are still among the best. Since he understands human connections, he should also understand that he should not offend people easily. But he just Against me. Until now, I don't understand why he can't accept me, but I think maybe there is no reason to hate someone."

As soon as these words came out, it didn't make people feel the embarrassment of boasting, that's how it is in the world, and Ji Lanye himself is not boasting, this is his strength.

But Song Guihua connected Ji Lanye's words up and down, and found a loophole.

No, he must have a reason to hate you, and you probably already know the reason, Song Guihua thought.

Song Guihua: "But Li Sheng was your good friend at that time, no matter how much Li Nei tried to win him over, he shouldn't..."

But after Song Guihua finished speaking, he immediately knew the reason for Li Sheng's rebellion - he liked Lanye, but Li Nei found out, and used this as a reason to break up the two.

Ji Lanye's heart trembled, and the fear of loss spread in her heart.The heartache before was just lamenting the friendship that had been lost, but now it is the fear of losing Song Guihua.

He didn't want to talk about the past because of this.But he has chosen to tell Song Guihua about the matter, so he will tell him exactly what happened.

Ji Lanye made up her mind, "I was very attached to Li Sheng at the time, and we were inseparable. At that time, I was young, and my enlightenment on X could only be said to come from textbooks. I didn't know the relationship between men and women, let alone, yes. ...." Ji Lanye was a little speechless.

He has learned some things from the conversations of his classmates in recent years, and he has some understanding of Zhibaiwan, and he knows that it is a crime.He was a little afraid of Song Guihua, afraid of losing him.

Seeing Ji Lanye trembling, Song Guihua knew what he wanted to say. He got up and walked to Ji Lanye's side. He held Ji Lanye's hand and squatted down, looking at Ji Lanye with fixed eyes, "Lan Ye , I know what you want to say. Homosexuality is not wrong, it is also love. I know you have never been in touch, so you are afraid, you are afraid. But Lan Ye, you really don’t have to be afraid. And you have no feelings for Li Sheng That kind of feeling. It's sewage, you should wipe it off, not let it turn sour and stink, and you shouldn't let those bedbugs fly around you, harassing you non-stop!"

Song Guihua lowered her head, gently stroked Ji Lanye's fingers, and kept worshiping Ji Lanye's trembling phalanx with his fingers. "Also, so what if you're homosexual. It's not terrible to like someone. What's terrible is your own cowardice. What's terrible is not being able to love others."

After Song Guihua finished speaking, she looked up at Ji Lanye, "Lan Ye, do you still remember what I told you?"

"Admiring flowers in the rain and at night is not inappropriate. Similarly, many things in the world are not inappropriate. The same is true for liking someone. There is no right or wrong. There is no one person who stipulates that you can't like another person. , don’t care if that person is a man or a woman!”