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The chairs used by patients in the hospital are still short stainless steel chairs, which are very uncomfortable, and it is very cold to sit on them in winter.The only two advantages are probably that it is easy to clean and it is not as easy to break as other chairs.

Gao Chong saw that Chu Feng's cold lips were turning purple, and after thinking about it, he picked him up and let Chu Feng sit on his lap.

For two men, such an intimate posture is a bit inappropriate.But Gao Chong couldn't take care of so much, not to mention, people who come to the hospital are all people who come to see the doctor, who cares what posture other people use for infusion?You probably think they are two brothers, and they have a good relationship.

Gao Chong opened the thermos and poured Chu Feng a cup of hot water.He slowly drank two caps of water, the hot water entered his stomach, Chu Feng stopped trembling, Anxin buried his head in the socket of Gao Chong's shoulder, and wrapped his arms around Gao Chong's neck without infusion.

Chu Feng is very tall, and it feels uncomfortable to curl up like this. Gao Chong helped him adjust his posture several times, Chu Feng was very docile, and let him move his arms and legs, and behaved like this.

Gao Chong looked at Chu Feng's slightly closed eyes, and persuaded:

"The company really doesn't care about your models. They are so tired, and they won't let you take leave. If this continues, no matter how good you are, you will have to lie down. How can you survive? Seriously, otherwise, you can find another job and don't want to make money. How much money, but you also need to be safe."

Chu Feng shook his head: "...I will be by your side."

"It's not that there are other ways, try another company." Gao Chong paused, "What's more, I may not be able to stay in school yet."

University lecturers now require a Ph.D.It is difficult to say what will happen in the future. If you want to stay in school, you need the strong support of your doctoral supervisor.Gao Chong's work ability is very strong, but he doesn't dare to say anything.

After all, looking around, all the lecturers in the university where Gao Chong studied had the experience of studying abroad.Gao Chong had the opportunity to go abroad for exchange at the undergraduate and postgraduate levels, but he never dared to go because of his mother's illness, so staying in school was even more dangerous.

Hearing what he said, Chu Feng was a little anxious, and asked, "Why?...I don't believe it, you said that on purpose, do you want me to give up?"

"Let's just think so."

"..." Chu Feng became anxious again, "You can't do this."

Gao Chong thought it was very funny, and said: "Can't you do that? You said that you are so big and still like me. It's really funny. You are going to graduate soon, can you not be so dependent? Why do you have to be near my school? find a job?"

Chu Feng blushed when she told him, and her voice became hoarse: "...It's not that I want to be so tall! Do you...don't like me being so tall?"

"No." Gao Chong said, "Isn't it very good. Boys are so good."

"...Then you like tall women? Or something else?"

"Girls, it's better for girls to be shorter, the little bird is so cute..."

Chu Feng closed his eyes, maybe because of illness, his face looked extraordinarily pale.

Another very good opportunity to go abroad for exchange was presented to Gao Chong. The treatment was so good that Gao Chong was very excited, but he hesitated to move forward.

An ordinary person like him, with a sick person at home, is like a bottomless pit, and everything needs money.Gao Chong is still a student, and he can't go out to make money wholeheartedly. When encountering things, he seems to lack confidence. His only wish is to save more money so that he can treat his mother's illness in the future.

In order to treat Mama Gao's illness, she spent a lot of money. Mama Gao once said to Gao Chong jokingly: "...a BMW is installed in my heart!"

It is not an exaggeration to say this, the money spent by Gao Mama's heart is actually worth more than a BMW.

Gao Chong is worried about his mother's future surgery and treatment fees.She is getting old, if she needs a heart transplant operation, she has to hurry up, the longer the time is delayed, the worse it will be.

It's not time to change your mind now, but you have to prepare money early.

Gao Chong is very reassuring at a young age, but he is a little impatient, and looks like a small firecracker.This is all due to Gao Mama's illness.

For some reason, Gao Chong's mother saw the relevant information exchanged this time.After Gao Chong came home that day, Gao's mother lost her temper with him for the first time in history, which confused Gao Chong.

"I always thought you were self-motivated, but I didn't expect you to be so ignorant. How did the school teach you?" Mama Gao said excitedly, "A good school should teach students to go outside. If you want to go outside, you have to go out and have a look." , such a good university, how did you teach such a cowardly and hesitant student?"

Gao Chong opened his mouth and didn't know what to say. He never talked back to his mother, so he could only listen to her scolding like this.

