After the founding of the People's Republic of China, the male protagonist is not allowed to be

Mrs. Ou was not called Mrs. Ou before. Her former hometown was on the edge of a beautiful island, and her name was Li Xiaoou at that time.

Li Xiaoou, a fisherman's daughter, was born blind. This is something everyone in the neighborhood knows.Although this little girl looks so weak and delicate, her big eyes without gods also shows that she is destined not to be able to see the blue sea in front of her in this life.

Children who live by the sea know water, but Li Xiaoou definitely can't touch the water like this. This cruel reality is a pity, but Xiaoou is not as desperate as others imagined. After all, she can hear the sound of sea water and can Smelling the smell of sea water, if she was born to prevent her from seeing the sea, then naturally she would not complain or be sad.

Thinking like this, this strong and optimistic girl grew up like this. She is as ingenious as all the girls in the fishing village. She can not only help her mother dry fish and pick sand crabs, but also help her father weave nets to dry fishing gear. Because they could not afford to buy a house and live in the town, the three of them lived in a small fishing village. Their daily life depended on the little money their father earned from fishing every day. When she was 16 years old, she The originally honest father got into a bad habit when he went to the market to sell fish.

In one night's game of poker, they lost all the money that their entire family could not make in a year.The middle-aged man whose hands and feet were almost chopped off came back crying and told his wife and daughter that he had fallen into the trap of those people and told them to save him quickly, but Xiaoou and her mother could only be at a loss when they heard the words Cuo traveled all over the village before he got all the money from the gambling debts to the man with the help of the villagers.

This incident caused Xiaoou's family to owe a large amount of debt. Although the simple folks said that they were not in a hurry to pay it back, Xiaoou's mother felt extremely worried about it.After all, everyone is not rich, and they are willing to help them because they are old neighbors who have lived together for a long time. Now that her husband has done this kind of thing, it will even tarnish her daughter's reputation. This honest woman just wants to I feel pain in my heart.But this is her husband, no matter what, the family has to be maintained, and she silently prays in her heart that her husband will understand what he did wrong after the lesson of this incident, and he will live his life according to his duties in the future, but who Thinking that since then, instead of learning a lesson, her husband was found out by those friends in the city within a few days. First he entertained him with good wine and cigarettes, and then he played a game of mahjong and other pastimes. And the man who got a little bit of sweetness and forgot his last name also began to change his temperament drastically. Instead of working hard and going out to sea with men from the same village, he began to go to the city frequently, drinking and playing cards with those unscrupulous people. Go to a nightclub or something and stay all night.

Naturally, such a big incident couldn't be hidden in the small fishing village. Within a few days, everyone in the whole village knew about the stupid things Xiaoou's father did.The villagers all sympathized with the poor mother and daughter. After all, Xiaoou's mother is not young and her health is not good. The only young daughter is also blind, and she doesn't know who will take care of her for the rest of her life.Xiaoou can often hear this kind of discussion, but there is no emotion in her empty eyes, and when everyone is thinking about it sympathetically, Xiaoou hasn't seen anyone for half a month Dad suddenly came home, but this time he brought back a more terrible news than last time.

"Juan, Xiaoou... woo, please help me... I... those bastards lied to me, they were the ones who hit me, but they accused me of doing it wrongly, and my ID card is with them ... Uh, what should I do... I don't want to go to jail, uh... Please help me... We are a family..."

The man crying with snot and tears is disgusting, even if Xiaoou can't see anything, he can imagine what kind of face the man who did such a thing has, but ironically, this The person who loved her was her father, the father who would pick up conch shells for her when she was a child, and thinking of this man who disobeyed advice and got into trouble outside and returned to herself and her mother as a matter of course, Xiaoou couldn't help but blush. He squinted his eyes and yelled.

"We have no money!! We gave you all the money! We gave you everything! You promised me and my mother last time that you would never hang out with those people again. You deserve it! You deserve it!!"

The cries of his daughter and wife left the man speechless. He curled up cowardly, his old sun-tanned face flushed red.He knew that he had committed a crime again, but things were already like this. He didn't want to go to jail or be beaten to death by those people, and after the family of three spent the whole night in this depressing and terrible atmosphere, Xiaoou woke up early in the morning and opened the door, but she was sensitive to the disappearance of her father who should have been in the main room, and what happened next almost became a nightmare that she could never forget in her whole life.

His father ran away. Before he left, he ran to all the houses in the village and said that Xiaoou's mother had an acute illness and was going to the city for emergency treatment.In the middle of the night, all the people in the village were asleep, so they were shocked when they first heard the news. Although they also had doubts about Xiaoou's father's character, when encountering such a thing, everyone would be sure. I didn't have time to ask for proof, so I wanted to help.So this family took a thousand, and that family took five hundred. The kind-hearted folks didn't even think about guarding against others, but they gave their hard-earned money cheap to that beast, and finally heard the full story from the folks. After the truth was revealed, Xiaoou's mother fainted on the ground facing the IOUs that her husband personally pressed the red handprints and never got up again.

