[Heirs] Rachel's Counterattack
Chapter 45
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All the while, she is always graceful and never loses her composure.She is smart and confident, very clear about the direction of her next step, understands what she wants, and never shrinks back and gets confused.She has strong self-control, can control her behavior and emotions, and never allows her weak side to be seen by others.
She looks so high and cold, but it doesn't affect the image of a goddess in the minds of male students. Since they met because of their parents' remarriage, he likes to dig out the other side of her perfect appearance and irritate her. Molesting her, constantly challenging her bottom line, in words and actions. . .
During nearly half a year of getting along, they have gone from step-sibling relationship to fiancé and fiancee, so many unforgettable memories, when she was angry with him, when she was mad, and when she gritted her teeth. . .
He felt that he knew her enough. He didn't know until that night that the deepest side of her had never been revealed to him. He never knew her sadness, her anxiety, and her pain.
Her words struck his heart word by word. It turned out that he had been ignoring some things—they were so alike emotionally, they cared about each other and were afraid of getting hurt. Hidden deep, the things that they don't care about each other are precisely what the other party cares about the most.
In fact, he wasn't the only one who was afraid, she was too.
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At the airport pick-up gate, Cui Yingdao recalled the last time he was here, waiting for the same person, but with a different identity and a different mood.
At that time, she was about to become his step-sister, and the little excitement about her return was swept away by the resentment of being defeated by his father. He held up that ridiculous sign to pick her up. He couldn't make her feel better when she was in a bad mood, so he wouldn't be the only one upset.Looking back, he was really naive at the time.
How could he be willing to upset her now.
Finally, the person he was waiting for came. . .
Wearing a white dress, the hem of the skirt is only above the knees, revealing a pair of white and smooth beautiful legs, the high heels lined out the small and round ankles, the slightly curly hair is casually scattered on the shoulders, charming and fresh, as if seeing someone familiar, slightly sideways There was a faint smile on the delicately made-up face, and the corners of the mouth were perfectly curved.
She walked gracefully, her skirt swaying gracefully, and every movement she made was full of astonishing gazes from many men.
His fiancée was beautiful, just too beautiful. . .
Just as Cui Yingdao was about to step forward to shield those annoying sights, someone around him had already stepped forward and rushed to hug the figure that made him think about it day and night.
"Rachel..."
Ah Xi, how could he forget that there are two light bulbs next to him, one named Yin Canrong and the other named Li Baona.
As soon as Rachel came out, she encountered Li Baona's bear hug and Li Baona's complaints, but it sounded so much like the nagging of a mother who came to pick up her natal daughter. . .
"Damn girl, why did you go to the United States ahead of time without making a sound? Do you know how worried I am?"
"Is your mobile phone a decoration? Why don't you answer my call?"
"And why did you delay the flight time? I almost thought you would stay in the United States and not come back."
"Next time you want to disappear like this for more than ten days, and if you scare me, I will break up with you."
"It's not coming back, it won't happen next time." Rachel patted Li Baona on the back, it's really a blessing to have such a girlfriend.
Rachel tried her best to ignore Cui Yingdao who was behind her. In fact, she saw him as soon as she got off the plane, and she immediately realized that she was swayed by Esther.Mom, please give me some hints before you do this kind of thing next time, this kind of 'surprise' is really too much for her to bear.
"A lot of things have happened during the time you left, and Jin Tan is actually..."
"Li Baona, let go when you've hugged enough, I'm so strangled by you." Cui Yingdao looked at Li Baona who was leaning on Rachel like a koala, and interrupted her chattering with dissatisfaction.
Yin Canrong glanced at Cui Yingdao, secretly laughing at how this person is jealous of Li Baona, "Baona, Rachel is also tired, let's go back first."
"That's right, you have a good rest, let's go first." Li Baona let go of Rachel obediently when she heard her boyfriend's words, and jumped back to Yin Canrong's side.
Rachel was puzzled, "Yin Canrong, didn't you come to pick me up?"
The wedding of Esther and Yin Zaihao is scheduled for the spring of next year. During the time she came to the United States, the two parents decided to let everyone live together in the new house for a period of time to adapt to each other. Now she is missing. Esther told her that Yin Chanrong was called to pick him up, what is going on with the older brother, and he plans to throw her to Cui Yingdao, and then go on a date with his girlfriend?
"Auntie said that you and Cui Yingdao haven't seen each other for so long. You should have a lot to say. Let him take you back to your original home first. After a few days, you can tidy up before moving there. See you at school the day after tomorrow. Bao Na and I Let's go." Yin Canrong glanced at Rachel and Cui Yingdao meaningfully, and then pulled Li Baona to flee quickly.
Rachel: "..."
Yin Canrong, you irresponsible brother, you just ran away with your girlfriend like this!
Mom, don't worry about this bastard Cui Yingdao, he is your own!
"Ke~, sister has a new brother, so she doesn't want me as a brother, my heart."
Rachel glanced at Cui Yingdao, who was calm on the surface, and said teasing words as always, who knows if it was the calm before the storm. . .
Once showing weakness is tantamount to losing, admitting defeat is not her style. . .
"Is it broken? Do you need a bottle of glue to fix it? Is it because you lost to your father again this time?"
Cui Yingdao sighed, "I came here for you."
Rachel sneered, still with an indifferent expression on her face, "Really? There was such a big incident at Jin Tan's side, I thought you would be incompetent."
Compared with her heart-wrenching trip to the United States, Jin Tan has also had a rough time recently.First, the securities insider broke the news about the status of the concubine of the second son of the Imperial Group, Jin Tan, and then Jin Tan became the major shareholder of the group, the concubine and the concubine competed for the company, the harmonious relationship between the concubine and the concubine, and the impromptu shareholder meeting of the Imperial Group in a few days About President Jin Yuan's dismissal proposal.Only when President Jin really made a move, Jin Yuan and Jin Tan would understand what is really scary about their father.
However, not everything is under President Jin's control. Even though he knew in advance that Jin Tan's identity would be exposed and was ready to take the opportunity to drive up the stock price of the empire, he never expected that someone would bite Jin Tan to death. Sighing, almost all of Jin Tan's private life has been exposed under the flashlight of the media, especially the matter of the girl Cha Eunsang who he tried every means to kick away from his son has caused a lot of trouble. A good marriage is probably unlikely. Under the pressure of public opinion, President Jin will reluctantly agree to the two dating, or continue to take tough measures to beat the couple. It is really worth looking forward to.
"I haven't seen you for so long, do you have to start talking about others? Can't you say something nice?"
"Then push this for me." Rachel pouted, let go of the trolley, and walked away with light steps.
Rachel didn't have a chance to go far, and clasped her shoulder with one hand, with little strength, she was a little surprised that she didn't struggle.
Cui Yingdao walked up to her, and a hoarse voice rang in her ear, "Rachel."
"What?" Her heart tightened, what did he want to say?
"I miss you."
Miss her?
She misses him too.
