The drama ended and the stage lights gradually dimmed.Gu Yuan was still sitting in the same place, lost in thought, motionless like a statue, he did not move, neither did Caesar, the two of them remained silent for an unknown amount of time.

In the small box, it was almost so quiet that even a needle dropped on the ground could be heard clearly.

"Why do you want to go back to Dias?" After a long time, Gu Yuan asked quietly.

This was the first time in a long time that Gu Yuan took the initiative to talk to him.

Caesar felt quite flattered, considered it for a while, and said with a deep meaning: "Perhaps, I came here to find the lost paradise in my heart."

"Find the lost piece of paradise in your heart?" Gu Yuan murmured and repeated.

"Yes."

As Caesar spoke, he turned his gaze to Gu Yuan who was beside him emotionally. This drama had a great impact on him and he was deeply moved. The light in the box was too dim, so dark that Caesar could hardly see Gu Yuan clearly. complexion.

But he was still very excited.

Gu Yuan is still willing to talk to him, which is already very good for him.

"But, how can you find something that has been lost?" Gu Yuan asked suddenly.

Caesar was stunned, and then looked at Gu Yuan with burning eyes, and vowed: "As long as the heart is there and the person is there, I believe that there is nothing that cannot be found, and all difficulties and obstacles will eventually collapse."

Gu Yuan looked back at him in a daze.

Although Caesar couldn't see his expression clearly, he was still moved by it, opened his mouth, and was about to blurt out a gush of vows, striking while the iron was hot, so as to redeem the past between himself and Gu Yuan.

"Even if you can find it, how can you guarantee that the paradise is still the same as you hoped for, without changing? Even if it hasn't changed, how can you be sure...the paradise in your memory is the one that exists in reality, and Isn’t it beautified by memory?” But before he could say it, Gu Yuan opened his mouth first.

Caesar retorted subconsciously: "How is it possible?"

"What's impossible?" Gu Yuan didn't look at him, but stared at the already dimly lit stage in a daze: "You were wrong, and I was wrong too. You missed it, and I missed it too... Back then it was The entanglement between right and wrong, kindness and resentment is too deep, I am too self-righteous, you are too obsessed with love and hate, and you have never opened your heart to each other..."

"...I can't go back to Caesar, whether it's you or me, I can't go back to the past."

Listen to his conclusion.

Caesar hesitated to speak, and moved his Adam's apple, desperately wanting to say something, but he never spoke.

Gu Yuan continued the conversation on his own: "I'm getting older, now I sit down and think about it, many things that happened back then were caused by me being too stubborn and not thinking carefully. I'm sorry, I'm sorry now. I regret it... If I could do it all over again, I would definitely handle things perfectly and not let you down, nor myself..."

He was finally no longer that overly proud and eccentric Gu Yuan.

"No..." Caesar opened his mouth, intending to interrupt him.

Gu Yuan turned a deaf ear to it: "But it's a pity, saying anything now is useless..."

"It's not like that," Caesar finally interrupted him.

Gu Yuan paused his unspoken words.

Caesar stared at him in the dark: "That's not the case. A relationship that made us into what we are now is definitely not caused by one person. You say you are wrong, but senior brother, why am I right? "

"We're all wrong, and very wrong. So—"

So, brother, while we are still alive.

How are we getting along?

Caesar stared at Gu Yuan with scorching eyes, and the unfinished words in his words were already obvious.Having lost the confidence of his strong hatred, he seemed to have become the humble and cowardly little junior in front of Gu Yuan again, who had to look after Gu Yuan's face in everything, waiting eagerly for Gu Yuan's reply.

"We are all too stubborn, and we can't let go of ourselves, so we wasted our lives in vain." Gu Yuan sighed with a wry smile.

Caesar was silent.

I can't tell what it's like in my heart.

Gu Yuan paused, and then said again: "Frankly speaking, I don't know why you came back to Dias and why you wanted to see His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, but I hope you can see that we have once again So for the sake of a little bit of beauty, don't mention Xiaoyan's life experience, don't make a fuss about it..."

"...Don't make a fuss about this? So in the bottom of my brother's heart, I am still a person with evil intentions and sinister thoughts?" Caesar lowered his eyes and smiled wryly.

Gu Yuan quickly explained: "I didn't mean to maliciously speculate on your behavior, but I just wanted to remind you... Your identity is very sensitive, and everyone is staring at Xiaoyan's current position. Once his life experience is exposed, the consequences will be unimaginable, and it is even very likely to destroy him..."

