I just want to be a male partner

When I got out of the bed again, it was already evening, and I had to play the general election game tomorrow.

Although the general selection contest held by the company is only an internal company event, and various rules are not strictly required when going on stage, there will still be fans watching from the audience, and their live votes will account for 5.00% of the general election score.Therefore, it is necessary for me to make more preparations again.

After all, it's a performance about fame and fortune. I don't care about the result, and I have to take the general election seriously, otherwise it will create problems with my personality.

I have prepared a song to sing before, my group's new song is youthful, sweet and sexy, but it is still suitable for me to use in the competition.Because of lack of time, I was supposed to practice singing now, but I'm still a little tired.I asked Xiao Li to bring the dinner to my room, and I turned on the light brain and turned on the screen while eating dinner, thinking that I would use the light brain to refresh my mind.

However, I accidentally discovered that Li Ke, who was sober, sent me a message.I clicked on my computer a few times and opened the message he sent me. He wrote that after waking up, he knew that he was pestering me and talking all night, which caused me trouble, so he wanted to apologize to me.Li Ke with a normal style of painting, it seems that he is indeed sober.

But there was more than one message from him. The follow-up message said that he knew about my game, that he was sorry for dragging me out for a drink when I was busy, and expressed his gratitude to me for being willing to accompany him at this time.I continued to read, and he wrote that he had already got a ticket for the general election, and he would use his vote to support me.

To be honest, I didn't expect him to do this. The performance in the general election puts the fans first. If people who are not interested in watching it may not be too happy to watch it.But I couldn't tell him not to go, but I should be a person who is obsessed with fighting for fame and fortune, so I shouldn't want to refuse him.

Moreover, Li Ke probably thought that I would be happy, so he took the ticket to watch an idol competition that he was not interested in.Mostly he came here to vote for me on the spot. The number of votes on the spot accounted for 5.00% of the total election score. The proportion is so ideal that I can't even say no now. I will refuse, which is not like what I should have. look.

There is really no way, after I have been troubled by this for a while, I have a strange idea, in this case, I want to sing a song for him tailored.I know that he is not interested in the whole game, at least I can still sing a song for him, he has come to the theater for me, why can't I tailor a performance for him?

I immediately started to think, because I want to sing for him, I can't sing the original song that fans want, I remember he likes lyrical songs, and I think the best song is about broken love...... I thought of it.I quickly finished my meal and started to practice singing.There will be a game in the next night, so I decided to change the song temporarily, so I don't have time to mix it up for me.

I practiced without sleeping all night until the next day until early in the morning. After a short rest, I went to the venue with Shen Shu who came to pick me up.

After all, the general election competition is an internal competition of the company, so the concert venue is also selected from the company's own venue, and will not go out and rent another place to sing.This competition will last for a few days, because it is a grand event for the whole company, and one day is not enough for everyone to perform. It is a pity that I was assigned to the first day, otherwise I would have more time to prepare.

Shen Shu took me to the backstage of the venue. The atmosphere was tense. Many makeup artists and sound effects artists were doing their homework according to the idols' assignments.

This is what makes the general election special, each performance itself is almost free from interference from the company, and each idol can decide the content of the performance in the way he wants.Therefore, there will be no rehearsals and other things in this general election. In order to keep the content of their performances secret, idols will say what they want to perform almost on the same day, so I can change songs temporarily.

I went to a makeup artist and asked them to give me a more energetic makeup. I always felt that I had dark circles under my eyes when I didn’t sleep at night. At this time, I still need to ask professionals for help.The professional ones are different. The makeup artist quickly put on a makeup that seemed to look good on me. I nodded in satisfaction and thanked me. Then I went to the sound artist to give me the score, and then I waited.

I waited until the concert started, waited until the idols started to perform, and waited until the staff came to take me backstage near the stage.There are not many people here, but everyone is ready.

I don't get nervous about it either, I just keep waiting until I get on stage.

Since the general selection competition is not a formal concert, there will be almost no activities such as hosts crossing the stage. It is just that after a performance, one will step off the stage and be replaced by another after a few minutes.I walked up to the stage, the people on the stage gave me the microphone, and the sound engineer immediately played the intro.

After all, there is a day of waking up from a dream. I think there is no better song than this one to dedicate to Li Ke, "When I Wake Up".

You say you love someone you shouldn't / your heart is full of scars

You say you made a mistake that you shouldn't have made / full of remorse

I still remember how Li Ke talked to himself when he was drunk, talking about the things between himself and the president. "Ran Luo, tell me, am I cheap? I know that I won't be happy if I marry, but I still want to marry... I lied to myself that it was for the family's reputation, but I actually loved him, so I insisted on marrying him. You said... what did I get?"

