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"Like me?" Ning Yici thought something strange.

How could there be so many similar people in this world? After living for so many years, he only met one.

"Well, when I first saw that guy, it was so unexpected, man, it's almost like you had plastic surgery, and then...looked ten years younger."

"What I wanted to tell you, I mean, if it wasn't for the later incident, and you once told me that you have no relatives in China, I was convalescing at home, thinking that this was not a pleasant experience, I didn't share it with you."

"Bruno, do you still remember that person's name?" A few years ago, the other party had a little accident in China, and he still has some memories.

Both of them work in the hotel, and just because they look like him, he had to ask a few more questions.

Even if there was only a one in ten thousand chance, it might have something to do with Lu Yilin, and he wanted to find out.

At the beginning, the child was lost from his arms. Although Feng Yue told him that the child was later adopted by a family with good conditions, he didn't suffer much. Now Lu Yilin seems to have a positive attitude, but this can't offset it in the slightest. His regret and guilt.

"After such a long time, how can I still remember." After a pause, Bruno said, "If you want to know, I can ask my assistant for you, he may have the impression."

"Thank you, if you have any news, please let me know as soon as possible."

"If you insist, well, maybe you have more than one son in China, although when I knew you, you looked abstinent and reserved, which broke the hearts of many people who approached you, but maybe French women or men don't It’s probably completely different from your hobbies when you were in China, and you would have many lovers.”

After the joke was over, the person on the receiver changed the subject, "However, your ex told me that your son is a kind and generous person, and she spoke highly of that child, so I don't think there should be any connection between the two. .”

"If it was him, of course he wouldn't do that." Ning Yici said with certainty.

"Okay then, I'll ask and I'll contact you later."

After hanging up the phone, Ning Yici looked out of the window again. In fact, this place is pretty good. Although it's a bit small, it has everything you should have.

Taking advantage of the absence of people, he went downstairs and walked around to see if there were any places he felt familiar with. This area is the old city, and it is all five or six-story houses. Thirty years ago, the conditions here were Shanshi Excellent.But now it is a bit outdated. A few years ago, there were rumors that it was going to be demolished and re-planned, but it has been dragging on.

Ning Yici didn't go far, in case the other party couldn't find him. At that time, Xu Xiaodi really scared him.

He thought he should be angry, but he wasn't. The most emotions in his heart were reluctance and heartache.

After the house is renovated, two people live together, does this count as... cohabitation?

No one opened their mouths to tell the truth, they just tacitly agreed to be together, which seemed to be a matter of course.

If he still wanted to remain friends with the other party, it would be too far-fetched after so many things happened.

I didn't think about the past, but I was already tempted by that person. My heart that had been silent for more than 30 years, even if I knew it was out of date, how could I control my feelings.

It turned out that even if he forgot, he would still fall in love with the same person. Is this an instinct in the subconscious mind?

Now that I think about it, if I don't have a good impression of that person, with my own personality, I will only feel that the other person is abnormal, and then I will avoid it from a distance.

It's just that there were too many things at that time, and he couldn't figure it out for a while.

After receiving a call from Xu Xiaodi, Ning Yici came back to his senses and walked back. The two of them went to the hotel to store their things, and after resting for a while, they had dinner together. Seeing that it was still early, they decided to go for a walk at Taolan Lake .

He heard that when the two of them were together, they would often come here to play.

Taolan Lake is very lively at night, there are many cyclists on the sidewalk, Xu Xiaodi asked the other person to walk inside to avoid Ning Yici being hit by pedestrians or cars, the two of them did not speak, just walked along the lake.

Even so, it feels good, like the long-lost warmth. Taolan Lake is very big. If you walk around the lake, it will take more than two hours. The sky is completely dark, and the time is almost eight o'clock. The two of them walked back.

Xu Xiaodi didn't specially open a room, Ning Yici opened a double room with two beds.

Back in the room, Xu Xiaodi went to the bathroom to take a bath first, while Ning Yici was alone outside listening to the sound of dripping water, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

Although both of them had the experience of sleeping in the same bed before, the situation is obviously different from the current situation.

Xu Xiaodi came out wearing only a bath towel, and the other party was in good shape, his bronzed skin glowed under the light, his shoulders and calves were exposed, and his beautiful texture seemed to contain strength.