It's just that when the words came to his lips, there was another sentence, "I'm tired, let's go home."
Cui Yingdao looked at her leaving back, smiled and shook his head, this stubborn girl.
Then go home and talk about it, anyway, the mother-in-law has provided him with plenty of time and space.
☆、Apologize
The author has something to say: the update of the invincible turtle speed. . . .
Let's make a substantial progress in the next chapter (*^__^*) hee hee...
--New lovers are nervous and tender, but smash everything-for the heart is an organ of fire.
There was silence in the car——
The driver uncle of Cui Yingdao's family observes the situation in the back seat from the rearview mirror from time to time, and he is sweating for his young master with high IQ and low EQ.
Young master, when he is not around, you go to squat every day at the door of his house, and you are almost turning into a wife-watching stone.Now that he is back, the girl is too embarrassed to speak first, so what if you take the initiative?You just look at people so stupidly without saying a word, what on earth do you want to do? ? ?
Naturally, Rachel could feel the gaze glued to her body, this dead guy is always like this, he obviously wanted to say something, but he waited for her to speak first, but this time she really couldn't guess what he was thinking.
15 minutes later. . .
Rachel couldn't stand him staring at her like this, and turned her head to meet those long and narrow eyes. There were so many emotions in them that she was at a loss. She swallowed all the words that came to her mouth. Glancing at him, he shifted his gaze to the night scene flying by outside the car window.
Brother, if you look at me like that, I will get nervous.
Cui Yingdao looked at Rachel beside him, the separation of just a dozen days made him feel that the time was long.He couldn't let his eyes leave her for a moment. He had romantic long curly hair and fluffy waves that gave people a lazy and casual feeling. He lifted his signature bangs to reveal his smooth forehead. The big eyes are more lively, the delicate and lovely nose, the pink and clear lips, the small and white chin, and the graceful and slender neck. . .
He thought he could never get enough of her, and she seemed even more charming.
"Did you enjoy going to America?" Cui Yingdao finally asked.
The uncle driver sighed silently, what kind of prologue is this!Young master, you'd better not talk, you can't kiss directly like before, I will definitely keep it secret for you if asked.
Rachel looked out the window, and replied two words lightly, "Not bad."
"The new hairstyle is beautiful."
"Thank you."
"Are you losing weight?"
"I don't know."
Rachel propped her chin, a little fidgety, the guy couldn't just skip the boring gossip and say something meaningful.
Listening to the unnutritious conversation between the two of them back and forth, the uncle driver had a feeling of hating iron but not steel.Representative Cui's skills in chasing girls have not been passed on to this baby at all.Having said that, that's fine, at least his young master is a good man who is infatuated.
Cui Yingdao stared at the driver who kept peeking at them, and didn't say anything to Rachel.Uncle, you want to report to my dad again, don't you, heh heh, I won't give you this chance again.
The car fell silent again, and the three people who had their own concerns were silent all the way.
. . . . . .
"This is the end of the welcome, go home early, goodbye."
Rachel shook her hand, and before Cui Yingdao could react, she quickly closed the door with a "bang" to see off the guests.
Cui Yingdao touched her eyebrows with a smile, this girl moves really fast.
However, some things have not been resolved, sister, do you feel that you are getting more and more like getting cold feet.
Rachel walked to the window and looked at the back of Cui Yingdao's car driving away, and breathed a sigh of relief.
It was finally over, the welcoming process was really tormenting, and Cui Yingdao's eyes made her heart tremble all the way.But she puts it down to jet lag, so now all she needs to do is take a hot bath and get a good night's sleep.
Rachel was soaking in the bathtub, seeing patches of dense water vapor lingering around her, making her head a little dizzy.
It's not that she doesn't want to clarify with him, it's just that she doesn't know where to start, there are too many things. . .
Ask him how he is doing recently?They all know it well - not good.
Talk about why she left without saying goodbye, why didn't she answer his calls, or reply to his messages?
Or should we talk about the real cause of their uneasiness?Jin Tan, Cha Eunsang, Lee Hyoshin, unhappy families, these are the shadows hovering in their respective hearts.
This damn guy can't be more conscious! ! !
Gradually, the eyelids became heavier and heavier, and Rachel closed her eyes lazily, thinking about it, no matter what, let's solve it tomorrow.
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"Hello, sister."
"Cui Yingdao?" Rachel looked at the face that was close at hand, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, she was mean and ruffian.
A sense of familiarity welled up in my heart, as if I had returned to the time when he and she met for the first time in a real sense - in the hospital, in front of the bed, with a heavy head, so close that we could smell each other's breaths, there was an unserious sister.
Not all are the same though. . .
Rachel looked at the environment she was in, and saw the familiar layout. She had renovated the pink fantasy princess style room a long time ago, with white walls, beige origin pattern curtains, and simple and elegant decoration. This is not a hospital but a hospital. her room.
Turning her head and looking out the window, it was already pitch black, and the two desk lamps on the bedside table exuded a warm halo, allowing her to clearly see the wicked smile on Cui Yingdao's face, as well as the trace of anger in her eyes.
This guy came to settle accounts with her in the middle of the night?
Rachel pushed him away, and sat up propped up. She was very dissatisfied with the midnight visitor in front of her, and her tone couldn't be better, "You came into my house in the middle of the night, did you want to be a thief?"
"Don't you remember what you were doing before you fell asleep?" Cui Yingdao's gaze was firmly fixed on her, as if he wanted to stare at her.
"What can I do before going to bed?" Rachel responded coldly with a blank face.What kind of idiot's question is this? Is it possible to answer? He covered the quilt, turned off the light, and closed his eyes.
Cui Yingdao couldn't help becoming angry when he heard the words. He stared at her, gritted his teeth, and said, "Are you a primary school student? Don't you know how to take care of yourself? You can fall asleep after taking a bath. If I didn't bring you up, You're going to spend the night in the bathtub, I'm afraid."
The tone of scolding made Rachel a little annoyed, in the middle of the night disturbing people's sleep and not talking about it, what did they say?
"You are the primary school student! You are the one who doesn't know how to take care of yourself! You just fell asleep in the bath..." Rachel suddenly lost her confidence while talking, and the unknown anger in her heart disappeared immediately.
She vaguely remembered that she was taking a bath before going to bed, thinking about her and Choi Young-do, and then she seemed to fall asleep. . .According to Cui Yingdao, he fished himself up, so, that is to say——
Rachel looked down at the nightgown she was wearing, then at Cui Yingdao, closed her eyes and took a deep breath, so this time she was really, thoroughly seen by him! ! !
"Remember?" Cui Yingdao looked at her unpredictable face for a while, and all the anger just now turned into a soft sigh, "Is there any discomfort?"
"No, I'm just a little sleepy, you go back." Rachel got into the quilt and wrapped herself tightly, only showing the part above the nose, turned over and stopped looking at Cui Yingdao's expression.
