joe big

Chapter 34

When filming the location scene of "Legend of Lu Xiaofeng", Qiao Qiu didn't pay much attention to sun protection, and even brought back prickly heat all over his body.After adjusting in the company for a period of time, the sunburned skin will be healed.

When Qiao Qiu rushed out of the company, Jiang Zhanxin saw his clean side face and straight nose with the help of a little light.

Qiao Qiu looked extremely handsome.

Jiang Zhanxin reached into the car window and flashed the high beam to attract Qiao Qiu's attention.

Qiao Qiu came down from the run, got into the car and brought a gust of cool wind, still panting a bit, took a breath, and said, "I'm sorry, brother. It's a bit late today..."

Jiang Zhan shook his head heartily, indicating that it's okay.

Qiao Qiu was still thinking about what Jiang Zhanxin would tell him tonight, but Jiang Zhanxin didn't say a word until the car was parked in the garage.

He quietly walked in front of Qiao Qiu, took out the key and opened the door.

Qiao Qiu followed Jiang Zhanxin, full of doubts, and didn't know what to say, so he closed his mouth in embarrassment several times.

He was afraid that he would say something that would make Jiang Zhanxin hate...

Will you hate it?

Jiang Zhanxin didn't say anything.But Joe begs himself to hate.After all, he did such a disgusting thing to Jiang Zhanxin.

Even being unconscious at the time is not an excuse that can solve the problem.

Qiao Qiu stood about half a step behind Jiang Zhanxin, looking downcast.

Jiang Zhanxin didn't notice Qiao Qiu's strangeness.He opened the door and walked straight ahead without even turning on the lights.

Qiao Qiu was stunned for a moment, and turned on the headlight in the living room.The warm yellow light quickly filled the space, but Jiang Zhanxin still didn't speak, and looked up at Qiao Qiu.

Jiang Zhanxin's eyes are deep, like Yuan Ting and Yue Zhi.When he was concentrating on Qiao Qiu, he felt a heart-wrenching tolerance and understanding.

Qiaoqiu stopped breathing, looked away nervously, and swallowed.

Jiang Zhan took two steps forward and turned off the light in the living room.Everything returned to darkness again, and after more than ten seconds, Qiao Qiu could see the outline of Jiang Zhanxin by following the faint street lights outside.

Jiang Zhanxin still didn't speak, and after he could see clearly in the dark, he quietly walked away from Qiao Qiu, apparently going back to his bedroom.

Qiao Qiu seemed to want to grab Jiang Zhanxin's hand.

Not only did Jiang Zhanxin have something to say to him, Qiao Qiu also had something to say to Jiang Zhanxin.

But he hesitated the moment he stretched out his hand, and Qiao Qiu trembled, but he couldn't summon up the courage after all.

He is so tired.Talking with the screenwriter of "Swordsman" for a day, the woman's personality is extreme, and she has a slightly different opinion, which is like arguing with Qiao Qiu like a cockfight.Qiao Qiu is timid and shy, but he is very stubborn in his bones, and the things he believes in will not change.Talking to that female screenwriter is actually a quarrel, and the female screenwriter speaks mercilessly, like a shrew cursing the street.Qiao Qiu spent a day with her, tired and angry, at this moment in the dark, sitting on the sofa in despair, rubbing his eyes.

He wanted to have a good talk with Jiang Zhanxin.But I don't know why Jiang Zhanxin went back to the bedroom without saying a word.Do you think he came back too late?

How long has it been since Qiao Qiu had a good conversation with Jiang Zhanxin?

He's... Maybe he's too lonely recently.

Thinking about it, Qiao Qiu was about to burst into tears, so he bent down, covered his mouth, and dared not make any sound.He was afraid that Jiang Zhanxin would hear it.A big man, because of hard work, because of loneliness, his heart is terribly fragile, how can he dare to show it to others?

It was nearly ten o'clock at that time, and there was no sound outside. Qiao Qiu bent over to go back to his bedroom. As soon as he stood up from the sofa, he saw Jiang Zhanxin walking towards the living room with something in his hand.

