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Lu Yilin's voice was cold, "I think you have mistaken the person, I don't know the person you mentioned."

This person barged in out of nowhere, and his actions just now did not make him lose his temper at all.

This man was half a head taller than him, and his body was sharp, how to describe it, as if gods and ghosts were not close to him, and the temperature around him was much lower than other places.

Moreover, when it's important, he can feel that this stern person has a strong sadness.

He guessed that this person must have a very sad past. After all, the other person was older than himself, and he was considered an elder. After thinking about it, Lu Yilin was patient and didn't say anything serious.

Xu Xiaodi stared at the person in front of him, half-paid, and said a person's name.

"Ning Yici."

He used to review this name for countless nights, and then forced himself not to think of these three words.

Reading it now, there is a kind of indescribable obscurity.

Lu Yilin was startled, why is it this person again?He even began to wonder if he really had anything to do with that Mr. Ning.

His momentary expression did not escape Xu Xiaodi's eyes. "You know him, take me to see him."

Lu Yilin stabilized his mind, "Sir, who are you? Why did you find me here? You are looking for Mr. Ning... What's the matter?"

This person's temperament really doesn't look like a beloved man, to put it bluntly, he seems to be seeking revenge...

He and that Mr. Ning had only met once, so he couldn't make trouble for others and take them there hastily.

Besides, he had a very good impression of Mr. Ning, who was gentle and refined, and obviously he would not be the opponent of this man in front of him.

Xu Xiaodi sneered, "Why should I look for him?"

This question was extremely ridiculous and nonsensical, but it touched his heart that he thought had long been numb, and faintly twitched.

He also wanted to know why he went to find that person.

"It turns out that he is married, and his son is so old." Xu Xiaodi seemed to be talking to himself.Staring at Lu Yilin's face without blinking, "You look a lot like him."

So, no matter how angry he is, he can't be ruthless when facing a face similar to that person's. After so many years, he hasn't improved at all, even if the other party didn't come that rainy night, even if he knew that the other party... was married and had children ...

It turned out that my obsession was so deep.

He still remembered that when he was forced to leave temporarily many years ago, the other party's tone was decisive: If you leave now, you don't have to come back later, I will completely forget you, it's no big deal.

There is no room for relaxation.

Maybe he is the only one who is brooding. In the eyes of the other party, those pasts are just an unpleasant past, which has long been forgotten.

The face in front of him that resembles that person is the best proof.

But even so, he still couldn't control his heart and wanted to see the other side, even though it seemed meaningless now.

A long time ago, he knew that as long as it was related to that person, his IQ would plummet and he would become less like himself, but now, it is still the same.

At this moment, Lu Yilin finally realized belatedly that the other party thought he was the son of Mr. Ning.

He remembered Zhao Shicheng's bold and absurd guess. It turned out that Zhao Shicheng was not alone in thinking this way. Could it be a coincidence?

"You're mistaken. I only met that Mr. Ning once. Just yesterday, we have some similarities in appearance, but we have nothing to do with each other. The world is so big, it is inevitable that there will be people who look alike."

"This jade pendant was given to you by your parents?"

The other party suddenly changed the subject again, Lu Yilin was startled for a moment, and he nodded meaningfully.

Xu Xiaodi handed the jade pendant over, "Since it was given by your parents, please keep it well."

Although he didn't know what happened in the middle, this person refused to admit it.But with such a similar appearance and this pendant, the person in front of him must be Ning Yici's child.

Since it is something that has already been sent, why should he take it back.

Lu Yilin took the things in a daze, the man kept holding them in the palm of his hand, even the emerald was warmed.

"Thank you."

"You said you saw him yesterday, so can you tell me where he is?"

Lu Yilin thought for a while, although this person looked vicious and cautious, he might not be a bad person, otherwise, he wouldn't have just given this emerald to himself.

"May I take the liberty, what is your relationship with that Mr. Ning?"

what relationship?Speaking of it now, the two of them really have nothing to do with each other, Xu Xiaodi smiled.

"Just tell him that I'm his old friend, Xu Xiaodi." After a pause, he added, "We haven't seen each other for so many years, and he should also meet me because of the friendship between two classmates."

Lu Yilin was stunned. It turned out that this person and that Mr. Ning were classmates. At first, he had an intuition that the relationship between the two of them would not be too simple. Now it seems that he must have thought too much.

Well, recently, his spirit has indeed been a little bit too tight. Just yesterday, Zhao Shicheng told him the number of Mr. Ning. Lu Yilin thought for a while, "Then let me call and ask."

"Ah."

---

Lin Guowei looked at the vibrating mobile phone on the table, "Yici, you have a phone."

Two seconds later, Ning Yici walked out of the room and asked, "Who is calling?"

"No caller ID."

Ning Yici picked up the mobile phone, there was an unfamiliar number on it, and the IP showed that the number belonged to Shanshi.

He suddenly thought of the person he saw yesterday.

