Empire Model Marriage [Interstellar]

Bruce hugged Gu Yan's trouser legs and rolled around. Gu Yan pushed him away expressionlessly, fixedly looked at Bruce's extremely aggrieved and injured face, and said every word very seriously, "Maybe you don't know, but--"

"Bruce, I'm so tired."

I didn't expect Gu Yan to say such words after being silent for a long time.

Bruce froze on the spot.

Gu Yan closed his eyes wearily, and for the first time in history, he told Bruce about his own hardships: "Maybe, you don't even feel it when you live in your own world, but I'm already tired enough. My schedule is very full, I am very busy every day, I have to deal with your father and relatives, face all the people of the empire, communicate with various nobles, and I have to complete my own work."

"Oh, by the way, I will still take care of you in the future, because your IQ is only five years old and you can't take care of yourself and need company..."

"Every day I—"

"Every day, I can't wait to break 1 minute into 2 minutes, and I can't let people see it."

Looking back, Gu Yan didn't even know how he survived.

"But I have no complaints about all of this. You are my partner, the princess is my identity, the admiral of the empire and the researcher are my job, and the road is chosen by myself... No matter how hard or tiring I am, I will accept it. It's gone." Gu Yan knew very well that in terms of Bruce's mental state, if he didn't explain it to him, he would forcefully send him away, which might add fuel to the fire and cause him to become even more paranoid and psychologically distorted.

I simply decided to talk to him once, but I didn't expect him to become emotional: "But you can't hurt me on purpose, and cause trouble for me at a time like this... My grandpa just passed away Do you know? I know, you are sick, ok, you have a legitimate reason to be self-willed, I can't help it."

"But I feel like I'm going to be fucking sick right now."

The resentment Gu Yan held in his heart was so deep that he blurted it out all at once, and he almost couldn't control his emotions.

Even the eye sockets were not consciously red.

Every word and every word pierced deeply into Bruce's heart. Seeing Gu Yan like this, Bruce's complexion was as pale as a sheet of paper and he didn't dare to move.

For the first time, he realized that the current self was really a huge burden to Gu Yan.

"Xiao Yan, don't cry, don't cry..." Bruce was heartbroken, trying to grab Gu Yan's hand to comfort him.

However, Gu Yan waved him away with a cold tone: "You can't even take your medicine and receive treatment on time. Apart from relying on your illness and pretending to be stupid to torment me, what else are you going to do?"

Bruce looked at him blankly.

She moved her lips but couldn't make a single sound.

He couldn't refute any word Gu Yan said.

"...I can't go on with this kind of life anymore, I've had enough." Gu Yan hardened his heart and decided to give Bruce a strong dose of medicine: "If you insist on not receiving treatment like this, you will force me to live like this for the rest of my life. If we go on, we should still get a divorce."

Bruce stared at him without moving.

Gu Yan was ruthless, and then prepared for a long speech. If he can't completely convince Bruce, even if he is sent back, it will cause trouble for the doctor: "This way, it will be good for you and me, I..."

However, before Gu Yan could export all the drafts, he was suddenly interrupted by Bruce——

"I will receive treatment every day in the future and take the medicine on time." Bruce looked at Gu Yan and said every word like a strong man cutting his wrist to make a major decision.

"Really?" Gu Yan couldn't believe it.

Bruce looked at him greedily, raised the corners of his mouth and forced a smile: "Really, you can send me back to grandpa later, I will be obedient and take medicine on time, when I become, become, a I won’t cause you any more trouble, I can do many things for you, and I will come back to you after I don’t make you so hard.”

"Remember to visit me often."

Bruce smiled and suddenly couldn't hold back tears rolling down his eyes one after another, as if making this decision had exhausted his whole life... He couldn't bear Gu Yan to be sad, unhappy... So——

Even if receiving therapy might obliterate his existence, he would do it.

He hoped that Gu Yan could be carefree and be protected in his arms.

instead of—

Hard tolerance protects him.

Maybe, what he couldn't give to Gu Yan... Another person in his body could give it to him... Or maybe, it's all because of his mental problems, which resulted in the illusion that there is no other self at all... …

"So, Xiao Yan, wait for me to get well, don't be so anxious to get a divorce. I will actively cooperate with the treatment, and I will get better soon, and I will come back to you to lighten your burden, without causing any trouble. "Bruce's useless tone was filled with pitiful pleading: "Wait for me, don't be so eager to be with others..."

Gu Yan looked at Bruce in front of him, his eyes were moist for some reason: "Okay."

He could feel that Bruce at this moment really loved him.

