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Ning Yici was very surprised when he found himself automatically searching for Xu Xiaodi's figure.

How long does it take for a person to develop a habit, and how long does it take to like someone.

That person is cheerful, sunny, popular, and has a flamboyant personality, but he is not annoying. Teachers and classmates all like him.

He has everything in him, but he yearns for something that he doesn't have, and he can't resist.

Perhaps because of that person, there is no haze in his eyes, and he is always in the sun.It happened to be the opposite of himself, so he resisted the approach of the other party.

It was almost an instinct of self-preservation.

The better that person is, the worse he will be, that sense of decay.

It took him three days to sort out that emotion.

Thinking about it this way, I actually have no reason to not like the other party, as if it is a flight that has been booked long ago.

Ning Yici accepted the fact very calmly. He was introverted but also precocious. He chose to keep this emotion well and not let anyone know about it.

Because of his mother, he once thought that it would be difficult for him to have someone he likes, what good is a man and a woman being together, just to do that kind of thing?

He was fed up and followed his mother, moving from one house to another, calling different people uncle.

He used to share a small room with his mother's boyfriend's son, which smelled of cigarettes and used condoms under the bed, and that person often came back with his girlfriend.

The quality of the room is not good, and the sound insulation is even worse. I can often hear the movement of the bedroom next door. Usually at this time, the other party will laugh and hit his head against the wall, and then let him listen, with all kinds of swear words mixed in foul language.

How old was he then? 12 or 13?

One day when he was suddenly woken up from his nap, he found that the other party was with his girlfriend on the bed next to him.

The woman's scream, the man's panting, the swaying chest, the shaking bed, two naked bodies close together, the smell in the air.

He ran out of the room and spat out with a "wow".

Since then he has lost interest in women.But Ning Yici never thought that one day, he would fall in love with a man.

Falling in love with Xu Xiaodi has become an established fact. He is very clear about that kind of expectation, which has surpassed that of ordinary friends. That kind of feeling makes him feel hard to express, but he is often happy because of a bottle of water or a word brought by the other party. Feel lost because of the other party's failure to make an appointment.

He knew better than anyone else that Xu Xiaodi couldn't possibly like a man, so he decided not to tell the other party forever.

Winter went to spring, and it was April in a blink of an eye. The two often walked together, which had become an established scene in the class.

Besides Ning Yici, Xu Xiaodi has many friends. He loves to play and has a generous personality. He is very popular among boys.

So in fact, he and Ning Yici didn't spend much time together, but they were always at the same table. Every time Ning Yici appeared, he was with Xu Xiaodi, so it gave people the feeling of being together every day .

Because of Xu Xiaodi, the boys in the class will not target Ning Yici as much as before. Brother's brother has to give some face, and occasionally say a few words, in the case of Xu Xiaodi.

Every afternoon, when Xu Xiaodi was tired from playing, he would go to the studio to rest.

Ning Yici was drawing on one side, and he was sleeping next to him, or watching others draw.

Others said that I ran too hard to the studio, so I can't wait to accept the influence of art?

Xu Xiaodi carefully summarized the reasons why he likes to go to the studio.There is always water to drink, and fruit to fill your belly, or something else to eat.

Everything makes him feel comfortable.

There is food and drink, and you can lie down when you are full. Naturally, it is a hundred times better than the classroom, and it is also clean, suitable for sleeping.

After waking up, he can still tease Ning Yici, although now that the two of them are familiar, the other party's reaction is not as fun as before.

Although Ning Yici didn't like to talk, but he had too many poor-mouthed friends around him, so it seemed nice to come to a quiet place once in a while.

The other party is more suitable for listening than speaking.

"Let's go to Meixi Lake together on Saturday, do you want to go?" Xu Xiaodi got up and asked lazily.

"Don't go."

"Well, I'm not at all surprised by that answer."

He felt that he had been rejected by the other party at least a hundred times, but he had a strong heart and would stand up and ask No. 11 times as if nothing had happened.

"By the way, someone asked me about you, girl. I'm interested in you. What do you think? How about I introduce you to save you from being lonely."

"unnecessary."

"I'm thinking about you, maybe you can get a girlfriend, and your autism will heal itself from then on."