Could it be that person calling?He hasn't been back for decades, and he doesn't have many old friends in Shan City. Thinking of this, he has more expectations in his heart.

"Hi, is this Mr. Ning?"

As soon as the other party said the first two words, Ning Yici could distinguish them.The conjecture was confirmed, and I felt an indescribable joy in my heart.

Ning Yici chuckled, "It's me, what's the matter?" "Mr. Ning, hello, do you have a classmate named Xu Xiaodi?"

"Xu Xiaodi?" Ning Yici repeated, this name was mentioned for the second time after he came back.

He always felt that there was an indescribable sense of familiarity.

"Well, he said, he wants to see you, mind if I tell him your phone number?"

Lin Guowei was stunned when he heard the name from his friend, his voice was tense, "Xiaoci, is the person who called you Xu Xiaodi?"'

Ning Cixi covered the microphone and turned around, "No, it's Lu Yilin. He said that there was a man named Xu Xiaodi who wanted to see me. Did I know him before? I always feel that this name sounds strangely familiar."

Lin Guowei tried his best to make his voice sound more natural, "If you want to say it this way, I'm not very familiar with you. I only talked to one class. I guess maybe he knew you were back and wanted to meet. After all, he is an old classmate. Who Just call you kid and disappear for so many years."

The reason why he stayed in Shanshi was because he was worried that that person would find him. Now Ning Yici doesn't remember the past. In fact, thinking about it, not remembering is a bad thing.So many years have passed, so why be stubborn about the past.

After all, it was like that at the beginning, and they didn't look good to each other.

"Well, since we are classmates, it's okay to catch up on the old days."

Lin Guowei smiled, "Aren't you going out later? Then I'll pick him up first."

"fair enough."

In the afternoon, he was going to conduct an on-site survey at the construction site. His boss was a rigorous workaholic and could not tolerate the slightest error. He had to devote himself to his work, and he really had no time or energy to be distracted.

"Tell me Lu Yilin's number. I'll contact him. Anyway, the three of us are old classmates. If we have time in the evening, we can have dinner together."

Lin Guowei's proposal was not inappropriate, Ning Yici nodded, "That's fine." After a pause, he said to the person on the receiver side, "I have such a classmate, how about it, I'll let you know later Another classmate of ours contacted him."

Lu Yilin was startled, "Yes."

Lin Guowei thought for a moment, then signaled Ning Yici to hand over the phone, "I'm too lazy to bother, I'll just talk to him like this."

Ning Yici handed over the phone, and Lin Guowei walked to the window, "Is someone else beside you?"

Lu Yilin looked up at the person standing opposite him, "Yes."

Lin Guowei looked at the person who was concentrating on tidying up his things, and lowered his voice, "Let him answer the phone."

"Okay." Lu Yilin handed the phone to the person in front of him, "Let you listen to the call."

Xu Xiaodi's hands trembled, and he took the phone over.

"Xu Xiaodi, is that you? You still came here, shall we meet?" After a pause, "Seeing that the other party didn't answer, Lin Guowei said again, "Why, you don't know who I am?" "

"Lin Guowei."

"I didn't expect that you still have an impression of me. You should be in Shanshi now. I'll see you in Taolan Lake when I was a child."

"it is good."

Xu Xiaodi didn't expect that Lin Guowei and Ning Yici would be together. However, the two were good friends before, and after he transferred to Shanshi No. [-] Middle School, they became three people walking together.

The other party was also the first person to know that he and Ning Yici were together. At that time, the two had a fight, and they showed no mercy to each other. When they were tired, they lay down on the empty rooftop, panting loudly.

Many years ago, the two had a conversation, and he still remembered it clearly.

At that time, Lin Guowei was covering his rotten mouth with disgust on his face, "I didn't expect you to be gay. I don't care if you like men, but don't look for Ning Yici, he is not that kind of person."

He thought about it for a while, and then said firmly, "If he is a man, I like men. If he is a woman, then I like women. I just like him."

"Have you ever thought about what others will think of you when you are together, and how your family will pass through?"

He was clutching his chest at the time, and because of his deep love, he promised to be able to blurt out, "I don't know what others think, but no matter what happens in the future, I will never be the one to let go."

Afterwards, the other party fell silent until Ning Yici found two people, and looked at the wounds on their faces in surprise.

Both of them chose to remain silent afterwards, and neither of them said anything about it.

It was the first time he fell in love with someone, and he always thought that as long as the two people were in the same mind, they could stay together forever, even if the road ahead was bumpy, they could face it hand in hand.So I easily put the word "forever" on my lips.

It was not until many years later that he realized how far away those two words were, and it almost exhausted half of his life energy.

----

The two of them were no longer young teenagers, their eyes had fine lines, and it was impossible to shake their fists anymore.

Lin Guowei looked at the lake and landscape in front of him. "A lot has changed here."

"It's different from before."

30 years ago, it was still a large and small low-lying area. Although the original ecology, the scenery is also very good. Every Friday, they would come here by bicycle to play.

