After the founding of the People's Republic of China, the male protagonist is not allowed to be

Zhang Simiao was sitting on the small bench at the door, with a haggard face.He had never been so down and out in his life, his clothes were all dirty, his face was bruised and his face was swollen, he was very pitiful.

His secretary led his men into the village early in the morning. The road was even more difficult than last night, but several drivers drove in in a daze.According to the content of the text message they received last night, they found Shen Cangzhu's home, but when they found it, they were terrified by the appearance of the boss, an old farmer in the country.

Seeing the embarrassing expression of his subordinate, Zhang Simiao immediately became unhappy.To be honest, he still hasn't figured out why he is in this place, and he doesn't know who rescued him last night. Thinking about it now, he only vaguely remembers a child saying a few words to him.But when he woke up in the morning, he only found himself lying in a kennel, and there was an old yellow dog wagging its head and tail at the door, and the people in this room disappeared, and they didn't know where they went.

Seeing this, Zhang Simiao was a little puzzled. After standing up dizzily, he started wandering around in and out of the small broken house.At that time, the secretary and the others hadn't come yet, and he didn't know where to go by himself. The old yellow dog next to him had been staring at him vigilantly, and his expression of fearing that he would steal something looked scary. Seeing this, Zhang Simiao He didn't bother to pay attention to him, he just walked into the main room to check the situation, but when he walked in, his steps stopped, because he saw the table on the central table at the first sight. There were two tablets, and on one of them was a name so familiar that it made his heart tremble - Shen Xue.

After going round and round, they somehow found Shen Xue's son's home.Zhang Simiao's mood was complicated for a while, and he began to wonder if the child brought him back.He still has doubts about what the child he met on the mountain road said, but he hasn't been to this village for a long time, and he can't find someone to ask about the situation. When his secretary and subordinates arrive , I saw the big boss who has always been strategizing sitting hunched over the door, Zhang Simiao didn't say anything when he saw them, but asked them to wait outside first, and he had to wait for someone to come back, so when Shen Cangzhu came back, just When he walked to the gate of his yard, he saw the familiar car and secretary, and when he met Zhang Simiao who was sitting at the gate, Zhang Simiao was taken aback for a moment, and then the expression on his face changed suddenly.

"Shen... Cang Zhu?"

The suddenly enlightened voice carried some weird emotions. Zhang Simiao finally understood what happened before, and all the insoluble doubts in his heart were solved at once. A child who has passed one side, from his eyebrows to facial features, the more he looks at it, the more his heart stretches.On the other side, Shen Cangzhu obviously didn't have as many thoughts as he did. He just stood at the door holding two taros. When he saw this, he turned his head blankly, then pushed open the door and walked in to greet the people standing in the yard. ,

"Let's go if you have nothing to do. I have to move in the afternoon, and I don't have time to entertain distinguished guests."

His words made the secretary on the side frown, Zhang Simiao was not angry when he heard this, but looked down at the two taro in Shen Cangzhu's hand, and then said with a gratified and kind expression,

"Why did you go out so early in the morning? Where did you get this taro? Did you give it to me... Well, I'm not very hungry, you can eat it yourself... You were also in the mountains last night, right?"

When Zhang Simiao said this, it was rare to show some kindness and concern. He still remembers Shen Cangzhu's attitude towards him when he first met him. He naturally understood that this child was not close to him from the bottom of his heart, and he hadn't come to him for so many years. Of course, he was a little resentful, but since he rescued himself, he went to prepare food for him early in the morning, which shows that this child is just not good at words, and he still cares about and cares about his biological father in the bottom of his heart. .And thinking like this, Zhang Simiao couldn't help but want to walk into Shen Cangzhu, but before he could open his mouth, Shen Cangzhu went straight to the side of the kennel, and first threw one of the taro into the old yellow dog's bed. into the food bowl, and then took the other in his hand, very cold and authentic,

"I'm sorry, I didn't prepare for you. I didn't bring you back last night. You fell asleep under the stove to help others. If you want to see him and say thank you, I can take him out."

Saying this, Shen Cangzhu didn't look at Zhang Simiao's awkward and stiff expression, went into the room to wake up the bird under the stove, and gave him the taro in his hand.Zhang Lianqiao waited for him all night and did not wait for him to come back. At this moment, when she raised her head in a daze, she saw many strangers standing outside the room, and Shen Cangzhu just bent down and looked at him expressionlessly, Then he lowered his voice and said angrily,

"Look at the trouble you've caused me..."

"..."

