Regret Records of Cultivating a Tyrant

Liao Yunfan did not ask Lin Shicheng to stop Jiang Yu, but waited until Jiang Yu stopped by himself. There were already many scratches on the sharp blade, and the hilt was stained with blood from the tiger's mouth.

Jiang Yu held the long sword tightly, his hands were cut, blood flowed from half of his palm, dripped on the ground, and slid down to the sword.

The wound was blown by the cold wind, and the stinging pain made him tremble uncontrollably. This stinging pain reminded him that everything that happened tonight was real.

Han Shiqing's understanding, Han Shiqing's compromise, Han Shiqing's decision on this relationship.

When the bronze mirror was handed over, the smile on the other side was forgiveness and relief for everything he had done in his previous life. He finally stopped speaking ill to himself, but the alienation between the monarch and his ministers was more painful than pointing at him. Scolding also makes him uncomfortable.

The throbbing pain spread from the heart to the whole body, and Jiang Yu was a little helpless.

He couldn't quite understand the source of the pain.

Compared with before, today's Han Shiqing is obviously very kind to him.

Go to appointments on time, birthday gifts, smile at him, listen to him, and finally kneel down and salute him respectfully.

But, he doesn't like it.

I don't like it at all.

There was neither love nor hatred in Han Shiqing's eyes looking at him, only respect and relief.

Simple relationship between monarch and minister...

"What kind of bullshit relationship between monarch and minister!" Jiang Yu slammed the long sword on the ground, turned around and hurried back to the house.

Liao Yunfan followed closely behind, carrying the medicine box Lin Shicheng brought him into Jiang Yu's room.

Gently closing the door tightly, Liao Yunfan lit the candles in the room with a torch, and Jiang Yu sat at the table, looking at him without saying a word.

Liao Yunfan sighed, took Jiang Yu's hand to the table, found the medicine powder and applied it to him, and found a clean piece of cloth to bandage him.

He asked, "Shi Qing is here, right?"

Jiang Yu didn't speak, but nodded.

Liao Yunfan seemed to know what Jiang Yu went through, he laughed, "He is a child who understands, the most confused thing in his previous life was hanging on your crooked neck tree, it is a good thing to let go now."

After he finished speaking, he saw Jiang Yu staring at him with cold eyes, and his freshly bandaged hands were firmly grasping his knuckles.

"Did you say something to him behind my back that made him treat me like this?"

His tone was aggressive, and his fierce expression seemed that once Liao Yunfan admitted, he would cut him into pieces.

"It seems that I guessed it right." Liao Yunfan was not intimidated by him, and with his other hand, he broke off Jiang Yu's fingers holding him one by one, and laid them flat.

He said, "Shiqing really doesn't want you anymore."

Jiang Yu was startled, but suddenly clenched his teeth, unable to refute.

He lowered his head, clenched his fists tightly, and tensed his muscles to control the emotions that might get out of control at any time.

"Jiang Yu." Liao Yunfan said to him, "Have you ever wondered why Shi Qing did this?"

"I don't know what happened to you in the previous life. But why Shi Qing died in the meditation hall, and what you did to him, it is impossible for you not to know.

"Have you ever sincerely explained to him after the deception was exposed? Also, after proclaiming the emperor, why couldn't you let go of the general's mansion? Do you remember what you were thinking at that time? Shi Qing said Sincerely gave you, what did you give him? What did he get from you again?"

He said: "The feelings between people are mutual. He once gave you his sincerity, and all he got was deception, hurt and pain. He is not stupid. If you live a new life, you think he may still be with you. ?"

Liao Yunfan put the medicine bottle and scissors into the medicine box, closed the lid, and said, "Jiang Yu, let Shi Qing go, your persistence will only burden him. And..."

"That's not what you're aiming for, is it?"

Liao Yunfan opened the door and finally talked to him.

"It's not cold at the top. Since you have chosen to sit on the throne of God, you should learn to adapt to loneliness. Letting go earlier will make you stronger."

The door was closed tightly by Liao Yunfan from the outside, and some heat accumulated in the room, gradually heating up.

Jiang Yu felt a bone-chilling cold.

He poured himself a cup of tea, but it was too cold, and he felt cold and bitter after drinking it.

He took off his shoes and socks and lay down on the bed, still feeling cold under the quilt.

Just like the night when he heard the news of Han Shiqing's death in his previous life, he closed his eyes but couldn't fall asleep, the coldness wrapped his whole body from the soles of his feet up, and penetrated into his bones.

He had never been so weak.

He should have known from a very young age that no one would love him or like him, and he could only fight for everything he wanted.

In the final analysis, his purpose of wanting the throne at the beginning was very simple.

I want my mother to be happy.

I want my mother to smile at him and treat him well.

After his mother's death, he devised a series of traps, overcame obstacles and blazed a path to become emperor, but made Han Shiqing the only light in his life.

Now, even Shiqing doesn't want him anymore.

What should he do?

strong.

is he strong

At this moment, he only realized how weak he was.

Spring is in February, and it will arrive in a flash.

Han Shiqing was forced to drink the big tonic soup for more than a month, and his whole body became fatter.

He asked Han Shan to accompany him during the Shangyuan Lantern Festival. Although this guy is like a log and has no interest, at least he doesn't appear to be alone or too lonely.

During this period of time, Jiang Yu didn't come to him again, but Lin Shicheng asked him out a few times, told Han Shiqing some news he had heard, and the progress of their current plan. When Jiang Yu was going to serve as a soldier in the northern border, Han Shiqing froze for a moment, but said nothing.

Jiang Yu's deafness in the right ear was caused by him. It is not wise to serve as a soldier with such a disability, or in the north.

But he also knew that Jiang Yu had to create a perfect image of the nine princes for the people of the dynasty and the army in the northern border, so that his chances of becoming emperor would be greatly improved and it would be easier.

