My three roommates are not human

What appeared in my mind along with this thought was the phrase "Believe in yourself" that was constantly marked in black and bold in the diary.

People always think that they know themselves very well, but in fact, there is a big difference between subjective understanding and objective understanding, which is why the self in their own eyes is often very different from the self in the eyes of outsiders.

In my eyes, I am an ordinary person who wants to live. In order to survive, I am working hard to be brave and grow up.

On the surface, my evaluation of myself is very restrained and normal, but in fact, I have an ego that I can't see.

I seldom see the negative things in myself, I use the word "ordinary" to bury them.

Until today, when I met the "I" in front of me, I felt for the first time that there were so many negative emotions and personalities in me.

Cowardice, recklessness, and, very...do not believe in myself.

Even if the diary says "Believe in yourself!!", even if I think I believe in myself very much, when I encounter danger, my entire thinking logic will be quickly destroyed and rebuilt, based on "don't believe in myself", from myself I began to doubt the essence of my nature, and built a tight fortress to hide myself in it to protect myself.

I said "believe in myself", but what I showed was all distrust of myself.

In this logical chain, the most representative is "This is Deng Qi's world".Whenever I encounter something unbelievable, I will jump up immediately and shout "This is Deng Qi's world!" The subtext is "So everything is normal!" to comfort myself Dare not face all the true heart.

Well, this is Deng Qi's world, so no matter what happens, it's normal, right?This is the sentence that I finally chanted in my heart before.I believe that the "I" in other reincarnations also think the same way. Perhaps this is the reason why we cannot escape Deng Qi's control.

And now, standing here, I have lifted the foundations of this fort.

My strong fortress fell apart in an instant.It's time for the self-deceiving fools in the fortress to come out and take two steps.

Things that I didn't dare to think about in the past are now floating in my mind.If this world really belonged to Deng Qi, then why was he restrained by an invisible force when he wanted to say something?If this world really belonged to Deng Qi, then why did he torture himself into this terrifying appearance of being neither human nor ghost?

In the past, I tried my best to justify, tried my best to find excuses for Deng Qi, and justified my own logic, but now, I have to face it directly.

I saw a vine that had fallen from Deng Qi's body on my right. I suppressed my nausea and stepped on it.

"Patah—"

While the juice was splashing, the red letter in the lower left corner flickered again.

"51%! 51%! 51%!"

When the number exceeded 50% and reached 51%, I suddenly felt a wonderful change in my body.My body hasn't changed intuitively, every organ is still where it should be, but I feel that I am everywhere.My eyes can see everything in the villa, my consciousness can change anything that appears in front of me, my body is here, but my existence is all over the world!I seem to have become the king of husks, the lord of the universe, I can control everything! ! ! ! !I am the god in this space! ! ! !

Yes, yes, go find Deng Qi, and then directly wipe out his existence—huh?

Why?etc.I retracted the smile that I didn’t know when the corner of my mouth appeared, and I suddenly realized that something was wrong with me. After that number exceeded 51%, what changed was not only my ability, but also my character—I was unconsciously He became arrogant and conceited, and even wanted to kill Deng Qi.

At that moment, I really wanted to kill him. Compared with the word "kill", what I wanted to do was to obliterate his existence.

This is more cruel than killing people.

But I... I couldn't help looking at my hands, which were white and tender, hands that hadn't been covered with blood.

Not to mention killing Deng Qi, even raising the chopping board and throwing it at him before was out of necessity.

How could I want to kill Deng Qi like this? !

At that moment, it seemed that what represented me was not myself, but—the will of this world.The percentage breaking through 50 means that this world is really, as I expected, a world without an owner, and obviously, I, who now accounts for more than Deng Qi, is recognized by this world as its new owner.

And it is constantly urging me to kill the previous master and inherit it completely.

Then, the way to become the master of this world is already obvious - kill the previous master.

Even if I don't have such thoughts, when my percentage is more than 50%, the world will try hard to encroach, pollute my thoughts, push my behavior hard, make me kill the last master, and even give me 51% capacity.

This world is passed on through killing.

Then, here comes the question—in this world with only two people, who did Deng Qi kill to become the master of this world? !