"I forgot to take my clothes just now." Without hesitation, Xu Xiaodi tore off the bath towel, and put on his clothes in front of the other party.

Ning Yici didn't know where to put his eyes. If the relationship between the two was normal, it would be normal for both of them to be men, but they didn't, he had a ghost in his heart.

He went straight to the bathroom, "I'm going to wash, you go to bed early."

After Ning Yici finished washing, she was dressed neatly, and she obviously had a different style from the person just now. Xu Xiaodi stared at the other's exposed neck. After taking a shower, the water was especially white.

It is impossible for Xiao to be completely indifferent to someone who Xiao has thought about for so many years.

"It's getting late, let's go to sleep." Ning Yici was just lying on the bed, reaching out to turn off the light, another person squeezed up, "I want to sleep with you, is that okay?"

There is also this kind of thing, after I have done it and then ask people for their opinions, I have already laid down at the moment, can he still say no?

Ning Yici moved a little to the side, "Go to sleep."

With such a person sleeping next to her, and being able to clearly feel the body temperature of another person, Ning Yici felt a little insomnia.

After a long time, he thought that the other party had already fallen asleep, but the person beside him suddenly spoke, "I can't sleep, this scene is just like a dream."

It seemed that he was not the only one who couldn't fall asleep. Ning Yici turned on the bedside lamp and checked the time. In fact, it was not too late, it was only 10:30.

During this period of time, he often didn't go to bed until after twelve o'clock.

Since the two of them didn't sleep, it was uncomfortable to lie on the bed like this. Ning Yici sat up, he had so much to say to the other party, now that the night was quiet and his heart was completely silent, chatting was a good choice.

"Why didn't you tell me when you started? Because Guowei won't let you?"

Xu Xiaodi also sat up, his voice was low, and in the silence, there was a bit of sadness, "You don't remember anything at the time, I told you, even if you believe it, you will have a estrangement from me, I am to you , but a stranger."

Haste makes waste, it is better to be friends for the time being, and you can only be friends...

"Then if no one told me that I finished my work and just went back, you didn't say it? After all these years." Ning Yici turned his face sideways, looked directly at the other party, and lowered his voice, "I don't remember the past I couldn't come to you, so it would be great if you could come to me earlier."

If he hadn't insisted on coming back this time, would the two have just missed it, and he would never know those things.

Fortunately, it was not too late, maybe it was freely arranged by God, he thought, if he had met each other earlier, he would not have missed so many years, and Yilin, their common child.

The child has grown up like this, neither of them can be with him, and they don't even know each other's existence.

For so many years, a family of three, separated from each other.

There are too many things in this world that cannot be controlled by people, even if you try your best, you may not be able to change to a good ending.

It's hard to get together now.

Ning Yici wiped the corners of his eyes, "Perhaps, I should have come back earlier."

In this way, the other party will not have to wait for so many years.

Xu Xiaodi stretched out his arms and put his arms around the other party, "It's my fault. No matter what happens in the future, I will not go back and leave you alone."

They are not young anymore, and for the next few decades, they must be together every day until they are gray-haired and unable to go anywhere.

"There is also Yilin. We must always be with him and take good care of him. Our family will never be separated."

Xu Xiaodi didn't think much, "Well, I will take good care of him."

He really thought so, that person's facial features were so similar to Yici's, and just for this, he would treat him as his own child, as if he was his own.

Ning Yici was stunned for a moment, "However, Yilin may not need us to take care of him anymore. He is so old and already has children. We are the ones who are sorry for him."

After a pause, Ning Yici suddenly remembered that he hadn't told Xu Xiaodi about Yilin's life experience, and his elder brother would definitely not take the initiative to mention it.

"Xiao Di, you don't want to know why I had a child in the first place?"

"Your child is my child, as long as we are together."

He is already at this age, so what is the difference between Yici's child and his own, anyway, for the rest of his life, he just wants to be with the people around him, other things are irrelevant to him.

"No, Yilin is our child, he was born to me."

As soon as Ning Yici finished speaking, the phone rang, and the ringtone covered up the last few words, so Xu Xiaodi couldn't hear clearly.