After getting Gu Yan's answer, Bruce smiled contentedly. He didn't feel any reluctance to the fact that he was about to separate from Gu Yan... Even if he really disappeared, then Gu Yan would still be with this body. of.

Think about it this way——

Bruce felt that Gu Yan was finally with him.

-

As soon as Bruce was sent away, Gu Yan's courage suddenly became lighter, but he didn't have much free time and quickly devoted himself to a new round of work. He is a bit of a perfectionist and has to be perfect in everything he does. I am willing to give up, even when I go home, I will not let go of the work in hand and study hard. When I am busy, I can always find a way to make myself more busy.

and so--

When Bruce first left, Gu Yan didn't realize how much his life had changed. He was as busy as ever, forgetting to eat and sleep. Only occasionally when he was free, would he be a little distracted and unconsciously think about the days he spent with Bruce. bit by bit.

He visits Bruce regularly every week.

Every time he went to the doctor, he would bring him good news that Bruce's condition had improved greatly, and he was just around the corner from a complete recovery... Bruce still didn't recover his memory, but his mental state really became more and more stable. More of an adult than a toddler, sometimes Asaman's family asks him to recite political views for events and meetings.

Occasionally, he will also put forward his own views and suggestions on the arguments, instead of blindly memorizing and following the scriptures.

Gu Yan was very pleased with this.

While gratified, it was also inevitable that she felt a little inexplicably lost, and was separated from Bruce for three months.

In the first month, when Bruce saw him, some sourness and grievances that could be suppressed would still appear in his eyes. Every time he saw Gu Yan, he would kiss and hug him for a long time. Although he didn't speak, he always used his eyes to keep Gu Yan. Yan longed for him to stay longer.

In the second month, although Bruce was still elated when he saw Gu Yan, he no longer had grievances and reluctance. Instead of always touching Gu Yan, Bruce chatted with him about some happy topics or people. Or something.

By the third month—

Bruce began to learn to be polite and keep a certain distance from Gu Yan, avoiding physical contact, respecting Gu Yan's preferences, and leaving each other private space, even if Gu Yan sometimes ended the activities they attended together, He proposed to let Bruce go back to the mansion for one night and then go back tomorrow morning.

Bruce wasn't as ecstatic as he was once or twice before.

But -

Began to learn to refuse, and insisted on going back to Asaman's house.

I don't know what things in the Asaman's house attracted him so much that he couldn't forget it, so that he couldn't bear to go back for one night.

Gu Yan thought that even though he hadn't completely recovered his memory, it was just that his mental disorder had become normal... But perhaps, it can be proved from another way that Bruce, who is in a normal state of mind, just doesn't like him.

Everything before... Perhaps, it was just the pathological dependence and paranoia caused by Bruce, who was in a sick state, as a life-saving straw...

instead of—

real affection.

After Bruce's mental data tended to be normal, and his mental damage began to heal gradually, Bruce no longer loved to cling to him as before, and liked to get along with him and regarded being relatively silent as a kind of enjoyment.

Although, every time Bruce met him, he would chat with him with a smile on his face, pretending to be extremely happy.

But Gu Yan could feel——

Bruce wasn't actually as happy as he looked.

The crown prince's mental retardation is about to be cured. Logically speaking, it should be a good thing. Both of them can get back on track, freed to reach a previously negotiated decision, and after having another child, they can play their own ways without interfering with the number of times they meet can be reduced; even now, after Bruce no longer needs his reassurance—

Gu Yan can completely reduce the regular visits to Bruce once a week, and go about his own business with peace of mind. Bruce will no longer need him like in the past, and he will not be able to sleep at night if he visits once less.

But he, a little bit began to fall into it...

Not only did he not reduce the number of visits to Bruce after Bruce didn't need him, but he ran more and more frequently, visiting Bruce whenever he had free time.

Now, Gu Yan uncontrollably hopes that the moment Bruce recovers...

You can come later... Even though he knew it was wrong to have such a thought, Gu Yan couldn't restrain the evil desire and greed in his heart. People are not grass and trees can be ruthless... Perhaps, this kind of biased evil thoughts with the desire to monopolize is called Like, Gu Yan began to understand Bruce a little bit before.

But he is determined not to let himself become like that...he will definitely be able to get out.

"Alarm, alarm, master, your estrus period is coming in three days, may I ask if you use suppressive medicine?" The voice of artificial intelligence suddenly rang in Gu Yan's ear, and the ground was thunderous, pulling Gu Yan's wandering thoughts back. .

Gu Yan shook his head, forcing himself to wake up.

He directly took out an injection from the box containing the inhibitory medicine at home, and injected it into his own blood vessel without thinking. He might have a baby in a few months, but not now.