What else could she do?You can't have a debate with Cui Yingdao on the topic of 'you should wake me up instead of breaking into the bathroom and taking advantage of others'. She believes that Cui Yingdao can cite no less than ten points of view to refute her, and her result It was him who made her face red.
"Is it really okay?" Cui Yingdao looked at Rachel with some amusement.Her reddened ears can't deceive anyone, and she can't think of any messy things anymore.
Rachel didn't answer, but could still feel the gaze glued to her body behind her, and said silently in her heart, "Brother, I beg you, please go, please go." . . '
It's a pity that her heartfelt voice was not felt by the other party at all. The side of the bed sank, and someone lay up and hugged her through the quilt, his mellow chuckle came from his ears, and his hot breath touched her. Her earlobe made her tremble slightly.
"I'm still worried about leaving you alone, but my aunt told me to take good care of you and sleep well."
"If you don't go out again, I will sue you for breaking into a house in the middle of the night."
"It was my aunt who gave me the key. Besides, this is our home now."
Rachel looked him up and down, and came to a conclusion, "Did you get beaten up by your dad?"
Cui Yingdao turned her over to face him, showing an extremely innocent smile, "Can you really sleep?"
"What do you want?" Rachel suddenly had an ominous premonition.
Cui Yingdao pushed back the hair that was blocking her face, looked at her quietly for a while, then suddenly got up with a smile, lifted the quilt and picked up Rachel, who was unprepared, and walked out.
"Cui Yingdao!" Rachel struggled in his arms, going crazy in the middle of the night.
"Don't move around." Cui Yingdao's smile continued, and the strength in his hand was also deepening.
The strange feeling on her body made her realize that there was nothing under her nightgown, which was really embarrassing enough, Rachel obediently stopped moving, and protested.
"Crazy, where are you taking me? Let me down, Cui Yingdao!"
"I haven't heard you call me that for a long time, call me again."
"madman."
"my name."
"madman."
Cui Yingdao smiled nonchalantly, and in a blink of an eye he had carried her to Esther's room, pushed open the door, saw Rachel's astonished expression, leaned over and whispered in her ear, "Surprise!"
Rachel looked at everything in front of her in disbelief, and Esther's queen-like room had a big change.The simple gray and black tone divides the entire space into three levels. The overall tone and shape are dominated by black and white. White walls and curtains, black furniture and bedding, smooth straight line design, black calm and restrained and white Simple and elegant combined with simple and low-key luxury.There are a few black and white paintings hanging on the bedside background wall, which adds a sense of layering to the wall. I have to say that she loves the white plush carpet to death. The large white is like a soft cloud, which makes people relax. . .
Wait, now is not the time to obsess over that new rug!
The men's clothing, daily necessities in the room, the motorcycle model she threw on Cui Yingdao that night, and the helmet on the sofa all showed that this place had changed to a new owner.
This night was full of 'surprises'!
"How is this going?"
In fact, she can guess without thinking, who else can there be besides their mother?Mom, you are too open-minded, let your beautiful daughter live with a full-blooded young man, have you ever thought that Cui Yingdao would stay in the room so obediently?
"It's what Auntie meant. Thank you too, because you ruined my suite and I was kicked out by my dad, so Auntie kindly took me in." Cui Yingdao shook his head with a look of grievance and helplessness .
Rachel was speechless looking at Cui Yingdao who was cheap and good-looking, and her tone was not very friendly, "I will ask Representative Cui to let you live back tomorrow. Wait, you can go back to your home if you don't have a suite. Why do you want to live in my home?"
Cui Yingdao looked down at Rachel's slightly angry face, and the anger made her flushed cheeks even more rosy, and a smile crept up to the corner of her mouth, "A home is not complete without a hostess, welcome home."
"Cui Yingdao, you fouled."
How did he win Esther's sympathy? Her mother has always followed the rational and sensible route, rather than the style of the Madonna of the White Lotus.
"Fouls are part of the game, at least the result is satisfying, what do you think?" Cui Yingdao's smile became more wanton and insolent.
Rachel had already given up the idea of communicating with him. When it came to scoundrels and thick skins, she couldn't match him one-thousandth of the time.
"I wish you a happy life in your new house. You can let me down now." It feels really bad to be empty, and now she just wants to go back to the room quickly and put on her underwear.
"Let's talk." His tone was no longer teasing just now, but became serious.
"Then you put me down first." Their current posture is not suitable for chatting.
Cui Yingdao carried her to the bed, let her sit down, then knelt down in front of her on one knee, took her hand, looked into her eyes, and said with a rare serious expression, "Liu Rachel."
"What?" Rachel was confused by Cui Yingdao's posture, what was he trying to do, maybe he took out a ring from his pocket in the next second.
"Liu Rachel, I was wrong, sorry."
☆, heart knot
--Soheshall never know how I love him: and that, not because he's handsome, Nelly, but because he's more myself than I am.
I was wrong, sorry. . .
It was an opening line she hadn't expected.
During the days apart, on the return plane, and on the way home, she couldn't help but wonder what Cui Yingdao did wrong?She listed them one by one in her heart, and in the end she couldn't tell.
It is rare for her to look down at him like this, combing her bangs to reveal a neat forehead and sharp eyebrows, Cui Yingdao, who is domineering when she moves her eyebrows, has a soft light in her eyes at this moment, he stares at her quietly, as if waiting follow her answer.
"Sorry for what?"
"I'm the one who made you feel insecure, I'm sorry."
"About Jin Tan's matter, I didn't consider your feelings, I'm sorry." Cui Yingdao paused, with a serious expression on his face, "I didn't fulfill my fiance's responsibility to take good care of you, I'm sorry."
Maybe she herself will never know that what was deeply imprinted in his heart that night was not only her rare gaffe, her hysterical questioning, but also the sparkling mist in her eyes.
Some people say that tears are a woman's best weapon, but in this cruel circle, tears are the least valuable thing, and what you get is ridicule from others. Rachel has such a strong personality, and she doesn't bother to play the role of a weak person to win the sympathy of others. He has never seen her cry, and he has never thought of her crying.
His flamboyant father when he was young, his mother who hid aside and cried secretly, his father's endless stream of women, in that unseemly family, only his mother was his only warmth.He has been determined to defeat his father since he was a child, learn his father's cruelty, cruelty, brutality, and calculations, and use these to arm himself. No matter how deliberately he imitates his father outwardly, he will never be like his father when it comes to emotions. Dad usually plays emotional games with a group of women, more specifically physical games.
In his view, love is specific, whether it is body or heart, it is only for the right person.He doesn't flirt with girls, and deliberately keeps a certain distance from them. He only wants to leave his love to the person who really moves his heart, the person who is worth waiting for.
If he falls in love with someone and recognizes someone, he will cherish her, protect her, take due responsibility for her, and never let her repeat the tragedy of his mother, and never let her cry.So when he saw Rachel's eyes that were full of tears, no matter what the reason was, he knew he was wrong, he didn't do what he should do.
Rachel froze for a moment, then bit her lip and smiled.Is this also a form of confession?They were really funny, she thought he would be angry because she didn't hear from her, and blamed her waywardness, in return for him to say sorry; but she didn't do the same. . .
