My three roommates are not human

I stood there, motionless, cold sweat dripping down my back, soaking my shirt.

For a while, my breathing was disordered and my heartbeat was unstable. I was standing, and only my heart was running crazily. I heard my heartbeat coming through my limbs and ringing in my ears.

For the first time, I felt that death was so close to me.

Just a short distance away, even Gong Dang's body temperature just now still lingers on my arm.

And his life is already far away from me.

After being hit so far by a car, the chances of surviving it are almost zero.

As soon as I thought about it, I started to be afraid again.

It's not just the inexplicable sense of fear that envelops my heart... more, it's the conclusion drawn after rational analysis.

Just remembering everything before and speaking out, without even trying to change the status quo, just talking to someone about my fears, and immediately being ruthlessly suppressed by this world-directly destroying the existence of Gong Dang.

Just now, if I had answered Gong Dang a few more words, then there might be two people lying on the ground now.

Including now, I'm actually not sure whether there will be a second illegal car driving towards me the moment I walk out of this iron gate.

So, I stood where I was, with only my hands shaking constantly by my sides.

The other students thought that I was frightened, so they just patted my shoulder when they ran over, and then continued to move forward and squeezed into the crowded place.

I stood there, watching the crowd running here and there, watching the leaves fall to the ground, and the wind blew for a long time before I slowly loosened my stiff shoulders.

It seems that my life is not in danger for the time being.

It's just because what I said to comfort Gong Dang just now didn't touch the bottom line of this world.

Brother Bing and Gong Dang were both sent to the hospital, and I, as a witness to the accident (or perhaps as a criminal suspect), was taken to the police station and interrogated.During the period, the police brought me hot water and towels. I wiped off the sweat on my body, drank a few mouthfuls of hot water, and finally stabilized my emotions.

This is indeed my original world, but it has undergone many different changes.

When he was in that villa world, Deng Qi once put forward thousands of ideas, and one of them, which he believed in most, was—the will of the world caught me into that world in order to brainwash me, and Deng Qi What he was going to was supposed to be a hell world that would destroy him to death.

Deng Qi accidentally strayed into this villa world with me, so he asserted that in the real world, there must be someone to take the blame for him.

It now appears that he was indeed right.

Xiaoshou disappeared from this world inexplicably, all the memories about him were adjusted, and it became a matter of course that there were only three people in the dormitory.

This is what Deng Qi was going to suffer.

But now, what he suffered has turned into an even more cruel thing - no one has forgotten Deng Qi, everyone recognizes Deng Qi's existence, everyone admires Deng Qi, and even the treatment of the basketball team has not changed .

But that Deng Qi is not the former Deng Qi at all.

When I think about the fact that I really hooked up with that so-called "Pie Brother" before, I feel sick to my stomach—a thief who took away Deng Qi's identity, how dare he pretend to be familiar with me, how dare he wake me up, how dare he wake me up. Dare to go to class with me, actually... cheated my eyes! !

These are all things that Deng Qi should have! ! ! !It's not his! ! ! !The thief! ! ! !

My eyes couldn't help burning with anger, and my teeth were grinding. For a moment, I really wanted to go to the hospital to kill that "big brother".

But I quickly calmed down.

I have seen Gong Dang's fate, but I don't know what it is, is this world correcting what it thinks is abnormal, or is it more terrifying... a show of killing chickens and monkeys was performed in front of me.

In order to send me out, Deng Qi paid the price with his life, and what I have to do is not to waste his sacrifice, and find the truth and flaws of this world in his flesh and blood.

My hands stopped shaking, I sat in the car back to school, and started my analysis and planning.

Before going back to school, I went to the mobile phone store outside and bought a high-end mobile phone with a flashlight-I was really scared by the dark world before.

However, after hesitating for a while, I still didn't throw away the cell phone in my hand, which was extremely dilapidated, out of date, and had no bright spots except the secret diary.

At critical moments, it has always played a role, what if it can still be useful in the future?

At the moment before entering the school gate, I hesitated and went to the hotel at the school gate to open a room.

If that stinky face has come back from the hospital, then I really don't know how to treat him, and I'm not sure if I can shout out that "Deng Qi" against my will now.

Speaking of which, he wanted me to call me the more intimate "Brother Deng".

This made me queasy again, I hadn't even called Dunzie himself so intimately!

Moreover, the dormitory with only three people told me all the time that there was one person who was quietly swallowed—and I knew that the actual situation would be worse than what I perceived.

Some people were quietly swallowed, some were quietly dropped, and more people were quietly brainwashed.

