have a farm

"My dear brother, long time no see."

"Why are you here?" Ning Yici looked at the person in front of him, frowned, and tried hard to restrain the urge to turn around and leave.

He hadn't seen this person for a long time, Li Liang, the son of the man in the house where the mother and son lived.

They shared a room for as long as two years, and that was the time he was most miserable and the last time he didn't want to remember.

Darkness, filth, low self-esteem, self-abandonment, all kinds of negative emotions are intertwined, making him feel unable to breathe.He doesn't know how he got through those days, and he will never think about it again.

Two years later, his mother took him and moved out of that house, but the nightmare was far from over. Although Li Liang stopped studying, he asked his friends at school to "greeting" him often.

Either the desk was missing, or the books in the desk were torn up, or someone blocked the road and beat him up, making him look so out of place with the rest of the class.

Because of this, Ning Yici gradually became a character who doesn't like to talk to others, and chooses to close herself up.

It wasn't until high school, when he changed schools, that things got better. Although he still met those people, but in the third year of junior high, he grew ten centimeters taller. Usually, regardless of the pain on his body, he would come to those who came to trouble him. After a couple of ups and downs, gradually, there will be fewer troublemakers.

He originally thought that he would never see this person in his life.

Li Liang smiled and said to the people around him, "Dabang, did you see that, I said it was my younger brother, others are good students, those who study in No. [-] middle school, and those who will go to university in the future, are different from you people. "

"It's different from us, but it's also different from you. I really can't see that your kid has such a serious brother, so he must not be his own."

The person who was called said with a smile.

Ning Yici frowned, the other party's fixed gaze on him made him feel extremely disgusted, that kind of undisguised scrutiny, directly aimed at the person's lower third.

Li Liang patted Ning Yici on the shoulder, "Brother, how is your mother doing now? She dumped my dad, did she find a richer man? My dad still misses her and says he regrets it." , I want to find her and live a good life with her again. Otherwise, if I tell him what I saw you today, he must be very happy. "

Ning Yici frowned, this person disgusted him like a fly or a mosquito.

"What do you want?" "I don't want to do anything, I just want to catch up with you, and I have been a brother, right?" After a pause, Li Liang said, "If you don't want to talk to me, it's fine, my name is Go to my dad, and you call your mom, when the time comes, the four of us will reminisce about the old days, and it will be considered a family reunion."

"You and I are not a family."

"What you said is boring. But, I haven't seen my dad for a long time, and I don't need to tell him. How about it, you accompany me to have a meal, I actually miss you, Don't be so unkind." After Li Liang finished speaking, he winked at Da Bang beside him.

Ning Yici saw the winking expressions of the two of them and felt extremely disgusted. He immediately came to a conclusion that this person was very difficult to deal with. Even if he refused to agree, there was probably another trick.

Ning Yici thought for a while and said, "I'll go with you, but you can't tell your dad what happened today."

Li Liang's father had a serious tendency to violence. He was fine at ordinary times, but once he drank alcohol, he would show his true colors. He hid it at first, but then it became more and more serious. His mother couldn't bear it and moved out of the house.

But now, the mother has a good home and she has completely escaped from the haze of the past. He absolutely cannot let the father and son destroy each other's life, even if there is even a slight possibility.

He is no longer the helpless child in the shadow of memory.

"Of course, I also want to talk to you."

Ning Yici had just walked a few steps, when he heard someone calling him behind him, he gave a pause.

"Xiaoci!" Xu Xiaodi ran up sweating profusely.When he got in front of the person, he said, "I just looked at the back and it looks familiar. It's really you. Where are you going? You won't have class in the afternoon?"

It took so long to ask someone to buy a bottle of soda, so he was worried and ran to the store in front of the school to have a look.

Xu Xiaodi glanced at the people walking with Ning Yici, and asked again, "These... are your friends?"

How does it feel... Weirdly, he doesn't look like a good person...

"Well, I have something to do." Ning Yici's tone was indifferent, and he handed the soda in his hand to the other party, "You go back first."

Seeing that people didn't want to say more, Xu Xiaodi shrugged, "Okay then, when the teacher asks you in the afternoon, I'll tell you that you have diarrhea."