"I shouldn't have just left like that and made you worry, sorry."
They are all such proud people, some emotions and some words would rather hold on than show it, only in front of the closest people, they will let themselves soften.
Cui Yingdao took her hand and put it to his lips, kissing the back of her hand lightly.
It wasn't that he wasn't afraid in his heart. When he woke up from the nightmare, she was no longer by his side. There was no message or word, leaving him with an empty suite.In the next few days, he couldn't find her, and there was no news of her at home or with friends. He remembered the situation when his mother left, the same left without saying goodbye, the same without any contact, the fear was like a bottomless pit, Slowly to devour him.
At the beginning, the mother left because she couldn't bear her father and was disappointed with the family. Does her leaving mean that he let her down?
Fortunately, now she is back.
"Thank you so much, thank you for coming back."
Thank you for giving me another chance.
Thank you for not leaving me alone.
"I don't have any feelings for my senior. On the day of the party, I acted for him." Even if she didn't understand why Cui Yingdao was worried about her relationship with Lee Hyo Shin, she still had to explain it to him.
"I know."
Cui Yingdao nodded, he is not a person who can get by, if some things are not clear, it will become a thorn in his heart after a long time, he once went to find Li Xiaoxin——
"What happened on the day of the party was not sincere. It caused a misunderstanding between you and Rachel. I'm sorry, the relationship between Rachel and me is just friendship." Lee Hyo-shin smiled faintly, looking at the big devil who broke into the broadcasting room in front of him, There are still wounds on the cheeks and lips, which must be the masterpiece of a school girl who fled.
"I have someone I like, so the confession is for others to see, and the forehead kiss is the same. Rachel is just doing me a favor."
Cui Yingdao raised his eyebrows, but remained silent.The person Lee Hyo Shin likes. . .Among the people present that night, could it be the new teacher who passed by him with a depressed face?This senior's vision is really unusual, and he is actually interested in that kind of urban mature woman type big sister.
"Rachel likes you, it's not hard to see...she is a person who can control her emotions, but that day when you were talking with Enshang on the flyover, I saw jealousy in her eyes, when Jin Tan was so troubled, She has never been like this before, so she likes you very much." As if seeing Cui Yingdao's doubts, Lee Hyo-shin added, Rachel is his favorite junior, besides, this is the trouble he caused, she helped He has done so many times, and he also needs to give something in return to help this young couple.
envy?Cui Yingdao was stunned, this was something he had never thought about.I remember that when Rachel came back from the United States, he saw the marriage with Jin Tan. Later, he found out about Cha Eunsang and Jin Tan’s meeting in the United States. Rachel must have known about it. He always thought it was because Rachel hated Cha Eunsang. The reason, it seems he was wrong again.
"You have always been the only one I like, and I have always been there. There will be no one else but you." He looked into her eyes, and every word was extremely persistent and firm.
"I know."
Rachel understood who he was referring to by other people. The topic of her quarrel with Cui Yingdao was always inseparable from Jin Tan and Cha Eunsang, and these two people were also the source of her displeasure.
In the eyes of others, Cui Yingdao just helped Jin Tan, and there is nothing to worry about. After all, they were good friends, so it seems that the whole thing is more like she is making trouble for no reason, or in Cui Yingdao's view, it is She cared about Jin Tan's performance, that's why he was so disturbed. In fact, what really made her angry was that Cui Yingdao indirectly helped Cha Eunsang a lot. It seemed that everything related to Cha Eunsang would make her become extreme.
She has always felt that there is no empathy in this world. If you don’t experience it, you will never understand it, or you can’t fully understand the feelings of those who have experienced it.No one can really understand the pain and sorrow in another person's heart. I feel that it is already dripping with blood. No matter how caring others seem to be, it will only be for a while. In the end, I will bear it alone.
So she somewhat ignored Cui Yingdao's feelings for her, didn't take his words into her heart, and tightly grasped the plots that happened that she knew, and she couldn't let go of Cui Yingdao's liking for Cha Eunsang.Gradually, the worries and suspicions in her heart were magnified infinitely, and any disturbance made her anxious and frightened, and in the end, she hurt others and herself.
Sometimes remember what should be remembered, forget what should be forgotten, change what can be changed, and accept what cannot be changed, so that life can be easier.
"Did you always think that I was interested in Jin Tan?" Rachel directly pointed out Cui Yingdao's thoughts.
Cui Yingdao bowed his head unnaturally, on the surface he seemed embarrassed by being exposed, but his heart was already in a ball, he was afraid of what she would say next.
"I have never liked Jin Tan. If my attitude towards Jin Tan's related matters misunderstood you, then I will tell you seriously now that my concern for Jin Tan is not a ridiculous thing. Hate, absolutely has nothing to do with feelings, if I have to make a conclusion, I can only say that I am a vengeful person, if someone hurts me and makes me sad, I will definitely take revenge."
"In this regard, we are quite alike." Cui Yingdao's flustered heart finally fell to the ground, and the unconcealable smile reached his eyes.
Rachel looked at him firmly, "But to Jin Tan, we are not like each other. Jin Tan didn't apologize to you, but Jin Tan owed me a lot."
"Even if there is no relationship between Jin Tan and I, no matter how dissatisfied with this engagement, there are two big families standing behind it. Even if they are playing their own way, they will take care of each other's face on the surface. Jin Tan, what have you done? I don’t care about the elders who arranged a marriage for me, and I don’t care about the fugitive fiancé in name, it doesn’t mean I can bear Jin Tan’s behavior. Ever since the day Jin Tan and Cha Eun-sang transferred to another school, they’ve been gloating and waiting to see me If you are a playful person, if your fiancé is robbed by a nouveau riche or a social carer, I will become the laughing stock of others, let alone annul the engagement."
"Cui Yingdao, have you ever thought about how much retiring an engagement will affect a girl's reputation? This disgraceful stroke will never be erased in her life. Jin Tan and Cha Eunshang undoubtedly gave it to everyone in front of everyone. I slapped me, how could I swallow this breath."
"For those of us whose lives are under the control of our parents, Jin Tan's spirit of standing up for love and rebelling against the family is very brave, and who can see that Jin Tan is not the only one who sacrificed on this road of rebellion. Himself, he dragged other innocent people into his war as it should be, and when he pushed himself to the cusp of the storm, he even dragged me along, but he himself never felt guilty for his actions Pass."
"In a political marriage, any persistence and entanglement is a foul. If I really fell in love with Jin Tan and took that ridiculous marriage seriously, if I was struggling when Jin Tan hooked up with Cha Eunsang, Will it be my fault in everyone's eyes that I don't use any means? Because there is no love in marriage, so Jin Tan is a great true love for Cha Eun Sang, and my sincerity will not be recognized by others."
