Root sound

"What?" Jie Xian paused as he stroked the Omega's spine, his back was instantly covered with ice.

He hesitated, suspecting that he had heard wrong.

"I can't hear..." The great fear made Yin Zhezhi feel cold all over his body, he tried his best to deepen the embrace, and absorbed the Alpha's body temperature in a panic.

The light-colored eyes trembled in panic, and Yin Zhezhi was facing Shang Jiexian's anxious eyes, like a desperate little animal.

With weakened hearing, it was difficult for Yin Zhezhi to control the volume, and the people in the first three rows could all hear his rough and out of tune voice.

He begged hoarsely, "Help me."

·

five years ago.

"What?" Yin Zhezhi was dumbfounded and dizzy for a moment.

"I said, this is sudden deafness." The doctor raised his voice and said again, shaking his head and sighing, "According to what you said, the situation seems to be getting worse. Please be prepared to be completely deaf at any time. "

"How could it be..." Yin Zhezhi clutched his palm tightly, and when he slumped against the back of the chair, the tinnitus seemed to be more severe than before, "From the first tinnitus, I didn't even wear earphones..."

"You have a psychological problem. It's useless to seal your ears with plastic bags. Nervousness, anxiety... No matter what kind of negative emotions accumulate, accidents are easy to happen."

The hospital was too crowded on weekends. The doctor held a mouse and clicked on a bunch of psychotropic drugs, and waved his hand impatiently: "I've said everything I need to say, remember to keep a happy mood."

"If you are lucky, you can recover within a week to half a month. If there is no improvement, you can only consider hearing aids."

Yin Zhezhi held his breath intently, his ears could barely keep up with the doctor's speaking speed, but his brain became a rusty old clock, creaking and not working.

After paying for the expensive medicine, Yin Zhezhi walked towards the rental house with a bunch of medicines in his arms.

The scorching sun shone bright spots, his lips were tightly pursed, and his face was as pale as a terminal illness. Seeing him coming out of the hospital gate, passers-by hurriedly took the child aside.

Yin Zhezhi has been quiet since he was a child.

When he was a child, Yin Zhezhi believed that all sounds were noise except music.

When meeting Jiexian later, the other party's vibrant voice was also included in the white list.

He never thought that one day he would miss the hustle and bustle of the world.

I miss the twittering of sparrows, the sound of bicycle brakes, the rustling of stepping on maple leaf carpets, and the intermittent saliva songs of broken speakers on the street.

Missing the late night not long ago, to coax himself to sleep, he deliberately came over and knocked his chin on his shoulder, and let out a provocative low smile that was close to his ear.

Ye Yin Zhezhi happened to have a flash of inspiration that day, in order to catch the fleeting elf, he flicked away the big sticky dog ​​and said, "Don't make trouble."

Thinking back now, Omega's eyes were stern, he walked quickly with his head down, and the cracks in the bricks in his sight became crooked.

He wanted to say, make a noise, the louder the better.

As long as I can hear it.

It was a street away from the rental house, Yin Zhezhi was cowardly after all.

He looked left and right, sneaked into a pharmacy, borrowed a cup of hot water from the salesperson, spread the colorful capsules on his palm, and swallowed them whole.

Then, he stared at the whole bag of medicine in embarrassment, and asked hesitantly, "Can I store the medicine here...can I take it on time every day?"

The salesperson looked at him strangely, opened and closed his crimson painted mouth, Yin Zhezhi was so absorbed that he could barely hear her words clearly.

Yin Zhezhi made up a random reason, regardless of whether the other party believed it or not, he slightly bowed and said softly: "This is the way it is. I will pay the corresponding fees, please."

He breathed a sigh of relief when he stepped out of the pharmacy door empty-handed.

Cleaning up his expression at the neighbor's waste glass standing in the corner, he warmed his palm and rubbed his face vigorously, barely warming up a tinge of blood.