Zhang Lianqiao scratched the back of Shen Cangzhu's hand with her paws showing a pitiful expression because she was wronged all of a sudden. Shen Cangzhu couldn't say anything when he saw him like this. Zhang Simiao, who pretended to be sentimental, also broke away from the emotion just now, went directly into the room and closed the door, he asked all his subordinates to wait at the door, then rushed to Shen Cangzhu who turned around and sighed,

"Cang Zhu, let's talk, I think you know that I am your father..."

Upon hearing this, Shen Cangzhu's expression became a little strange, he almost clenched his fists to restrain the urge to yell, and after a while he took a deep breath and said,

"My mother has never been married, and I have no father."

Hearing what Shen Cangzhu said, Zhang Simiao curled his lips. From Shen Cangzhu's attitude, he could almost guess what kind of personality this child who grew up in the countryside had. He almost looked at Shen Cangzhu with somewhat helpless eyes. Cang Zhu then smiled and said,

"I know you are angry that I didn't come to you, but you have to know... I also have my own difficulties... You are still young, and you don't understand how much we have to work hard in society. I can have today I have won my position little by little. Now that I have succeeded, I hope you can understand that the blood relationship between us is not something you can refuse if you want to. Cang Zhu, I am your father, even if you don’t admit it, This can't change..."

"I said it!! I don't have a dad!! I don't have a dad!! How many times do you want me to say it!!"

Shouting furiously, Zhang Simiao's self-talk completely angered Shen Cangzhu, and also shocked Zhang Lianqiao behind him. He originally didn't want to get involved with Shen Cangzhu and Zhang Simiao's affairs, but seeing this kind of He didn't know what to do about the situation, but when Zhang Simiao saw his emotional appearance, he became more and more excited, so he took a step forward, turned his head to look at the tablet on the table next to him, and then sighed. sighed,

"For your mother's death, I feel as sad as you... I am still unmarried, and I have never forgotten her in my heart. Back then, we had our own concerns, and I don't know why she would be like this I went to seek death... She is a good woman, but... I really couldn't accept a woman who might have mental problems... You have to understand... Cang Zhu, your mother is not normal, she She has the same mental problems as your grandma..."

After Zhang Simiao's voice fell, Shen Cangzhu's face turned dark all of a sudden. He could take what Zhang Simiao said before as the self-talk of this self-righteous old man, but he couldn't accept this kind of slander against his mother at all. , and Zhang Simiao did not pause after saying those words, and continued directly,

"I was too young at that time, and I couldn't accept it after knowing that she had mental problems like your grandma... I didn't want to expose her condition, I just wanted to take her to the city for treatment, but she didn't want to, saying that she wanted to accompany her. I looked at your grandma, and then I gave up...To be honest, I didn't notice it at first, I only thought that she liked animals more and had a relatively simple personality, but once when no one was around, I heard her talking with a Only a wounded rabbit talks, this has happened more than once, whenever there is no one she will be there talking to the animals, if I am not crazy, it can only show that your mother has a serious mental illness, you Say, what am I supposed to do..."

Saying this, Zhang Simiao sighed. For so many years, this matter has been pressed in his heart, and he tried his best not to let himself think about it.Thinking about it now, that incident was not so much his dislike of Shen Xue's identity as a village girl, but Zhang Simiao's inability to accept the fact that his lover is actually a mental patient who may go crazy at any time. He felt disgusted by the crazy mother running around in the village, and when he thought that Shen Xue might become like that at any time, he felt that no matter how strong the feelings were, it became a bit dispensable.

Shen Cangzhu in front of him was silent for a long time. After talking so much, Zhang Simiao hoped to get some response from him, but the child seemed to be dumb, and kept silent for a long time. Zhang Simiao thought that he had told Shen Xue that he was mentally ill After coming out, Shen Cangzhu would more or less understand his departure, but when Zhang Simiao looked at him, he found that Shen Cangzhu was looking at him with an inexplicable expression.

"My mother is sick? So you don't want her? Do you think she is crazy? So she is not good enough for you? Do you feel that you are very helpless and difficult, and do you expect me to understand your difficulties and why? To abandon my mother..."

Slowly speaking, after hearing what Zhang Simiao said, the last bit of emotion in Shen Cangzhu's eyes disappeared.If he was still angry and upset about his mother before, now he just thinks it's ridiculous, he can't say a word to Zhang Simiao in front of him, but Zhang Simiao still wants to say this to him,

"So many years have passed, some things have passed, let's let it go... I came this time to take you by my side. Your education level determines your future. I can give you a most The good environment that you will never be able to enjoy in your life will allow you to live smoothly in this life, and no one will look down on you... Those villagers who have moved outside now are those who have taken care of you since childhood. Don't you want to give them A stable future? As long as you are willing to admit the relationship between us, all this will become less difficult... After all, Cang Zhu, you have to understand that sometimes persistence is not so important, and a good background will be beneficial to you help……"

"I don't have a father, and you don't have a son. With your proud wealth, you can easily find many women who are willing to give birth to your son, but that person is not me."