Ning Yici looked at his phone, it was his French friend.

Thinking about the matter he asked the other party in the afternoon, the other party called back, probably asking something, maybe it was related to Yi Lin, so he pressed the answer button almost without thinking.

"Eric, I'm going to have dinner. It should be late at your side now. You asked me to notify you as soon as I asked in the afternoon, so I called to see if you were asleep."

"It's eleven o'clock on my side, and I'm about to go to bed. Do you know the name of that person back then?"

There was no answer from the receiver, and he suddenly changed the subject and asked, "Eric, are you sleeping alone?"

Ning Yici glanced at the people around him, "No."

The other party chuckled, "Is it your lover? I disturbed you."

"You can say that." Ning Yici was a little anxious, so he admitted it directly.

"Okay, then I won't bother you. My assistant really knows about that person. He was going to contact a lawyer to sue the hotel and the person who leaked the news. He told me that the person's name is Lu Yilin."

When the French say Chinese names, they are always very stiff. After all, Chinese is one of the most difficult languages ​​in the world.

Although it was only three short words, the other party's pronunciation was also very strange, but Ning Yici immediately knew the correct pronunciation of the name.

"Bruno, there must be something wrong in the middle, can you trouble your assistant to sort out the whole thing and send it to my email? The person you mentioned is my child, he won't Do something like this."

"My God, no, could it be someone with the same name."

"I'm sure, that's my child, Bruno, I want to know the whole story."

The repetition rate of Chinese names is not as high as that of foreigners. What's more, Bruno also said that the other party's facial features are very similar to his own.

Adding these two points together, he can be [-]% sure that the other party is his child, and Yi Lin's character is that he would not do such a thing.

"Well, I think there must be some misunderstanding. If there is a backup, I will ask the assistant to send it to you. Since he is your child, you are sure he will not do such a thing. I think I must have misunderstood him. I'm sorry because I trust your judgment."

"Thank you, Bruno."

Yue Feng once told him that the couple who adopted Yilin back then had a wealthy family and were running a hotel business.

Since he came here, he has never met Yilin's adoptive parents, and Lu Yilin has never mentioned to him that his own position is not enough. In order to avoid aggravating the rejection of him by the other party, he didn't ask much at that time.

He always thought that this was the reason why Yilin's adoptive parents were not in Shanshi, but looking at it now, it doesn't seem to be the case.

Nourishing kindness is greater than living kindness, even if Yilin is concerned about the feelings of his adoptive parents, if he is not planning to arrange a meeting between the two parties for the time being, it is impossible not to mention it in front of him at all.

In this situation, either there is no communication between the two sides, or there is no such thing as the other side, no matter what the possibility is, it is not normal.Is it because Yilin has a bad relationship with the other party, or his elder brother lied.

If Yilin broke contact with his adoptive parents and never communicated with each other again, why did he become so rigid?That child's heart is so soft, he doesn't seem like a person who can be cruel, even facing his biological father whom he hasn't seen in nearly 30 years, he couldn't say a single word of cruelty.

He was sure that his child would not do that. The most likely thing was who was taking the blame for him?

The more Ning Yici thought about it, the more flustered he felt. Even if he wasn't by the other party's side, he still hoped that the child would grow up safely and happily. Every guess just now made him feel uncomfortable.

This means that Lu Yilin has not had a smooth life in recent years.

Ning Yici moved closer to the people around him, "Xiao Di, don't you wonder whose child Yilin is? Who gave birth to him?" Xu Xiaodi could see the changing expressions on the other party's face, Ning Yici suddenly had a child, and at such an old age, it was impossible to say that he didn't mind at all.

But after all, so many years have passed since the incident, and the other party has also lost his memory. It doesn't make much sense for him to pursue it now, and it will probably only add to the damage.

Lost and found again, two people finally get together, he already has the most precious thing, so he can not care about it.

"I don't mind, as long as you are by my side, I'm satisfied." After so many years, he has seen it a lot. If he had known it 20 years earlier, he didn't know what would happen.

After going through too many things, the two of them really couldn't afford to struggle.

"Even if I don't remember the past, I will only fall in love with you alone, how can I be with others. Yilin is my child, and your child. He was my child, ours child"