He took out the key, gently opened the door, and smelled the unwinding of the Omega pheromone from a distance, and had been waiting for a long time.

Xie Xian opened his arms and hugged the Omega tightly in his arms, he pinched the spine of the back of the other's neck lightly with two fingers, his body softened in his arms, and his lover let out a sticky groan.

Xie Xian swayed his arms around him, his movements were as gentle as coaxing a child, he stared at Yin Zhezhi's hair and asked softly, "Where did you go to play? I came home so late."

Yin Zhezhi buried himself in Nuannuan's chest, and after three seconds of silence, he said "Huh?" in a thick nasal voice.

Xie Xian thought that the other party pretended not to hear on purpose, so he smiled and didn't ask any more questions.

As an Alpha in the new era, it is necessary to give Omega a proper amount of personal space.

At night, Jie Xian pressed Yin Zhezhi on the bed and kissed until the air was thin. Omega was like a fragile thermometer, and the crimson climbed onto the skin at a speed visible to the naked eye.

After all, Xie Xian is a fresh-blooded Alpha, and it would be a lie if he said that he didn't want the people under him to be executed on the spot.

But the great love is enough to fill up the lack of patience of human beings, to untie the string and force oneself to be cold.

Omega's hair had just been washed, and it was limply stuck to his head. He unwrapped his strings in an awkward half-hugging position, wrapped his fingers around the ends of his hair, and started snoring on the back of his head after wrapping around the ends of his hair, ravaging his black hair into a mess.

The strawberry-flavored pheromones in the room made Yin Zhezhi dazed, he blocked it with his hands unwillingly, and muttered: "I should go back to my room."

"You can't even open your eyes, so just sleep here?" Jie Xian asked softly.

Yin Zhezhi didn't answer.

He was breathing lightly, and his body was softly attached to Jiexian, as if he had fallen asleep.

Jie Xian lightly pecked the young man's small and round nose, and lowered his voice: "Are you asleep?"

Yin Zhezhi still didn't respond, but this time he moved his body and struggled to get up.

Xie Xian thought that Omega was embarrassed by being kissed, so he deliberately didn't speak.

His chest trembled, he rubbed his face against his arms, raised his voice and laughed, "Are you pretending to sleep? You bastard."

Yin Zhezhi finally heard these words clearly.

He broke free from his embrace and sat up, grabbed and pressed the ends of his curled hair a few times, his voice was lazily hoarse: "Who pretended to be with you? I'm a little tired today and don't want to talk."

Xie Xian took a closer look, and vaguely saw the thick dark circles under the young man's eyes. He rubbed the other's eye sockets with his thumb pitifully, and asked, "What's the matter, are you sick?"

The other party's anxious voice came into the ears indistinctly, dizziness swept over again, and Yin Zhezhi was shocked by the other party's clever calculations.

"No. It's hot and I can't sleep." He maintained his expression, took a deep breath and said, "Don't even try to sleep with me in your arms. You'll be like a fireball all day long. You can't stand it."

Omega's reason was too convincing, Alpha had no choice but to let the other party get out of bed with a muffled "Oh".

Stepping on the ground with ankles did not bring a sense of solidity, Yin Zhezhi no longer greedy for coolness, and obediently pulled on his slippers.

The quilt was instantly empty, Jie Xian half leaned against the head of the bed in melancholy, thinking that other Alphas have been living with Omega for so long, not to mention singing and singing every night, they probably have babies.

Who told him that the just-adult Omega is so principled, not willing to disobey the other party's solution is very sad.

When the little lamb finishes his college studies, I will definitely eat him to the stomach, untie the strings and secretly make bold words.

"Ah Xian..." Yin Zhezhi stood by the door, grabbed the doorknob with his right hand, and suddenly called out.

Omega couldn't control the volume, and was startled by the indescribable unwinding in his head. He hurriedly said "eh", sat up straight and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Aren't your parents going to arrange for you to debut? What do you think?" Yin Zhezhi finally asked about the things that bothered him and made him sick.

