I just want to be a male partner

Although I have forgotten many things, I still know what to understand, because this is a very important "work" of our group in the past.

What is an idol?The company I work for understands it as a kind of person who can only appear in a dream, and it is absolutely impossible to have such a person in reality.

Just because it is impossible to exist in reality, we need to be packaged, from head to toe, from the inside to the outside, to show the appearance that buyers will like, so that customers will come to spend money for us.

Everyone can do appearance makeup, even ordinary people who are not idols. As a professional packaging company, our company can't just provide such low-end and unprofessional packaging.Inside, the spiritual packaging can reflect their professionalism.

But mental packaging is not so easy, just being on the show is not enough, as long as the age reaches a certain level, you can know that the stars on the show are not real and private.

When it comes to things that cost money, customers are always picky. They want to see a more real and private appearance, so they are willing to spend money for the stars.At this time, the "behind the scenes" performance came into being.

This must be a real "behind-the-scenes" rehearsal. If it is fake, there will be a risk that it will not be able to hide it. What the company needs to do is to let everyone pretend to be a fake intimacy, so that this real rehearsal is also a false "behind the scenes" performance.

The program crew will pretend to come in from the backstage suddenly.Although the people in the group may not be able to know in advance, when the camera goes into battle accompanied by the big-character posters behind, everyone knows that the "work" has started.At this time, the first thing is to pretend to be frightened.

Don't underestimate the scare, this is a very particular and professional performance, and it needs to be performed with a fake personality to give the donors a real feeling.

For example, there is a mermaid among us who has an image of being beautiful and delicate, he will deliberately cover his face, pleading in a low voice, "I don't have makeup, can I not take pictures?" Acting like a baby, making celebrities beg for mercy in order not to shoot.

In fact, of course he has makeup, and there are thousands of makeup techniques, and naturally there is a magical skill that can't be seen without pretending.But he can't show that he's ready, so it takes professional physical performance to show an atmosphere that he's not ready for.

As for me, I have a special image, a tsundere mermaid with a cute side, although a bit domineering because of my talent.So I can throw a tantrum because I'm scared, but my "temper" isn't real.

At this moment, my actions have been professionally planned to ensure that the audience thinks that I seem to have a temper, but it will not make people angry, it will only make them feel that I am real and not false.

And the staff will choose to pretend to try to please me at this point of time, and I will be moved by the sweet words of the staff. Although I am scared, I will soon stop being angry.

As an idol, I can't really be a flower that can't be picked. I always have to pretend that I have a weakness and let everyone imagine that they can pick my flower.Therefore, my image is an object that can be coaxed, so as to satisfy the psychology of ordinary people who want but can't get it but everyone has hope.

"Behind the scenes" is a technical job, acting is risky, everyone is very cautious.So the people "behind the scenes" of the rehearsal were frightened first, and then they showed their abilities and made their own performances, and finally the curtain ended perfectly.

Because it was an expected performance, everyone was perfect, and I was amazing. "How did you come here! Didn't you say you can't come in?" "Even if you say that... I... I don't accept it." "Okay, I forgive you."

After all, I am also a veteran who has been older than these boys for a few rounds. Although my ability is not very high, it is still easy to defeat these young boys with the necessary fashion.

Our first act of performance ended with everyone's concerted efforts. After that, the highlight of the group's favorability came.

We are a group, harmonious and friendly, supporting each other like relatives, working hard to spend our youth, and marching towards the goal of becoming a superstar.This is the image that the company has set up for our whole group. People love the beauty and freshness, and Huaichun boys love to see that they are full of dreams and full of love.

For this we must be friendly and close, and as friendly as they think we should be, we must be as friendly as possible.

Fortunately, I don't have to pretend to be too much in this link, as the old saying goes, there is an image problem.My image is set to be high and cold, in order to maintain the continuity of the image, so I don't need to put down too much to please other people, on the contrary, other people have to take care of my petty temper.

I'm cold on the outside and boring on the inside, so don't even think about doing anything at this stage.

Don't underestimate the difficulty of pretending to be friendly, it is more difficult than accompanying wine.You don't have to be real as a wine hostess, everyone is just pretending to be willing, but pretending to be friendly attaches great importance to the real feeling, and no one can find a little flaw between them.Just to perform this "friendly" link well, everyone can't and doesn't intend to do anything, otherwise the performance will definitely not be good.

For example, when he accidentally turned his dancing foot, several people found out immediately without saying anything, and came up to bring him water, ice packs and other services.This "immediately" is learning. To be honest, if everyone is doing their own things seriously, how could so many people find someone abducted?

As long as the abducted person didn't scream, there was no way he would be discovered so quickly.There is only one explanation to be able to find out immediately, that is, everyone is not doing anything at this time, carefully observing the surroundings, and waiting for the opportunity to "serve" at any time.

