Water doesn't make waves for no reason

Crying bag away episode ([-])

Shen Li tried his best to take care of Shen Yun in every possible way, and in the end, in that summer, Shen Yun's soul returned to Qingshan.

In fact, Daddy was still reluctant to part with his elder brother, several times in his coma, he heard Daddy call Yu'er, but, love him so much and hate him deeply, even at the last moment, Daddy didn't say anything.

He just said to him: Li'er, the Shen family will depend on you from now on, if you don't care about officialdom, then you can resign and come back to inherit the family business, but it's a pity that daddy won't be able to hold a grandson.Dad has always been eccentric, it is dad who is sorry for you, if there is fate in the next life, dad will definitely...

At that time, your mother will preside over the overall situation. If you fall in love with a girl, marry her back, don't care about the right family.

He was thinking in his heart at the time, don't worry, I won't blame you for being biased all these years, you have treated me well in every possible way, I have granted your wish, I will do for him what my brother can't do.

Later, when all the dust settled, my elder brother managed the Shen family business in an orderly manner, and he just went back to his post with peace of mind. The current emperor is a wise king, and with him in the world, it is not a bad idea to be an official.

Returning to Ji County again, everything seems to have remained the same, the mountains are still green, the water is still clear, and even the mansion has not changed.

Those people in Jixian County have been purged long ago, and no one knows who secretly helped them. It is said that the emperor conducted a thorough investigation of Little Jixian County and caught all those black fishes.

And he did not disappoint the emperor, nor did he disappoint the people, let alone Shen Yu. According to the later county records, the county magistrate of Ji County was the youngest among the previous county magistrates, but he was the most capable one , clean and honest, loves the people like a child, eats and lives with the people to show compassion for the people, builds bridges and roads, builds canals, and it is a good story for hundreds of miles, and even spread to the ears of the emperor at that time. It is gratifying that after five years, County Magistrate Shen was transferred back to Jincheng, where he was promoted to a third rank.

Shen Li will be 21 years old then.

After being transferred back to Jincheng, he still lived in Shen's mansion. Shen Yu was overjoyed, looking at such a promising younger brother, he still wanted to raise his hand to rub the top of Little Crying Bag's hair like he did back then.

He raised his hand only to realize that his younger brother was a little taller than himself, so he took his hand back.

The one in front of him is no longer the crying little brother who clings to him all day long, but a young man who is also an imperial court official.

Shen Li smiled and said, "Brother, do you still think I'm a child?" His voice was thick and his temperament was calm.

Shen Yu snorted and dropped the sentence, "Isn't he just a child in my eyes?"

Shen Li still smiled, "Well, a child is a child, and I am a child at home."

Gu Beiwang was listening on the sidelines, and couldn't help but say, "If it's an ordinary family, I'm afraid he would have already become a father."

He just has a bit of a taste, why does this kid not grow up when he sees his brother, the two brothers are sticky, but he still has the same blood on his body, so I have to say this, I am not happy, and neither are you Want to have fun.

Shen Li was dumbfounded all of a sudden, and Shen Yu was also stunned.

There are not a few people who want to win him over on weekdays, but he rejects them all. It is really annoying. He treats his daughter as a bargain in exchange for a stable official career. He doesn't like such people at all.

Shen Yu just said, "It's up to you, I won't rush you, you can do whatever you want, just tell me when you need it." Maybe she still clings to her brother every day, and Shen Yu is also reluctant to let this precious brother get married, so she will be estranged from him.

After so many years, Shen Li's love for his elder brother has faded a lot, or it has all been transferred to family affection, anyway, he thinks so.

After his brother said this sentence, he felt a little bit of joy in his heart, and he couldn't explain why.

That is, the next day, a little maid hurriedly came to Shenli's courtyard, saying that the old lady was ill.

Shen's mother has always been a green lighted ancient Buddha, not going out these years, just eating fast and praying to Buddha, waiting for when Shen Li will get married.

During the few years when Shen Li was an official, he rarely had time to come back. This time when he came back, his mother was ill. Before the hospital bed, Shen's mother looked at her son quietly, not without relief.

Shen Li talked to her for a long time, about the customs of Ji County, anecdotes and anecdotes, including many things about himself, Shen's mother was happy to hear it, and she felt younger all of a sudden.

It's just that since Shen Yun's death, he was heartbroken, and his close son was not by his side, so his health was not very good. He just kept thinking about the lifelong event of his youngest son, so he persisted.