The blind girl Xiaoou has become an orphan. Although she still has a father, she only thinks he is dead.She lived with that terrible debt and the strange eyes of the people in the village, but she didn't even have a pair of sound eyes, let alone do anything else.Everyone thought that her life was over, and the villagers were full of rejection towards her when they thought of the money that would not come back, but no one thought that this blind girl would use her perseverance in the days to come... I learned to swim, which I thought I would never learn in my life, and then I started to teach myself to go fishing with the fishing nets that had accumulated dust at home.

She was born blind, but she has more sensitive ears and nose than ordinary people.Through her sense of smell, she could distinguish the smell of the sea water with the coming storm, and she could also hear the sound of some schools of fish swimming in the water.These special skills are the ones she learned by herself at the beach since she was a child. After facing a huge family change, Xiaoou also began to use this as a livelihood skill to help herself earn money and survive.Even though some ferocious sea fish would scratch her fingers after struggling violently, and even though the sun tanned her beautiful face so that it was no longer youthful, the days are still moving in a good direction with her efforts. But one day, her father who had disappeared for many years suddenly came back. When he saw the daughter he hadn't seen for many years, he knelt down in front of his wife's memorial tablet and began to cry.

"Little Ou... Dad, I'm sorry for you... I'm sorry for your mother... I was wrong at the beginning, but now that I'm back, I will definitely make it up to you, okay..."

Hearing such words in her ears, Li Xiaoou didn't feel it at all. She even thought in her heart that this time, her restless father had caused some trouble outside and came back to hurt herself on purpose.Who would have thought that such a casual thought of hers would actually come true, that his brazen father actually came back for a special purpose, and the truth of the matter was that he couldn't get along anymore and ran out of money He has nothing left, and he still wants to eat and drink spicy food, but the debt collectors have already come to him, and the man who is forced to escape has nothing but thinks in a trance... that he still has... a daughter.

Although this daughter is blind, she is beautiful and young, so she has her value.He was her father in the first place, even if she didn't want to, she couldn't disobey her will, as long as she found a rich man to marry her, wouldn't she be able to follow suit?

Thinking so selfishly in his heart, the man didn't think there was anything wrong with his thoughts at all. He found an old man who was older than himself in the water production business for his daughter who hadn't arrived in his twenties, and then returned to the The hometown started to lie to his own daughter again with the set of nonsense that he himself did not believe.

It was several days before Li Xiaoou knew what he really thought. Because she couldn't see clearly, she was easily kept in the dark about some things.Her father relied on this to lead the old man in the car home, and Li Xiaoou, who knew nothing about it, realized that this was the real purpose of the man's return.

The love between father and daughter is gone, and the man has also torn off his mask of disguise.In order to prevent Li Xiaoou from escaping or resisting, her biological father beat the poor blind girl all over her body with a stick and a harpoon.The people in the village didn't know what happened. Seeing that she hadn't gone out for several days, they thought she had gone into the city. Who would have thought that a few days later, a red silk was hung on the door of Li Xiaoou's house, and it seemed that she was about to go out. There is a great event.

"Stinky girl! Be obedient! I'm your father and I can't decide who you marry! It's not good to follow Boss Wang's food and drink! You are lucky to find such a man! Tomorrow! Tomorrow I can sell you! Hahaha!"

The drunken man said such stupid things over and over again outside the house, Li Xiaoou became cold but knew that it would be very difficult for him to escape this time.She carefully recalled her short ten years of life, but felt that her eyes were full of darkness, and she couldn't even see a glimmer of light. This kind of despair and sorrow filled her heart, and two lines of tears slowly flowed down her cheeks. She stayed, and thinking like this, she suddenly sat up from the bed with difficulty, and then groped carefully to the side of the bed.

Outside is the sound of the salty sea wind, and the sea is just below this window.Just jump off and she will be free.She would rather die than accept the second half of her life being traded as goods, and only after taking this step can she truly be free.

Looking back on this incident many years later, Mrs. Oll, who is already a mature woman, will feel that she is terribly impulsive, because she didn't even think about whether she would be alive before jumping off, and maybe it was because she was so naive. She, after falling into the water, actually survived relying on her excellent water skills, and even luckier, she met a predestined person who was willing to let her surrender the rest of her life in the storm.

"Little girl, what's wrong with you? Why can't you think about it so much? You are so young, you should live well..."

A voice close at hand rang softly, and the drowsy Li Xiaoou couldn't tell who was dragging him forward, but unexpectedly found this deep voice very amusing.

"My dad... wants to marry me to an old man in his fifties. I don't want to marry an old man..."

The girl with half-opened chapped lips, who had difficulty breathing, spoke in a low voice, her tone was soft, which made the owner of the voice laugh unconsciously, and after shaking his head lightly, he couldn't bear it. Can't stop joking,

"Hey, you are an old man in your fifties, so I am also an old man...but I am obviously a young man in our clan..."

"Then I will marry you."

"Ah? You... you little girl, you are not out of your mind, you don't even know what I look like, hey, hey, don't say anything, you..."

What Li Xiaoou blurted out frightened the voice. He never expected that he could pick up a daughter-in-law of a different race after saving a little girl at sea, but the little girl was obviously too tired to hear what he said. Just before closing her big dull eyes, she raised her palm and touched the big turtle's head, then murmured in a daze,

"It doesn't matter, I will marry you... just marry..."