And no one realizes that this world is not normal.

In the face of all this, I can't even show panic, and I can't tell others the real memory in my head.

Otherwise, it will be dealt with directly by this world like Gong Dang.

In the hotel room, I took out the notebook and ballpoint pen I just bought downstairs, and started the most primitive recording.

First of all, I need to know the current situation.

I returned to this world, but Deng Qi did not, which shows that although the will of the world is cruel, it did not lie.After coming out of that world, one can indeed return to the original world, and by killing Deng Qi, one can indeed come out of that world.

After writing this sentence, I threw the pen on the table and waited for a few seconds with my heart beating like thunder, but nothing happened.

I exhaled. It seems that the world will deal with it. It is the person who tells others that "this world is not normal", and he hides in a small room without people and reasoning, and he will not touch its thunder point. .

I began to reason boldly and reassuringly.

The current situation is: there are Xiaoshou and Deng Qi who disappeared, and Xiaoshou disappeared directly from everyone's memory, just like erasing a painting from the wall, leaving nothing behind.And Deng Qi was replaced even more strangely. Everything about him is still there, from daily necessities to everyone's attitude towards him, they are still his original appearance, but the owner has become another people.

Xiaoshou's disappearance shows that this world is not impossible to make a person's existence disappear directly, but it treats Deng Qi in a more cruel and disgusting way. This shows that Deng Qi's deduction in that world is completely correct ——The will of the world hates Deng Qi.

Xiaoshou, who disappeared innocently, was Deng Qi's scapegoat, while the pie face that suddenly appeared took away everything Deng Qi had in the world, all of which revealed the will of the world against him.

But here lies the problem.

Deng Qi's complete idea at the time was that the will of the world dragged me in and brainwashed me, obliterating Deng Qi's existence, in order to bring me back to reality with a memory of "the three people in the dormitory are my boyfriend" .And when I return to reality, those three people should be waiting for me here.

But no, I didn't meet those three people during the day.Moreover, even when I didn't remember everything about the villa world and was completely brainwashed by this world, those three people didn't exist in my memory.

My memory of them, along with my memory of Dunzie, faded from my head.

At that time, their impression in my mind was the same as that of Deng Qi - they were vague shadows, just like people I saw in a dream.

I couldn't help but put down the pen and picked my hair in distress.In the villa world, I saw two memories in my head, one was related to Deng Qi, and the other was related to those three people. Which one of Deng Qi and I really got together? Big dispute.

Deng Qi believes that as long as I return to reality, I can know which line is true—according to his logic, since the will of the world wants to brainwash me, then the memories I have in the real world are naturally " "Washing", and the other one, according to the simple method of elimination, is naturally the real memory I had at the beginning.

...but here lies the problem.

I now, fuck, don't have either of those memory lines.

The will of the world directly washed out these two memories - when I was brainwashed, when I recalled the past, I always played with Big Fatty and Pie Face.

According to Deng Qi's logic, since the memory of "big fat and cake face" that I have been washed is false, then, is it possible that the original two memory lines are both true?

All four of them exist, are they real people?

I shook my head, this is really unbelievable, I dare not make such a judgment lightly - what's more, how can a person have two correct memory lines?

In general, though, there is one very significant thing that I can finally confirm.

I exhaled, the corners of my mouth raised unconsciously, I think I should be happy now, and I am really happy, I am even laughing.

Deng Qi, you really lived, you are really human.

All the worries you do in that world are unnecessary.

The emotions you generate are human emotions, and your being is also a human being.

I will confirm it for you.

I didn't realize that I was crying unconsciously until the writing was a little strange.I have been forcing myself not to be sad, not to be distracted, and now I have to put all my energy on reasoning, and I can't waste the chance of life that Deng Qi left for me.

But sure enough, the body still couldn't lie to itself.

When I think of Deng Qi, when I think of that red heart, I become very sad.

The most difficult to sort out, the memory problem that scares me the most has been dealt with (meaning I put a question mark on the question that I can't think of an answer), and the next thing to think about is some simple details.

How big is that world will, its power?Can it manipulate things related to the real world at will?Is its scope of power only in the villa world, or is the real world also under its control?

Indeed, its ability is so great that it can cause so many people to have false memories, thinking that the fat Deng Qi who is only 170 is the original Deng Qi, and can even arrange an inexplicable accident so that the only person who remembers it Disappeared - but it was this that made me realize that the opponent was not a perfect opponent.

It is very powerful, and it may be something like "unspeakable" to us weak humans, but it is not an omniscient and omnipotent god.

Because it missed the palace.