Caesar kept looking at his hands in the dark.

"I hope you can carefully consider this matter, after all, Xiao Yan is also bleeding from your blood..." Gu Yuan said in a low voice: "I have never interfered with the child's affairs, and left everything to him to decide... ...If you want, before meeting the prince, you can take the time to touch him..."

Caesar was silent.

After a long time, he took a long breath and said, "I understand."

"It's getting late. If you don't have anything else to do, I'll go home and rest first. I hope you will be satisfied with our country's hospitality." Gu Yuan looked down at his watch, then stood up and said politely.

Caesar sat in the distance without moving or making a sound.

Gu Yuan took it as his acquiescence, turned around and strode out of the box door. After leaving the hall, he realized that he and Caesar were the only ones watching this drama, and the others were watching the other drama in the next hall. drama.

He knew Gu Yan's intentions were well-intentioned.

Unfortunately--

Neither he nor Caesar could go back.

"Wait a minute, senior brother—" After watching such a drama, Gu Yuan felt depressed, and was about to go to the lobby on the first floor to meet Owen, when Caesar's voice came from behind him.

Gu Yuan then paused: "What's the matter? Your Excellency Sirik?"

"I want to ask my brother a question?" Caesar's expression was nervous and shy, just like when he asked Gu Yuan for his homework in the old days.

"You ask."

Caesar looked at him fixedly: "You said that after Asmodeus regained his sight, Raphael obviously had so many opportunities to tell Asmodeus that he was the one who saved him, but why didn't he say it? Obviously As long as you say it, Asmodeus will change his attitude, and he will no longer hate him or misunderstand him..."

Raphael in the play has already given this answer.

But Caesar just wanted to ask Gu Yuan again, he wanted to hear Gu Yuan say the answer himself.

"Perhaps, he was afraid that Asmodeus would not change his attitude if he knew the truth, and even hated the person who saved him. After all, Asmodeus hated him so much in the later stage..." Gu Yuan murmured.

That's why he didn't reveal his identity after saving Caesar for the first time.He didn't want to ask for favor to get Caesar's forgiveness, and he didn't want Caesar to hate the person who saved him.

Caesar remained silent for a long time.

After a long time, he followed up with relief and asked, "So, does Raphael love Asmodeus?"

Gu Yuan didn't expect him to ask such a question.

After being at a loss for a moment, he didn't answer Caesar's question for a long time, and turned his back to Caesar, just when Caesar thought he would leave the next moment without answering again, Gu Yuan suddenly gave the answer: "I loved it. "

"...Ah?!" Caesar didn't hear clearly for a while.

I couldn't react either.

Gu Yuan smiled wryly: "It started from the time I met him... After all, Asmodeus has always been a luminous body, even if he later misunderstood Asmodeus and believed that he was a heinous person, the balance in his heart did not change." It's still an involuntary tilt, involuntary and involuntary, otherwise, he wouldn't do such contradictory things later..."

When he met the blind Caesar for the second time, his reason told him——

He should have killed him.

Caesar at that time was a traitor to the Empire, Marshal of the Union.But in the end, he saved him... Gu Yuan really wanted to ask him why he didn't keep his promise and went to the battlefield of Iron Luxing...

But at the end.

He still didn't ask anything, and chose to turn around and leave.The past is over, the leading edge is over, it has come to this point... Today, it is meaningless to ask anything.

still--

Everyone be well.

-

After Gu Yan arranged for Gu Yuan to receive Caesar, he was too lazy to have both him and Bruce on vacation, so he settled down at home and brought up the children with Bruce, thinking about living a peaceful life for a few days.I don't want to, one wave of ups and downs will rise again.

The matter between Caesar and Gu Yuan has not been resolved yet.

Something happened to Bai Yihan again...

Long-term use of highly irritating endocrine infection drugs led to the failure of the inhibitor. During the military meeting, the pheromone disorder spread and confirmed his omega identity and the fact that he deliberately pretended to be an alpha to join the army. After the professional doctor checked the evidence, Bai Yi Han confessed to the crime and was taken to the military prison on the spot.

When Gu Yan received the news, he was in a daze.

He and Bai Yihan's childhood sweetheart have known each other for nearly 30 years. They grew up together, and even got engaged and almost got married... He never knew that Bai Yihan was not an alpha, but an omega.

I don't know, the reason why he insisted on breaking off the engagement with himself and being with Wendy was that——

Not because of a change of heart, but because of this.

