Rebel

Yu Junfan stretched out his arms and climbed to Gu Ao's side. Gu Ao reached out and touched the back of his head, and with a slight pick, the hairpin fell to the ground. On the belly, it was a little itchy.

Yu Junfan climbed a little closer, their foreheads touched, and the sound of breathing could be heard close by in the dark, Yu Junfan gently bit Gu Ao's lips, and put his arm on Gu Ao's shoulder , put his hand into the hair behind Gu Ao's head.

Yu Junfan first closed his eyes, and kissed carefully, kissing and kissing, and seeing that Gu Ao didn't speak, he opened his eyes slightly.In the hazy and unreal moonlight, maybe it was an illusion, Gu Ao felt that in the half-open eyes, staring at himself, there was a bit of haze and a bit of resentment, only to hear the wet lips in front of him, Muttering words: "I thought you were going to drive me out."

Gu Ao withdrew his wandering hand and raised his chin: "...how did you get in?"

Yu Junfan gave a low laugh, and said in Gu Ao's ear: "...you don't want to see me, I think, I'm afraid I broke the military rules, you put on a show for others to see, so I took advantage of the absence , came in through the skylight on the roof. Didn't alarm the guards, don't worry..."

After hearing this, Gu Ao turned over and pushed Yu Junfan back: "The group of corpses... I will deal with them tomorrow." After speaking, Gu Ao's voice became low, but he licked the wound on Yu Junfan's neck as if tempting : "...You are courageous enough, you are not afraid that I will kill you secretly."

Yu Junfan was so tickled by Gu Ao's lick, he couldn't help raising his neck to pant: "...are you willing?"

"Why don't I give up, you leave me alone." Gu Ao bit hard, and Yu Junfan groaned slightly.

"If you are really willing..." Yu Junfan stretched out his hands as if sighing, and climbed onto Gu Ao's shoulders, "Why did you ask someone to ask me where I went yesterday afternoon..."

"...You really know everything."

"My eyes have never left you, no matter whether I am here or not." Yu Junfan's hair was coiled up and held by Gu Ao's hand. "...From the beginning, it has been like this."

Under Gu Ao's gaze, Yu Junfan reached out and took off his clothes one by one, some fell on the ground, some fell on the bedside, then he hugged Gu Ao, and in the dark His voice was a little hoarse, but it seemed extra seductive: "...Didn't you want me to serve you?"

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The winding breath has not dissipated yet, Yu Junfan lay lazily in Gu Ao's arms, Gu Ao propped up his arms and leaned against the bed, the sound of the watch outside the window faded away, the moon outside the window set, and the east rose fish belly white.

Entering the window edge with the light of dawn, Gu Ao carefully looked at the person in front of him. He looked at his slightly tired eyebrows and eyes with long meaning that had not yet dissipated, at the tip of his nose that breathed lightly, at his Soft and Moisturized Lip Color…

Yu Junfan, who was feigning sleep, opened his eyes as if feeling the scorching gaze, smiled at Gu Ao, moved his body again, and continued to close his eyes.Gu Ao was reminded of all kinds of things in the night by that look, and for a while, various images kept jumping in his mind...

Yu Junfan leaned towards Gu Ao as if consciously, and Gu Ao held him tighter in his arms, always feeling that something was different about Yu Junfan...but he couldn't tell exactly.

"Last night..." Gu Ao said, "...you..." Gu Ao frowned, hesitant to speak, Yu Junfan closed his eyes and said, "...what happened to me last night?"

Gu Ao hugged him with a low smile: "Last night was really not like your usual."

Yu Junfan still closed his eyes, stretched out his palm to cover Gu Ao's hand, playing with Gu Ao's tightly hugged fingertips: "What's wrong with me?"

Gu Ao kissed his ear: "Usually...you seem to be in control of everything, and everything is well controlled."

"...Why, did I lose my sense last night?" Yu Junfan said softly.

Gu Ao laughed: "It's even out of proportion with me..." He lowered his voice: "Does it still hurt?"

Yu Junfan also laughed, and whispered, "A little bit."

