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Lu Yilin thought he would be surprised, but at this moment, he found that he was actually very calm.

This person is his genetic father, but the two are still strangers. The biological father who has not seen him for 28 years, when he almost thought he could not find each other, appeared without warning.

In all fairness, this Mr. Ning is an elder who will be respected and approachable. If there is no such relationship, he will get along well with the other party.On the contrary, now, Lu Yilin felt a lot more uncomfortable.

Ning Yici looked at the person in front of him, his lips moved, but he didn't say a word.All the way, he planned in his mind what to say when he saw the other person, but when he really met someone, he couldn't say a word.

Because what to say, what kind of attitude, it will be a bit out of place now.

Xu Xiaodi glanced at the people around him, and looked directly at Lu Yilin, "Do you have time? Let's have dinner together tonight."

After the test report came out, the people around him remained silent. Although he was surprised that Ning Yici had such a big son, compared with the disappointment in his heart, he hoped that Ning Yici would let him go.

What happened in the past was nothing compared to the people around him at this moment. He only hoped that the other party would be happy.

Zhao Yilin was startled, "But, I may not have time."

He didn't mean to shirk it on purpose, today is Friday, every Friday he would take Tiaotiao to live in Lihua Village for a day, and he would come back on Sunday.

Moreover, he really didn't know how to face the person in front of him, the time was too long, the expectations disappeared, the doubts disappeared, thinking or resentment, so his emotions became indifferent.

Even a long time ago, I wanted to ask the other party in person, but now I feel a little meaningless.

Xu Xiaodi frowned, "Then when do you have time?"

Ning Yici gently pulled the people around him, although he knew that Xu Xiaodi was thinking of him, and hoped that he and Lu Yilin could sit down and negotiate.

But he didn't want to force the other party to make the person in front of him express his attitude.

Unexpectedly, Lu Yilin also has children, and he is not too young. Putting himself in his shoes, he would not be able to accept it so quickly.

Even if the other party doesn't want to recognize him, he doesn't want the other party to blame him.

Ning Yici has never had a father since he could remember. For the first ten years or so, he followed his mother and lived in other people's homes, and he had no sense of belonging. So he used to think that if he had children in the future, he must not be like this .

He must not be allowed to repeat his mistakes.

But now, Lu Yilin is so old, but he just found out about the existence of the other party. He doesn't know how this child grew up to be so big, and whether he has suffered in the past 20 years...

He didn't dare to think about the past that he didn't participate in...

Born but not raised, in the end I was sorry for him. Now that I think about it, it is too late to even make up for it, and an apology seems abrupt.

Ning Yici felt a little bitter in his heart, "Then when you have time, I want to have a good talk with you... have you been... all these years... all right?"

After considering a sentence for a long time, he asked it intermittently.

He really wanted to know how this child got here during the years he was away, without father or mother.

He even thought, why didn't he come back earlier, if he came back sooner, would he know the existence of this person much earlier.

At least not as it is now.

"Mr. Ning."

Ning Yici was startled when his name was called.

Lu Yilin didn't know how to address the other party, after thinking about it, it's better to follow the previous one.

"Actually, you don't have to worry too much about it. I'm fine now. I only found out that I was adopted a few years ago... I haven't suffered any grievances. Aunt Zhao's family has treated me very well."

Lu Yilin also sensed the other party's emotions, and couldn't help but express his relief.Thinking about it, it wasn't entirely the other party's fault. The other party obviously didn't know his existence, so it didn't constitute abandonment at the beginning.

He has the other party's valuable pendant on his body, which is the best proof.

He also knew that Mr. Ning's memory had gone awry, and he didn't seem to remember much about the past, so it was more understandable.

After so many years, he no longer wants to pursue it. Although he can't regard the other party as his father, he doesn't want this gentle man to feel sad because of himself, which will make him feel uncomfortable.

"That's good."

---

When Ning Yici came out of the hotel, his mood did not become more relaxed.

Stopping in his tracks, he turned his face to look at the people around him, and asked without warning, "Xiao Di, do you know what happened to me before? Have I ever liked anyone..."

In the past, he was subconsciously avoiding the past, knowing that he couldn't remember it, but he didn't force it.Not the kind that comes to mind.

Later, he immigrated to France and was completely cut off from the past, so he didn't think about it at all.

Xu Xiaodi was stunned for a moment, with no obvious expression on his face, but his voice was lower, "Why do you want to know all of a sudden?"

Lu Yilin held his forehead with his hands, "What kind of person was I in the past? Was it very irresponsible... Otherwise, how could there be a child that I didn't even know..."

Xu Xiaodi's heart tightened, and he put his hand on the other's shoulder, "You are fine, don't think about it."

"Really?" Ning Yici lowered his eyes and asked indifferently, so it was useless to notice the passing pain in the other party's eyes.

Ning Yici looked at the tattoo on his wrist, "No, I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow, I want to know why I wanted to go..." After a pause, he said firmly, "I want to see a doctor. I understand, what happened to the missing memory, if I were really as good as you said, I wouldn't have this tattoo on my hand now."

"To me, no one is better than you."

The other party's tone was firm, Ning Yici was taken aback for a moment, he turned his face, "Thank you for comforting me."

----

Ning Yici returned to the hotel in a daze, looked at the phone and thought for a while, then called Shi Feng.

Shi Feng is his eldest brother, the only son of his stepfather. During the years he was abroad, the two had a good relationship.The other party is six years older than him and has always taken good care of him.

