have a farm

Lu Yilin clutched his forehead, no matter how much he watched, after all, he was inexperienced, and he had never thought of this kind of situation. Many things were groping and frustrating, and setbacks were inevitable.

He still felt a little uncomfortable.

During this period of time, there were a lot of things backlogged in my heart, and a sudden accident aroused emotional resonance, and those hidden fragility or negative emotions seemed to have suddenly found an outlet.

Covering his face, he spent 10 minutes adjusting his emotions.

After 10 minutes, everyone came, and Lu Yilin seemed to have no abnormality on the surface. He suddenly talked less, and everyone subconsciously thought it was an accident, and didn't think much about it.

It took an afternoon for everyone to clean the bottom of the pool and refill the cement. If the sun is good tomorrow, the pool can be dried in a day, and the impact will not be great.

At 06:30 in the evening, after the construction site was over, Lu Yilin returned home. After such a tiring day, he was already very tired.

Before going to bed, he called Zhao Shicheng again, but there was still no answer.

Lihua Village is not like Shanshi City. Basically, at eight o'clock, every household washes up and prepares to go to bed. Lu Yilin is lying on the bed, hearing the croaking of frogs one after another.

He felt that Zhao Shicheng would not just listen to those unreliable words, but he still found it weird. Although he had a clear conscience, he also hoped that the two of them could be simpler.

Now that we're together, let's be together, it's better to be pure, although it's impossible for two people to be pure at their age...

Lu Yilin stared at the ceiling, thought for a while in a daze, but couldn't resist the drowsiness that filled the air, and gradually closed his eyes.

The second one was a sunny day. After breakfast, Lu Yilin went to the construction site early. He had to wait for the newly laid cement to dry before continuing to work on the pool, so he was going to do something else today.

The original ecological slope on the far right is full of weeds, as deep as half a person. According to Lu Yilin's previous planning, the grass must be cleared, and wild flowers and trees should be planted to improve the viewing.

As for the roses on both sides of the boardwalk on the top of Shangdao Mountain, this kind of flower is easy to live, cheap, and has a long flowering period and colorful colors.

He ordered a batch of rose seedlings for three years, and [-] rose seeds. He was going to finish the renovation and plant roses and roses on the weedy hillside.

Many families in Rose Village have species. If you see a good-looking one, you can ask the owner for some branches. When you come back, you can cut it into small pieces, make a few pots of river sand, put it in a cool place, and it will survive quickly. It doesn’t cost money.

Of course, roses and roses cannot be planted entirely on a hillside. To intersperse some other wild flowers and trees, he has to build a few rows of trellises to grow some grapes.

Grapes that cannot be eaten can also be used to make wine.

Lu Yilin plans to build a few pavilions on the mountainside for people to rest, where they can play chess or something. Even if they don't do anything, it's good to make a pot of tea and let the wind blow in a daze.

The backside of the hillside is used to grow vegetables and raise some small animals. This can develop several experience projects, so it can be ignored for the time being.

Although the farm is open in four seasons, its main income is mainly in summer, so Lu Yilin thinks about a variety of plants that are outstanding in summer. Of course, other seasons must also be considered. It is best to have flowers blooming in four seasons, so that no matter what time comes, there will be flowers. Looking at it, it can also make people feel fresh.

Lu Yilin was a little absent-minded all day today. He didn't call Zhao Shicheng yesterday, so he didn't call today.

How should I put it, since the other party saw the missed call and neither dialed nor sent him a text message, he was making a call, so he was a bit boring.

Lu Yilin hates the feeling of worrying about gains and losses, so he simply doesn't think about it, and doing more physical work is obviously a good way to distract himself.

In the afternoon, after dinner, Lu Yilin took Tiaotiao and prepared to go back to Shanshi. This weekend passed extremely slowly, perhaps because he never got a call from that person.

When the car returned to the city, it was completely dark.

After Tiaotiao took a bath, he fell asleep as soon as he lay on the bed, but Lu Yilin couldn't fall asleep anyway. When he woke up the next morning, his complexion was not very good, which was obviously caused by the poor quality of sleep last night.

After two nights, he began to think, is that person planning to just let it go between the two of them? Even if there is a decision, he should tell him.

