I just want to be a male partner

When I arrived at my destination, I went straight to Zhongde's ward.

When I arrived at the ward under the guidance of Shen Shu, Zhong De's treatment had already been completed, but since he happened to be undergoing a more sophisticated test in the coffin at this time, it was Zhu Qian who greeted me.

"Thank you for coming here to visit him." Zhu Qian looked unhappy, and her speech was weak. I guess it was due to spending too much energy on visiting Zhongde.I nodded to him, and ran to Zhongde's coffin, using the coffin to see the results of the instrument.

Zhong De's test results are not too bad, and his body has basically been fully repaired, but because the poison has injured his vocal cords, there may be sequelae.

The vocal cords are too slender, and even Lingshu can't completely restore them to be exactly the same as before. Now Lingshu has healed all the injuries on his vocal cords, but Lingshu specially warns that the poisonous injury this time will have unpredictable changes in his voice , and this change can never be fixed.

The Spiritual Pivot is not omnipotent, I know, after all, the Spiritual Pivot failed to cure my disfigurement back then, I know very well that the Spiritual Pivot has its limits.I now expect things to be the same as in my previous life. Zhongde was poisoned, but it was a blessing in disguise, and he got a special weapon to walk in the entertainment industry.

I think back to my previous life, I remember that Zhongde was not wary of fans at that time, he drank gifts from anonymous fans without hesitation, and was poisoned and sent to the hospital.

At that time, it caused great panic in the mermaid idol world. No one expected that this year there would be a human being who ignored the mermaid law and did a terrible thing to kill mermaids.This matter was so big that even the news reported it vigorously. Even after Zhong De's health improved, the fan was quickly arrested and sent to prison, but the society still quarreled vigorously for a long time about this matter.

At that time, Zhong De knew that his voice would never be restored, but he acted calmly. He accepted everything calmly, and he also conveyed the news to fans on the Internet that he was fine.But when his vocal cord injury was completely healed and he spoke, he discovered that his voice had changed into a very characteristic hoarse voice.

I have to say, that voice is simply a gift from heaven to him, full of sensual and magnetic voice, not only will not make people feel disgusted, but can even add a special sexy charm to him.In his previous life, it was because of that voice, as long as he opened his mouth, people could remember that voice reflexively, which made him change from an idol that he couldn't remember to a star that he could easily recognize, and gave him a huge boost in his future path...

I hope that his life can be the same as his previous life. The poisonous injury is to give him a gift, not to damage his voice so that it is unacceptable.

I have come to this life, this is the first time I sincerely hope that things will go according to the past plot, my previous obsession to follow the plot is nothing compared to this incident.Only this time, I really begged sincerely, hoping that God would continue to bless Zhong De, so that he would be blessed by misfortune instead of being crushed by misfortune like in his previous life.

After that, I read all the test results of Lingshu, and I went home before he finished the test and came out of Lingshu.Anyway, even if he comes out now, he still can't talk to me. It's enough for me to see with my own eyes that he's fine, and there's no need to talk more.

A few days later, Zhong De's case was almost done. It was the same as in the previous life, and it was also caused by fans.

The fan who caused this incident also ended up as miserable as in his previous life. Not long after, he committed suicide to conceal his true purpose.Of course, it doesn’t mean that it’s okay for him to commit suicide. He was later found out the reason for the poisoning. He was because the idol he supported was No. 20, but Zhong De was firmly in the top [-]. The gap in the number of votes was too big, so he started. .

He didn't have enough financial resources to send his idol to the top [-], and his idol was in a hurry to get votes on the Internet, so he finally took the risk.Just because idols who are not in the top [-] will not be rewarded by the company, that's why his fanatics poisoned him, wanting to put him on the top [-] of his beloved master.

Every time I read it, I feel that this reason is stupid. Just because of this, Zhong De was poisoned until his vocal cords were damaged, and he died because of it?What's the point of being crazy about idols like us?I lamented the stupidity of this matter, and went to visit Zhongde in the ward again, wanting to see for myself how he was doing.

This time when I went to the ward, he was good enough to talk. "I heard that you came to see me, Ran Luo? I'm so sorry that I was doing treatment at that time, so you made a wasteful trip."

I think it should be my fault for not waiting for you at that time, but Zhongde is still so nice, so he took the matter as his fault.But that's not the point, the point is, the plot hasn't changed, he still got that voice just like in his previous life!