These are the original Liu Rachel's heartfelt thoughts, because of her indifference, because she has no close friends, because her marriage with Jin Tan was arranged by the family, her love has to be
All the while, she is always graceful and never loses her composure.She is smart and confident, very clear about the direction of her next step, understands what she wants, and never shrinks back and gets confused.She has strong self-control, can control her behavior and emotions, and never allows her weak side to be seen by others.
She looks so high and cold, but it doesn't affect the image of a goddess in the minds of male students. Since they met because of their parents' remarriage, he likes to dig out the other side of her perfect appearance and irritate her. Molesting her, constantly challenging her bottom line, in words and actions. . .
During nearly half a year of getting along, they have gone from step-sibling relationship to fiancé and fiancee, so many unforgettable memories, when she was angry with him, when she was mad, and when she gritted her teeth. . .
He felt that he knew her enough. He didn't know until that night that the deepest side of her had never been revealed to him. He never knew her sadness, her anxiety, and her pain.
Her words struck his heart word by word. It turned out that he had been ignoring some things—they were so alike emotionally, they cared about each other and were afraid of getting hurt. Hidden deep, the things that they don't care about each other are precisely what the other party cares about the most.
In fact, he wasn't the only one who was afraid, she was too.
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At the airport pick-up gate, Cui Yingdao recalled the last time he was here, waiting for the same person, but with a different identity and a different mood.
At that time, she was about to become his step-sister, and the little excitement about her return was swept away by the resentment of being defeated by his father. He held up that ridiculous sign to pick her up. He couldn't make her feel better when she was in a bad mood, so he wouldn't be the only one upset.Looking back, he was really naive at the time.
How could he be willing to upset her now.
Finally, the person he was waiting for came. . .
Wearing a white dress, the hem of the skirt is only above the knees, revealing a pair of white and smooth beautiful legs, the high heels lined out the small and round ankles, the slightly curly hair is casually scattered on the shoulders, charming and fresh, as if seeing someone familiar, slightly sideways There was a faint smile on the delicately made-up face, and the corners of the mouth were perfectly curved.
She walked gracefully, her skirt swaying gracefully, and every movement she made was full of astonishing gazes from many men.
His fiancée was beautiful, just too beautiful. . .
Just as Cui Yingdao was about to step forward to shield those annoying sights, someone around him had already stepped forward and rushed to hug the figure that made him think about it day and night.
"Rachel..."
Ah Xi, how could he forget that there are two light bulbs next to him, one named Yin Canrong and the other named Li Baona.
As soon as Rachel came out, she encountered Li Baona's bear hug and Li Baona's complaints, but it sounded so much like the nagging of a mother who came to pick up her natal daughter. . .
"Damn girl, why did you go to the United States ahead of time without making a sound? Do you know how worried I am?"
"Is your mobile phone a decoration? Why don't you answer my call?"
"And why did you delay the flight time? I almost thought you would stay in the United States and not come back."
"Next time you want to disappear like this for more than ten days, and if you scare me, I will break up with you."
"It's not coming back, it won't happen next time." Rachel patted Li Baona on the back, it's really a blessing to have such a girlfriend.
Rachel tried her best to ignore Cui Yingdao who was behind her. In fact, she saw him as soon as she got off the plane, and she immediately realized that she was swayed by Esther.Mom, please give me some hints before you do this kind of thing next time, this kind of 'surprise' is really too much for her to bear.
"A lot of things have happened during the time you left, and Jin Tan is actually..."
"Li Baona, let go when you've hugged enough, I'm so strangled by you." Cui Yingdao looked at Li Baona who was leaning on Rachel like a koala, and interrupted her chattering with dissatisfaction.
Yin Canrong glanced at Cui Yingdao, secretly laughing at how this person is jealous of Li Baona, "Baona, Rachel is also tired, let's go back first."
"That's right, you have a good rest, let's go first." Li Baona let go of Rachel obediently when she heard her boyfriend's words, and jumped back to Yin Canrong's side.
Rachel was puzzled, "Yin Canrong, didn't you come to pick me up?"
The wedding of Esther and Yin Zaihao is scheduled for the spring of next year. During the time she came to the United States, the two parents decided to let everyone live together in the new house for a period of time to adapt to each other. Now she is missing. Esther told her that Yin Chanrong was called to pick him up, what is going on with the older brother, and he plans to throw her to Cui Yingdao, and then go on a date with his girlfriend?
"Auntie said that you and Cui Yingdao haven't seen each other for so long. You should have a lot to say. Let him take you back to your original home first. After a few days, you can tidy up before moving there. See you at school the day after tomorrow. Bao Na and I Let's go." Yin Canrong glanced at Rachel and Cui Yingdao meaningfully, and then pulled Li Baona to flee quickly.
Rachel: "..."
Yin Canrong, you irresponsible brother, you just ran away with your girlfriend like this!
Mom, don't worry about this bastard Cui Yingdao, he is your own!
"Ke~, sister has a new brother, so she doesn't want me as a brother, my heart."
Rachel glanced at Cui Yingdao, who was calm on the surface, and said teasing words as always, who knows if it was the calm before the storm. . .
Once showing weakness is tantamount to losing, admitting defeat is not her style. . .
"Is it broken? Do you need a bottle of glue to fix it? Is it because you lost to your father again this time?"
Cui Yingdao sighed, "I came here for you."
Rachel sneered, still with an indifferent expression on her face, "Really? There was such a big incident at Jin Tan's side, I thought you would be incompetent."
Compared with her heart-wrenching trip to the United States, Jin Tan has also had a rough time recently.First, the securities insider broke the news about the status of the concubine of the second son of the Imperial Group, Jin Tan, and then Jin Tan became the major shareholder of the group, the concubine and the concubine competed for the company, the harmonious relationship between the concubine and the concubine, and the impromptu shareholder meeting of the Imperial Group in a few days About President Jin Yuan's dismissal proposal.Only when President Jin really made a move, Jin Yuan and Jin Tan would understand what is really scary about their father.
However, not everything is under President Jin's control. Even though he knew in advance that Jin Tan's identity would be exposed and was ready to take the opportunity to drive up the stock price of the empire, he never expected that someone would bite Jin Tan to death. Sighing, almost all of Jin Tan's private life has been exposed under the flashlight of the media, especially the matter of the girl Cha Eunsang who he tried every means to kick away from his son has caused a lot of trouble. A good marriage is probably unlikely. Under the pressure of public opinion, President Jin will reluctantly agree to the two dating, or continue to take tough measures to beat the couple. It is really worth looking forward to.
"I haven't seen you for so long, do you have to start talking about others? Can't you say something nice?"
"Then push this for me." Rachel pouted, let go of the trolley, and walked away with light steps.
Rachel didn't have a chance to go far, and clasped her shoulder with one hand, with little strength, she was a little surprised that she didn't struggle.
Cui Yingdao walked up to her, and a hoarse voice rang in her ear, "Rachel."
"What?" Her heart tightened, what did he want to say?
"I miss you."
Miss her?
She misses him too.
It's just that when the words came to his lips, there was another sentence, "I'm tired, let's go home."