This segment is really boring, but the audience loves to watch it, and those of us can only perform these scenes every time, and the audience who never tires of it will pay for us.

My "friendly" scene today is much higher, I think it is because I have been in a coma for a long time, and I was "squeezed" by an inhumane company, and was "miserably" replaced by the company, so in order to show my Friendship", everyone wants to work hard on me, I am very unhappy.

Although I look beautiful under the camera, some people will bring you water after drinking tea, some people will give you a massage when you are tired from singing, and even if you don’t dance well, people will find reasons to explain to me, what’s wrong with me?I gotta say, a lot.

I pour the tea myself, and I can choose the flavor I like, but when the camera comes, I can’t move now, I can only watch the other party pour out something I don’t really want to drink, and the point is that I must drink it.

When I’m tired of singing without the camera, I can hide aside and pretend to be dead, but when the camera comes and the other party massages and presses a few times, I have to continue singing for the sake of my image. Don’t be lazy and play dead while the camera is still looking at you, this is star.

As for the part about being comforted when I didn’t dance well at the end, to be honest, if they didn’t deliberately point it out, I believe most of the audience wouldn’t be able to see that I made a mistake in dancing.Even if you go on stage with this kind of wrong dance step, it's not a big problem.

We are idols, and we are targeting people who look at their face rather than their strength, so as long as the dance is above the standard, you can enjoy screaming.

But now when everyone wants to gain favor, my every move can be the focus.So it's not because of friendship that you comfort me, but because you want to brush up your favorability and catch me for mistakes, so as to show the family affection that comforts me and loves me.

Thinking that only I can know the truth like this, I feel heartbroken for a while.

Anyway, we spent most of our time performing "behind the scenes".The staff saw that we were exhausted to the limit. In order to prevent us from accidentally revealing our true colors due to excessive fatigue, the senior boss made a gesture, and the host who hosted the event immediately told the audience that he would move to watch the venue and let the staff The group quickly escaped, and the group was finally freed from the drama.

From now on, it is the real concert rehearsal.However, because the company wanted to start the concert while I was recovering from illness and create topics for the concert itself, there was not much rehearsal time.

However, the company has also made a solution for this. According to the company, there are not many new tricks in this concert. In order to take care of me, I deliberately did not arrange new dance steps. They are all old dance steps and old songs.

The focus of the entire concert was me, and my comeback was the biggest selling point of the concert itself. I suspect that is why the company kindly let me sing freely.Anyway, no matter what I sing, the company can show their sincerity to compensate me. Of course, appeasing me is not the most important thing, the most important thing is to appease my fans.

Celebrities have more or less extreme fans, and idols are the type of stars that are more likely to have extreme fans. I myself have many extreme fans who only love me and do not hesitate to attack others, and stupid fans who can do anything to show their love for me.

But I will not look down on them. To be honest, I was also brain-dead at that time. Although I look a little less crippled now, I still don’t have the ability to look down on others.In the book, I used a small incident to describe how bad my fan is, and I myself know that this is really my fault with my fan.

I used to bully the good and fear the evil, because one of my roles was robbed by a newcomer, I bullied that newcomer, and even turned my head to express to my fans that it was very sad to be robbed of the role.

In fact, I don’t know why the rookie can snatch my role. Although the rookie is new, he is an acting school. His acting skills are like eight blocks away from me. Although the role I competed with him is less shot, it is very important, not someone who can mess around. Small supporting role.At that time, the crew probably didn’t have enough funds, so they gave me this role for money, but later on, for some reason, the funds were sufficient, so the crew naturally gave up on me and found someone else.

The point is not whether I snatched it or not, but in this incident, my fans sent blades to the newcomer because they robbed me of the role, saying they would disfigure him to avenge me.

My fans are so cruel, but everyone in our group has such fans more or less. In order not to anger these people, the group will not change easily without reason.

I was in a coma before, so if the company dared to change me, the fans wouldn't make too much fuss over me who was in a coma.But when I woke up, the company had to appease my fans and show their favor, and as long as I acted like I was happy because of the sweetness, my fans would not be cruel when they were in a good mood, and the matter would end smoothly.

My own plan is also to appear happy, the company is afraid and I am even more afraid of fans making trouble.In the future, I am going to fall into the abyss, from a phoenix to a sparrow, so I don't dare to offend too many people now.

I have always had the projected goal that I will have no power or power in the future. I can't offend unnecessary people directly or indirectly, as long as I offend the necessary ones, and I can't offend too many people so that I will die too badly in the future.For this reason, I have to let my fans be safe, and I can't let extreme fans recruit myself. I am no longer the fearless self. Being cautious is what I should try to do.