An emperor with great military exploits who understands the sufferings of the people and soldiers is compared with a fatuous and incompetent emperor who spends all day in a magnificent palace and indulges in sensuality.

However, he was somewhat guilty. If Jiang Yu was injured due to deafness, he would feel guilty.

The location of Chunwei is still set at Gongyuan in Yuanhuafang, Han Shiqing lived in Yuehong Inn again, and Lin Shicheng lived next door with him.

Because of Han Jingyu's words before, Han Shiqing chose to join Jiang Yu and his party, and got along with Lin Shicheng more.

He still has a heartfelt resistance to Lin Shicheng's methods. Although he has a cooperative relationship with him, he no longer has the familiarity and sincerity of when he first met.

He is still wary of Jiang Yu and Lin Shicheng, which is an instinctive wariness.

After all, he hated people lying to him from his bones.

Once he lied, he couldn't make Han Shiqing completely trust the other party.

Chunwei is held in three sessions, one session on three days, the first session on the ninth day, the second session on the [-]th, and the third session on the [-]th. You need to enter the venue on the first day and leave the venue on the second day.

Candidates will see rows of small single rooms after entering the arena, five feet long, four feet wide, and eight feet high. They will be searched first when they enter, and three candles will be distributed to each person. Also rest in it.

Han Shiqing didn't dare to drink more water and eat more before the exam, for fear that it would be inconvenient after entering.

After the exam questions were handed out, he immersed himself in writing without any distractions, first typing in cursive script, and then writing neatly in beautiful and free handwriting. When he finished writing all the papers, the first candle just burned out.

He lit the second candle and put the rolls of paper neatly aside, but he didn't want to sleep.

The examinee in front of him seemed to be suffering from a cold, and was coughing and making a lot of noise.

Han Shiqing leaned on the partition of the single room, raised his head and looked up, and could see the beams of the Gongyuan.

He was in a daze.

He hasn't mentioned Jiang Yu's matter to Han Jingyu yet, because he hasn't found a good opportunity. If he mentions it rashly, he is afraid that his father will not accept it.

The second is Jiang Yu joining the army.

In the Jiang Dynasty, the minimum age to join the army is 17 years old, and the minimum height requirement is 14 feet 15 inches. Jiang Yu is only [-] years old now, and he will be [-] years old when he joins the army next year. If he wants to enlist successfully, he must fake his age and buy a military registration.

In the previous life, Han Shiqing asked his eldest brother and second brother to do these things for him, but now, Jiang Yu does not know anyone in the Ministry of War, and if it is found out that he bought a military status, Jiang Yu will be found out. Exposure, the consequences are unimaginable.

He can't ask the right minister, after all, the only thing he can use now is the Xuanjinlou. Although he has financial resources and half of the force behind him, he is definitely not able to fight against the old fox on the right minister.

If the prime minister on the right found out about his whereabouts, with Li Desheng's temperament, he would definitely put Jiang Yu under house arrest. After taking away his token, he would operate in secret, elect a puppet to the top, and let the country change hands.

After deliberation, Han Shiqing still felt that the matter of confessing to his father should be put on the agenda as soon as possible.

In the cold and hard place, no one could sleep well. After handing in the rolls the next day, Han Shiqing was yawning when he left the gate of the Gongyuan, feeling sore all over his body.

Lin Shicheng caught up with him and said with a smile, "Brother Shiqing, how about we go have a drink?"

He said: "I heard that the pear blossoms in Fengyanglou are good, and they just relieve our fatigue."

Han Shiqing glanced at him lazily, and once again lamented how fast a young man grows. It turned out that Lin Shicheng was already half a finger taller than him quietly.

He said unceremoniously: "You have money, you treat."

"Okay, please." Lin Shicheng readily accepted.

Han Shiqing is quite addicted to alcohol, and everyone who knows him knows this.

It just so happened that he also had something to talk to Lin Shicheng, so it's okay to have a drink.

During this period of time, due to the coming of Chunwei, Yong'an City is more lively than usual, and this time is just in time for candidates to come out after the exams, so the streets are inevitably crowded.

Han Shiqing and Lin Shicheng were walking on the way to Fengyang Tower, when a carriage came towards them.

Lin Shicheng was walking on Han Shiqing's left, his eyes flicked across the special family emblem of the carriage, holding the stone he had just picked up from the ground in his hand, and using his internal strength, he threw it hard at the horse's front legs.

咴——

The pain was extremely painful, the horse neighed in fright, and accelerated to run forward, even the coachman couldn't hold it back.

All of a sudden, the streets were in chaos. Pedestrians fled in all directions, screaming and avoiding the carriage. The carriage was violently bumped. Someone inside wanted to come out to check the situation, but accidentally fell, and was about to fall.

"Miss!"

Han Shiqing performed lightness kung fu, immediately sat on the horse, snatched the rein from the driver, leaned back to a very low level, and finally stopped the horse.

And Lin Shicheng cooperated with him tacitly to catch the girl who fell from the carriage.

He embraced the girl's slender waist, put her on the ground and withdrew his hands politely, and asked gently and politely, "Girl, are you not hurt?"

The servant girl was still in shock, seeing her young lady landed safely, she hurriedly climbed out of the carriage trembling, her eyes were red.

"Miss, you are trying to scare the servant to death!" She went up and carefully checked the woman's body back and forth, and when she saw that there was nothing serious, she was relieved and thanked Lin Shicheng repeatedly.

But she talked for a long time, but she didn't see her lady responding. When she turned her head, she saw her lady staring at Lin Shicheng, her cheeks were flushed, and she looked a bit shy, and her heart skipped a beat.

It's over, her lady seems to have fallen in love with this young man at first sight...