Rebel

When they set off back to Shangjun, Dian Xiaonan was still injured and couldn't bear the bumps, so Huai Xin spread a thick mattress in the car. Dian Xiaonan was weak and a little chilly, and he was wrapped in the quilt like a quilt. Zongzi is average.

Not long after getting in the car, Dian Xiaonan fell asleep and snored.Sitting in the car, Huai Xin watched Dian Xiaonan fall asleep, and inadvertently noticed that there were many edges and corners on this thick-headed young man's face that were similar to those of Dian Bushi.

Outside the window is the lonely land of the Northland. Although the spring has covered the original desolation with a layer of green clothes, but I can't feel the feeling of vitality that should have been.

... The loneliness of being left behind again made Huai Xin feel empty in her chest, and the grief she felt when her parents passed away was awakened again, and Huai Xin thought sadly: It would be great if Dian's daughter hadn't died.In this way, I can be with her well, and when the world is stable in the future and Dian Xiaonv grows up, they will be able to start a family and start a business in Shangjun, just like my father and mother.

But this distant and unrealized expectation was cut off by sudden changes before he let go of some things.Dian Xiaonv left, leaving herself alone.I have always been alone. When I was in the academy, no one could get close to me. Later, when I went to Hanzhong, I still am.

The feeling of heartache has been numb, and there are only a few spots left in the chest.

Suddenly reaching out to hug Gu Ao that day was just too sad, hoping to be comforted, just like before.I haven't thought about it clearly in my heart, so I habitually rely on it.Gu Ao looked a little embarrassed, as if looking at the left and right, he asked, "You are afraid of heat..."

Huai Xin also noticed that Gu Ao seemed to be in a dilemma, so she let him go, and then the two talked about the problem.Seeing that Gu Ao seemed to dodge, his eyes didn't meet each other like before, but passed through him and looked into the distance.

Huai Xin also regretted her abruptness, so she unconsciously involved Mr. Yun, and said something she didn't understand, but Gu Ao's eyes became serious: "Why is this? Death is easy to get, planning for the living, Fang is rare."

Huai Xin didn't know what was wrong with him, she could only stare straight at the ground, and when Gu Ao told him to rest, he came back to his senses.

On the way back, Huai Xin suddenly realized, how could Gu Ao really be by her side? —even as friends.

How could Gu Ao really comfort himself?

Gu Ao has been a person who only has Wang Tu Daye in his heart since he was a child, isn't he?

Every time Gu Ao persuades himself, isn't it because of his fame?

It was just a classmate, but he saved himself, why did he expect him to change his temper?

Isn't Mr. Yun's events clear enough?

Many karma, all entangled together today.

Huai Xin felt her heart cooling down bit by bit.

He fell asleep when he went back, and he only got up at five o'clock today.In the morning, he opened his eyes and sighed before standing up. Turning his head, he saw Dian Xiaonan lying beside the bed, looking at him like a puppy.Huai Xin was taken aback, but Dian Xiaonan, with his disheveled hair and wide eyes, tilted his head and blinked: "...Mr. Huai, are you awake?"

Huai Xin stretched out her hand and rubbed her forehead: "...you didn't recuperate in the room, why did you come here?"

Dian Xiaonan lowered his head, and said a little embarrassedly: "I miss my sister, I can't sleep." Saying that, Dian Xiaonan pointed to the door behind him: "I'm next door to you, so I came to see you."

Seeing that Huai Xin didn't speak, Dian Xiaonan felt aggrieved and said: "...My sister came to look for you before, you wouldn't blame her."

Huai Xin reached out and touched the little boy's fluffy and messy head: "I don't blame you either."

Dian Xiaonan seemed to be happy, rubbed Huai Xin's palm, raised his face and said to Huai Xin: "Mr. Huai, I heard my elder brother say that your family has resisted the army for generations, and it is very good...then can you teach me Art of war?"

Huai Xin was stunned for a moment, then said, "What's wrong with that?"

Dian Xiaonan jumped up when he heard the words, "Really?"

Huai Xin smiled and said, "Really. But my family has a saying in the art of war, which is only taught to the disciples of our family. If you want to learn it, you have to worship me as a righteous brother."

Dian Xiaonan nodded vigorously, and said without shame: "Okay, anyway, you are also my brother-in-law."

The word 'brother-in-law' made Huai Xin startled for a moment, that's right...why did she forget it.Seeing Dian Xiaonan looking at her innocence, Huai Xin thought: Maybe...in fact, I am not alone.

But the feeling of loss was too sad, Huai Xin didn't dare to have too much hope.

Already accustomed to being alone, Huai Xin looked at Dian Xiaonan who was naturally close to her with some embarrassment.

After a simple breakfast with Dian Xiaonan, Huai Xin got up to look for Gu Ao.

It seemed as if he had waited for a long time before he saw Gu Ao and Yu Junfan coming out of the door together.

Huai Xin felt dazzled by the sunlight, and hurriedly lowered her head: "I didn't know Governor Yu was here."

