I just want to be a male partner

He Bing took the initiative to approach my ear and said this. "Ran Luo, I love you. I know it's too early to talk about getting married, but can you please take marriage as a prerequisite and think about whether you want to have a real relationship with me?"

I'm stupid, are you serious?Actually, there is no problem with the tone, attitude, expression, etc., but the timing is too weird!Then someone confessed at this time!

"Please believe me, I am seriously asking for your answer. Life is short and war is ruthless, so I don't want to make myself regret it." He Bing said so seriously, and I can't deny it.

In the past, I didn’t really feel much about war. After all, I didn’t really touch war in my previous life. The closest battle in this life was just a few alien invasion battles. Strictly speaking, it was not a war.It is only now that I have felt the rigor of going to the battlefield to fight a war. For the first time, I understand exactly how dangerous it is to go to the battlefield.

As a soldier who defends his home and country, He Bing must always be in the company of death. Therefore, it seems that it is not incomprehensible that he wants to end his relationship before returning to the battlefield?

When He Bing saw that I was distressed, he smiled and told me that he was not in a hurry. "If you haven't figured it out yet, you can give me the answer in a few days. I will still be staying at the base for a while, it doesn't matter, you can think about it slowly, I'm not in a hurry."

I saw him smiling, and started to feel a little anxious, that's not what I wanted.He asked and waited again and again, but I always refused to respond to him. I just chose the easiest way for me and asked him to stay where I am.He started every progression, even this one.

I believe that if he hadn't had to face the danger and "don't want to regret it", he might have continued to wait for me in silence until the day I finally wanted to respond.But it shouldn't be like this, I shouldn't let him wait just because I'm the loved one.

Now that I have been confessed, I am obliged to respond to him. If I do not respond to him, I am wasting his life. How is this different from Han Shuo?I clearly saw how Han Shuo wasted He Bingqing back then, but what I do now is not responding to him and dragging him?What makes me better than him is that I don't have the choice among many people.

He Bing was so kind to me that I never realized that it was actually cruel for me not to respond to his behavior.

After spending so long, I finally noticed this matter, and decided to give an answer now.

For me, procrastination is not a serious problem, and He Bingren never forces it, so if I don't give an answer now, maybe a few hours later, I will procrastinate things again.In order not to let myself become like that, I must make up my mind, and today, I will respond to him.

"Give me a few minutes, and I'll answer you soon." I said this firmly, and in order to concentrate on myself, I immediately turned my body over so that He Bing did not face me so as not to be distracted.I looked at the dim light and seriously considered his confession on the premise of getting married.

But well, I only thought about it for a few seconds, and realized that I actually wanted to agree.It should be said that the problem is not with my emotional thoughts, but to be honest, I have always been. If I use a word to explain the actual situation, it can be said to be "happy with each other"?

Isn't the reason why I don't want to agree every time, is that I hope he has a better wife?I want him to have a virtuous wife, who is gentle and graceful, who can take care of the family internally and help her husband externally.That's right, I just hope he has the perfect wife in his ideal, he is a good man, what's wrong with having a good wife!

Didn't I keep rejecting him at first because I was not perfect and felt that I was unlikely to be able to do it?Why did I suddenly forget my original intention.So this question, strictly speaking, has nothing to do with love coming and going. The point is, should I give up my attachment?

This really made me too entangled. After much deliberation, I decided to ask the person directly for my thoughts. "He Bing, I want to ask you." I turned around again and faced He Bing. "Tell me." He looked at me intently, as if he would listen carefully to everything I said.

"You really want me? I mean, you know that if you marry me, it's almost impossible for you to choose someone else? You also know what we noble mermaids look like. We have learned some power struggles since we were young. Lily speaking, all kinds of social etiquette with the nobles, relying on the servants to do things every day, and even raising the children themselves. All the things we have learned are only related to the nobles, but you are right Are you not interested in being a nobleman? Are you really going to give up better possibilities and marry me, a mermaid who doesn’t quite fit your ideals? I really don’t want you to regret it in the future.”

I'm definitely not inferior or arrogant, I'm just telling the truth.Many couples who broke the class and lived together did not end well, because the past environment of the two was too different, which caused the result.I am such an ordinary aristocratic mermaid, everything I have learned in the past is completely inconsistent with He Bing's ideals, and I may not be able to catch up with his ideals in the future...

"It's good that you finally expressed your true thoughts." After I expressed my pessimistic opinion, He Bing was in a very good mood. Wait, something seems wrong?

"You think I will regret it in the future, but I can be sure that I will not regret it. Of course, this is supported by facts." He Bing is full of mysterious confidence, but I remember that he is not a person who will be overwhelmed by love?When he loved Han Shuo in his previous life, he never influenced his important judgment because of love.

I remember that after Han Shuo decided to date the president, he understood that he and Han Shuo should not think about the future, so he took the initiative to withdraw from their relationship.This is enough to prove that he can maintain enough rationality for love.So, how irrational and blind is it to say that you will "definitely" not regret it in the future?I can't accept it!

"Don't worry, I have a secret that I haven't told you yet. Do you remember that incident? Didn't I say, "You wait for me, I will definitely go to you"? So I came to you." He Bing smiled so brightly that I was stunned.

"You wait for me, I will definitely find you", this sentence, how is it possible!What I can't forget is the last sentence He Bing said to me before I was killed.

The time of the living and the dead is different, so when I was in the underworld, I occasionally worried about He Bing's future situation.After all, that sentence, no matter how I think about it, is an ominous remark that he will commit suicide to accompany me after he finishes his work.So, it turned out to be waiting for me here!I'm just an ordinary mermaid with normal thinking, I really didn't expect this situation!

"Just kidding, I didn't expect that I would come here. In short, it can be regarded as fulfilling my promise. I tell you this secret, that is, I want to explain to you that I understand everything and have never regretted it. All I want in this life is you , Ran Luo, would you like to be with me?"