You say you've had enough of life / You can't find anyone you can trust You say you're depressed / You're starting to doubt life

The president and the protagonist may think that Li Ke is just a guy who gets in the way, so none of them care about him.So in the end, Li Ke was abandoned in the most humiliating way.

He even had to ask me to drink, because he didn't want to cry in front of his family and make them worry. "I try my best time and time again, what's the point..." I thought about Li Ke crying to me while pouring wine in the box, and I naturally became emotionally involved.

I knew that sadness is always unavoidable/Why do you bother to be deeply in love

Because love is always inseparable / why care about that little bit of tenderness, you know that sadness is always inevitable / every time you wake up from a dream

Some things you don’t have to ask now / Some people you don’t have to wait forever

Li Ke finally cried and told me that he doesn't love him anymore, he will find the next person who will really care about him and is willing to cherish him.It would be better if no one likes it yet, with an unassuming and ordinary personality, but willing to protect him and take care of him. It would be better if he was ugly or fat...

I think his aesthetics are a little distorted by the shock of a broken relationship, but watching him break up is too sad, but I think it's better not to nag him about such a trivial matter.

When I was singing, I looked at Li Ke who was seated in the first row, he seemed to be very touched by this song.I noticed that he moved his mouth and sang along with me, and he really liked it.Lao Wu from Hell is very kind. He once told me that those who are broken in love will like this song "When I Wake Up". The others are a bit shabby, but he really didn't deceive my feelings.

I sang the whole song and felt that the audience's reaction to the song was pretty good.Because of the nature of the general election, as long as no one is doing their own thing while I'm singing, that's a sign of a good response.

After all, the general election competition is different from ordinary concerts. The fans in the audience have their own idols they support, and it is difficult for them to be moved by the performances of idols they do not support.So if there is no audience in the audience showing disinterest during the performance on the stage, then the performance is almost a successful performance.

Although I have some confidence in my singing voice, I can't guarantee the audience's reaction after my performance. This time I should really sing with emotion so that the audience can have a good reaction.The one with the most exaggerated reaction was Li Ke. I saw him move his mouth and sing, the corners of his eyes suddenly burst into tears, and then he silently shed a few teardrops.

I didn't say much, just said a few words to thank the fans casually, and walked off the stage.I will not go to the current Li Ke, his self-esteem should make him not want to see me, he will still rely on himself to get through the relationship after all, and I believe he will have a broader road in the future.

I go straight home after my solo show, and the train ride is still pretty exhausting for me, and I take a shower and fall into a deep sleep.

I slept until tomorrow. I got up and had breakfast, but in the hall of my home, I saw He Bing resting here.He Bing started making breakfast for me very smoothly, while I continued to refresh my brain and wait for the feeding.

Now my relationship with him is a bit complicated. In fact, I personally did not want to have a good relationship with him, but he firmly wants to have a good relationship with me.So before we knew it, our relationship went in a good direction and never looked back. Now that things have happened, I can't continue to look like our relationship is not good.Everyone is so familiar, and if I pretend it is not a matter of personality, but a degree of schizophrenia that has to be questioned.

After a while, He Bing brought my breakfast to the table.In other words, he is very good at choosing my recipes now. Many foods that I have never shown that I like to eat, he will naturally bring them to me.I eat panna cotta, look at the food on the table that suits my taste, and really think about when did I show that I like this?

I remember very clearly that my eating interests were completely different before and after being exiled. When He Binggang found me, he was in a hurry for a long time before he decided on the food I liked.Speaking of which, the current He Bing and the him who lived with me at that time are really similar...

But I thought about it again, it's impossible, right?Both are reborn?How can there be such a coincidence in this world? Even rebirth novels rarely have double birth novels. It can't be such a coincidence!

"He Bing, you are really smarter. You prepared well." Since he did a good job, of course I should give him a cool and noble compliment, so that he can prepare better next time.But He Bing's reaction was a bit beyond my expectation. When he said "It's fine if you like it", the doting smile on his face almost blinded me.No wonder he's so popular among the merfolk, I thought.

In my previous life, when he lived with me, I saw how many mermaids showed their fascination with him.It's a pity that he devoted himself to taking care of me at that time, and almost refused all the mermaids who came to the door.I have to say that I was ugly at the time, so that all the mermaids who came to him would not treat me as a rival in love.

Thinking of this, I wondered, did he find his spring after I died?Without me being such an oil bottle, it should be easier for him to find a good mermaid to marry.I "hummed" to He Bing in front of me, but I was thinking, this time, after my exile plot is over, I'd better find them sooner.

Xiao Li shouldn't have died of worry so early, and he shouldn't have been dragged down by me like in his previous life.I just need to appear in front of them earlier after being exiled and tell them that I am doing well. In this way, they should not live so aggrieved like in the previous life, right?