Root sound

Just listening to Shan Sen's brief description, Xie Xian was about to go crazy with palpitations, and the satisfaction on his face suddenly faded.

He wanted to tighten his fingers, but he didn't dare to treat the diary roughly. He could only maintain the posture of raising his arms horizontally, regardless of whether his muscles were sore or not.

"I asked him during the psychological test. Although Yin Zhongtu was a little embarrassed, he finally said that he didn't mind you knowing everything."

"Although I don't want to admit it, but whether he can come out completely, the hope is indeed pinned on you." Shan Sen said with a complicated expression, "If you have time, you'd better take a look."

Xie Xian hid the book in the down jacket at the bottom of the closet. He repeatedly wanted to open it when Yin Zhezhi was away, but he couldn't bear it when it came to the end.

It may be that the environment with both lovers and friends makes Yin Zhezhi very relaxed, and his appetite has improved a lot recently.

What is enviable is that Omega will not gain weight no matter how much he eats, and his muscles can be maintained in the most compact state, which makes Alpha linger every night.

This is the first day that Alpha has not known abstinence. The reason why he is so obedient is that firstly, the incident of flipping through his mobile phone was exposed, and he has to reform himself; Let the rivals hear a crackling all-night party.

So every night, Alpha can only touch here and there, feel wronged and addicted.

That night, Omega was about to cry, turned over and wiped his physiological tears on the pillow cover, mumbling and cursing "stallion".

Alpha seemed to think that it was a compliment to his durability, and he immediately clenched his waist, and the movements that were originally scratching his boots became even more presumptuous.

Omega made a fatal mistake. He faced Alpha with his back, which was much more dangerous than lying flat.

In Alpha's eyes, his Omega has the most perfect body proportions, the softest lines, the most beautiful butterfly bones and the tightest buttocks in the world.

I don't know if it's Alpha's illusion, but recently the strawberry smell from Omega has become more and more intense, like a jar of wine that has been dusty for thousands of years and fell to the ground, spewing out the room full of sweetness.

Alpha sucked greedily, and called Omega's name in a hoarse voice, Omega couldn't help but respond, and couldn't help but lift up the wet spot with his bewildered eyes.

Omega's emotion was too obvious, Alpha hadn't seen a lover so unreserved for a long time, he pulled off his pajama pants excitedly, and connected to the jack.

dong dong dong.

When the door was knocked slowly and firmly, Jie Xian, who hadn't entered a head, almost recited it in one breath.

He forcibly held back the offensive, and roared angrily: "What are you doing?!"

"Borrow the fire." Shan Sen's calm voice came from outside the door.

Hold.

"Who the hell borrowed fire in the middle of the night?? Aren't you quitting smoking??" Jie Xian took a deep breath.

The impulse was completely chilled, and he began to worry that Omega's sweet cry would be heard by the other party.

Thinking of this, Xie Xian retreated with the greatest restraint in his life.

Shan Sen leaned towards the door, and said slowly, "Precepts are meant to be broken, aren't they?"

Shan Sen's ending sound was very long, and he realized that the other party might have guessed the corrupt scene in the room.

Right.

The pheromone smell rising in the bedroom now, if the window is opened, it may be smelled across a building.

Xie Xian decided to play dumb.

He patted Yin Zhezhi's buttocks, motioning for him to move in, and then he turned over and lay on the outside, putting Yin Zhezhi's left leg on his body to play with.

Yin Zhezhi didn't bother to struggle anymore.

Recently, he has been particularly lethargic, and he really has no time to deal with Alpha's overwhelming hormonal offensive and gentle weapons.

He was lying on the bed, his legs were forcibly pulled apart, revealing the naturally alluring parts of Omega. The body that was once thin and bony protruding was completely wrapped in tight muscles, and it was extremely cute as he breathed.

Xie Xian stretched the Omega's slender legs, ignoring his hideous and upright parts.

He didn't turn his head to look at Yin Zhezhi, and he couldn't help but take another look. He rushed to the door dejectedly and said, "Don't burn my house down."

"No, the lighter is not as hot as you." Shan Sen praised sincerely.

Jie Xian snorted coldly, thinking that Beta really didn't know much.

Can this be considered a big move? !

If it weren't for the fear of hurting Beta's fragile heart, untie the string would be able to indulge ten thousand times more.

Just as Xie Xian was about to fight again, the sound of shallow breathing in his ear stopped his natural desire to fight.

He turned his head, and saw Yin Zhezhi fell asleep in this indecent position, Omega's brows and eyes were quiet, as comfortable as a child.

Xie Xian shut his mouth tightly, covered the person next to him with a quilt with one hand, carefully took the phone with the other hand, and sent a message to Shan Sen.

After the sound of "Ding Dong" sounded outside the door, the rival quietly left.

Jie Xian patted off the bedside lamp, slid down and pecked Yin Zhezhi's forehead lightly, and silently said "good night".

One day, the temperature was right, the cicadas were singing much quieter than usual, and the breeze slowly fell to the bay window. Yin Zhezhi was going to participate in a personal event today and went out early.

Since Yin Zhezhi was not around, Shan Sen would not be bored with his love rival, he finally remembered that he was on vacation and travelling, and when he woke up naturally, he slipped out wrapped in coquettish clothes.