Speaking in such a flat voice, Shen Cangzhu's attitude made Zhang Simiao even feel that he was singing a one-man show just now.He wanted to continue to say something, so that the young man in front of him, who was obviously dazzled by his personal emotions, could calm down and use his brain a little bit, but Shen Cangzhu, who didn't pay attention to his words at all, just raised his hand and raised the The white bird on the stove was picked up, and then said to Zhang Simiao,

"I am the same as the crazy woman in your eyes who is not good enough for you. I can talk to animals since I was born. That's because the woman you liked at the beginning was not human at all. Of course...you might think it's disgusting ...People in the village know that I like to go into the chicken coop and dog coop when I was very young. My family is the dog at the door. My only friend is the mule at the east of the village. I can talk to birds , because this bird not only understands, but also talks to me..."

Saying this, Shen Cangzhu looked at Zhang Lianqiao expressionlessly, and Zhang Simiao looked helplessly at Shen Cangzhu talking to Zhiniao, as if he was using the clumsy lie before. lied to him.And Zhang Lianqiao was a little embarrassed to be carried by him, but if he didn't follow Shen Cangzhu's intention in this situation, he would be the one who would be unlucky later.After making sure that he, Shen Cangzhu and Zhang Simiao were the only ones in the main room at this time, he cleared his throat first, then smacked his lips and waited for a while before waving his wings at Zhang Simiao and saying,

"What... hello?"

Zhang Simiao: "..."

Zhang Simiao was stunned.If it is just a parrot or a mynah in Shen Cangzhu's hands at this time, he can barely accept the fact that an animal can speak, but this kind of bird is not a parrot at first glance, on the contrary, it should be an eagle or something like that. Things, and when thinking of the bird greeting him with a humanized expression, Zhang Simiao felt his head go dark.

The consequence of being overly frightened was that he was already very tired and went into semi-shock. In his panic, he could vaguely hear the secretary calling his name loudly, but at this moment Zhang Simiao couldn't hear anything except the voice in his own head, and Just after he passed out of a coma, he actually dreamed about some things that he had almost forgotten for many years.

At that time, he and Shen Xue were already together. In the quiet mountain village, he was fascinated by this simple and beautiful girl.This girl has a lot of beauty that Zhang Simiao has never seen before. Although she has not read many books, her words and deeds are very clumsy, and she has a mother who makes people want to hide when they look at her, Zhang Simiao is still moved without hesitation. Heart.

Even if she finds a small animal caught in a trap in the mountains, she will be very distressed.When bandaging the wounds of the animals, she would comfort her in a low voice while doing her hands. At that time, Zhang Simiao only thought that Shen Xue was innocent and would make such a move, but after a long time, she discovered Shen Xue's other problems. , he couldn't laugh anymore.

When feeding the chickens, she had to ask the chickens whether the feed was salty or not. From time to time, she would talk to the neighbor’s house cat. There was a family in the east of the village with a female donkey, who came to Shen Xue’s house every now and then. When Zhang Simiao tentatively asked her about this matter, Shen Xue just froze for a moment, then smiled and whispered in his ear,

"I can't tell you, tell you, you're going to scare away."

Zhang Simiao was a little puzzled by Shen Xue's answer. After that, he began to pay more and more attention to Shen Xue's words and deeds, but his observation became more and more unfounded.

If he was just a little skeptical at the beginning, but when more and more details were discovered by him, he began to doubt Shen Xue's mental state.

At that time, few people in the village had the habit of taking pictures. Zhang Simiao liked to take pictures, and he even had a camera brought back from the city.He never took pictures of people before, but when he saw Shen Xue standing under the tree at the head of the village, he couldn't help but take a picture, and after he asked someone to go to the county to have it processed, he gave the picture to Shen Xue. Xue, and after Shen Xue saw it, she happily raised her head and smiled at him, then whispered,

"It turns out that I look like this in your eyes, so pretty."

If it was normal to hear such words, Zhang Simiao would still feel that the uneducated Shen Xue did not express clearly, but those things before had made him suspicious, so something was wrong in his heart at the time.For the next few days, he felt a little tossing and turning. Once the seeds of doubt were planted, the places that once attracted him would no longer be able to keep him. As a result, the love between Shen Xue and Zhang Simiao was not as deep as it was. The story Xue has always liked called The Legend of the White Snake was also dismantled by outsiders. Instead, the human beings who had promised her everything became deserters first.

