After the founding of the People's Republic of China, the male protagonist is not allowed to be

Grandma is gone.

It took less than three months from the time the cancer was detected to the death, but the disease still took the old man's life so quickly and cruelly.Even though Zhang Lianqiao intended to buy her some more time through expensive drugs and careful care, when that day came, he still felt a little unreal.

Obviously she seemed to be getting better yesterday, and she still talked to herself on the phone in the morning, but when Zhang Lianqiao rushed to the hospital with Zhang Haoran, the old man lying on the bed was speechless. When the child stood by her bed with a pale face, the doctor in the ward had already walked out consciously, and the old man who didn't even have the strength to speak saw the two of them, and suddenly held their hands with difficulty. .

"Grandma... woo... grandma..."

Zhang Haoran, who was still young, burst into tears uncontrollably. Zhang Lianqiao calmed down with a pale face, but her hands began to tremble involuntarily.He felt bitter in his heart, but he still hugged Haoran tightly in his arms. He kept soothing the child's emotions while wiping his tears with a tissue. After biting his lips, the sensible Zhang Haoran also He suppressed his crying, and then gently held the old man's warm palm like his brother.

Long before, grandma had already entrusted all the affairs behind her to Lawyer Sun, so at the last moment, the old man, including her two grandsons, did not panic or rush to explain something. Instead, they left a little time for each other.It's a pity that due to the failure of physical function, the old man can't speak or hear anything. Zhang Haoran said a few words to her, but she stared at her in a daze and didn't respond. At this time, she could only imitate She vaguely saw that these were two immature faces, but after a long time in her muddy mind, she vaguely remembered that they were the faces of Forsythia and Haoran.

When they were taken out of the delivery room, when they were called in a few months, and when they were able to walk at the age of one, she had seen every detail of this.Now her life has come to an end, and the lives of the two of them are still long and unknown. Even though they know that they are destined to not be able to participate in the future, but just watching and watching, the old man's tears still come out without warning.

It's useless to regret, and it's useless to be reluctant. They have to go on their own in the days to come, and they have done everything they can.Birth, old age, sickness and death, joys and sorrows, all kinds of things in the world pass by in front of your eyes like a revolving lantern, and what is left is only two lines of tears that you don't understand why you shed.

"Forsythia... Haoran..."

Mouth opened, a hoarse voice came out from her throat, the two children rushed to her, with tears in their eyes, and the old lady glanced back and forth at them with muddy and bewildered eyes It took a long time for her cheeks to pierce, and she spoke in a low and vague voice.

"You two...why did you come here so slowly...Grandma...has left."

After the last farewell, the old lady fell silent.Zhang Haoran felt the palm of his hand drop instantly and was stunned.Zhang Lianqiao hugged him and stood up from the bed, asking the doctors and nurses to check the old lady's condition. After realizing that the old lady lying on the bed was really dead, the expression on Zhang Lianqiao's face also changed. All of a sudden it was empty.

Haoran wept softly in his arms. If it was before, Zhang Lianqiao might be able to vent her emotions about the loss of a loved one like a child.But after that, whether it was the announcement of Lawyer Sun's estate or the signature of the doctor's family members, he had to complete it himself. I was crying, and when I saw the white cloth covering the old lady's face, my voice was almost hoarse.

"Brother, hug..."

Haoran was wronged and said in a low voice, Zhang Lianqiao comforted him with red eyes, until the child was tired from crying and fell asleep in his arms, he carried him out exhaustedly, and when he came out, he saw the child standing at the door Only when he saw the silhouette of the figure, he remembered vaguely that he hadn't had time to talk to Shen Cangzhu all afternoon, and Shen Cangshu didn't leave impatiently, but waited silently all the time. Slowly stood up and walked over.

"That Lawyer Sun has just left, and I'll help you get all the things he wants to give you. You can rest for a while, and I'll help you hug this kid for a while."

Frowning, he opened his mouth and wanted to help Zhang Lianqiao carry the sleeping Zhang Haoran to lighten his burden. Shen Cangzhu was tall, and when he bent down in front of Zhang Lianqiao, he felt a little oppressive. Zhang Lianqiao shook her head and said it was all right, I can hug her, but Shen Cangzhu felt his obviously suppressed emotions, but cast a complicated look at Zhang Lianqiao who looked pale.