Gu Yan was a little hard to describe his mood for a while.

As soon as he received the news, Gu Yan used his privileges to rush to Bai Yihan's prison. Portman had been standing outside Bai Yihan's cell for a long time. He didn't speak when he saw Gu Yanlai. Just looking at the ground in a daze, his demeanor and behavior are still as rebellious and unrestrained as before.

Gu Yan was not surprised to see him, but hurriedly nodded to him, then became angry and punched the window glass that separated Bai Yihan. If possible, Gu Yan wanted to hit Bai Yihan's face even more. : "I've known you for more than 20 years. The first day I knew you were an omega, and the last one I knew... Well done, Bai Yihan, you're really good."

This anger concealed by betrayal.

Gu Yan is simply indescribable, almost worse than when Bai Yihan told him that he fell in love with Wendy and made him angry.

"You don't know, there are many more!" Bai Yihan looked at him through the glass, but smiled wryly.

Once, what he was most afraid of was that Gu Yan knew that he was an omega, not an alpha.But now, Gu Yan really knew, but he did nothing.It can be seen that there is nothing terrible in this world.

Gu Yan couldn't help asking: "Why on earth did you do this? Do you know what the consequences of doing this are?"

"Of course I know." Bai Yihan felt relieved.

Not only the Dias Empire, but the entire Star Alliance is trying its best to crack down on the omega going to the battlefield.Because, omega's estrus period is as inaccurate as a woman's aunt. Once there is a mistake on the battlefield, it will cause a lot of riots... Those old stubborn people in the Dias army are especially taboo about this kind of thing.

Even Gu Yan accidentally mutated from a beta gene to an omega.

Bruce helped him retain his existing military rank and ensured that he would not go to the battlefield to participate in the battle. He received a lot of criticism from the stubborn gang. It took a lot of effort from the Gu family and Bruce to suppress the matter.

More delusions——

Bai Yihan, who came from a humble background and deliberately deceived and concealed his nature, pretended to be an alpha and went to the battlefield to participate in the battle.

In particular, Bai Yihan also married another omega in order to pretend that an alpha was married, wasting the resources of other alphas to have a partner. It is entirely conceivable how heated discussions and criticisms will be caused by the public once the event breaks out.Not only Bai Yihan himself will be unlucky, but even the Gu family who raised him and sent him to the military academy to support him to join the army will also be criticized.

And people like Bai Yihan——

Defined by the military and the parliament as "bad in nature" and "deliberately disrupting the military's omega", they are usually deprived of their freedom of speech and marriage, reduced to reproductive tools and awarded to many unmarried alphas in the military as joint wives to reproduce.

It is said that they are joint wives, but in fact they are no different from military prostitutes.

no way.

There are too many alphas, and too few omegas... It is rare for the council and the military to catch someone who can be used as an example, and if they are not used well, other omega will not dare to do so, so how can it be done?

all of these--

Bai Yihan knew it all very well, but he still chose to embark on this road of no return.

Gu Yan was so angry that he became angry: "You know that you still do this, do you want to live or become a military prostitute? The military department and the Star Alliance suppress this kind of thing very strictly, let alone the Gu family, even the crown prince is involved in this matter I can’t talk anymore... tell me now, what should I do? Is revenge so important? "

"I know, Xiao Yan." Bai Yihan said again.

Gu Yan was so angry that he wanted to vomit blood.

"But I can't stop doing this, I'm different from you—" Bai Yihan stared at him in a daze: "Since I was born, my destiny is to take revenge, revenge for my family, revenge for my parents and elder brother, and revenge for my parents and elder brother. To avenge myself... I am very happy to be able to accomplish revenge and bring down the Kanas family."

Gu Yan had nothing to say: "Okay, you're happy, you're happy...you're happy until now, can you give me a solution and tell me how to solve this problem without thinking too much?"

"There's no need to solve it, just let nature take its course." Bai Yihan took it for granted.

After a pause, he added: "Don't worry about me anymore, Xiao Yan. I have already paid off what I owe to the Gu family and you, so don't run away for me anymore. No matter what the military court decides, I will accept my fate. "

Bai Yihan thought very openly.

"Accept? Accept a fart!" Gu Yan was so annoyed by his negative attitude that he swears directly.

Bai Yihan said in a deep voice, "I'm serious."