When going out, Huai Xin paused on the porch, a little dizzy, and after the dizziness disappeared, Huai Xin continued to walk forward.

Yesterday's grief seemed confirmed, Huai Xin felt that there was a bigger and bigger hole in her chest.

Back to the room with one foot deep and one shallow foot, and called Shangdian Xiaonan: "Pack up your things and go out."

As soon as Dian Xiaonan saw Huai Xin, he trotted over. In Dian Xiaonan's mind, elder brother was not here, brother Chen was not here, Gu Ao was too busy, and Uncle Chen was not here. The only person he could rely on was Huai Xin.

Dian Xiaonan pulled up Huai Xin's sleeves, raised his head and said, "...Mr. Huai, if you become my righteous brother, can you teach me martial arts besides the art of war? In the past, my elder brother taught me martial arts, but my elder brother I'm not here now, I want to avenge my sister, so I have to learn more powerful martial arts."

"...Can you endure hardship?"

Dian Xiaonan frowned, and hammered his chest: "Why can't I endure hardship? Look, I'm strong!" Saying that, Dian Xiaonan was about to undo his clothes and show Huai Xin.

Huai Xin hurriedly stopped and said, "Don't catch a cold, wait until the injury recovers."

Dian Xiaonan unbuttoned his clothes: "I'm not afraid of catching cold."

Huai Xin said: "I don't count it after reading it, I'll ask Master Wu to read it for you."

Dian Xiaonan gave up.Huai Xin asked people to pack up their things, and asked Dian Xiaonan's wound medicine to be exchanged again.After changing the medicine, Dian Xiaonan said: "Young Master Huai, I'm hungry again, can I have something to eat before leaving?"

... Huai Xin looked at Dian Xiaonan wolfing down his porridge, and couldn't help but gradually had a thought in his heart... I really can't go on hurting the spring and autumn like this, and I have to start planning for the future.

...In the current situation in Rong, Gu Ao has a chance of winning. As long as Gu Ao can win Rong, it is all right to send his troops to the south in the future.

In this predictable and soon-to-be-formed small northern court, what kind of position does he have?In terms of soldiers and horses, the northern army that once belonged to Qiu Mu is more than his own; in terms of vertical and horizontal, because he was physically cold in the past, he and the various families in the south are seldom moving around; all he can gain a foothold is his understanding and strategy of the northern land .But... In the army, Jun Yu's fan tree has deep roots, and he is quite prestigious even if he doesn't know the classics, but his own power is too weak. Now Tiefutu has suffered more casualties, and his spirit has been greatly frustrated... In the future, if he really wants to revive the Huai family, It can't do without power and influence.

Seeing Dian Xiaonan's ignorant appearance, Huai Xin gradually had a vision in her heart.

When she realized what she was planning, Huai Xin smiled, it was just that she was disappointed with Gu Ao yesterday, and it seemed as if the Gu Ao had been relieved, and the abyss in her chest immediately appeared.

This person who plans and calculates all day is the real self.

When I was at Shanyun Academy, I secretly observed others and speculated about everything, just for fun.

Later, after going to Hanzhong, he devoted himself to resisting the army.

Now that the resistance against the army is gradually hopeful, the next thing to do... what is it...

He is no longer that young man who has no desires and desires in the academy. Now that his family is full of loyal families, he also needs the world to give him corresponding rewards...

Dian Xiaonan raised his head, seeing Huai Xin touching his head with a smile, Dian Xiaonan grinned and opened his mouth, shaking his head and rubbing Huai Xin's palm.

Dian Xiaonan has always been very strange. From the first time he saw Huai Xin, he was thinking, why is this young man so slender and dressed in black?That delicate appearance is like a dummy walking out of an ink painting.No wonder my sister likes him.

Huai Xin looked at Dian Xiaonan.

He is a younger brother whom Dian didn't know, and also his righteous brother, if he is well cultivated, what will happen in the future?

Seeing that Huai Xin was so amiable, Dian Xiaonan couldn't help showing his attitude of playing around with his sister in the past, and happily touched Huai Xin's hair, Huai Xin didn't have time to respond, Dian Xiaonan had already jumped up to play with Huai Xin Woke up.

The powdered porridge on Dian Xiaonan's mouth was mixed with saliva, and accidentally rubbed against Huai Xin's clothes.Huai Xin looked helplessly at Dian Xiaonan, took out a handkerchief and wiped it bit by bit, "Eat well!"

After hearing this, Dian Xiaonan just stood beside him and laughed innocently.

The feeling of loneliness in her chest did not dissipate, Huai Xin looked at Dian Xiaonan, but when he was making noise, it seemed that she was no longer in so much pain.

Maybe the banquet will eventually come to an end, and there is no perfection in the world.

Huai Xin took Dian Xiaonan into the carriage, and when Dian Xiaonan fell asleep, Liao Luo eroded herself again.

Listening to Dian Xiaonan's snoring, Huai Xin closed her eyes, letting the north wind leak in through the car window, stirring her temple hair.