"You told me that you want to stay in school. But you are like this, how can you stay in school?" Gao Mama was at home, knowing more about her son's future than Gao Chong, "Will they want you? Just you In this way, a little...primary student who has never been anywhere and has no experience! How can he be a teacher for others? How can he educate other children's worldview?"

Gao Mama spoke so excitedly that tears flowed out.She is a very gentle woman, she hardly spoke loudly to Gao Chong, but she suddenly reprimanded her so loudly that Gao Chong also shed tears and knelt down in front of Gao Mama.

He put his arms around Mama Gao's waist, and buried his head in her lap: "... Mom... I can't go... You only have me... You only have me..."

A child is a fledgling on a string held by its parents.One day, in order to let them spread their wings and fly high, parents will choose to cut the thread in their hands.

Mama Gao touched her son's head and said:

"Why are you crying? Silly son...why are you crying..."

I have tears streaming down my face.

"It's your mother who dragged you down..."

Gao Chong suddenly retorted emotionally.Without Gao Mama, how could Gao Chong have the opportunity to study until now?

"You go." Gao Mama said in a gentle voice, lovingly, "There are me and Xiaochu at home..., just going abroad, it's not like I won't come back. I heard people say that videos are available online now. Let Xiaochu teach me later. Me, son, mother has always been proud of you, I hope you can do what you want to do. If you are not happy, mother will not be happy. If your ideal can be realized, mother will not think that I am a drag on you. "

Gao Chong hasn't cried for a long time.He is the pillar of the family, Chu Feng's elder brother, if Gao Chong is not strong enough, then the family will be unstable, and he can't let his mother rest assured to recuperate.

Gao Chong likes to use money to make his mother feel at ease, but he is often short of money. He never went out to party with people when he was in college, because he had no money in his pocket.

Today seems to have suddenly found a place to vent.Gao Chong was too tired, he had no excuses to stop, his mother's illness was like steel resounding in his ear, which made Gao Chong not dare to stop.

He also wanted to go out and have a look.

But he didn't dare to entrust everything to Chu Feng.Chu Feng himself is still a child and needs to be taken care of.

However, Mama Gao made up her mind to leave Gao Chong, and even threatened him with stopping the medicine, which made Gao Chong very embarrassed, and she dared not go home for a while, so she had to sleep at Chu Feng's house.

"...Brother," Chu Feng and Gao Chong were squeezed together on the same bed, his heart was beating violently, he had a kind of peace and tranquility in his heart that he had never had before, "...you can go at ease. Although my company is busy, , but it’s just a training period. When I first debuted, I didn’t run around very much. After all, I’m a newcomer. After a while, I can live a regular life from [-] to [-].”

Gao Chong sullenly said, "I'm so embarrassed."

"What's so embarrassing, are you worried about leaving your mother to me?" Chu Feng became a little angry, and said, "Isn't your mother my mother?...Of course I will take good care of her, no better than you Less."

Gao Chong sighed.In fact, he didn't feel at ease to ask him to hand over his mother to anyone.Chu Feng was already the person he felt most at ease and most wanted to ask.

After all, he is a person who grew up together and knows everything.Gao Chong was afraid that Chu Feng would not be able to cope with the sudden change of Mama Gao's incomparably delicate illness.

"How much older are you than me?" Chu Feng said, "I will... grow up too. Don't always treat me like a child."

Gao Chong paused, and said: "If I really... If I really go abroad, if there is something that you can't decide, please tell me."

Chu Feng nodded.

When Gao Chong went to communicate, at the customs security checkpoint, he shed tears directly at the airport, and Gao's mother seemed very calm.There was a father and son next to him. The son hugged his father, sobbing uncontrollably, and said in English: "I love you, Dad, you must know this."

With tears in his eyes, the father tried his best to answer in English:

"Be a man, son."

The translation of these words seems to be quite stiff, and this is where the cultural surprise lies.In fact, listening to it live is still very moving.Mama Gao is probably playing the role of such a father now. She uses her weak arms to resolutely drive her full-fledged son out of the nest and let him go through the wind and rain.

Chu Feng wanted to be calm like Gao Mama, but he couldn't do it. After passing the security check, his family members would not be able to accompany him. Chu Feng called Gao Chong and asked him if he got the ticket.The moment the phone was connected, Chu Feng's throat choked up and he couldn't speak a word.

Gao Chong did not have an easy time abroad. He spent more time studying and received a high scholarship. When he returned from abroad a year later, his temperament became more irritable.