After putting his mother to sleep, looking at the faint fine lines and gray hair on the originally smooth face, Shen Li knew that it would be too late if he didn't make a decision.

After returning to the courtyard, he sat in the study all night.

He felt that that night was really long, like a huge flood of time, separating the first part of his life on one side and the second half of his life on the other.

That night was very short, and it was about to fade away without waiting for him to remember and say goodbye.

The next morning, Shen Yu was practicing calligraphy when Shen Li came in.

"Don't you have to go to court today?" Shen Yu stopped writing and asked.

"Well, I just came back from a transfer, so I don't need to go there for now." Shen Li approached, looked at Shen Yu's handwriting, "Brother, your handwriting is still the same as before."

"Let me see what you write with both hands." Shen Yu raised her chin towards the pen and ink.

Shen Li picked up the wolf brush, dipped it in the ink, and just laid out a line of characters, Shen Yu was a little dumbfounded.

Because it is almost exactly the same as his font.

In the book: Mountains have trees and trees have branches.

Before Shen Yu could speak, he said, "Brother, I'm getting married."

It's not that I want to get married, but that I want to get married.

"What did you say?" Shen Yu's eyes widened.

"Well, I'm getting married." Shen Li said with a smile, "I'm not young anymore, it's time to start a family." Dad's regret of not being able to embrace his grandson, he can't show up again, he didn't say what you can't do, I'll do it for you, these words he will never say in his life.

For example, he will never write the second half of the sentence written on the paper just now for Shen Yu to read again.

Xin Yue Jun Xi Jun doesn't know.

Shen Li was definitely not joking, he said that day that he wanted to get married, that is, ten days later, he arranged and explained all the matters at hand, asked the emperor for leave, and prepared to get married.

When the emperor even asked him in the imperial study, why did Aiqing suddenly want to get married?He just replied with a smile, if there is a woman he likes, he should have married and returned home earlier, it is strange to be alone.

In fact, he had ulterior motives in answering this way. First, he tactfully rejected other people's marriage arrangements for him, and second, he completely forced himself to die.

There are not a few people who want to give their daughters to him, and there are also many people who want to win over and arrange themselves. As long as he tactfully rejects the emperor, he will not care about others, and he will not be able to embarrass him.

The emperor finally said, I grant you a month to complete this lifelong event.

Of course, he will definitely go when he is married to the emperor, not because of his face, but because of the relationship between his brother and Gu Beiwang, the emperor will definitely come, so Gu Beiwang is also considered the emperor's half son, isn't he? ?

Shen Yu had a very depressed few days.

Knowing that his younger brother was going to get married, he kept asking which woman it was?Why so suddenly?Why haven't you said anything on weekdays?However, the younger brother just laughed and prevaricated.

Can't ask why.

It's just that he vented his anger on Gu Beiwang at night. Gu Beiwang had to deal with the firm's affairs during the day. Now that the Shen family's business is getting bigger and bigger, he has to worry more. When he comes back to face the frosty Shen Yu, he A little confused.

"What's the matter? Who's so desperate to provoke my young master again?" Gu Beiwang said after drinking tea.

"Shen Li is getting married." Shen Yu said in a cold tone.

Gu Beiwang was also very surprised, he didn't speak when he saw the person.

"It's you, okay, you have to say that an ordinary person is already a father at this age! Now it's all right, he's going to be a father!" Shen Yu was annoyed, uncomfortable, and depressed.

Gu Beiwang, "..."

"He's just a kid, what's he doing so early in the marriage! Do you know how to be a father?! You can go and teach him!" Shen Yu just wanted to make someone angry.

"..." Gu Beiwang wanted to say: I have never been a father either!But he knew that the young master was venting his anger on him, so he didn't say anything, just walked over and hugged him gently.

Shen Yu bit Gu Beiwang's shoulder, her eyes were red.

We are all afraid of such a moment, not separation, but real separation.

No matter how close and sticky they were in the past, it is different when they become a family. Now Shen Yu also feels the feeling of being abandoned by Shen Li.

Gu Beiwang let him bite, patted the man's back and kept comforting him in a low voice, "The Shen residence is so big, and he lives here when he's married, so you two can still see each other every day."

Shen Yu finally vented her anger and made enough noise, so she was coaxed and dragged to sleep by Gu Beiwang.