But after thinking about it, I just stopped contacting and the relationship gradually faded, which actually avoided embarrassment for each other.

Not reconciled, no matter how I think about it, I don't even ask a question.

After all, he's a man, so he can't become frustrated because of feelings, and he can't delay his work. Lu Yilin worked hard to cheer himself up and put himself into work seriously.

After get off work at noon, Lu Yilin prepared to go to the gym as usual.He found out the unused gym card at the beginning because after touching Zhao Shicheng a few times, he wanted to compare.

On the other hand, I also want to make myself better. In front of the person I like, no matter who it is, I will start to pay attention to my image. This is an eternal law.

But it was only a weekend, those reasons were no longer valid, Lu Yilin was a little bit embarrassed, but he still had to go, he was going to ask Li Xiaoxia why he told others that he was with her.

Sure enough, Li Xiaoxia was in the gym, wearing shorts and a sporty navel-baring vest, showing off her fine figure and attracting countless hot eyes.

In all fairness, the other party is indeed a beautiful woman, and normal men would like such a beautiful woman, but Lu Yilin felt that he could actually like a man, which should not be in the normal category.

At this moment, facing a hot girl, he actually felt that the old man was more attractive...

I am really hopeless, I have fallen to this point.

Lu Yilin took a deep breath and reminded himself that at least he should behave like a gentleman towards women, since the matter has come to this point, there is no need to blame the other party for the problem.

Two people trust each other, so why are they afraid of rumors.

As usual, Li Xiaoxia greeted Lu Yilin with a smile, "You have been waiting for a while, let's go, let's go for a run."

"Wait a minute, I have something to ask you, did you tell someone that we..."

Although the words were not uttered, it was obvious that the other party had already understood.

"I can't say it, I said it, it's not my fault." Li Xiaoxia shrugged, "Other people see me getting closer to you, so they come to ask about our relationship. You know, there are always more men in the gym. , I also have an inconvenient partner, people keep asking me for my number, so I have to use you as a shield, at worst, I will treat you to dinner next time, don't be too stingy, you are single anyway."

The other party was so calm, but Lu Yilin had nothing to say. Li Xiaoxia saw that Fang was standing there in a daze, and reached out to take Lu Yilin's hand, "Let's go, let's go for a run."

"No, I don't want to run today." Lu Yilin withdrew his hand.

"What? Are you really angry?" Li Xiaoxia covered her mouth and smiled, blinking her eyes mischievously, "You won't blame me for saying that, blocking your love, I'll just make it up to you, our fake show is real Do it, let's be together."

The other party smiled, and Lu Yilin couldn't tell if it was a joke, but he knew that he should keep a distance from the other party in the future, although the two of them were not very close before, so they just ran together.

Lu Yilin coughed, "It wasn't you who blocked my luck, it was me... My girlfriend will misunderstand if she hears about it."

Changed Zhao Shicheng's gender string a bit, and it actually felt a little cool to secretly poke.

"You have a girlfriend?" Li Xiaoxia looked surprised, "No way, are you trying to put me off with words? I don't believe it. Unless you ask her out, I can explain to her one-sidedly."

"He probably won't come." Lu Yilin was asked. Of course, he couldn't bring Zhao Shicheng here, and he didn't want to come out in such a high-profile way. Most importantly, the two hadn't contacted each other for three days.

He called, but the other party might not come...

Li Xiaoxia smiled, and obviously didn't care about Lu Yilin saying that she had a girlfriend. She had already inquired about it before, and the other party didn't have any women to get close to, so it was impossible for him to have a girlfriend.

"Well, even if you have a girlfriend, let's be the head office of friends, let's go, go for a run."

Li Xiaoxia pulled Lu Yilin and walked a few steps forward. After thinking about it, Lu Yilin withdrew his hand, and said politely, "I'm going to pay my bills, so I won't run away. I'll go first."

Although he has always been ignorant of men and women, he doesn't know everything. He thinks that maybe he should change to a gym.

Originally, he thought it would be good to just say it clearly, but it was impossible for him to call Zhao Shicheng to prove his words.

Lu Yilin returned to his office, everything was in a mess, he suddenly felt confused.