It is rare for Xie Xian to be alone at home. He used to love being alone very much. As long as he has a guitar, he can be locked in a small dark room for three days.

Now he thinks the house is too spacious.

Strolling around the house three times irritably, he finally nestled back on the bed where the Omega breath remained, holding the diary that carried the memories of Omega in his hand, and struggled in his heart for a long time.

Is it open, or not open?

Xie Xian raised his hair back for a while, then reached out and took out a coin from the small iron box, and decided to open the book if the flower side was up.

The coin "huhu" turned twice on the book, and when it finally landed in the middle, it was displayed face up.

Xie Xian turned the coin over in silence, and resolutely opened the diary.

On the title page of the diary, a few words were crazily crossed out by a few horizontal lines, piercing through the back of the paper, untie the string and squint for a long time before I barely recognized this sentence——

You are not Beethoven.

Xie Xian turned the page with shaking hands.

There is no year marked in the diary, so Xie Xian can only deduce the time from the few words Shan Sen revealed.

Yin Zhezhi's delicate and beautiful handwriting was crooked on the page, and he was extremely confused. Some of the handwriting was dark and some were shallow, obviously written in haste.

Eyes a little itchy, Jiexian rubbed a few times.

April 3

I used to think that life without music is a waste, but now, life without music and XX.

Life is over.

Two words were painted too hard, Jie Xian gently rubbed the blob of ink, and rubbed his eyes vigorously.

Rubbing the whites of the eyes a little red.

Like a deflated balloon, he leaned softly against the head of the bed and continued to read.

April 7

A melody popped up in my mind, but unfortunately there was no music paper in the rental house.I picked up an English book at random, and as soon as I wrote a note, my mind went blank.collapse.

April 8

crazy.crazy.crazy.

April 9

Today I went out with my hearing aids on, and I met a cute kid with blond hair and blue eyes who was playing the guitar.He told me in a low voice that he couldn't press the big horizontal button well, but I would be fine after I said something casually.Then I cried suddenly, which startled the children.

April 9

I remembered the past again.Hypocritical.

April 1

It is said that Beethoven heard the sound by biting an iron rod, and now he still has hearing aids, how wonderful.Thanks to this era, resentment that I can't fight against the cowardice and mediocrity carved into my genes.

April 5

Recently, I only need to take two medicines, and I am happy.

April 6

God took away hearing, but you lost him.Don't blame anyone, it's all your fault.

April 9

He formed a band, and he should be able to sing in Liverpool in the future.Will he look for me when he goes there?I really regret that I am in country A at this moment, and I should be glad that I don't need to have hopeless expectations.

April 11

He wrote a song for others, which topped the domestic charts.

April 11

I still can't help but want to hear what he wrote.But I haven't been out for a long time, and I haven't found a hearing aid after searching for a long time.I cried anxiously.

April 2

It is said that due to the side effects of the drug, the estrus will stop.Very convenient, no need to take inhibitors at any time.

April 2

Turning to domestic news reports... wry smile.If my ears don't get better anymore, it's fine for him to treat me as dead.

April 4

One.

April 5

Why hasn't the band officially announced their debut yet?

April 7

wanna die.

April 8

I really want to be a wolf cub that bites people, and bite everyone who says Ah Xian is domineering.They couldn't guess how gentle Ah Xian was.But I don't want other people to know.

April 8

Recently, I only need to take half a pill, and I slept well last night.It would be even better if Ah Xian could praise me.

I'm dreaming, don't wake me up.

April 11

Ah Xian, can I still go home?

……

Those upside-down handwriting and words are like a ridiculous joke that God played on Omega. Now, these residual evidences travel through time and make Alpha dizzy.

Xie Xian didn't know how to describe the feeling at this moment, whether it was heartache or out of breath, it seemed that it was less than one-tenth of the pain.

And his pain was far less than one ten-thousandth of what Yin Zhezhi had endured alone.

Xie Xian leaned against the head of the bed, smoking with shaking hands, and when night fell, the ashtray was covered with a thick layer of ash.

Yin Zhezhi took off his coat, opened the closed bedroom door strangely, and coughed continuously due to the smoky air.

He squeezed his throat, and just about to question Jie Xian a few words, he heard the other party open his arms and say softly: "Baby, come here."

Yin Zhezhi originally didn't want to be obedient, but since Alpha's voice was too hoarse and his tone was not right, he generously decided to explain the dangers of smoking in bed later.

Omega walked to the bed, and was hugged tightly by Alpha's extended arms before he could stand still.

The smell of smoke and strawberries so close at hand made Omega dizzy.

Alpha carelessly rubbed the hair of the person in his arms, frantically absorbing the body temperature of the Omega.

Suddenly, without warning, he began to sob softly.

Alpha, who is naturally good-looking, has never cried in front of her. Even when they broke up back then, Alpha's black eyes turned red into rabbit eyes, she still held back her crying in the end.

When the shoulder fabric was soaked with tears, Omega panicked instantly.

He opened his mouth to ask what happened, but changed his mind the next second.

He stroked Alpha's back carefully, and heard the whimpering in his ear gradually getting louder and then quieter, and he didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.