On the day of leaving, Zhang Simiao did not say goodbye to Shen Xue.He walked on the mountain road with simple luggage, but all the way he secretly thanked himself for getting rid of a crazy woman who might drag him down for the rest of his life.Although he also has reluctance and regrets in his heart, a selfish person will always put his own interests first, and perhaps God is dissatisfied with his behavior. Although the landslide was not as serious as a mudslide, Zhang Simiao was still trapped under a dirt slope halfway, and pitifully broke his leg.

The heavy rain was still falling, but it was useless for him to call for help desperately. At night, the weather in the mountains became colder and colder. Zhang Simiao was shivering from the cold, and his face was pale with hunger. When he was trapped here to death, he actually saw a pair of bright round eyes looking at him in the darkness.

Zhang Simiao was taken aback and was about to shout immediately.The little animal hiding in the dark moved closer, and when she appeared in front of Zhang Simiao, Zhang Simiao realized that it was actually a ferret.

Many years later, Zhang Simiao felt miraculous when he recalled what happened that night, because anyone who was rescued by an animal while trapped in the mountains would feel a little unbelievable.The petite snow-white ferret brought him food and found herbs for him. Zhang Simiao was both scared and grateful, but when the ferret finished all this for him and was about to leave, the little ferret Shengling suddenly turned his head to look at him, and then slowly shed two tears at him.

The weeping ferret looked so helpless, and his round black eyes were full of disappointment and sadness, it was hard to believe.Zhang Simiao looked dumbfounded at the time, raised his hand to touch her back, but was bitten by the ferret's finger, and then quickly ran into the woods.

After that, it was dawn and the rain stopped.A passing bullock cart driver found Zhang Simiao and took him all the way to the county town. He didn't take this matter to heart, and he never thought about it again for more than ten years, but at this moment when his brain was most relaxed, Zhang Simiao Suddenly, he remembered many things that he had almost forgotten, and many things that Shen Xue had said to him.

"Zhang Simiao, are you afraid of me? I'm different from you..."

"I have a secret, I will tell you when you marry me..."

"I was very white when I was young, yes, my whole body was covered with hair... Ah, yes, hair, it's hair, you heard it wrong..."

"I can't go with you. This is my home. I can't go anywhere except here... Dashan is my home."

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Five days later, Zhang Simiao woke up in the hospital.Because of his sudden coma at the time, this led to his subordinates hurriedly sending him back to the city where he was located. It took so much effort to go back and forth, but the son still did not come back with him, and when he once again When I wanted to find someone to find Shen Cangzhu, I found that Hamogouzi had moved out of their original place collectively, and a huge mudslide had destroyed half of the mountain, and Shen Cangzhu, who was supposed to be among these villagers, had disappeared. A man knows where he is going and where he is.

"Didn't Er Yazi go back to his father's house? Well, let's just say he won't stay with us any longer... Come back for a new year, he must have lived a good life..."

The villagers who didn't know the specific situation were talking like this, Zhang Simiao felt helpless and sighed after hearing this.Since he woke up, he has been silent day after day. He began to think about Shen Xue and what Shen Cangzhu said that day. One day, when he had a routine physical examination, this time, his attending physician Sheng did not use a lot of words to encourage him to live well and receive treatment as before, but looked at him with a complicated expression, and then said softly,

"Sir, time is running out..."

Death came so naturally, but this time Zhang Simiao no longer had the nerve to go to Shen Cangzhu to see him off for the last time.He did something cheeky once, which made him look down on him a little bit. What's more, there was nothing wrong with the child's resentment towards him. On the contrary, he hated him fairly and firmly, no matter how much Zhang Simiao did for him. To defend, he understands that after all, he did something wrong, wronged others, and it was his own fault.

"Xiao Yang, go and find Lawyer Wang for me, I can start preparing for my funeral..."

Sitting on the hospital bed and explaining this to his last secretary, Zhang Simiao's tone seemed relaxed and calm when he said this.The female secretary looked at the man with pity, and didn't know what to say to comfort him for a while, but Zhang Simiao just glanced at the big tree outside the ward that seemed to have grown up and could forage independently, and then said lightly,

"But before that, help me contact the Pingjiang City and County Government, and say that I want to buy the entire mountain, rebuild roads, lay green land, and develop the economy. I will bear the future life of all the villagers on the mountain until the entire Until the ecological recovery of the mountain..."

—— "As for the name of the owner of all these, just write...Shen Xue."