Cui Yingdao looked at her leaving back, smiled and shook his head, this stubborn girl.
Then go home and talk about it, anyway, the mother-in-law has provided him with plenty of time and space.
☆、Apologize
The author has something to say: the update of the invincible turtle speed. . . .
Let's make a substantial progress in the next chapter (*^__^*) hee hee...
--New lovers are nervous and tender, but smash everything-for the heart is an organ of fire.
There was silence in the car——
The driver uncle of Cui Yingdao's family observes the situation in the back seat from the rearview mirror from time to time, and he is sweating for his young master with high IQ and low EQ.
Young master, when he is not around, you go to squat every day at the door of his house, and you are almost turning into a wife-watching stone.Now that he is back, the girl is too embarrassed to speak first, so what if you take the initiative?You just look at people so stupidly without saying a word, what on earth do you want to do? ? ?
Naturally, Rachel could feel the gaze glued to her body, this dead guy is always like this, he obviously wanted to say something, but he waited for her to speak first, but this time she really couldn't guess what he was thinking.
15 minutes later. . .
Rachel couldn't stand him staring at her like this, and turned her head to meet those long and narrow eyes. There were so many emotions in them that she was at a loss. She swallowed all the words that came to her mouth. Glancing at him, he shifted his gaze to the night scene flying by outside the car window.
Brother, if you look at me like that, I will get nervous.
Cui Yingdao looked at Rachel beside him, the separation of just a dozen days made him feel that the time was long.He couldn't let his eyes leave her for a moment. He had romantic long curly hair and fluffy waves that gave people a lazy and casual feeling. He lifted his signature bangs to reveal his smooth forehead. The big eyes are more lively, the delicate and lovely nose, the pink and clear lips, the small and white chin, and the graceful and slender neck. . .
He thought he could never get enough of her, and she seemed even more charming.
"Did you enjoy going to America?" Cui Yingdao finally asked.
The uncle driver sighed silently, what kind of prologue is this!Young master, you'd better not talk, you can't kiss directly like before, I will definitely keep it secret for you if asked.
Rachel looked out the window, and replied two words lightly, "Not bad."
"The new hairstyle is beautiful."
"Thank you."
"Are you losing weight?"
"I don't know."
Rachel propped her chin, a little fidgety, the guy couldn't just skip the boring gossip and say something meaningful.
Listening to the unnutritious conversation between the two of them back and forth, the uncle driver had a feeling of hating iron but not steel.Representative Cui's skills in chasing girls have not been passed on to this baby at all.Having said that, that's fine, at least his young master is a good man who is infatuated.
Cui Yingdao stared at the driver who kept peeking at them, and didn't say anything to Rachel.Uncle, you want to report to my dad again, don't you, heh heh, I won't give you this chance again.
The car fell silent again, and the three people who had their own concerns were silent all the way.
. . . . . .
"This is the end of the welcome, go home early, goodbye."
Rachel shook her hand, and before Cui Yingdao could react, she quickly closed the door with a "bang" to see off the guests.
Cui Yingdao touched her eyebrows with a smile, this girl moves really fast.
However, some things have not been resolved, sister, do you feel that you are getting more and more like getting cold feet.
Rachel walked to the window and looked at the back of Cui Yingdao's car driving away, and breathed a sigh of relief.
It was finally over, the welcoming process was really tormenting, and Cui Yingdao's eyes made her heart tremble all the way.But she puts it down to jet lag, so now all she needs to do is take a hot bath and get a good night's sleep.
Rachel was soaking in the bathtub, seeing patches of dense water vapor lingering around her, making her head a little dizzy.
It's not that she doesn't want to clarify with him, it's just that she doesn't know where to start, there are too many things. . .
Ask him how he is doing recently?They all know it well - not good.
Talk about why she left without saying goodbye, why didn't she answer his calls, or reply to his messages?
Or should we talk about the real cause of their uneasiness?Jin Tan, Cha Eunsang, Lee Hyoshin, unhappy families, these are the shadows hovering in their respective hearts.
This damn guy can't be more conscious! ! !
Gradually, the eyelids became heavier and heavier, and Rachel closed her eyes lazily, thinking about it, no matter what, let's solve it tomorrow.
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"Hello, sister."
"Cui Yingdao?" Rachel looked at the face that was close at hand, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, she was mean and ruffian.
A sense of familiarity welled up in my heart, as if I had returned to the time when he and she met for the first time in a real sense - in the hospital, in front of the bed, with a heavy head, so close that we could smell each other's breaths, there was an unserious sister.
Not all are the same though. . .
Rachel looked at the environment she was in, and saw the familiar layout. She had renovated the pink fantasy princess style room a long time ago, with white walls, beige origin pattern curtains, and simple and elegant decoration. This is not a hospital but a hospital. her room.
Turning her head and looking out the window, it was already pitch black, and the two desk lamps on the bedside table exuded a warm halo, allowing her to clearly see the wicked smile on Cui Yingdao's face, as well as the trace of anger in her eyes.
This guy came to settle accounts with her in the middle of the night?
Rachel pushed him away, and sat up propped up. She was very dissatisfied with the midnight visitor in front of her, and her tone couldn't be better, "You came into my house in the middle of the night, did you want to be a thief?"
"Don't you remember what you were doing before you fell asleep?" Cui Yingdao's gaze was firmly fixed on her, as if he wanted to stare at her.
"What can I do before going to bed?" Rachel responded coldly with a blank face.What kind of idiot's question is this? Is it possible to answer? He covered the quilt, turned off the light, and closed his eyes.
Cui Yingdao couldn't help becoming angry when he heard the words. He stared at her, gritted his teeth, and said, "Are you a primary school student? Don't you know how to take care of yourself? You can fall asleep after taking a bath. If I didn't bring you up, You're going to spend the night in the bathtub, I'm afraid."
The tone of scolding made Rachel a little annoyed, in the middle of the night disturbing people's sleep and not talking about it, what did they say?
"You are the primary school student! You are the one who doesn't know how to take care of yourself! You just fell asleep in the bath..." Rachel suddenly lost her confidence while talking, and the unknown anger in her heart disappeared immediately.
She vaguely remembered that she was taking a bath before going to bed, thinking about her and Choi Young-do, and then she seemed to fall asleep. . .According to Cui Yingdao, he fished himself up, so, that is to say——
Rachel looked down at the nightgown she was wearing, then at Cui Yingdao, closed her eyes and took a deep breath, so this time she was really, thoroughly seen by him! ! !
"Remember?" Cui Yingdao looked at her unpredictable face for a while, and all the anger just now turned into a soft sigh, "Is there any discomfort?"
"No, I'm just a little sleepy, you go back." Rachel got into the quilt and wrapped herself tightly, only showing the part above the nose, turned over and stopped looking at Cui Yingdao's expression.
What else could she do?You can't have a debate with Cui Yingdao on the topic of 'you should wake me up instead of breaking into the bathroom and taking advantage of others'. She believes that Cui Yingdao can cite no less than ten points of view to refute her, and her result It was him who made her face red.
