I just want to be a male partner

I was young and fearless / I wasted my dreams / And it cost me no song, no wine, no taste

But tigers come in the night with their deep thundering voices They tear your hopes apart/They make your dreams dash

When I was a little older, my father still didn't pay much attention to me, but my mother began to pay attention to me as a child.At that time, I was able to understand the words and was no longer difficult to take care of, but I stuck to Xiao Li and He Bing wholeheartedly.

The mother, who didn't want to see her child focus on her servants, took me by her side to play at various banquets.

Because I am an aristocrat and a mermaid, I can be said to be an absolute potential stock. In addition, I have a good appearance, so every time I go to a banquet, I am fawned on desperately.The praises filled my ears, and there were people who fanatically pursued me everywhere. The more I grew up, the more I was dazzled by such wonderful treatment.

Under the influence of my nobles, they gradually alienated Xiao Li and He Bing, and regarded them as "servants" who took care of me, and they didn't want to pay attention to them or get close to them.I gradually grew up and became a popular star, and because of my status as a mermaid, I was treated with courtesy. I became proud and arrogant, and I did things as I wanted, regardless of my care.

But I offended the protagonist because of my personality, and indirectly offended the man behind him.At that time, I thought that my power, wealth and beauty would always be by my side, that I would be sought after all my life, and it was impossible to lose everything.

He stayed with me for a summer / filled my life with endless surprises he easily enriched my youth / but when autumn came he was gone and I still dreamed he would come back to me / then we will We can be together forever but that's a dream that can't be realized / That's a storm that we can't survive but I still lost it. The protagonist I offended is the darling of heaven, and I'm doomed to lose everything when I offend him.I had nothing but dragged my disfigured body and hid in a place where no one knew me.Of course, I am not really miserable, but because of the huge gap in living standards, I feel that my life is falling apart.

Although from the current point of view, I don't think my life after disfigurement was too miserable to live, I have to say that I still had enough to eat and live. Compared with some people who really couldn't live no matter how hard they worked, I just It can be said that my life was not good enough at that time, but it was not very miserable.But from the point of view at the time, I really felt like I was living in hell.

In fact, now that things have happened, I look back and think, if I hadn't been so miserable at the time, I wouldn't have woken up from that flashy aristocratic dream.I used to be resentful at the time, but after I got over it, I felt like this is what I had to suffer when I woke up.Without these, I would never wake up for the rest of my life.

Singing the whole song complacently, I shut up, only to find that the host didn't speak immediately.host?Why are you in a daze on the show?

I pretended to have a throat discomfort and coughed a few times, which brought him back to his senses.

"This is a very surprising song." The host seemed to express his thoughts sincerely. Although I don't know if he is sincere or not, I personally think that I really don't know much about this type of song at this point in time. sang.

Our group is an idol. It is not that idol groups can't sing sad songs, but usually they are only limited to love.If you can't love, the world will fall apart. If you can't be together, it's the end. The person I love doesn't love me but loves him. I'm involved in an irreparable relationship. Most of the themes of idol songs are moans. this set.

But the song isn't all about love.People who don't understand the language of the song can only feel sad, but people like this host who can understand the lyrics will feel the meaning of the song better.

"Thank you for the compliment." I replied politely, and after joking with me a few more words, the host suddenly asked me a question. "Can you tell me where this song came from?"

"Friend." I answered him unexpectedly, but then I answered the whole question well. "I know a friend who is not in the show business circle. He writes songs but has no way to release them, so he is willing to give the songs to me, but he doesn't want to enter the show business circle so he doesn't want to leave his name. And I personally think these are some Good songs, so I share these good songs with my fans."

In addition to mixing things about friends, this is actually a standard official way to answer, and the host who I responded with the official version of the reason is obviously stuck. "Then...thank you for sharing. Next..." Maybe because I didn't know what to say, the host quickly changed to another person, and brought up my problem of writing and composing as I expected.

I express it in this way deliberately because I know that he will get stuck. Although my behavior is suspected of bullying an inexperienced host, in order not to be asked in depth, I have no choice but to be shameless. way to solve the problem.

The host who was bullied by me a little bit, followed up smoothly, and finally he ended the show cleanly.I feel like I did a good job today, sang a good song, and went home with a good mood.

However, I know the ratings of the show I'm on today are not high, so I don't think my song will be heard by the public, but I don't care.Singing dadream was originally a celebration I gave myself. Whether it is popular or not is not a big deal, the important thing is that I feel like celebrating today.

I never thought that the song I sang on a whim would cause me to have a major conflict with the protagonist.The active party that caused the incident was not me as the protagonist, but the whole incident was caused by the protagonist's daring to copy.

At the beginning of things, I sang "dadream" on the show, and it didn't cause much response, which is also what I expected.This program produced by our company is mainly aimed at young people who love idol artists, so it has never been a popular program, and more often this program is a special program for the purpose of "promoting our artistes".

Therefore, I chose to publish "dadream" here. Of course, it is impossible for many people to pay attention to it, but only fans who have watched this episode have heard of it, and may even do some Amway in the circle of friends.

However, something unexpected happened. Three days later, the protagonist wrote the theme song for "Les Miserables", which sold the copyright of the TV series, I Had a Dream, which was exactly the same as the song I sang.Hitting the song is already a big deal, but the bigger problem is that the protagonist writes himself as the lyricist and composer, but I indicated the lyricist and composer as early as on the show.

The protagonist must be considered a well-connected person in the entertainment industry, and cannot be the non-entertainment friend who I said has no connections.But the biggest difference between the song "I Had a Dream" released by the protagonist and mine is that he translated the words into the language used by the public, and there is no difference in other places.

I know, there can't be a difference.I know that the protagonist doesn't have the courage to modify the song. He is a small writer who has never touched music. At most, he dares to ask someone to help correct the lyrics. It is impossible to change the song itself.

I thought that the protagonist should have a big heart, and he wouldn't be able to do so many things in the future, but I didn't expect him to copy the book and the song.The identity of a genius writer can no longer satisfy him so quickly, and he has decided to enter the music industry so quickly.

To be honest, I didn't expect this to happen, so I wasn't prepared at all.In my previous life, I didn't care about the protagonist at this time, so naturally I never thought that we would have a car crash.

Although this is a surprise, I had a real conflict of interest with the protagonist in advance, but the conditions are too favorable for me now, and I don't know how to do it better.Should I beat the dog in the water and scold the plagiarism for causing the protagonist to suffer a major blow in life?Or should we stand still and let the company stir up news to step on the protagonist and pull our group to the top?

But when I was in a good situation and the protagonist was miserable and had nothing to say, a turning point of fate happened to the protagonist.