"Little Qiao," Jiang Zhanxin said in a low voice, "accompany me for a drink."

He held two wine glasses in one hand and two heavy bottles of wine in the other.

It turned out that Jiang Zhanxin didn't go back to the bedroom, but went to the kitchen.

Qiao Qiu was both surprised and happy, his eyes were still blurred, so he nodded his head desperately, and when he nodded, he felt his fingers burn, and tears flowed out.

He didn't know why he was so wronged, his throat felt like a steamed bun was stuffed, and he had to choke twice before he gasped.Fortunately, it was dark and I couldn't see.

Qiao Qiu simply hated his own weakness, he would rather die than let others see him, tried hard to restrain the trembling of his body, and sat back to his original position.

Jiang Zhanxin couldn't see clearly either, so he approached Qiao Qiu, fumbled to open the bottle cap, aimed at the cup, and poured two cups.

After pouring, he picked up a cup and handed it to Qiao Qiu.Qiao Qiu reached out to take it, hesitating whether to drink it or not.

He once told Jiang Zhanxin that he would never drink with others again.

But it's okay to drink with Jiang Zhan, right?After all, what Qiao Qiu said was not to stop drinking.

Jiang Zhanxin said: "It's okay to drink less, be careful not to drink too much, it will hurt your stomach."

After speaking, he picked up the wine glass and stuck it firmly to his lips.

Jiang Zhanxin didn't make any sound when drinking, it was very quiet, he could only see the water level in the cup drop, and he finished the cup in a short while.

He has a good capacity for alcohol, but he can't drink so fast. I don't know what happened tonight.It seems that there is something on his mind.

Jiang Zhanxin wiped the corner of his lips with the hand holding the wine glass, then bent down to lift the wine bottle, and poured another glass.

Qiao Qiu wanted to use drinking to divert his attention, so that he could get out of that sad feeling as soon as possible.What kind of wine Jiang Zhanxin took was very spicy and fragrant. At the beginning, he felt that the taste was good, and he wanted to continue drinking, but the aftertaste was strong. After a while, Qiao Qiu's face was hot.

"..."

There was only the sound of two people drinking in the room for a while, and no one took the initiative to speak.

Jiang Zhanxin didn't eat anything. He drank two glasses of wine on an empty stomach, like drinking water. No matter how good he was, he couldn't help squinting his eyes.

He turned his head, found Qiao Qiu's position in the dark, stood up slowly, and said, "Little Qiao."

"Hmm." The voice was abrupt.Qiao Qiu raised his head, just about to ask what's the matter, when he saw Jiang Zhanxin standing in front of him.

They were so close that Jiang Zhanxin's knee touched Qiao Qiu's.

Qiao Qiu was stunned for a moment, but didn't ask that question.

He was quite surprised, wondering why Jiang Zhanxin was so close to him suddenly.

However, what happened in the next second was even more surprising, because Jiang Zhanxin took off his slippers and raised his leg to straddle Qiao Qiu's lap.

Qiao Qiu's back was stiff, he held his breath, his eyes widened and he leaned back in disbelief, and soon his back was stuck to the sofa.

It was very dark around, allowing Qiao Qiu to feel Jiang Zhan's warm body temperature more clearly.

Qiao Qiu's heart jumped up suddenly, and he didn't hold the cup in his hand. Jiang Zhanxin hit him like this and splashed it on the two of them, making it all over his body.

Qiao begged "Oops", startled, reached out to touch Jiang Zhanxin's wet shirt, and wanted to wipe it clean, but there was no paper in his hand, so he touched Jiang Zhanxin's skin through the shirt, feeling elastic to the touch, With a flick of his finger, Qiao Qiu actually touched Jiang Zhanxin's small left nipple.Jiang Zhanxin took a breath softly, it was extremely hard because of the outsider's touch.

Qiao Qiu didn't dare to move anymore, he raised his hands up, hanging in the air, not daring to touch Jiang Zhanxin again.