When the phone rang, Lu Yilin quickly picked it up and looked at it. The name on the caller ID was Yu Yue. He was a little disappointed. After two seconds, he pressed the answer button.

"Hey, I heard that you are hanging out with Li Xiaoxia. My mother plausibly said that you are dating? What's the matter with you?"

"Nothing."

"Of course I know that's not the case. You're not so courageous as to be on two boats. If you dare to put a green hat on your boss, you'd be very capable."

Lu Yilin: "..."

Seeing that the other party did not answer, Yu Yue said again, "Li Xiaoxia and my mother said that you are together. I never believed her words. I didn't say you. If she had no hope at all, she wouldn't be so nice to others." Said, she obviously took you as a target."

Lu Yilin laughed dryly, as if he was talking to himself, "What's so good about me, take me as a target."

"You're not interested in others, so you should make it clear earlier. There was Huo Min before. If you rejected her firmly at the beginning, there would be nothing else to do later. You were too hesitant and thought too much, but instead Not good." After a pause, Yu Yue continued, "You think about others so much, have you ever thought about yourself?"

Lu Yilin studied early, from childhood to adulthood, he is two or three years younger than the girls in the class. He has a good appearance and a gentle temper. Everyone regards him as a younger brother and is willing to play with him. Girls are more popular than boys .

After such a journey, Lu Yilin became a little slow in the relationship between men and women at the end. Even if he occasionally boldly confessed to him, he would still be concerned about the other party's feelings, and he said the rejection very tactfully, habitually. Take care of each other's feelings.

"I see, I'll make it clear."

After receiving Tiaotiao in the afternoon, Lu Yilin went to Yu Yue's house, and Yu's mother said that he would definitely let him go.

The other party insisted that he was with Li Xiaoxia, Lu Yilin thought about it, and probably had something to ask himself.

Knowing that Lu Yilin was not with Li Xiaoxia, Liu Xinrong was a little surprised, but not very disappointed. After all, Li Xiaoxia is not a marriage partner of IKEA and IKEA. She is very surprised why Li Xiaoxia said that, so as not to hurt her reputation ?

Not knowing what the young people were thinking now, she simply ignored it and turned her attention to Tiaotiao.

Tiaotiao is still the most likable, obedient and obedient, much more comfortable than the two older ones.

After eating, the father and son sat for a while, and drove home. It was already nine o'clock in the evening, and Tiaotiao fell asleep on the way.

Lu Yilin saw a car in the shadow just now, and he thought it might not be that person, it was just a little bit later, but he saw a familiar person getting out of the car.

Lu Yilin was still holding his son in his arms, with a look of surprise on his face, he lowered his voice and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I have something to do these two days. I wanted to call you, but I wanted to give you a surprise. I'm waiting for you here."

Zhao Shicheng said it very calmly.

"You still know that you want to see me? I thought you'd disappeared into the sea of ​​people." After speaking, Lu Yilin realized that his tone was a little coquettish.

He was struck by himself.

Lu Yilin became a little embarrassed, "Then you wait here for a while, I will carry Tiao Tiao up first, he fell asleep, I will come down immediately."

Putting his son on the bed, when Lu Yilin went downstairs, he kept thinking about what to say later.

But when he saw people again, he found that he couldn't say anything.

"Well, do you have anything to ask me?"

Zhao Shicheng asked in a flat tone, "Do you have something to say to me?" After a pause, Zhao Shicheng said, "I have confidence in you, and I also have confidence in myself."

It turned out that he had been worrying about gains and losses all by himself these past few days. Seeing the other party's calm expression, Lu Yilin walked up to Zhao Shicheng's back and put his head against the other party's back.

He took a deep breath, "Let me lean on for a while." He didn't want the other party to see the expression on his face at this moment.

Zhao Shicheng was startled, "What's the matter?"

Lu Yilin's voice was muffled, "Can't I be moved by you? I'll just rely on it for a while."

Zhao Shicheng was silent for a while, and then slowly said, "I will always rely on you, and I will only rely on you alone."

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Yilin raised his head, "Thank you."

Zhao Shicheng looked at the other party, "Maybe, you can talk to me, if you want, I will always be with you, and I am happy to listen."

Maybe the other party's words were too tempting, Lu Yilin thought for a while and said, "Sometimes, I suddenly don't know what to do."