"I don't care if you take it seriously or not. It's your business whether you want me to save you or not. It's our business whether the Gu family and I can save you or not. The Gu family has raised you so much and they haven't waited for your repayment. How could they look at you? Die? Don't worry about anything, Dad and I will take care of things, so you can just stay here for me..." Gu Yan said, but his eye circles turned red unconsciously.

The childhood sweethearts, no matter how tense the fight is, how could it be possible that they have no feelings at all?

Bai Yihan opened his mouth, wanting to say something: "Xiao Yan—"

"Okay, it's okay, I'll go first. You and the Second Highness have a good chat." But before he could say anything, Gu Yan interrupted him, he didn't want to listen to such negative words from the other party.

Gu Yan looked at Portman.

Portman immediately raised his head and nodded to him, signaling him to be at ease.

Gu Yan felt relieved a little, and was about to step up and walk outside.No, at this moment Bai Yihan suddenly stopped him: "Xiao Yan, wait a minute, I think... I want to ask you a question?"

"What's the problem?" Gu Yan paused.

Bai Yihan put all his eggs in one basket, suddenly turned up the volume, and confessed: "Xiao Yan, you are the person I love the most. I have never loved someone so much. I regard you as the only sunshine in my life... Then, you ever loved me?"

Bai Yihan never asked Gu Yan about this sentence even when they were engaged and dating.

Asking this sentence, he mustered up the courage of his whole life.

Gu Yan was taken aback by him, and subconsciously looked at Portman at the side. Seeing that the other party was extremely calm and without any disturbance, he put his heart back in his throat.

Think about the question, and then answer, "...I'm sorry."

At that time, he didn't know how to love someone, how to invest in a relationship.

"I knew it a long time ago, thank you, Xiao Yan. Thank you, you have always been so kind to me, thank you—" Bai Yihan was not surprised by this answer at all, and said three thank you in a row, completely ending that little affection.

Gu Yan said again: "I'm sorry."

"It was never your fault..."

After calming down, the two no longer faced each other with a negative or excited attitude. After chatting for a long time, Gu Yan just left the prison and stayed behind. Portman and Bai Yihan were speechless.

Maybe, because it was too embarrassing.

Not long after Gu Yan left, Portman couldn't stand anymore: "I'm leaving first, and I won't come to see you for a few days. But don't worry, I won't let you fall to that kind of situation. I will rescue you, and you can rest in peace."

The voice fell.

Portman seemed to be fleeing and was about to leave here.

"When did it start?" At this moment, Bai Yihan asked an endless question from behind him.

There was no beginning or end of a sentence, but both of them understood it.Portman stood there stiffly for a long time, with his back to Bai Yihan, without turning around, he said after another long time: "It has already started since the first time I saw you."

"I didn't expect that I still have the potential to make people fall in love at first sight?" Bai Yihan laughed at himself lightly.

Portman was so tense that he didn't dare to turn around: "What about you? When will you know?"

"Perhaps, I've always known... I just pretended not to know and didn't want to know." Bai Yihan finally chose to face up to this fact, so obvious after so many years.

How could he not know?

Pretending not to know, telling himself that Portman hated him, was just deluding himself.If a prince really hates him and really intends to target him, even if he is a big man himself, he can't do anything.

Can't get out.

Portman held his breath unconsciously: "Really?"

"For so many years, I have hardly been injured every time I fight, but you have never taken advantage of me, and your nose is bruised and swollen every time... However, in fact, my strength is stronger than yours. What do you say? Fighting, is it possible to fight like this?" Bai Yihan smiled wryly, and when he looked at it squarely, he recalled details and clues everywhere.

He never wanted to know.

Instead of, don't know.

"I didn't know it myself. I made it so obvious... Sure enough, we are all just deceiving ourselves." Portman laughed, but even his voice was full of bitterness.

Bai Yihan suddenly said solemnly: "Portman, thank you—"

"Thank me for what? Stupid?" Portman said sarcastically.

Bai Yihan didn't speak.

She only stared at his back with burning eyes.

Portman had never been so watched by him before, so he simply turned around, faced him and said solemnly: "However, don't worry, I've always been a fool to the end, and I won't leave you halfway, even if you love me Others, I will definitely rescue you."

"Thank you." Bai Yihan repeated.

Portman didn't answer.

He has always been willing to do everything for Bai Yihan without asking for anything in return, and he never thought of getting anything... He just plunged into it and couldn't get out.It's not that he deliberately wants to do this, or that he is a more noble person, it's simply that he can't control himself at all, if one day he suddenly falls in love with someone else.

Maybe, never do it again.

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