He actually wanted to say, so you kid also has friends, and you will leave as soon as you are called. I have to beg to see you, to see your face, and you reluctantly agree.

Watching people walk away, Xu Xiaodi opened the soda and took a sip before turning back.

Zhang Weixing was a little curious and asked Xu Xiaodi, "Do you know Dabang?"

"Who is Dabang?"

"I just saw that you talk to him, don't tell me you don't know him."

Xu Xiaodi thought for a while, "Oh, I was talking to Ning Yici just now, and those people are Ning Yici's friends."

Zhang Weixing laughed, "I said, how do you know those people, but it's strange, it's unlikely that Ning Yici knew those people, and he went to play with that pervert, and didn't even attend afternoon classes. "

"What do you mean? Abnormal? Do you like playing with women?"

"What kind of pervert is he who likes to play with women? Dabang likes to play with men. I don't know how many little boys have changed around him. I heard that he played with people to the hospital. He was arrested last time, but harassing men is not considered a hooligan. After a few days, I got some money to unblock it, and then released it again.

Xu Xiaodi was stunned for a moment, looked at the direction where the person disappeared, suddenly felt a little uneasy, he thought that person's eyes were weird just now, now that he said that, he suddenly understood.

"But don't worry, Ning Yici should be fine, isn't he willing to go with someone? Maybe it's a friend, there are so many people together."

Looking at the empty seats around her, she felt uneasy no matter what, thinking of it this way, Ning Yici is really helpless, and there is a great risk.

He couldn't concentrate in class, and couldn't relax at all while sleeping. After holding on for a while, Xu Xiaodi decided to find someone, so there was no clue.

If he can't find anyone, he can take it easy. Anyway, in the classroom, he can't sit still no matter what.

Xu Xiaodi looked for the nearby billiard room, karaoke room, and game room one by one. Most young people like to stay in this kind of place.

He was startled when he heard the scream, and then quickly ran towards the source of the sound.

Even he himself didn't realize that his actions were so anxious.

Xu Xiaodu looked at the person holding his belly on the ground, "Are you okay?"

Ning Yici was going to kick the person who was wriggling on the ground, and looked at the person who kicked open the door, a little surprised, "You...why are you here?" Without waiting for anyone to answer, he pulled the person out, " Let's go, they have a group of people, or they won't be able to go."

They stopped fighting, and the two hurried out.

Xu Xiaodi took a breath, and looked at the people around him in disbelief, "I never thought that you would be so shady." The man on the ground just now had a painful look on his face, which was really scary.

Covering his lower body with his hands, he felt pain in his balls just looking at it.

"There are many places you can't think of." Ning Yici didn't care, paused, and then asked, "Why did you come here?"

"Someone told me that the person walking with you is a pervert, am I worried?" After a pause, Xu Xiaodi continued, "You know he is a pervert who likes men, why are you still walking with him? Are you stupid? What if someone else has a knife?"

Ning Yici was stunned, at first Xu Xiaodi came to him, and he was very happy besides the accident, but now, he couldn't be happy no matter what.

His voice was a bit obscure, and he couldn't help asking, "Are all those who like men perverts?"

Xu Xiaodi replied without thinking, "Of course, why didn't you beat him up just now? People who like men are not perverts! Fucking perverts."

The wind whistling around, but his heart sank straight down, and his blood flowed backwards.

"What if I say, I'm also a pervert?"

"what?"

"I like men too."

Xu Xiaodi had a look of disbelief, "You...are you kidding me?"

"I'm not kidding, I like men. You should too, guess who I like."

After Ning Yici finished speaking, without looking at the other party's expression, she jumped off the stand and walked forward step by step.

---

The person just dropped a bomb and left. Xu Xiaodi couldn't calm down anymore. Do you like men?Which man do you like?

Why couldn't you see it before?

After Ning Yici said these words, he just left, and didn't come to school for two consecutive days, Xu Xiaodi finally couldn't hold back anymore.

He looked at every possible person, and put his eyes on Lin Guowei. After thinking about it, Ning Yici usually walked quite close to him...

"Hey, Lin Guowei, who do you think Ning Yici treats best? I think he treats you very well."