With one hand, Gu Ao was gently stroking Yu Junfan's messy hair, and with the other hand, he was gently pinching his waist.

Yu Junfan trapped himself in the warm and soft quilt, and said softly: "...I just thought, it's always the same as before, quite boring." Yu Junfan half-opened his sleepy eyes, let go of Gu Ao, Stretching out his hand in front of his eyes, he spread his five fingers: "These hands killed my uncle, my aunt, my cousin, and those who followed the bad things in the Yu family clan, the blood flowed down here, and they cried for injustice. The sound was so loud that it almost broke my ears."

Gu Ao kissed Yu Junfan: "...you are amazing."

Yu Junfan turned his head and said with a smile: "...just to come back to see you sooner, I will kill those evils quickly."

Looking at Yu Junfan, Gu Ao also curled the corners of his lips, and said narrowly, "For seeing me?" As he said that, Gu Ao looked up and down at the embracing state of the two: "For being like me."

Yu Junfan half-opened his eyes and looked at Gu Ao: "I will never go back there again."

Gu Ao pulled Yu Junfan closer to him, and asked in a low voice, "Aren't you afraid?"

Yu Junfan said: "What am I afraid of?"

Gu Ao said: "You are afraid of falling out with the family, and there is no place to stand; you are afraid that your former name will be torn apart, and you will no longer be able to protect you; you are afraid that we will fail, and your ambition will not be able to stretch."

Yu Junfan said softly: "I'm not afraid anymore, once with you, I'm not afraid anymore."

After Yu Junfan's words fell, he turned over, buried his face in the pillow, and remained motionless.

Looking at this scene, Gu Ao, who was staring at Yu Junfan, suddenly felt a sweet warmth in his heart, and a smile could not help but hang on the corner of his mouth. Gu Ao thought for no reason: Actually, if the desire to conquer is love If he hadn't, then he had fallen in love with Yu Junfan a long time ago—from the moment he took the first step and pulled him into his arms.In order to be with Yu Junfan, he did put some thought into it; but was it really just for profit?No... From the very beginning, I cared about him, liked him, and looked forward to everything with him—when we were friends, we knew and cherished each other, and when that mutual acquaintance and cherish gradually gave birth to new desires, He wanted all of him, wanted him, wanted him to be his own.

The ghost in his heart is hidden in the respect and fear of the forces behind Yu Junfan, but he is no longer the poor boy who heard the legends from all over the world in the Mangdang Mountain. in the world.

When you come back to your senses, look around.

... He is already on an equal footing with Yu Junfan; he is no longer that humble young man who needs support and staggers forward.

Now ask yourself, Gu Ao is holding the person in his arms - even so, does he still like Yu Junfan?The answer is yes, he not only likes him, but also respects and loves him in his heart.

The ghost in the dream is his low self-esteem and dark corner, that corner is hidden very deeply, sometimes shouting, sometimes whispering in a voice he can't hear: "You are a poor family, how can he really fall in love with you? It's just mutual use. Now you are just bluffing, thinking that you have coaxed him for a while. You see, if there is a big change, won't he run away? No family in this world will really put you in their eyes. See , You slapped yourself in the face?——This world is so cold, ruthless, cruel and unjust... What are you going to do? Of course, continue to greet him with a smile, and use him to achieve your own goals."

That murmured whisper carried all the disdain and resentment I encountered since I was a teenager, like a surging undercurrent, mixed with the resentment that was left behind, wandering in ignorance.

But at this time, the sun had already risen, and the sunlight shone in. The undercurrent floated to the surface of the water, shimmering under the sunlight, and took off its gloomy atmosphere.

Now, it evaporates into water vapor under the sun and becomes a converging warm current. Its energy has not diminished in the slightest, but it has transformed itself from repressed dissatisfaction and hatred to a bravery and courage that can break through the barriers of the world and move forward resolutely. .

It's not who owes whom, who cheats whom.

If one day, Gu Ao thought, I can shelter you under my wings and realize your aspirations, wouldn't we be created in heaven?

Under the warm sunshine, Gu Ao narrowed his eyes comfortably, and hugged Yu Junfan with peace of mind.