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Jiang Zhanxin felt a tingling pain in his heart, his body trembled, barely controlled the trembling of his fingers, and said hoarsely, "...because I fell in love with you."

Qiao Qiu was stunned, he paused with his hands covering his face, and looked at Jiang Zhanxin with tears in his eyes.

"...I want to be with you," Jiang Zhan frowned anxiously, his eyes looked into the distance, and made an expression that finally burst out of patience, "...do you understand? I want to...have a relationship with you."

Qiao Qiu put down his hands, completely stunned.

Jiang Zhanxin gave a 'tsk', stepped forward and held Qiao Qiu's wrist, raised his head slightly and kissed Qiao Qiu's hot cheek: "It's not convenient to talk here. Come back to the car with me."

At this time, raindrops fell from the sky, hitting the faces and bodies of the two of them bit by bit.

The sadness and fear that were about to burst in Qiao Qiu's heart disappeared in an instant. He looked at Jiang Zhanxin fixedly, and then at the hand being held by himself. Follow Jiang Zhanxin to move forward.

Jiang Zhanxin looked at Qiao Qiu's back.

The people he raised, personality, stress resistance, quality... Jiang Zhanxin knew everything about it.

He understood Qiao Qiu's desire to live with him for the rest of his life, and he also knew what could make Qiao Qiu cry.

Knowing that meeting Qian Yuyan would make Qiao Qiu uneasy, she still did it.

Jiang Zhanxin always felt that he was very patient.

Only now do I know that it is not.

It also depends on what and who is right.

The two walked into the car without speaking.At this time, if a reporter took a photo of Qiao Qiu and Jiang Zhanxin walking hand in hand, I don't know what kind of impact it would have.

This silence continued until I sat in the car.As soon as the car door was closed, the heavy rain that had been held for a long time outside poured down, and the water droplets dripped on the roof of the car, making the atmosphere in the car even more embarrassing and suffocating.

Then, at almost the same moment—when the line of embarrassment was about to break, the two spoke at the same time.

"Why did you do this?" Qiao Qiu asked again, but his mood was completely different.

"What do you want to ask me?" Jiang Zhanxin said calmly.

The two turned their heads to look at each other at the same time, Qiao Qiu couldn't help laughing, the circles of his eyes were still red.

At that moment, Jiang Zhanxin's heart suddenly became very soft. Looking at Qiao Qiu's side face, he leaned over, his lips almost pressed against Qiao Qiu's ear, and whispered softly: "I told you, what do you want? I'll give you whatever."

Qiao Qiu stared at Jiang Zhanxin's speaking lips.

"...do you want family? I'll give it to you."

"When did I say that I want a family?" Qiao Qiu was a little anxious.

Jiang Zhanxin took a look at Qiao Qiu and said softly: "...Didn't you say on my birthday that you want me to be yours..."

Jiang Zhanxin stopped talking.

Qiao Qiu was stunned, wondering if he had said it?While thinking about it, I answered seriously: "I didn't mean that. I don't want my mother now."

It was just what he had longed for.But now, Qiao Qiu found that he didn't want it.

Jiang Zhan nodded invisibly, and asked casually:

"So, what do you want?"

Qiao Qiu lowered his head, his face suddenly burned up, avoided answering the question, licked his upper lip, and asked instead: "...you, you said...you are in love with me...what do you mean?"

Jiang Zhan moved forward slightly, kissed Qiao Qiu's lips, and breathed quickly: "...that's what it means."

Qiaoqiu's face was flushed red, and he felt a little hot. He lowered his head shyly, put his finger on his forehead, turned his head away to hide his face, and coughed: "...You, you, you want to spend the rest of your life with me? "

"Ah."

Hearing Jiang Zhanxin's decisive answer, Qiao Qiu's hands stopped shaking, and his eyes gradually became calm.

There was silence in the carriage again, and Qiao Qiu took a shallow breath, looking deep in thought.

Jiang Zhan's heart suddenly moved, which startled Qiao Qiu.

He raised one leg expressionlessly, then raised the other leg, and stepped out of the cockpit like that, ignoring Qiao Qiu's surprised eyes, and straddled Qiao Qiu's lap.

Compared with the driver's seat, the space on the co-pilot side is much larger, but it is still somewhat difficult to accommodate two adult men, two such tall adult men.Jiang Zhanxin had to stick close to Qiao Qiu, the space between them was less than a fist.

Qiao Qiu swallowed nervously, and Jiang Zhanxin hugged his neck the next second.

"...Little Qiao," Jiang Zhanxin's eyes were deep and peaceful, "...I don't want to be a family member with you. I want to be your lover, do you understand?"

Qiao Qiu also looked at Jiang Zhanxin, nodded uncontrollably, and repeated: "I understand...but we are all men. Am I gay?"

Jiang Zhanxin replied from the side: "If you ask me now, am I born gay, or do I only like you as a man? This question is actually meaningless."

Qiao Qiu was taken aback.

Just listen to Jiang Zhanxin say:

"...Because I have only liked you in my life. Two answers, which one do you like more?"

Qiao Qiu let out a choked breathing sound from his throat, and suddenly hugged Jiang Zhanxin's waist with great strength, and asked, "Jiang... Zhanxin, what is liking? What is liking? Every time I leave you I'm sad when I'm around, and I'll be very lonely when I can't see you."

