Sound waves

From 14 to 15, Ouyang Qing attended too many funerals of relatives.

Familiar people will always grow old in an instant, and then die back and forth.

Young, old, familiar, unfamiliar... relatives and friends... all gathered together.

Are you afraid?

Some are afraid.

Until he received a swollen call, until his father was diagnosed with advanced laryngeal cancer, the remaining time may be less than six months.Only then did Ouyang Qing realize...it was probably not fear, but helplessness, panic, and emptiness.

"Xiao Shu, have you thought about us getting old?" He had asked Shu Mingxuan this question before.

They had just finished a strenuous exercise at that time, Shu Mingxuan hugged him tightly: "Think about it, grow old slowly with the teacher."

"But I'm ten years older than you."

Ouyang Qing smiled: "I feel that I will go first. Ten years old is too big an age gap. If I go, what will you do alone? But I am a little happy, I will go first, so I don't have to be alone There is pain in this world."

"Why do you think about these things? You should exercise hard. The technology is so advanced that it will be solved in the future." Shu Mingxuan said with a smile.

"It's not like that." Ouyang Qing said, "You are too young, these things...you have never been afraid."

"The teacher is afraid?"

"Afraid..." Ouyang Qing said, "There are too many problems that people need to face in this life. Among the problems in life, you can prepare early and give answers."

Such as growing up, such as the meaning of life, and such as love...

"There are still some questions. Even if you prepare for your whole life, you may not be able to answer this question in the end."

like death...

"I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid that the fetters of emotion will make me not calm enough in the face of death." Ouyang Qing said.

"why?"

Ouyang Qing kissed her lover.

"I'm afraid that the people I love will be devastated by this."

"Where's your little boyfriend?" Yu Hongtao visited Ouyang Chen, and after he fell asleep and exited, he looked around and frowned.

"He went to America."

"At this time is he going to the United States?"

"His company has just started to improve, and my dad didn't get along very well. I didn't let him come." Ouyang Qing said, "There must be some people doing something serious. Everyone is crowded in the hospital, which makes people feel flustered."

Yu Hongtao frowned: "Ouyang, you can't handle everything by yourself."

Ouyang Qing could take it easy: "Otherwise?"

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"No."

"Money. How much does Teacher Ouyang spend a month?"

"Including reimbursement and self-expenses. The first month is about [-] yuan, and the next two months may be more expensive." Ouyang Qing said, "I can still support it for the time being. I have some savings."

Yu Hongtao thought about it again: "Okay, ask me if it's not enough. I still have some money."

Ouyang Qing didn't nod: "I can still hold on, don't worry about it."

He hesitated for a moment and asked, "Is Guanlan planning to acquire Bian Ziping's company recently?"

"You are really well informed." Yu Hongtao said.

"...Because Xiao Shu invested in a project of this company, so he paid more attention to it." Ouyang Qing said, "Can you help me check the situation of the project "The Emperor"?"

"'The Emperor's Class'." Yu Hongtao said, "Did Shu Mingxuan invest in it?"

"Yes. This film was shot in December of 14, and the dubbing was completed in January of 12. It is now August, and it was submitted for review three times in the middle, but it failed. It is still being rectified. According to the new policy, it may be more difficult to pass the review. Bian... So, until the middle of next year at the earliest, the funds invested by Shu Mingxuan will not be returned. As for what users like to watch next year, and how much money the platform will give, who knows?" Ouyang Qing said.

Yu Hongtao nodded: "I'll make a call and ask."

After a while, Yu Hongtao came back and said, "The situation is the same as what you said. This is also the reason why Bian Ziping wants to sell the company."

"Okay, I see. This is also a preparation."

"What do you want to do?"

"I've been taking on a lot of jobs recently." Ouyang Qing said, "You have a lot of roads over there. If there is a need for a project, I can arrange it."

"You want to contribute money to Shu Mingxuan?"

Ouyang Qing nodded: "Be prepared."

"Teacher Ouyang's monthly base is [-], and you still want to save money for Shu Mingxuan. Are you busy?" Yu Hongtao frowned, "If necessary, I can..."

"Hong Tao." Ouyang Qing coughed a few times, "Thanks. I can hold on for now."

The heavy rain outside has not stopped.

The hours for hospital visits are over.

When Yu Hongtao left, Ouyang Qing kept coughing.