The mellow alcohol smell permeated between the two of them, and Jiang Zhanxin seemed to be stimulated by the smell.His brain was a little numb and he couldn't think. Although Jiang Zhan knew that it was inappropriate for him to sit on Qiao Qiu's lap suddenly, when his chest was sprinkled with cold wine and Qiao Qiu touched him lightly, his scalp felt as if it would explode. Let him still listen to his inner thoughts, press forward, and his wet chest is pressed against Qiao Qiu's body.

"Brother..." Qiao Qiu didn't know where to put his hands and feet, and his forehead was covered with cold sweat. "you……"

Jiang Zhanxin clung to Qiao Qiu's body, feeling hot all over. After a while, he slowly straightened up, inserted his hands into Qiao Qiu's hair, and looked down at Qiao Qiu's eyes.

The two of them were too close, and the other's breath was breathed out by the other, and the air carried the body temperature of the other.

Qiao Qiu was very nervous and didn't understand what Jiang Zhanxin was going to do. A lot of saliva was secreted from his mouth, and he kept swallowing.Qiao Qiu had the illusion that Jiang Zhan's hot body temperature was about to ignite him.

"You...what are you doing..."

"Little Qiao," Jiang Zhan looked at Qiao Qiu deeply.Although the room was dimly lit, Qiao Qiu could still feel the piercing sight.Jiang Zhanxin said as if sighing, "Don't hide from me..."

"I……"

Jiang Zhanxin interrupted him, stroked Qiao Qiu's hair one after another, and wrapped his arms around Qiao Qiu's neck from behind, as if hugging Qiao Qiu's head.

Jiang Zhanxin said: "Don't hide from me...I'll give you a gift, you'll like it, don't hide from me, okay?"

Qiao Qiu choked his throat, not knowing what to say.Is that so?Jiang Zhanxin doesn't hate himself, but Jiang Zhanxin is also afraid that Qiao Qiu will hate him?

Jiang Zhan's heart moved and he changed his posture.He has been too busy to separate himself recently, and he has been standing for too long. Jiang Zhanxin, kneeling and sitting astride Qiao Qiu like this, put a lot of pressure on the knee of the cold-affected leg, which was a bit unbearable.

Qiao begged to see him like this, paused, and suddenly stepped forward with his left hand to wrap his arms around Jiang Zhanxin's waist, holding him tightly in his arms, and grabbed the inside of Jiang Zhanxin's knee with his right hand, and pulled him over.

Jiang Zhanxin was held tightly in Qiao Qiu's arms.

Qiao Qiu raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, curled his lips downward with a smile, and cried again.

"elder brother……"

He hugged Jiang Zhanxin tightly, pouring all his eyes on his brother's neck. Jiang Zhanxin wanted to pamper him, so he lifted Qiao Qiu's sweaty forehead hair, and kissed him heavily on his forehead.

Jiang Zhanxin's lips were thin, but soft to the touch.

There is an invisible wound in Qiao Qiu's heart. It has festered and festered over the years, and the pain is too painful to touch.

The name of that injury is loneliness.

He was too afraid of being left behind. On the surface, he looked like a tall and handsome boy in his 20s, tough and stubborn, and he was on his own. But there was the timidity and anxiety in his eyes that belonged to little boys: the kind of mother who would look at her when she was far away. The timidity of wanting to hold on to the corner of the skirt tightly, the anxiety that you can't help crying if you are in a hurry (Note).

These two characteristics are strangely integrated into Qiao Qiu's personality, contradictory yet harmonious.

Jiang Zhanxin couldn't heal Qiao Qiu's wound no matter what.

He knew it in his heart, kissed Qiao Qiu's forehead again and again, feeling depressed and bitter in his heart: ... Xiao Qiao, Xiao Qiao, do you know?

...I am willing to give you everything I have.

Little Joe, the two things I regret the most in my life.

One is seeing you for the first time, telling you to fuck off...

...One thing is, I didn't meet you earlier. "

"Uneasy in the eyes", quoted from Long Yingtai, "The Great River and the Sea", with appropriate adjustments.