Qiao Qiu pressed his face tightly to Jiang Zhanxin's chest, and soon realized that although Jiang Zhanxin looked calm on the surface, the strength of his heartbeat could not deceive anyone.Now he is just like himself, nervous and looking forward to it.

"...I want to live with you forever, no one else, no one else. Just the two of us." Qiao Qiu lowered his head and said, "Am I in love with you too?"

Jiang Zhanxin felt as if a piece of iron had been applied to his heart. It was hot and ironed. He touched Qiao Qiu's head, and his heart was about to jump out of his throat.

"Then I've only ever loved you." Qiao Qiu lowered his head and asked, "Jiang Zhanxin, what should I do?"

Ever since he blurted out Jiang Zhanxin's name just now, Qiao Qiu didn't want to call his brother anymore. After saying this, he slowly raised his head and looked at Jiang Zhanxin, his eyes were as bright as stars.

Jiang Zhan's heart and hands began to tremble.He can't tell whether Qiao Qiu's feelings for him are sexual or not, or is it just relying on psychology?Jiang Zhan couldn't help but want to touch the cigarette in his pocket. After moving twice, his elbow touched the car window because the space was too small. He held Qiao Qiu's wrist, lowered his voice, and said seductively, "—do you know how two men make love?"

The question was so sudden that Qiao Qiu didn't even have time to react. He was stunned for a while, then lowered his head abruptly, blushing to the point of bleeding.

Then he murmured, "Why, how...?"

Jiang Zhanxin wanted to use Qiao Qiu as a demonstration, but it was a pity that Qiao Qiu was sitting on the car seat, which was very inconvenient, so he took Qiao Qiu's hand, led him behind him, and pressed his hand on a part of his body.

Qiao Qiu shrank his hand, a little scared.

Jiang Zhanxin didn't let him leave, and he tried again with a little force, his voice trembling: "It's just... come in here. Do you remember? Remember that night..."

Qiao Qiu's mouth was dry for a while.He couldn't really feel anything through the trousers, but it reminded him of the touch of his right hand that night. The plump part didn't seem to belong to Jiang Zhanxin.Qiao Qiu was short of breath, and suddenly pressed Jiang Zhanxin's buttocks hard, and brought him to his chest, as if he wanted to firmly embed Jiang Zhanxin in his arms.

Due to the wrong posture, Jiang Zhanxin's legs were numb.It was raining outside, and his knees, which had been suffering from the cold, were sore. Qiao Qiu hugged him suddenly, and Jiang Zhanxin didn't even have the possibility to resist, so he fell into Qiao Qiu's arms.

Jiang Zhanxin gasped hard, held Qiao Qiu's shoulders, pinched his buttocks forcefully, and tentatively stroked a slender finger along the seam of his trousers.That feeling made Jiang Zhan feel a little flustered.If it wasn't for Qiao Qiu, if it wasn't for Qiao Qiu, he would never have faced this embarrassing and powerless state.

……never mind.

Who made himself fall in love with him?

In that dilapidated and lonely old house, when a life other than himself appeared; when the child was adopted by him; when Qiao Qiu looked at him with that kind of dependent and trusting eyes.

It is destined to have such consequences.

Qiao Qiu hugged Jiang Zhanxin tightly, like a child hugging his favorite toy, but his eyes kept burning.

Qiao Qiu: "Jiang Zhanxin... aren't you angry?"

Jiang Zhanxin leaned on Qiao Qiu's shoulder and let out an inaudible 'hmm'.His breathing was very rapid, and the air flow was blowing on Qiao Qiu's ears.

Qiao Qiu's back was numb. He put his arms around Jiang Zhanxin and asked:

"Jiang Zhanxin, do you want me to touch you like this?"

Jiang Zhanxin looked lazy, but his brain was very clear: "Why did you say 'also'?"

"Because..." Qiao Qiu lowered his head and replied, "I... also really want...to touch you like this."

Jiang Zhan was taken aback, "When?"

Qiao Qiu was very embarrassed, turned his face away and did not speak until Jiang Zhanxin encouraged him to touch his ear with his lips, Qiao Qiu kissed Jiang Zhanxin's cheek back forcefully, and said, "That day...in the car, I accidentally messed with you, and then ,then."

Qiao Qiu couldn't go on talking before he finished talking, his heart was beating faster and faster, he gritted his teeth and kissed Jiang Zhanxin's lips, and then stretched out his arms to hug Jiang Zhan's sore and itchy sick leg.

Jiang Zhanxin held Qiao Qiu's face, looked at the face of the person in front of him who was as red as a sunset glow, and sighed that God really gave Qiao Qiu a perfect skin.

Jiang Zhanxin hoped that he would look more ordinary, and it was best not to have anyone rob him.

——What is wrong with doing, but why do you want to be an actor?

Jiang Zhanxin always felt that he could tolerate Qiao Qiu in any career.But when he hugged him into his arms, he couldn't help but want to hide Qiao Qiu.

This is bad.

Just when Jiang Zhanxin was reflecting on himself and looking into Qiao Qiu's eyes with his thoughts flying, he suddenly heard Qiao Qiu say to him: "I... and then I really want to touch your legs, or kiss you .”

Qiao Qiu asked again: "Am I in love with you?"

Jiang Zhanxin inserted his hands into Qiao Qiu's hair, raised his head, and sighed, "...Yes, yes. You have fallen in love with me a long time ago. Do you want to touch me? Let's go home first."

Outside the car, the rain roared.

The ridges in the distance looked like the backs of wild animals, hidden in the pouring rain.