Lu Yilin has lived with Li's family since he was a child. Although the other party treats him very well, they are separated by a layer after all. He reminds himself in his heart not to cause trouble for others.So even if something happened, he would always keep it in his heart, pretending to be indifferent on the surface.

As for the husband and wife of the Lu family, although they have always regarded each other as parents, they are alienated, and he is not close to them.

In the process of growing up, there was no elder who could listen to his troubles and give him some advice. So, until now, he has habitually hidden those negative emotions and warned himself not to make others feel troublesome.

So, even though he was shocked by his life experience, he still pretended to be nonchalant, because he cared too much, and the Li family would feel bad.

Lu Yilin didn't know why he suddenly lost control of his emotions in front of this person at this moment. Maybe he thought that this person would never appear again.

He never talks about this with people, so now that he talks about it, his emotions will be magnified, and he can't control himself a bit.

In many cases, I also want to have such a person, as long as I let him know that the other person will look at him, accompany him, and give him a few words when he is troubled, he will be satisfied.

But never.

Zhao Shicheng hugged the other party in his arms, "You don't need to think so much, as long as you are by my side."

Lu Yilin raised his head for a while, "Sir, that's not right, you're typical deceitful words, I don't think about anything, will you support me in the future?"

"It's a good proposal."

Lu Yilin thought for a while, "You want to keep me? This is not good, you are going to get bored and kick me out, don't I have nothing?"

"I can transfer part of my bonds and stocks to my name." After a pause, Zhao Shi admitted that he really proposed, "How about treating it as a bride price?"

"Damn!" Lu Yilin backed away a little, "Sir, you really want to keep me! I don't want to!"

Zhao Shicheng put his hands on each other's shoulders, "I've already given the dowry, how can it be considered a nurturing, this is called a legal couple."

He hugged the other party in his arms, "I will be your relative from now on, you will be my lover, you can completely rely on me, in front of me, you can do whatever you want."

Lu Yilin was bewitched by the other party's words, and those words easily hit his weakness. In this way, he felt that he would become pampered and arrogant.

"Do you want me to help you find your parents?"

Zhao Shicheng knew in his heart that the other party had been brooding over this matter.

Lu Yilin thought for a while, "No, it's been so many years."

I still have a thought in my heart if I don't find it. If I find it, I'm afraid I will be disappointed again. After all these years, the other party has never looked for him. Maybe they have a brand new life.

Thinking about it this way, he felt that he was superfluous everywhere, not because he felt sorry for himself, after all these years, he had already seen it, but his heart was a little empty.

Lu Yilin smiled lightly, raised his head and kissed the corner of the other party's lips, "Didn't you say that you are my relative, why, I'm afraid I can't take on this role, so I need someone to share it with?"

"How come, as long as you are willing." It was rare for the other party to take the initiative, and Zhao Shicheng pressed Lu Yilin to kiss him. The carriage was very narrow, and he put his hand into the other party's clothes, skin-to-skin, pinching the other party's waist.

Lu Yilin was in a bad mood, and responded enthusiastically. The man is a lower-body animal, and the temperature in the car immediately rose.

Just before the gun was about to go off, Lu Yilin pushed the person on him away.

Zhao Shicheng's eyes were blurred, stained with hopelessness, staring at the person in front of him.

Lu Yilin blushed, "It's getting late, I'm going to bed."

He's not ready yet, and he's still in the car...

"You are hard, are you sure you want to go home like this?"

Lu Yilin: "..."

Are you sure you want to be so incoherent!Aren't you hard too!

"I'll help you."

Zhao Shicheng finished speaking slowly, and stretched his graceful hand into Lu Yilin's pants. Lu Yilin hurriedly tried to suppress the opponent's troublesome hand, but he had already missed the opportunity.

……

Well, it is indeed very comfortable, but he is afraid that he will no longer be able to look directly at the opponent's hand, and he will not be able to look directly at the car again. The most important thing is that, with a high degree of concentration, it is too fast.

Zhao Shicheng smiled jokingly, it's really annoying!Lu Yilin thought when he fled in despair.

He finally discovered that Zhao Shicheng's gentlemanly demeanor on the surface was unsightly.