Rebel

Gu Ao has been immersed in books for the past few days, but he has suffered a lot from the young people in Chen Village at the foot of the mountain.

Gu Ao knew that he had no free time for many days, so he sent a servant of Shanyun Academy to report a message to Chen Cun, saying that he might not be able to go again until ten days later, so that everyone should not wait.

Gu Ao taught in Chen Village, day after day, for a month without interruption. Now that the youngsters knew that Gu Ao would not come, they were not used to it for a while, and some were frustrated and said: : "Sir, is he going to abandon us again this time? Just like before?"

At that time, many teenagers gathered together, and Dian Bushi stood far away. The words fell into his ears, and he couldn't help but recall the experience of being left behind many times in his heart: his father left, his mother left , Those masters also left before, and the youngsters in Chencun regarded him as an outsider...

Originally, he planned to treat Gu Ao wholeheartedly, but now after hearing these words, Dian Bushi suddenly became confused...

Dian Bushi couldn't distinguish his hidden childhood pain, but he felt chest tightness for no reason, sat on the small wooden post and frowned, and didn't know what he was angry about. When everyone saw Dian Bushi like this, they all left He is further away.

This behavior fell into the eyes of Dian Bushi, and made him even more angry. He knew his temper, such as being uncontrollably fond of getting angry, such as being unable to bear others not accepting himself... At this time, he heard someone say "abandon us and leave us alone." The sentence "go" hit the sore spot, and Dian didn't know how to glare immediately: "...Dare he? If he does this, I will take him out of the academy on the mountain!"

As he said that, Dian Bushi showed a violent look, and there was a look of ferocity in his eyes, which shocked all the young people from a distance, and now he felt that Dian Bushi was different from them, and alienated him even more up.

However, just now there was an atmosphere of worry hanging over the heads of the Chencun teenagers, and Bian Dian didn't understand such a commotion, which diverted the attention.Now hearing Dian Bushi say this, everyone shrinks their necks and dare not speak, but at the same time they feel strangely, "If he is like this, I will take him down from the academy on the mountain!" This sentence seems to give people inexplicable peace of mind .

At this time, Chen Jiang had the courage to stand up and comfort him with his ignorance: "Everyone, don't worry, Mr. Gu still sent a letter, which means that we have not been forgotten."

Dian didn't know what to say and answered angrily: "Hmph, if it wasn't for this! I will definitely beat his mother with my fist next time!"

Chen Jiang frowned: "Why are you talking nonsense, Mr. Gu said he would come again!"

Dian Bushi was reprimanded like this, and knew that his impulsive temper had broken again, so he gave Chen Jiang a hard look.

Chen Jiang was stared back several steps by Dian Bushi. He didn't know that Dian Bushi stared at him because of a guilty conscience.

Since Dian Bushi's parents left, his emotions have always been ups and downs, and it is difficult to have a peaceful time. Only in the days when he met Gu Ao, when he sat quietly and listened to his lectures, Dian Bushi would be able to Get rid of the repression brought by those resentments, and immerse yourself in the wonderful world in the book outlined by Gu Ao... restlessness and injustice, just get a moment of peace of mind and tranquility.

Gu Ao is different in his heart, different from his younger siblings, what his younger siblings bring him is warmth, and the care of his relatives in this world, but it also makes him work hard and heartbroken, never daring to let go of the burden of vigilance.

On the outside, Dian didn't know that he was dressed in steel and iron, carrying the whole family's food, clothing, housing and transportation on his shoulders. On the inside, he made it his habit to be brave, and he didn't care about the deeply suppressed, but often bleeding wounds. .

At this moment, he had the foresight that he might be injured again, so Dian Bushi gritted his teeth in his heart and said: "...don't let me believe him by mistake!"

And in Shanyun Academy, after Gu Ao got Shan Yunzi's words of "Lectures will start tomorrow" the night before, he went to Chengyuan Hall to listen to the teachings the next day. Teaching in the room.

Shan Yunzi started from the beginning of the troubled times 200 years ago, starting from the root theory, detailing the propositions, countermeasures, and results of the court at that time, and analyzing the thoughts and plans of the people at that time in detail. , starting from land annexation, tracing back to the origin, talking about refugees, and discussing farming, then talking about officials, and finally returning to the court. .

"People in the world say that reason is the foundation of the world, and things are the instrument. Dao is the foundation and the end of the instrument. However, watching the turmoil in the world for more than two hundred years, it is not the case."

"Reason is not fundamental, it is based on the necessity of the situation, and there is no way to hang on to one's ambition."

The outline is raised, but the eyes are wide open, and Shan Yunzi narrates the past events: the limitations of the time and people, why some things cannot be done, why some things can be done but not done, the court, the inner court, the aristocratic family, the harem, military affairs , every thread, all made a detailed analysis.Gu Ao listened to it in his heart, and gradually had a sense of coherence about reading history—it turns out that reading history should be read in this way, and it turns out that searching for the root and source should be like this.

What Gu Ao has learned today is all the experience and lessons accumulated by people of insight in the past 200 years.

The lecture ended at the time of application, and Gu Ao bowed out and left, because these few days he was doing the ceremony of worshiping a teacher, and he also read the books in the Chengyuan Palace, and he never came out, nor did he meet Huai Xin and others, Gu Ao left school and nothing happened , The portable book came to the bamboo forest to explore.

Walking on the well-proportioned small gravel road for a while, among the dense shade and sparse bamboo, surrounded by greenery in the distance, two young men, dressed in black and jade shirts, were sitting opposite each other.The man in black is Huai Xin, and the man in jade is Yun Ying who I haven't seen for several days.

Huai Xin was engrossed in the book as usual, but Yun Ang was swaying his feet boredly, talking to Huai Xin: "...Tell me... why do you braid your hair and hang it behind your back...We all have our hair tied up, but why? You are different."

Huai Xin sighed, raised her eyes, and said in a weak voice, "...because my parents said that if I can bind my soul in this way, I won't die early."

Yunying let out an "oh", narrowed his eyes a little sleepily, and asked again: "...What is this saying?"

"That would be a long story..." Huai Xin dragged out her tone, and her voice became lower and lower.

Both of them seemed to feel that it was useless to spend their time talking, so they stopped talking.Yunying was still swinging his feet, looking at the boulder for a while, and looking at the sky for a while, his eyes moved, and his eyes just fell on Gu Ao who was walking slowly from the depths of the bamboo forest, Yunying suddenly opened his eyes wide, He picked it off the boulder all of a sudden, his sleepiness disappeared, and he looked at Gu Ao in a daze.

Gu Ao approached with a few steps, and smiled as he walked: "Young Master Yun, brother Huai, what are you talking about?"

After hearing the words, Yunyang didn't reply to greet Gu Ao, but blushed for a moment, and stood by the stone with some reservations.

Huai Xin said lightly from the side: "...Brother Gu, Mr. Yun has been waiting for you for a long time these days..."

Gu Ao was slightly stunned, walked to their side, lifted his robe and sat on the boulder, raised his head and smiled at Yun Ang: "...I was just about to ask, I always saw Mr. Yun you brought food to Brother Huai , you are not in the bamboo forest on weekdays, why are you here today?"

Yun Ang stared at Gu Ao for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to say: "I'm waiting for you!"

Seeing that Yun Ang still had such a childish side, Gu Ao couldn't help laughing: "It's been a long time since the three of us have spoken together! Come on, what are you doing standing up, sit down quickly."