"Even if you take on the job, you should still pay attention to rest? You have been coughing." Yu Hongtao said.

"Well, after two days of work, I will rest."

"Then you must tell me when you need help."

"it is good."

"Dad, I'm here." Ouyang Qing was drenched when she opened the door.

It was raining heavily outside and it was already 09:30 in the evening.

Ouyang Chen has grown old these few years, the cancer crushed him, his whole body became thin like a ball, and he became a ball. The throat cancer and the oxygen tube inserted into his lungs made him almost unable to speak.

"I have a dubbing today, and it's too late when it's over." Ouyang Qing wiped his hair with a dry towel, took off his coat and began to tidy up the bed and bedding for his father.

Ouyang Chen kept staring at him.

"What's wrong?" Ouyang Qing asked.

Ouyang Chen raised his finger and pointed to the old-fashioned mobile phone on the table. Ouyang Qing knew that this was what he meant to say, so she switched the mobile phone to the SMS interface and handed it over.

[I think of your mother. 】Ouyang Chen typed.

Ouyang Qing's smile almost didn't hold back: "Dad, do you miss my mother?"

【Soon. 】Ouyang Chen typed again.

What is coming soon?

See her soon?

Ouyang Qing smiled: "Dad, I'm going out for dinner."

He pushed out from the ward and sat on a chair outside, that weak smile faded away.

Ouyang Qing didn't know what she was thinking.

Until the phone vibrated, Shu Mingxuan sent him a WeChat message, which was a photo of him and the entire Yinlang people in the United States.

[Come together next time. 】Shu Mingxuan told him.

Ouyang Chen could hardly fall asleep at this time, it would be better if he had an injection.

The chaotic day finally came to an end, and Ouyang Qing was able to breathe.

Under the light in the corridor, he took out the biopsy report he just got from Dr. Qin from the oncology department.

Those descriptions are actually not very understandable to ordinary people.

However, the hoarse voice and sore throat lasted for half a month. Dr. Qin arranged for him to have a laryngoscopy, followed by a CT scan. The examination was not over. When he was told to have a biopsy, he had actually noticed something.

On the night of August 8, he called Yu Hongtao.

"I have a sum of money in my hand. Later, you will put it into Guanlan's account through shareholder capital injection. Then find a way to return it to Yinlang through Bian Ziping's company and the "Emperor" project."

"Where did you get the money?"

"I'm going to sell the house and the car in Yanjiao."

"Ouyang Qing, are you out of your mind?" Yu Hongtao couldn't help cursing.

"Other companies can wait, but Yinlang is a small company in the first place, and 100 million investment is not a lot. If you don't come back at the end of the year, you won't even be able to pay your salary."

"Then you just give it to him!"

"I'm going to break up with him." Ouyang Qing said, "Hong Tao, my biopsy report came out. It's confirmed."

Yu Hongtao choked on the other end of the phone.

"You can't hide it. He'll find out sooner or later."

"He won't know. As long as you give the money through your company, if you really have the final payment later, it will be used as profit. Yinlang's books can't tell. As for my time to raise money, it will only take two months at most. I will find a way to delay him It will be fine in the United States for a while. He will not know the domestic situation abroad."

"When he returns to China..." Ouyang Qing said calmly, "When he returns to China, I will already be undergoing surgery. He won't be able to see me."

Ouyang Qing was awakened by the phone in her arms at around six o'clock in the morning. It was a call from Shu Mingxuan from the other side of the ocean.

There is a real distance between them.

His students have gone a long way.

In the future, Shu Mingxuan will go further...

He and Shu Mingxuan have known each other for eight years.

From the start it seemed like it was meant to be.

He resisted.

Fake it.

Really tempted.

Loved regardless.

Also enough.

He heard his own lie and blurted out: 【Xiao Shu, let me go to America and get married. 】

The author says:

Carvin was gone for days.

I don't know how to express Ouyang Qing's concerns very clearly.

When we were young, we all said that we should love and be brave enough to grasp everything.

But after the age of 35, when aging strikes, the question of death becomes a question that has to be answered.

I can understand Ouyang Qing's answer and fear.

As individuals, many people face death without fear.

But no one remains indifferent when death directly affects those closest to them.

This chapter says a little more.

I know some people will not agree with Ouyang Qing.