old farewell

After so many gatherings and separations, I have changed a lot.I never used to hang around public toilets because I thought they were dirty.During this time, because of the convenience, I will go there from time to time.I didn't expect to meet He Baorong.I never went there again.

I always thought I was different from He Baorong, but when I was lonely, everyone was the same.

In fact, before leaving Hong Kong, I took a sum of money from the company, which was a job introduced by my father.The boss and him are siblings.In Argentina, I have been working, and I really want to be able to return the money one day, and I really want to say sorry to my father.After wandering in the phone booth for a long time, I still dialed my father's number.I think, I should have found a light in the floating, guiding the right direction I should go.

Argentina is hot in December.It was more than 30 degrees that day, and I was on vacation.I thought about writing a Christmas card to my father, but I didn't expect the writing to get longer and longer.In Hong Kong, I was afraid to talk to him. I didn't realize until that day that I longed for him to know many things.I don't know what he will think after reading the letter. What I wrote to him is, when I go back, I hope he will give me a chance to start from scratch.

Then, in order to earn more money, I changed jobs in a slaughterhouse.In addition to the high salary, the time is also very suitable for me.Work at night and sleep during the day.I feel like that, I'm back in Hong Kong time again.

And some things keep looping.Soon after, He Baorong called again, asking me to return my passport to him.It's not that I don't want to do that.I just don't want to meet him.Because I'm afraid to hear his old saying.

In the middle of the night I heard a knock on the door, and when I went out to look, there was no one there.Recently, I have suffered from insomnia. I didn’t realize until I saw the TV in the morning that Argentina and Hong Kong are on opposite sides of the world.What would a reversed Hong Kong look like?

Sometimes I don't want to stay in the rented house, and I will go back to the slaughterhouse to work on holidays.I have to admit the lethality of He Baorong's words.I just don't want to go on.

Probably more pay for more work, I soon earned enough money to go back to Hong Kong.Before leaving Argentina, I decided to go to the falls one more time.

This time, I was in the right direction.Driving to the waterfall, compared to the previous reasons for coming to the waterfall, this time seems to be just an obsession left by going around during the period, or simply an unfinished thing.

Although going around and walking a lot, I finally came to the waterfall.I feel very sad, because I always thought that standing here should be a couple.

I stood under the waterfall for a long time. The real waterfall is not as dreamy as the lamp.Only by standing under the real waterfall can you feel the shocking shock different from that on the table lamp.Let the water from the waterfall with a huge drop fall on your body.

I say goodbye in my own way.

It was already afternoon when I woke up in Taipei.On February 1997, 2, I returned to the other side of the world.I felt as if I had been asleep for a long time.I stopped in Taipei overnight before heading back to Hong Kong.I arrived at Liaoning Street.The night market is very lively.I didn't see Zhang Wan, only saw his family, and I finally understood the reason why he could happily wander outside: he knew there was a place where he could go back.

I don't know what it will be like to see my father again.Let's talk about it then, I thought.

When I left, I took a photo of Zhang Wan.I don't know when I will see him again, but what is certain is that if I want to see him, I know where to find him.

Finally, I can go back.

--use up.