The servants of the Shen residence are very busy these days.

It has been a long time since Shen's residence has been so festive and lively. Young Master Li is about to get married. Although no one will say anything about the young master now, but everyone really has to bear the matter of getting married. I can't help being excited.

Shen Li chose another day to tell his brother that the woman to be married was not from a wealthy family, but a woman he met on the way when he was an official in Ji County. He often went out secretly without the guards and servants to find A quiet place to see people, draw pictures, and resolve his longing (of course he didn’t tell Shen Yu this sentence), and found that he would meet this person several times. Although he was dressed as a man, he could still be seen as a woman. Once he went over to inquire, and the woman was quite generous, so she chatted with him for a long time. Shen Li found that the woman was interesting, with a pair of peach blossom eyes, and she always smiled when she spoke.

She has no father and no mother, she dresses up in men's clothes every day, travels all over the world, hears all the interesting things in the world, and when she arrives at Ji County, she finds the beautiful scenery here and plans to stay for a longer time, then she sees Shen Li, who is still the county magistrate, But it's not like, always painting in one place alone.

Later, Shen Li showed him those paintings, all of which were a person dressed in white, handsome and elegant.

Later, the two would meet to eat and drink together, chatting and chatting, and the woman still dressed as a man every day.

Later, once after drinking, the woman boldly expressed her love, Shen Li said directly that she had someone in her heart.

The woman said that she already knew about it and didn't care at all. She just liked you and was waiting for you.

Shen Li was transferred back to Jincheng, but she didn't come with her. She said she would wait instead of pestering her. The two of them were more like friends, and they exchanged letters from time to time.

After all, Shen Li has known that person for several years now, and has never seen her women's clothing.

Maybe it's because of those similar eyes, maybe it's because Shen Li consciously delayed the girl's youth for a few years, or maybe, he still likes it a little bit, no one can tell, in short, the girl received Shen Li's invitation, let's know When she was about to marry her, she never shed tears easily, but she cried for a long, long time.

Shen Li sent someone to pick her up in Jincheng and take her to Shen's mansion. The Shen family didn't care about the rumors that the bride and groom were not allowed to meet before they got married, so the girl went there generously.

When she saw Shen Yu, she was shocked, and suddenly understood something, but it was fleeting, she traveled so many places, met so many people and things, she was very transparent.

As long as the one you love is by your side, what else can you ask for? Since Shen Li said he wanted to marry her, he believed him.

It wasn't until the day of the wedding that everyone saw the real appearance of the woman, who could be described as an alluring figure, and her pair of peach blossom eyes were amazing, even Gu Beiwang looked a few more times, because she looked familiar.

Shen Yu even stomped on him hard, for you to see? !The family is beautiful, isn't it? !

Gu Beiwang said something, are you sure you don't have a long-lost sister?

Shen Yu also noticed that women looked familiar when wearing men's clothes, but couldn't tell.

Gu Yuexi also turned her face to whisper a few words to the emperor of his family, and then Xuan Ling took a few glances at the bride who was toasting. Aren't those eyes belonged to the young master of the Shen family?Almost exactly the same.

Xuan Ling wore casual clothes today and did not attend as an emperor. Gu Yuexi glanced at the bride again, Xuan Ling coughed, and he quickly bowed his head to drink tea, Xuan Ling forbade him to drink.

Shen Yu stared at Gu Beiwang, "I'm just a crying brother, where is my sister? Hey, I said Gu Beiwang, what do you mean?"

Gu Beiwang quickly shut up and didn't look at the bride anymore.

Sitting in the high hall with a kind smile on her face, Shen's mother looked at her handsome and extraordinary son in a red dress, and then at her generous and beautiful daughter-in-law, feeling that her life was complete.

Yes, their lives have been fulfilled.

Shen's mother finally waited until her son got married, and her grandson was not far away, so she could go to her A Lang right away.

Shen Yun must be overjoyed to know about it underground, and the regrets of many years have been fulfilled.

Shen Yu is accompanied by the person she loves, and her younger brother is now married. It can be seen that the bride is full of Shen Li, and Shen Li's official career is also magnanimous. It can be said that his official career is smooth when accompanied by his beautiful wife.

This was Shen Li's second time drunk, and he was so drunk that he became unconscious and messed up.