He was too worried about his mother and everything in the country.Because of worry, I can't bear it.

When he finally returned to China, Gao Chong found that things were completely different from what he thought.

Not long after Gao Chong left, Gao's mother was unable to get out of bed because of illness and stayed in bed for a long time.In order to take care of Gao's mother, Chu Feng couldn't even continue to work, so she could only go to nightclubs to work at night, wearing work clothes that Gao Chong would frown upon.If it wasn't for Gao Chong who often sent money from abroad, the two of them would have difficulty maintaining their lives.

He was about to collapse, Gao Chong blushed in front of Mama Gao's hospital bed, gritted his teeth, and couldn't tear a drop.

With so many things for him to deal with, Gao Chong couldn't fall down first.He cannot be the first to show weakness.

Chu Feng took care of Gao's mother very carefully, fearing that she would get sores, she turned over every hour and bought expensive cushions.Because of the proper scrubbing, Mama Gao has no scars on her body and her skin is smooth.

When Gao Chong came back, these tasks were handed over to Gao Chong.He looked very calm and didn't say anything, but this calm made Chu Feng afraid.

Chu Feng couldn't bear it anymore, one day he blocked Chu Feng at the door and asked, "Are you angry with me?"

"..." Gao Chong didn't speak.

"...Mom like this is not what I want." Chu Feng hurriedly argued, "Even if you are at home, the worsening of the disease is beyond your control. I..."

"What did I tell you?" Gao Chong suddenly grabbed Chu Feng by the collar, "I have something to tell me. Why didn't you tell me? I'm angry not because my mother's condition worsened, but because you kept it from me! Daily video, why do you help mom sit up and give me the illusion that she is healthy?!"

"I……"

"You what you! Don't say it!" Gao Chong stayed in the school for too long, and he was infected with a kind of strictness in teaching others, and he had a unique way of training others. say!"

Chu Feng blushed, and the loud panting echoed in the corridor.

Why didn't he talk to Gao Chong?In the past, Chu Feng always hoped that Gao Chong would appear by his side.But during the time he was abroad, Chu Feng didn't want to see him at all, afraid that he would be impulsive, and afraid that Gao Chong would rush back to China when he heard about his mother's illness.

Even though Chu Feng was looking forward to Gao Chong's return every day, Chu Feng and Gao Mama tacitly did not tell Gao Chong anything about Gao Mama's matter, keeping him in the dark.

It turns out that growing up can really make a person mature—the one who is obsessed does not speak out, and the one who misses stretches out his hand to push away.This is the adult, enduring the painful process and swallowing the broken teeth.

Looking at Gao Chong's angry back, Chu Feng suddenly felt that he could bear this kind of pain.He even thought to himself, it's okay to have more... more.

After Gao Chong scolded Chu Feng, he felt that it was inappropriate for him to do so, and he felt very guilty.Chu Feng kindly helped him take care of his mother for a whole year, so how could he not thank him well and scold him first?His temper has really gotten bigger and bigger in the past few years.Probably because he regarded Chufeng as a relative in his heart, so he couldn't stand his concealment.

Gao Chong gently sat beside his mother's bed and held Gao's mother's hand.

Mama Gao lay on the bed for a long time, her face was swollen, and she looked much older than before.

Only the eyes that looked at his son were still so gentle.

"Chongchong..."

Gao Chong rubbed his face against his mother's hand, calling softly, "Mom..."

The mother closed her eyes and said, "When will you start a family? Mom is relieved to see that you have a good future..."

Gao Chong made a swallowing movement in his throat, forced a smile, and said:

"Don't worry. Don't worry..."

Why don't you worry, who wants to live with a poor boy like him?Gao Chong is always eager and targeted when looking at problems, and is very aggressive.

But he never thought that someone would like it, but he didn't see it.

As long as the mother is alive... as long as she is alive, Gao Chong can be extremely strong.Gao Chong’s firm belief also influenced Gao’s mother. It is said that a mother is strong. For Gao Chong’s sake, Gao’s mother cooperated with the treatment, even though the treatment had to endure pain that was more terrible than death.

How many times have I thought 'why am I still alive', but when I think about my son, I still have to live.

What would Gao Chong do without her?

Until Gao Chong graduated with a Ph.D. and had just stepped onto the university podium.

Gao MaMa is critically ill and urgently needs a large sum of surgery fees.

(See "Big Joe" for the follow-up plot)