In my heart, I secretly sprinkled flowers for this, but on the outside, I lost my temper again. "What's wrong with you? I told you kindly, I want you to pay attention to the gifts that fans give you, what else do you drink!"

I was actually a little angry about this matter. I warned him, but he still drank the gift from an anonymous fan and got poisoned.I am not very happy that my warnings are not heeded by others.However, Zhong De said that this is not the case. "I didn't get poisoned by drinking a gift from a fan. I drank the water that was handed to me by the staff member who was bribed by that fan."

I was stunned for a moment, because I thought I knew the reason, so I never noticed how Zhong De was poisoned... So, Zhong De listened to my words in this life, did not eat or drink fan gifts, but still did not hide?

I know that some of the staff in my company are not professionally qualified, but I never imagined that they would be able to go so far as to dare to give food to their idols from unknown sources. "Huh! That staff member!" I must appeal until he is fired!

"He has already left the company. Don't be angry, Ran Luo, he is not the first person to do this. Our company does not pay employees high salaries, and the work is cumbersome and often works overtime. Many people used to rely on this way of communicating with fans. The income makes money. Now the company has also decided to stop this kind of trend, so there will be no more such things." Zhong De's tone was light, but he was quite open.

"What kind of person are you? Everyone comes to the company to make money, why should we take such a risk for their servants? You should sue that staff member and get locked up instead of simply letting him go!" I heard him From the explanation, it is known that he did not come forward to care about it, otherwise, the staff member indirectly harmed the mermaid, it would only be dismissed but it would be cheaper for him.

"He also doesn't know, and it's meaningless to punish him too much. And I came to the company because I really like this job and I'm willing to take risks for it, so I don't intend to make things big and make it difficult for myself .”

"Do you really like this kind of work?" I know he does it because he likes it, but every time I hear it, it feels very unreal.To be honest, those who want to be famous like me, or those who want to make a lot of money like Ai Wei, these are the main goals of entering the circle.No one in my surroundings has ever told me that he really likes to become a star.

"I know you don't understand very well, but I really entered the circle because I like it. I like this kind of environment where I have to compete with all my strength, and I like to perform on stage, so I am willing to pay for it." Zhong De said this At that time, it seems that the eyes are shining.

I looked at his love for this environment, envied his enthusiasm, and began to question my reason for staying in showbiz.I don't think he really likes this environment. Should I continue to waste my youth and stay in this environment?

Not long after, I thought of leaving again. It seems that I am really not suitable for the entertainment industry.

I think it is necessary for me to think about something I want to do again. Seeing Zhong De's love for my work, I also want to be like him, find something I really want to do, and then work hard for it.I have this opportunity to live my life again, and now I want to live a different feeling, instead of staying in the circle for nothing, thinking about nothing, and wasting my life with mechanical work.

Another month passed, and this tumultuous general election finally came to an end.

Because of the poisoning, Zhong De got quite a lot of sympathy votes, so his ranking jumped into the top five, roughly the same as in his previous life.

As for the other person about the poisoning incident, the idol supported by the fans, he was seriously dragged down by the incident.Not only did he fall from the top ranking to the middle ranking, he was also temporarily frozen by the company.Of course the company knew it wasn't his fault, but he was considered the source of the abetment, and before the audience forgot about it, it was obviously not a good choice to let him continue playing, so he was forced to suspend his work.

That's why I think that fan is stupid, in the end he can't please anyone with him, what's the point of that.

As for myself, my ranking is in the middle, which is normal.The incident of Ai Wei’s resignation from the team has not yet passed, and I have no work due to the president’s ban during this period of time.To be honest, if Zhongde's incident didn't dilute the impact of my incident, my ranking might be even lower.

But I don't have any feelings about my ranking. It's better to say that I have made up my mind. After I have gone through all the plots, I will leave the circle no matter what.

I like to sing, but it doesn't mean I have to live in the entertainment industry. I didn't become a star in the underworld. Didn't I live a good life?I really want to sing, and I can go on stage and sing and play every time there is an event.I just live like that and find another job. If I want to be on stage occasionally, I can go to some charity concert to sing. Anyway, this kind of event usually doesn’t choose a singer.

I don't need to live in the circle all the time, I can't find a reason to stay in the circle forever, after everything is over, I want to leave it and do whatever I really want to do.