Not to mention the bridal chamber, he was carried back to his new house, and he should be overjoyed on the day of the big wedding. On the day of the wedding, he was indeed smiling, handsome and suave, but he drank a lot, holding back a lot of energy to drink. , No one will listen to advice.

Everyone just thought he was too happy.

When he woke up the next day, his eyes were dazzling red, and it took him a while to realize that yes, he was married.

He had already changed into a comfortable, loose and clean inner shirt, and he didn't feel the pain of a hangover. After a while, he heard footsteps, and he saw Pingting's bride, in a light pink dress, with light makeup and elegant eyes. Then a smile overflowed, and said in a warm voice: "Husband, are you awake?"

Shen Li smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry last night."

The woman shook her head generously, and said: "The pain in my husband's heart can only be resolved by yourself. Others don't know it at all. I seem to understand a little bit, but if you marry me, I will believe in you. I am still the same as before." As I said, wait...until you are willing."

Shen Xin's head shook, and he hesitated suddenly, did he make the biggest mistake in his life?

The answer is given to time.

In the days to come, Shen Li was kind to women in every possible way, and it could be said that he respected each other like a guest. He raised his eyebrows and zithered in harmony. This became a good story in Jincheng. A man from a high-ranking family with a lot of money would not raise a few concubines outside, but Mr. Shen is different. He only has three things in his heart: the country, his brother, and his wife.

As an official of the imperial court, he devoted himself to being upright and upright. As Shen Li, he respected and loved his elder brother for ten years. As a husband, he loved and cared for his wife in every possible way.

In the end, he became a father. He taught his children well, and he also set the best example for his children.

Many years later, he has retired and returned home, raising flowers, amusing birds and feeding fish all day long. When he is interested, he still paints and practice calligraphy.

The painting is no longer the dusty man in white clothes back then, but the mountains, rivers and waters all over the paper, all of which are landscapes, with the rising sun, the setting sun, the sky full of stars, and the mountains and rivers of the motherland.

One night, he suddenly wanted to look at his old paintings. He went to the study room and found that the light in the study room was still on. It turned out that his ten-year-old grandson was still studying hard under the light. A big study will do, so let him do it.

"Go back and rest, it's getting late."

The child said, "Grandpa, go to bed early, too." He ran over and kissed the silver-haired man before leaving.

Shen Li opened the locked cabinet, took out a long box, took out the scroll inside, and spread it out on the table.

The paper is a little yellowed, but the people in the painting are still dusty.

Just when Shen Li was fascinated, a voice beside him startled him.

"Grandpa, this person is so beautiful, who is it?" The crisp voice, isn't it the kid who just left?

Naturally, the child couldn't recognize him, and he had never seen Shen Yu when he was young.

The child only remembered that grandpa gently caressed the person on the painting, with an expression on his face that he couldn't understand, and said in a low voice, "He is the person grandpa will look for in his next life."

A child is a child, so he immediately asked, "Hey? Grandpa, shouldn't the person you are looking for in your next life be grandma?" The child didn't ask why he wanted to find a man, but asked why he didn't. Grandma, grandma and grandpa have such a good relationship.

Grandpa didn't answer him anymore, but put away the picture scroll and patted his head, "When you grow up and meet such a person, you will understand, little devil, go to bed quickly, and be careful in a while." Your mother is here to whip you!"

On the second day, the second master of the Shen family called his son and confessed his last words. He only spent a cup of tea on his property, and he didn't say much about the rest. After he buried the box, he burned it and gave it to him.

Thus, his life came to an end like this. Looking at the children and grandchildren kneeling all over the room, he closed his eyes with a smile.

In his life, he had no regrets, but his whole life was also full of regrets.

In his whole life, his life was complete, but it was also incomplete.

He didn't feel sorry for anyone, after all, he was only sorry for himself.

But he is Shen Li, and Shen Li should be like this.

The author has something to say:

Well, this is the end of Kui Baoli's life. I dare not look back. My heart is not strong enough. His life is like this. On the bright side, his life is the envy of ordinary people , Good family background, good looks, good career, good wife, good brother, good children and grandchildren, everything is good.But after I finished writing, I was still in tears, and I couldn’t tell the truth. He couldn’t love him all his life, and he lived for others all his life. As said in the last article, he didn’t feel sorry for anyone except himself.But aren't all people like this?They all live for the people they cherish.The episode about Crying and Leaving is the most worrying one I wrote. I guess it will take some time before I continue to write another episode. If you like it, let’s go together and bow.