Lin Guowei glanced at the person, "I don't know who he treats the best. After painting for three weeks, he was pushed to the ground by someone. He didn't have any temper at all. All the money was spent on snacks, and he ended up in a certain I also don't understand the human stomach, what's so good about that person, he's so arrogant, he even has to do his homework, as if he doesn't have hands."

Xu Xiaodi pondered, the person in the other party's mouth is arrogant and annoying, but why is it a bit like himself...

He closed his mouth, but his heart sank, thinking that it should be impossible...

In the afternoon, Xu Xiaodi accidentally knocked off the drawing book on Ning Yici's desk.

He picked it up from the ground, but kept flipping it up. There were flowers and plants, cats and dogs in front of it. The simple strokes were very funny, and it disappeared in the middle of the painting. He wanted to put the book back. , Somehow, I turned to the last page again.

On the last two pages, there are all pictures of a person sleeping alone, with various micro-expressions and demeanors.

Xu Xiaodi had never read these two pages before, but now he was completely stunned. He naturally recognized who the person on the picture was.

After Xu Xiaodi managed to calmly look at the fact that Ning Yici might like a man, he became flustered now. He desperately wanted to find out about him, but he never came to school.

Day by day, he found himself becoming more and more calm.

It's been the third week, could it be that he is avoiding himself, on Monday, Xu Xiaodi looked at the still vacant seat next to him, and was a little absent-minded all morning.

At noon, he finally couldn't help asking Lin Guowei, why hasn't Ning Yici come to school after so long? "

Is it because they are afraid of embarrassment for the two of them?

"Aren't you on good terms with him? Why, he didn't tell you that he's going to transfer schools."

"Transfer, why do you want to transfer?"

"I don't know either. He said that he will come to go through the formalities in the next two days, and then pack up the books. Don't you know? I thought you have a good relationship, so he should tell you."

"We have a good relationship?" Xu Xiaodi murmured and repeated the last sentence of the other party, "Yeah, why didn't he tell me, why did he transfer schools?"

Two days later, Ning Yici finally came to the school. After so many days, when he saw someone again, Xu Xiaodi found that he could not utter a word after rehearsing in his heart.

And Ning Yici seemed to have nothing to say, Xu Xiaodi was a little annoyed, how could the other party have nothing to say to him!

When Ning Yici went to the studio to pack his things, Xu Xiaodi couldn't help but follow him. When he came in, the other party only took one look, then bowed down and continued to tidy up.

"Actually, you don't need to transfer schools. I have always regarded you as a friend. If you also regard me as a friend, we will still be friends in the future." Xu Xiaodi was so confused that he didn't even know what he was talking about.

He has always regarded Ning Yici as his best friend, and after the other party said those words, he didn't want people to just leave.

"I like you not to be friends with you. I don't need friends. I'm sorry to make you feel bad. I won't do it in the future."

He thought for a long time, not only did he not want to be friends with the other party, but he also didn't want to hear the other party's voice.I hate changing myself in order to get closer to the other person.He finally no longer has to worry about gains and losses.

Xu Xiaodi was stunned, "You know I don't like men, why would you say so?"

Ning Yici shook his head and laughed, "It has nothing to do with you, I just want to be consistent."

Xu Xiaodi didn't answer, the sudden silence made people feel a little breathless, Ning Yici stood up holding the painting utensils, and walked outside.

At the moment the man turned around, he couldn't help but shed tears.

He just didn't want to cry in front of the other party, that posture would be too ugly.

He was already so embarrassing, and he didn't want to be more ugly.

"Goodbye."

"Wait." Hearing the business behind her, Ning Yici stopped in her tracks.

Xu Xiaodi was a little annoyed, "How can you say it has nothing to do with me? I don't know how I feel about you, but I know, I can't let you go like this, at least until I figure it out thoroughly."

"Although I have had two girlfriends, I have never liked anyone, let alone a man."

"You know what? I'm so confused by you."

Ning Yici didn't look back, he tried to make his voice sound normal, "And then?"

"I think, no, I think, maybe I like you a little bit, we can give it a try, can you not go? Wait until I figure it out."

---

"You did it on purpose at the beginning, forcing me to submit by transferring to another school."

"What do you say?"

"How can I guess, anyway, I'm on a thief ship."

Ning Yici smiled and said nothing.

If you like someone, how can you be his friend? Even if it's a struggle, he wants to try.