There is a big path in the grass, and many people come to catch lobsters at night. Shanshi is famous for its delicious shrimp. In summer, there will be many small stalls on the street. It is full of people, chatting while peeling shrimp and drinking beer. , enjoy the pleasant time after get off work.

Shrimp will be oiled once, and then put a lot of chili to stir-fry, served in a red pot, and the fresh and spicy taste can be smelled in the air.

Ning Yici brought the peeled shrimp to his mouth, and jokingly said, "Didn't you say that you are not afraid of anything, come on, I will serve you to eat shrimp."

Xu Xiaodi couldn't touch any chili peppers. Seeing the boy's crescent-like eyes smiling, he had no choice but to bite the bullet, closed his eyes and opened his mouth.

After that, the taste buds were filled with sweetness. He opened his eyes, and what he fed into his mouth was not shrimp, but watermelon.

The boy still had a playful look on his face, "You like to be brave, if you become a pig's head, I will wait and see a good show."

He smiled and hugged the boy into his arms, and said in a low voice, "You are reluctant, my wife is so kind, she will love others."

Although things are different, but the smiling face of the young man seems to be still vivid in my memory. After so many years, it has never been buried by the hustle and bustle.

Xu Xiaodi pulled out from the memory, his voice became colder, "Is he doing well these years?"

"What do you think? What answer do you want to hear? You didn't do what you promised me at the beginning, but you didn't do it later. What qualifications do you have to find him now? It's been so long, so what's the point?"

"I want to see him."

Lin Guowei frowned, "It's not necessary, let me tell you the truth, his memory has gone wrong, so I hope you don't disturb his current life."

"He doesn't want to see me? Is he married? I've seen that kid who looks like him."

Lin Guowei snorted, and suddenly felt a little angry, "What does he think of him, what kind of person is he, don't you know? It's not that he doesn't want to see you, you are a stranger to him now. He I once committed suicide and cut my wrist, and then I may have chosen to forget that memory subconsciously. I even forgot the reason for my own suicide. If he was as free and easy as you said, he would not choose such a tragic one. Way."

Xu Xiaodi's heart sank, his eyes were about to burst, "He committed suicide? Why did he do that..."

For so many years, he didn't even know it.

"It was a deep wound. I was determined when I cut it. Fortunately, it was rescued. Later, his mother remarried, and he went to France with her. He just came back recently. He has a fiancée who is about to get married, so you If you still care about the old love, you shouldn't disturb his life selfishly, after all, it's not you, and he can't possibly want to commit suicide, so you should treat him as dead without being rescued at that time."

After a pause, Lin Guowei saw that the other party's face was very bad, and said, "Don't take it too seriously, don't blame yourself, he is doing well now."

Xu Xiaodi could feel his hands trembling again, as if molten iron had accumulated in his chest, and he was struggling to breathe.

For so many years, he has been wondering why the other party didn't come that rainy night, but he never thought that the other party would be so decisive and choose such a tragic way.

Lin Guowei said, treat the other party as dead, but how can that person die... No matter what, he wants the other party to live well.

Xu Xiaodi's voice trembled, "I want to see him."

"When I came here, I thought you wouldn't be so kind to let it go. Well, you can go to see him, but the three of us are just old classmates, and you can't mention the past with him. "

"it is good."

This word seemed to exhaust all his strength.

He waited for so many years, and only now did he realize that he still failed the other party.

But for the person who has been thinking about it for so many years, whether he loves or hates him, what should he do to restrain the urge to hold the other person in his arms, and then say hello to the other person in a casual and ordinary tone, and to be a stranger.

He has no confidence.

---

When Ning Yici finished his work, it was already 05:30 in the evening, which happened to be time for dinner. He remembered that Lin Guowei said at noon that he would have dinner with an old classmate to reminisce about the past, so he called and wanted to ask Ask if the person is still there.

Knowing that the two of them would wait for him to pass, Ning Yici took a taxi and rushed to the address the other party gave on the phone.

Pushing open the door of the private room, besides Lin Guowei, there was indeed another person sitting. This person should be that high school classmate.The name seems to be...Xu Xiaodi.

Ning Yici looked at the other party up and down, his first thought was that this man was really tall, his sitting posture was upright, and his temperament was also different from ordinary people, he secretly thought in his heart, he could not be a soldier.If not, then the other party's profession is really disgusting... Such a fierce aura.

Ning Yici smiled, "I kept you waiting for a long time, let's start ordering." After a pause, he stretched out his hand, looking at Xu Xiaodi, "Hello."

The other party hesitated for two seconds, then stretched out his hand. When the two hands were clasped together, Ning Yici felt the hand of the person sitting opposite tremble, and that person's palm was covered with calluses.

He wanted to withdraw his hand, but the other party didn't let go, but held it even tighter.

Ning Yici was stunned for a moment, only then did he realize that the other party's eyes had been staring at the tattoo on his left hand.