He waited outside all afternoon, because he took care of Zhang Lianqiao's mood, so he didn't go in directly.Helped the old lady to go through the formalities, and chatted with the lawyer surnamed Sun. Before the old lady was still recuperating, Shen Cangzhu asked Zhang Lianqiao to bring things over several times, so Lawyer Sun I barely know him.Shen Cangzhu usually loses his temper easily when talking with Zhang Lianqiao, but in front of strangers, he is a bit more comfortable after struggling in the higher-level unit.Lawyer Sun had a good impression of this stable and reliable young man. Seeing that he and Zhang Lianqiao had a good relationship, he was even more accommodating.Now that the old lady just died, Zhang Lianqiao had to support everything alone. Attorney Sun was not at ease at first, but he was relieved to see that Zhang Lianqiao had such a friend.

Shen Cangshu naturally knew the deep meaning of Lawyer Sun, but his focus was on Zhang Lianqiao from the beginning to the end, and naturally he didn't need others to worry about it. Seeing Zhang Lianqiao walk out like this at this time, he knew what was in his heart. How uncomfortable it is, but it is definitely impossible for him to say some hypocritical scenes at this time, but the concern in his heart keeps pouring out, making Shen Cangzhu subconsciously want to say something or do something. Alright, and just when he seemed a little overwhelmed, Zhang Lianqiao suddenly sighed, and leaned against his shoulder with his eyes closed.

As soon as he felt the touch of the shoulder, Shen Cangzhu straightened his back. He thought that Zhang Lianqiao had lost control of his emotions, so he leaned on his shoulder and cried. For a moment, he was so nervous that sweat came out from his forehead.But Zhang Lianqiao didn't move for a long time, which made Shen Cangzhu a little puzzled, and after moving his Adam's apple a few times, he still said dryly,

"Hey, Zhang Lianqiao, let me tell you, don't wipe your tears on my clothes, you know..."

"What should I do now..."

He whispered back in a hoarse voice, Zhang Lianqiao didn't raise his head, so his voice was a bit muffled. Hearing his answer, Shen Cangzhu was also taken aback. After a long silence, he then shouted angrily,

"If you rub it, you rub it!! What else can I do!! I really admire you!! Lift up your face for me! Your brother is not like this anymore, okay! It's not shameful! Why cry! Don't cry! If you cry again, you won’t hear me!!”

When he shouted, Zhang Lianqiao, who had tears still in his eyes, failed. Every time Shen Cangzhu threatened him with this matter, he felt very helpless.He didn't actually cry just now, he just felt a little dizzy after a day of exhaustion, so he suddenly wanted to rely on the person in front of him.After all, I have experienced so many things, no matter how uncomfortable I feel, I will not show weakness easily.And he knows better than anyone what kind of state he should show in this situation. After all, he is not an ignorant child, so naturally he can't always make people worry.However, Shen Cangzhu is different from others, so Zhang Lianqiao is willing to enjoy his care and concern for himself, but Shen Cangzhu has never realized that his trick is actually useless to Zhang Lianqiao. Forsythia's expression finally eased, Shen Cangzhu took a deep breath first, and then made up his mind to speak,

"Your grandma is gone. Only when you and your brother live a good life can she live a stable life underneath. It's useless for you to cry and mourn in the days to come. I will take care of the big things for you. One day I will not let you Suffering with your brother. But you have to promise me, don’t make it hard for yourself... Lianqiao, did you hear me?"

This was the first time Shen Cangshu called Zhang Lianqiao's name in such a tone, but unexpectedly, it was quite pleasant.Zhang Lianqiao digested what Shen Cangzhu said to him with staring eyes, and her heart beat violently for a moment.It was obviously in the hospital late at night, and he had just experienced the thing he hated to see the most in his life, but when Shen Cangzhu said such words to him in such a jerky tone, he still felt the beating of his heart, and almost In an instant, Shen Cangzhu, who was waiting for Zhang Lianqiao's answer, suddenly felt something soft on his lips.

It wasn't the funny creepy feeling of being pecked by a bird last time, but this time it was a real, fake kiss.

With some warmth and intimacy in his breath, when the tip of his tongue touched his lower lip, it was terribly numb. Shen Cangzhu's ears turned red almost all of a sudden, and the moment his breathing was heavy, he raised his arms to hug Zhang Lianqiao. He pressed against the wall of the hospital, this was the first time in his life that he touched another person so intimately, although before that, he was also attacked by a shameless mosquito and a shameless stupid bird, But the feeling of taking the initiative in person is always so wonderful, and Zhang Lianqiao, who hastily hugged her baby brother in her arms, raised her head to accept the rough move of their director who almost swallowed his tongue, until she felt Shen Cangzhu's breath After being separated from himself, he nodded lightly with red eyes, and said,

"I heard it, Cang Zhu...I promise you."