"unnecessary."

"Hey, don't refuse so simply, tell me what you think, just Xu Qingqing from the next class, she looks pretty..."

"It has something to do with me?" Before Xu Xiaodi finished speaking, Ning Yici interrupted impatiently.

Xu Xiaodi saw that the other party was not in a good mood, so he shrugged his shoulders, "Well, pretend I didn't say it, anyway, you will become a monk in the future, and you won't be trapped by these mundane things, right, master?"

"En." Ning Yici lowered his head and continued to draw.

Xu Xiaodi glanced at the person and was completely speechless.

How could anyone fall in love with this kid?Knowing that it is an iceberg and still hitting it, it is not stupid or what...

He looked at Ning Yici carefully, then suddenly bowed down, and approached her face.

Ning Yici was taken aback by the other party's sudden movement, and subconsciously took a step back. If the perpetrator hadn't helped him in time, he would probably have sat down on the ground.

"You...what are you doing?"

The two were so close that they could almost feel each other's breath.

"I was wondering just now why there are girls who like you. After a closer look, you look pretty good. You squat in the studio every day without basking in the sun. Your skin is really fair. Tsk tsk, it's better than a woman's skin."

Xu Xiaodi originally wanted to make fun of the other party, but found that what he said was the truth.

The young man has red lips and white teeth, and a pair of big eyes that are black and white. He is the kind of handsome man that is rare among boys, but he often lowers his head and doesn't talk much. His sense of presence is extremely low, so no one notices.

He thought about it, Xu Qingqing in the next class, if she is not suitable for dating with this person, that woman is not as fair and beautiful as Ning Yici.

If it goes on for a long time, she will feel inferior, and it's no wonder that Ning Yici looks down on others, it's better to play with herself.

Xu Xiaodi just looked at it, and even moved his hands, touching the person's face along the way, "Oh, it's slippery, you can't paint something on it."

Xu Xiaodi just did it unintentionally, but Ning Yici's heartbeat was beating like a drum. Worried that the other party would find out that he was strange, he subconsciously pushed him away, "What are you doing!"

With [-]% force in this palm, Xu Xiaodi fell to the ground, the back of his head hit the wall, he gasped in pain, and instantly became angry, "Why the hell are you crazy, I'm just kidding What about you? Being so unbearable like a bitch, didn't you just touch you?"

He is full of anger now, and he also ignores the other person's expression. Is it necessary for a man to be so twitchy?This is also the case when he jokes with other people. I have never seen such a big reaction.

Ning Yici looked at the people on the ground, turned around and walked out quickly.

"You're fucking talented!" Xu Xiaodi got up from the ground.

Damn it, he knocked him to the ground, he was even more tempered than him, and he didn't know to come and pull him, so he slammed the door and left.

What the hell.

Xu Xiaodi kicked the drawing board aside, "Fuck you, what the hell."

Neither of the two took the initiative to speak. After two days, Xu Xiaodi's anger disappeared, wondering if that guy didn't mean to repent at all?At worst, he can be touched.

Unexpectedly, beyond his expectation, Ning Yici actually took the initiative to move the table away!

Xu Xiaodi was really angry this time. He had never met such a person before. If he had to change to someone else, he would have gotten into a fight long ago. It was really uncomfortable to hold it in his heart, but it's okay now. People just pat their butts and leave!

He panicked even more!But he can't really beat someone up, and because others are not at the same table as him to beat someone up, what does it look like, even if it's a beating, Ning Yici should beat him up when he pushes him down.

Damn it shouldn't have let people leave like this at the time, Xu Xiaodu found that he had missed the best time to beat him up.

Ning Yici became more and more frightened, he was afraid that if this went on, he would be discovered by the other party sooner or later, and the two of them would not even be friends, and maybe the other party would treat him as a pervert.

Instead of this, it is better to keep a safe distance from the beginning.

Ning Yici moved the seats without authorization. Originally, the last table between him and Xu Xiaodi was prominent, and there were only the two of them at the end, and it didn't matter which table they sat behind.

He didn't know who could be so bored to sue, and he was ordered to move back.

The two sat together again.