old farewell

Looking at him, I kicked the door next to me fiercely. I couldn't think of other words to express my feelings except scolding him "bastard".Listening to me scolding him, he laughed at me in embarrassment and sarcasm: "How can I compare to you? You tell people good night, good night, good night, please come in all day long, why don't you go directly to pick up the guests?!"

I watched him imitate the low-key manner when I received customers. He saw it, but he chose to ignore me completely at that time. Even coming to talk to me might be disdainful, but at this time Embarrassing facts were laid before my eyes to insult me.

"He Baorong, when did you take care of me? I'm not like you, I have a boss to take care of me!"

He seemed to be poked into a sore spot by me, and he stared at me with hurt and anger, but my grievance and anger filled me all of a sudden: "I'll spend all my money on you, what can I do if I don't do it?! If I want to go back to Hong Kong, how can I go back without money? Who wants to look at other people's faces all day long! Huh?!"

He seemed indifferent to my accusations and explanations. He lit a cigarette and stopped looking at me. I think what I said to him just now made me look like a clown. In front of him, my sadness and anger are all the same worth mentioning.

After slowly calming down, we stopped talking, and silence surrounded us.

"Are you sorry?" There was a hint of sadness in his voice.

I smashed the wine bottle and said, "I regret it to death. Before I met you, I didn't regret it at all. Now..." I touched my chest: "And now, I regret it to death! "

As for what he asked me to do, it doesn't matter whether it's ridicule or demonstration, it's just to tell me that he is living better than me now, leaving a dull person like me, he is happy in the freedom he found .But he put his arms around himself, looked at me pitifully and said, "I just want you to accompany me. I just want you to accompany me."

Seeing him weakened for a while, I was speechless. In fact, in the final analysis, he has always been a child at heart. He never considers others, and never considers reality or not, even if it is a fire that can burn him. He touched it when he was interested, waited until it hurt, and then wanted to curl up with me for comfort, and wanted to leave when he felt that staying by my side was not so exciting.

I'm tired of repeating this cycle every time, so this time I just said "I'll do it" and left without looking back.When I went out, I vaguely heard him whimpering inside.I didn't look back.

Running around in a daze, I don't know why things have come to this point.I could only keep running, watching the things on both sides of me keep receding, and I was thinking that if I kept walking like this, I would be able to escape from this world.Until I was so tired that I sat down on the ground out of breath, tears burst out suddenly, and I held back fiercely.A pair of feet appeared in front of my eyes.Looking up, it was He Baorong.I don't know what he's doing after him.

He pretended to be indifferent and threw an expensive watch at me, and I caught it habitually. "Throw it away if you're not used to it."

After speaking, he left gracefully.I hold the famous watch in a daze.It was only after watching him walk away that he realized that he threw his watch to the ground angrily.

It was already very dark.My heart is in chaos, no matter how unwilling or unbearable I can only force myself to restrain my emotions, pick up the watch, wipe it clean, I am laughing at how I have fallen to the point where I have to deal with dead things.You can still hear the ticking of the pointer when you hold it to your ears.Smiling mockingly, it really is a good watch.