"Is it really okay?" Cui Yingdao looked at Rachel with some amusement.Her reddened ears can't deceive anyone, and she can't think of any messy things anymore.
Rachel didn't answer, but could still feel the gaze glued to her body behind her, and said silently in her heart, "Brother, I beg you, please go, please go." . . '
It's a pity that her heartfelt voice was not felt by the other party at all. The side of the bed sank, and someone lay up and hugged her through the quilt, his mellow chuckle came from his ears, and his hot breath touched her. Her earlobe made her tremble slightly.
"I'm still worried about leaving you alone, but my aunt told me to take good care of you and sleep well."
"If you don't go out again, I will sue you for breaking into a house in the middle of the night."
"It was my aunt who gave me the key. Besides, this is our home now."
Rachel looked him up and down, and came to a conclusion, "Did you get beaten up by your dad?"
Cui Yingdao turned her over to face him, showing an extremely innocent smile, "Can you really sleep?"
"What do you want?" Rachel suddenly had an ominous premonition.
Cui Yingdao pushed back the hair that was blocking her face, looked at her quietly for a while, then suddenly got up with a smile, lifted the quilt and picked up Rachel, who was unprepared, and walked out.
"Cui Yingdao!" Rachel struggled in his arms, going crazy in the middle of the night.
"Don't move around." Cui Yingdao's smile continued, and the strength in his hand was also deepening.
The strange feeling on her body made her realize that there was nothing under her nightgown, which was really embarrassing enough, Rachel obediently stopped moving, and protested.
"Crazy, where are you taking me? Let me down, Cui Yingdao!"
"I haven't heard you call me that for a long time, call me again."
"madman."
"my name."
"madman."
Cui Yingdao smiled nonchalantly, and in a blink of an eye he had carried her to Esther's room, pushed open the door, saw Rachel's astonished expression, leaned over and whispered in her ear, "Surprise!"
Rachel looked at everything in front of her in disbelief, and Esther's queen-like room had a big change.The simple gray and black tone divides the entire space into three levels. The overall tone and shape are dominated by black and white. White walls and curtains, black furniture and bedding, smooth straight line design, black calm and restrained and white Simple and elegant combined with simple and low-key luxury.There are a few black and white paintings hanging on the bedside background wall, which adds a sense of layering to the wall. I have to say that she loves the white plush carpet to death. The large white is like a soft cloud, which makes people relax. . .
Wait, now is not the time to obsess over that new rug!
The men's clothing, daily necessities in the room, the motorcycle model she threw on Cui Yingdao that night, and the helmet on the sofa all showed that this place had changed to a new owner.
This night was full of 'surprises'!
"How is this going?"
In fact, she can guess without thinking, who else can there be besides their mother?Mom, you are too open-minded, let your beautiful daughter live with a full-blooded young man, have you ever thought that Cui Yingdao would stay in the room so obediently?
"It's what Auntie meant. Thank you too, because you ruined my suite and I was kicked out by my dad, so Auntie kindly took me in." Cui Yingdao shook his head with a look of grievance and helplessness .
Rachel was speechless looking at Cui Yingdao who was cheap and good-looking, and her tone was not very friendly, "I will ask Representative Cui to let you live back tomorrow. Wait, you can go back to your home if you don't have a suite. Why do you want to live in my home?"
Cui Yingdao looked down at Rachel's slightly angry face, and the anger made her flushed cheeks even more rosy, and a smile crept up to the corner of her mouth, "A home is not complete without a hostess, welcome home."
"Cui Yingdao, you fouled."
How did he win Esther's sympathy? Her mother has always followed the rational and sensible route, rather than the style of the Madonna of the White Lotus.
"Fouls are part of the game, at least the result is satisfying, what do you think?" Cui Yingdao's smile became more wanton and insolent.
Rachel had already given up the idea of communicating with him. When it came to scoundrels and thick skins, she couldn't match him one-thousandth of the time.
"I wish you a happy life in your new house. You can let me down now." It feels really bad to be empty, and now she just wants to go back to the room quickly and put on her underwear.
"Let's talk." His tone was no longer teasing just now, but became serious.
"Then you put me down first." Their current posture is not suitable for chatting.
Cui Yingdao carried her to the bed, let her sit down, then knelt down in front of her on one knee, took her hand, looked into her eyes, and said with a rare serious expression, "Liu Rachel."
"What?" Rachel was confused by Cui Yingdao's posture, what was he trying to do, maybe he took out a ring from his pocket in the next second.
"Liu Rachel, I was wrong, sorry."
☆, heart knot
--Soheshall never know how I love him: and that, not because he's handsome, Nelly, but because he's more myself than I am.
I was wrong, sorry. . .
It was an opening line she hadn't expected.
During the days apart, on the return plane, and on the way home, she couldn't help but wonder what Cui Yingdao did wrong?She listed them one by one in her heart, and in the end she couldn't tell.
It is rare for her to look down at him like this, combing her bangs to reveal a neat forehead and sharp eyebrows, Cui Yingdao, who is domineering when she moves her eyebrows, has a soft light in her eyes at this moment, he stares at her quietly, as if waiting follow her answer.
"Sorry for what?"
"I'm the one who made you feel insecure, I'm sorry."
"About Jin Tan's matter, I didn't consider your feelings, I'm sorry." Cui Yingdao paused, with a serious expression on his face, "I didn't fulfill my fiance's responsibility to take good care of you, I'm sorry."
Maybe she herself will never know that what was deeply imprinted in his heart that night was not only her rare gaffe, her hysterical questioning, but also the sparkling mist in her eyes.
Some people say that tears are a woman's best weapon, but in this cruel circle, tears are the least valuable thing, and what you get is ridicule from others. Rachel has such a strong personality, and she doesn't bother to play the role of a weak person to win the sympathy of others. He has never seen her cry, and he has never thought of her crying.
His flamboyant father when he was young, his mother who hid aside and cried secretly, his father's endless stream of women, in that unseemly family, only his mother was his only warmth.He has been determined to defeat his father since he was a child, learn his father's cruelty, cruelty, brutality, and calculations, and use these to arm himself. No matter how deliberately he imitates his father outwardly, he will never be like his father when it comes to emotions. Dad usually plays emotional games with a group of women, more specifically physical games.
In his view, love is specific, whether it is body or heart, it is only for the right person.He doesn't flirt with girls, and deliberately keeps a certain distance from them. He only wants to leave his love to the person who really moves his heart, the person who is worth waiting for.
If he falls in love with someone and recognizes someone, he will cherish her, protect her, take due responsibility for her, and never let her repeat the tragedy of his mother, and never let her cry.So when he saw Rachel's eyes that were full of tears, no matter what the reason was, he knew he was wrong, he didn't do what he should do.
Rachel froze for a moment, then bit her lip and smiled.Is this also a form of confession?They were really funny, she thought he would be angry because she didn't hear from her, and blamed her waywardness, in return for him to say sorry; but she didn't do the same. . .