Two weeks ago, he said he would go back to Shanshi, and Shi Feng had objected at that time.

"Eric, what's the matter?"

After the call was connected, the other party's thick and deep voice came from the other side of the receiver.

Ning Yici was silent for a few seconds, and decided to ask the other party straight to the point, "I found my child. I got the appraisal report from the hospital at noon today. I actually have a child in Shanshi. Brother, what do you know... Right?"

After being rescued from the hospital, he lived in a nursing home for a period of time before completing the formalities to go abroad.For a while, Shi Fenghui often came to visit him after work.Only then did the two begin to get acquainted.

The receiver was silent for a while, and when Ning Yici thought that the other party would not answer, the other party spoke again.

"Are you in Shanshi? I will fly over at noon the day after tomorrow."

Ning Yici originally just wanted to ask, but he didn't expect Shi Feng to come over in person. He opened his mouth and said a thousand words, but in the end he only uttered one word.

"it is good."

On the other end, Shi Feng hung up the phone, as early as when Ning Yici said that he was going back to Shanshi, he had a premonition.

What should have happened, still happened. He didn't expect the other party to find the child so quickly, and he was a little caught off guard.

It's been so many years in a blink of an eye, and he still remembers the first time he saw Ning Yici, the boy's expression was indifferent, he didn't speak much, and just sat there so quietly.

It was beyond his expectation at that time, the boy and his mother were two different kinds of people.

He was a little surprised that such a woman would actually raise such a transparent son, whose eyes seemed to be able to see to the end at a glance.

He thought of his younger brother, his younger brother, who died of illness when he was in junior high school, was so quiet and well-behaved.

Later, the woman moved to live with his father, but the boy never showed up again. He only found out after asking that the boy went to school to board.

Until a year later, when he was driving, he saw each other again.

At that time, Ning Yici was squatting on the side of the road, hugging his knees with both hands, resting his head on it, his facial features were tangled into a ball.

He thought about it for a second, stopped the car and walked over, only to find that the other party's forehead was covered with sweat, and his face was as pale as a sheet of paper, obviously extremely uncomfortable.

Later, he took Ning Yici to his friend's clinic, and everything that happened after that was beyond his expectations.

At least before that, he never knew that a man could have children.

And the boy's unreliable mother didn't show much surprise, but calmly told him that men in the family had children.

He also didn't expect that the child in Ning Yici's womb would be related to the Xu family, involving so many people.

Mrs. Xu is not a good person to get along with, not to mention that the only son of the Xu family is with Ning Yici.

The relationship between two seventeen or eighteen-year-old children simply cannot withstand the oncoming storm. Even if they are holding hands tightly, there will be times when they are weak.

The members of the Xu family even put pressure on his father later, but the woman was the most panicked and chose the most direct and rude way.

In order to express a compromise with the other party, he locked up his son and isolated him from the outside world.

At that time, Ning Yici's belly had gradually grown, and she had to wear loose clothes. She often sat by the window without speaking for a day, as if her language skills had deteriorated.

The belly is getting bigger and bigger, but the limbs are getting thinner and thinner.

Until two months later, the person pushed into the operating room and gave birth to a boy.

That day, he actually let the other party go on purpose, and he also carried the child to the other party. At that time, their family was preparing to immigrate.

He knew that Ning Yici wanted to meet that man before he left, but the woman had no choice but to compromise because he was his own son after a few days.

Unexpectedly, that night, he received a call from the hospital, and Ning Yici passed out next to a telephone booth next to the train station.

When the other party woke up again, the opened eyes seemed to have lost their brilliance, and the vitality I saw at first was no longer there. No matter what he asked, the other party pursed his mouth and said nothing, as if he didn't hear Same.

Later, after asking someone, he found out that Ning Yici accidentally fell asleep in the waiting hall of the train station, and when he woke up again, the child in his arms was gone.

Before that, the other party hadn't slept or eaten much for three days, and his body had reached a critical point, otherwise he wouldn't have fallen asleep in the bustling waiting hall.

Ning Yici continued from afternoon to night until she was completely exhausted and fainted.

He brought the person back to his apartment, and when he came out of the kitchen, he found that the person sitting on the sofa in the living room was gone, and there was the sound of water coming from the bathroom. He thought that the person was going to take a shower, until the next glance, he found the person on the table The fruit knife on the table is missing.

He kicked open the door and found the boy lying in the bathtub with his eyes closed, the red blood gradually fainting in the water, the whole scene was shocking.

He hurriedly pulled the towel on one side, entangled the other's hand, and ran out holding the other party, not even having time to put on his shoes.

If I didn't immediately find out that the fruit knife on the table was missing, and I found it 2 minutes later, it might be too late.

He didn't understand how desperate it was to cut a wound, and then make another cut at the place where the first cut was made, hoping to die.

Later, Ning Yici was rescued and was unconscious on the bed for four days. During this time, she had a high fever. When she woke up again, she couldn't remember the past.

As if selectively, that memory was deleted.

It's like the only way to continue living.

Ning Yici gave birth to a child, and his health was generally not well maintained. After such a commotion, he completely fell ill, and his memory was messed up again. He sent her to a nursing home for three months. After his condition improved, he took her there France.

In fact, Xu Xiaodi came to look for him at that time, but he felt that since he died once and came back to life, it was rebirth, and there was no need to have anything to do with the past, so he deliberately avoided the other party.

He had a premonition at that time that the matter would not end because he took people away, and now, this day has finally come.