After saying that, he clenched his lower lip and pressed his fingers so hard that his phalanges turned white.

"Hey, I thought you were going to ask something, the atmosphere is so dignified." Jie Xian heaved a sigh of relief, and he slammed the fluffy pillow and replied lazily, "What's the matter, don't go or go. Falling in love is like having an underground affair , how boring."

really.

Yin Zhezhi's heart sank.

If it wasn't for the unintentional leak from the staff of Xieyu Records, he would never have known that he would become a burden to Xiexian, causing his lover to sacrifice his dream for him.

Yin Zhezhi used to be a proud young man, he was full of confidence in his own talent, when the prince of Jieyu Records confessed his love to him, he didn't feel that he was not worthy of the other party.

But when the sudden deafness came quietly, Yin Zhezhi's dream was shattered. Of course, maybe he was too pessimistic, and he might recover after a while.

However, the recurrence rate of this disease is too high. If he is not careful, he will always be a behind-the-scenes worker.

What about unraveling the rock dream?Do you want to follow him into ashes?

Yin Zhezhi, who can't become a star, is simply unable to bear the sacrifice of his beloved.

Yin Zhezhi thought a lot along the way, he couldn't say these words directly to Xie Xian, he could only solve them by himself.

Because his Alpha is a small fireball that believes in burning for love, his confession will only make the other party's sacrifice more heroic.

Yin Zhezhi is reluctant.

"Don't you regret it?" Yin Zhezhi pressed his ears lightly and asked with his eyes closed, "Don't you say you want to form the most awesome band and sing all the way to Liverpool?"

"Huh? Did I say that? I don't remember." Jie Xian blinked and looked at the soft lines of Omega's back, and began to play dumb, "My dream is to protect your dream. Baby, you have a bright future, just move forward Just run."

"As for me, I can be my prince with peace of mind. I earn a lot of money all day long, and I'm still the Alpha behind a popular singer. Thinking about it, I'm much better than playing in a band."

And...only if I take over the company and have the right to speak in the record industry, can I protect your wings to the greatest extent.

Ever since Yin Zhezhi won the honor of being the youngest best lyricist, mixed comments flooded in. Xie Xian was proud that his little talent really deserved his name, but he was annoyed that he couldn't stand up for his lover.

One day, Xie Xian made an unprecedented request to his parents, hoping that they would use their real power to withdraw those baseless slanderous remarks.

His parents, who have always been strict, really refused on the spot, and taught him that power should be earned by oneself, rather than waiting for others to hand it out.

Unwinding makes sense.

He crazily loves Yin Zhezhi's flying figure, Omega is like an unrestrained kite, he can only hold the rope to untie the string, barely maintaining the bond between the two of them.

If anyone is destined to stay on the ground for this relationship, then let me do it, Xie Xian thought.

Xie Xian didn't say these words, his little talent was too emotional, Xie Xian was afraid of causing the other party's psychological burden.

I don't know which guy who can't control his mouth leaked the news, Alpha didn't show it on the surface, but secretly itched his teeth with anger.

Yin Zhezhi gave a soft "hmm", he twisted the doorknob and said, "What if... I can't run anymore?"

Omega's voice was too low, and the strings could not be heard clearly, and it made a questioning upward sound.

"It's okay." Yin Zhezhi didn't repeat, he let go of his bleeding lower lip, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go to rest early."

Before the untwisted word "good night" entered into his increasingly dull ears, Yin Zhezhi closed the door and fled in a hurry.

When Xie Xian closed his eyes that night, he would never have imagined that what would greet him soon would be a five-year parting and change of things.

·

Five years later, the Golden Melody Awards.

Xie Xian watched Yin Zhezhi's back go away, and when he took his place on the podium, his footsteps were flimsy and his face was covered with dark clouds.