"I shouldn't have just left like that and made you worry, sorry."
They are all such proud people, some emotions and some words would rather hold on than show it, only in front of the closest people, they will let themselves soften.
Cui Yingdao took her hand and put it to his lips, kissing the back of her hand lightly.
It wasn't that he wasn't afraid in his heart. When he woke up from the nightmare, she was no longer by his side. There was no message or word, leaving him with an empty suite.In the next few days, he couldn't find her, and there was no news of her at home or with friends. He remembered the situation when his mother left, the same left without saying goodbye, the same without any contact, the fear was like a bottomless pit, Slowly to devour him.
At the beginning, the mother left because she couldn't bear her father and was disappointed with the family. Does her leaving mean that he let her down?
Fortunately, now she is back.
"Thank you so much, thank you for coming back."
Thank you for giving me another chance.
Thank you for not leaving me alone.
"I don't have any feelings for my senior. On the day of the party, I acted for him." Even if she didn't understand why Cui Yingdao was worried about her relationship with Lee Hyo Shin, she still had to explain it to him.
"I know."
Cui Yingdao nodded, he is not a person who can get by, if some things are not clear, it will become a thorn in his heart after a long time, he once went to find Li Xiaoxin——
"What happened on the day of the party was not sincere. It caused a misunderstanding between you and Rachel. I'm sorry, the relationship between Rachel and me is just friendship." Lee Hyo-shin smiled faintly, looking at the big devil who broke into the broadcasting room in front of him, There are still wounds on the cheeks and lips, which must be the masterpiece of a school girl who fled.
"I have someone I like, so the confession is for others to see, and the forehead kiss is the same. Rachel is just doing me a favor."
Cui Yingdao raised his eyebrows, but remained silent.The person Lee Hyo Shin likes. . .Among the people present that night, could it be the new teacher who passed by him with a depressed face?This senior's vision is really unusual, and he is actually interested in that kind of urban mature woman type big sister.
"Rachel likes you, it's not hard to see...she is a person who can control her emotions, but that day when you were talking with Enshang on the flyover, I saw jealousy in her eyes, when Jin Tan was so troubled, She has never been like this before, so she likes you very much." As if seeing Cui Yingdao's doubts, Lee Hyo-shin added, Rachel is his favorite junior, besides, this is the trouble he caused, she helped He has done so many times, and he also needs to give something in return to help this young couple.
envy?Cui Yingdao was stunned, this was something he had never thought about.I remember that when Rachel came back from the United States, he saw the marriage with Jin Tan. Later, he found out about Cha Eunsang and Jin Tan’s meeting in the United States. Rachel must have known about it. He always thought it was because Rachel hated Cha Eunsang. The reason, it seems he was wrong again.
"You have always been the only one I like, and I have always been there. There will be no one else but you." He looked into her eyes, and every word was extremely persistent and firm.
"I know."
Rachel understood who he was referring to by other people. The topic of her quarrel with Cui Yingdao was always inseparable from Jin Tan and Cha Eunsang, and these two people were also the source of her displeasure.
In the eyes of others, Cui Yingdao just helped Jin Tan, and there is nothing to worry about. After all, they were good friends, so it seems that the whole thing is more like she is making trouble for no reason, or in Cui Yingdao's view, it is She cared about Jin Tan's performance, that's why he was so disturbed. In fact, what really made her angry was that Cui Yingdao indirectly helped Cha Eunsang a lot. It seemed that everything related to Cha Eunsang would make her become extreme.
She has always felt that there is no empathy in this world. If you don’t experience it, you will never understand it, or you can’t fully understand the feelings of those who have experienced it.No one can really understand the pain and sorrow in another person's heart. I feel that it is already dripping with blood. No matter how caring others seem to be, it will only be for a while. In the end, I will bear it alone.
So she somewhat ignored Cui Yingdao's feelings for her, didn't take his words into her heart, and tightly grasped the plots that happened that she knew, and she couldn't let go of Cui Yingdao's liking for Cha Eunsang.Gradually, the worries and suspicions in her heart were magnified infinitely, and any disturbance made her anxious and frightened, and in the end, she hurt others and herself.
Sometimes remember what should be remembered, forget what should be forgotten, change what can be changed, and accept what cannot be changed, so that life can be easier.
"Did you always think that I was interested in Jin Tan?" Rachel directly pointed out Cui Yingdao's thoughts.
Cui Yingdao bowed his head unnaturally, on the surface he seemed embarrassed by being exposed, but his heart was already in a ball, he was afraid of what she would say next.
"I have never liked Jin Tan. If my attitude towards Jin Tan's related matters misunderstood you, then I will tell you seriously now that my concern for Jin Tan is not a ridiculous thing. Hate, absolutely has nothing to do with feelings, if I have to make a conclusion, I can only say that I am a vengeful person, if someone hurts me and makes me sad, I will definitely take revenge."
"In this regard, we are quite alike." Cui Yingdao's flustered heart finally fell to the ground, and the unconcealable smile reached his eyes.
Rachel looked at him firmly, "But to Jin Tan, we are not like each other. Jin Tan didn't apologize to you, but Jin Tan owed me a lot."
"Even if there is no relationship between Jin Tan and I, no matter how dissatisfied with this engagement, there are two big families standing behind it. Even if they are playing their own way, they will take care of each other's face on the surface. Jin Tan, what have you done? I don’t care about the elders who arranged a marriage for me, and I don’t care about the fugitive fiancé in name, it doesn’t mean I can bear Jin Tan’s behavior. Ever since the day Jin Tan and Cha Eun-sang transferred to another school, they’ve been gloating and waiting to see me If you are a playful person, if your fiancé is robbed by a nouveau riche or a social carer, I will become the laughing stock of others, let alone annul the engagement."
"Cui Yingdao, have you ever thought about how much retiring an engagement will affect a girl's reputation? This disgraceful stroke will never be erased in her life. Jin Tan and Cha Eunshang undoubtedly gave it to everyone in front of everyone. I slapped me, how could I swallow this breath."
"For those of us whose lives are under the control of our parents, Jin Tan's spirit of standing up for love and rebelling against the family is very brave, and who can see that Jin Tan is not the only one who sacrificed on this road of rebellion. Himself, he dragged other innocent people into his war as it should be, and when he pushed himself to the cusp of the storm, he even dragged me along, but he himself never felt guilty for his actions Pass."
"In a political marriage, any persistence and entanglement is a foul. If I really fell in love with Jin Tan and took that ridiculous marriage seriously, if I was struggling when Jin Tan hooked up with Cha Eunsang, Will it be my fault in everyone's eyes that I don't use any means? Because there is no love in marriage, so Jin Tan is a great true love for Cha Eun Sang, and my sincerity will not be recognized by others."
These are the original Liu Rachel's heartfelt thoughts, because of her indifference, because she has no close friends, because her marriage with Jin Tan was arranged by the family, her love has to be
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