Where did you get this substitute from?

It rained lightly last night, and the raindrops hit the outer unit of the air conditioner, making a constant ticking sound.

Su Shen slept on the empty bed next to Ji Shutong, curled up tightly under the quilt.

I didn't sleep well in the first half of the night.

Later, when the rain stopped, he closed his eyes, and vaguely felt that when he was falling asleep, he seemed to hear a different voice asking him: "Su Shen, can we start over?"

Su Shen fell into a drowsy sleep.

He felt that he should be dreaming.

In a daze, 11 years ago, he followed Kings as an assistant.

When Ji Shutong came to him, not long after he broke up with his girlfriend, she gave him a necklace as a parting gift, Su Shen returned the gift and gave her a hug.

Their relationship is not close, the intimacy since falling in love is limited to holding hands and kissing.Su Shen felt that the main reason for this breakup was that European and American women did not appreciate the subtlety of East Asians, but she said euphemistically: Su Shen, you don't love me.

This breakup hit Su Shen hard.

Kings saw his depression, gave him two weeks off, and sincerely advised him: There is no grass anywhere in the world.

During the vacation, he encountered a different sign again in the supermarket in front of his house.

It was a long time later that he realized that Ji Shutong came to him on purpose, so how could he not meet him.

At that time, his second personality appeared for the first time, occupying a dominant position in his daily life, showing a kind of stranger's vigilance for the appearance of different signs.

He naturally knew who this person was, but he didn't understand.

As a character who has appeared in newspapers and magazines all the year round, it is difficult not to know, even in this place.

What's more, the field where he is currently working in Su Shen is the target of various economic forces.

During this period of time, Su Shen stayed at home and bought a lot of daily necessities. When he took them out of the supermarket, the bags were overwhelmed, so he immediately went on strike.

He bent down to pick it up, and a person appeared in front of him.

The man stood there, staring at him blankly, neither moving nor speaking.

Watch the fun?

Su Shen looked at him, the person in front of him was well-dressed, he didn't look like that kind of boring person.

As if feeling the vigilance in Su Shen's gaze, Ji Shutong hurried over to help, and collected the things graciously for him.

The haze of the past few days was swept away with the help of the kind-hearted man in front of him at this moment. Su Shen smiled heartily and said by the way: "Thank you."

Aside from Su Shen's current job and the intolerant evaluation of him in the industry, he is like a cheerful college student, with the lively sunshine and calmness that most of his peers have.

After that, the number of deliberate encounters became more and more, Ji Shutong only thought that it was Su Shen's deliberate act of being strangers to him.

How could he have thought that the derived personality in front of him was independent and complete, with its own personality and memory, and its behavior style was not at all similar to the Su Shen he knew.

Repeatedly ignorant of each other, indifferent and alienated, the conflict between him and Su Shen accumulated deeper and deeper.

Then, one afternoon, Su Shen entered into a new relationship, and went home with Xin Huan honey.

There was a man standing at the door of the house, and his back became more and more familiar to him.

Su Shen took out the key to open the door, grabbed his arm suddenly and asked, "Who were you with just now?"

Simply inexplicable.

He opened the door to shut Ji Shutong out, but the man rushed in directly and hugged Su Shen into his arms.

Su Shen looked at him in astonishment.

After several fights, he simply put on his coat and prepared to hide out the door, but was stopped by Ji Shutong again.

Su Shen was enraged and cursed a lot of ugly words.

The man's face grew paler and paler.

Su Shen seemed to see some sadness and remorse under this pale face.

He put his hand on Su Shen's wrist that was holding the coat, lowered his eyebrows, and asked Su Shen almost pleadingly: "Can we start over?"

Su Shen looked at him strangely, and said two words indifferently.

"madman."

&...&...

Early the next morning, when Ji Shutong opened his eyes, he was looking at Su Shen's ecstatic eyes.

As soon as he woke up, Su Shen immediately looked away.

Su Shen didn't know when she went out, she had already bought it at the breakfast shop downstairs in the hospital and brought it up early.

He unscrewed the thermos and filled Ji Shutong with porridge.

Pass it over, but this person doesn't pick it up.

Su Shen looked over in doubt, and swayed his unhealed finger in a strange way: "It's hurt."

With such a small injury, don't delay your meal, okay?

He endured it and didn't say a word.

Bring the bowl back.

Ji Shutong said again, "I want to eat the steamed stuffed bun first."

If it wasn't for his serious expression, Su Shen would have felt that he was playing tricks on people.

He split the bun into two halves and handed it over, thinking that Ji Yitong would definitely make a fuss about his injured finger again, so he stood up, leaned over, and brought the bun to his mouth.

While taking care of the severely disabled man, he thought that he had to find a nurse in the afternoon, otherwise this guy would have to zip him up when he went to the toilet.

Su Shen's face was close at hand.

Traces are different and don't want to eat steamed stuffed buns.

He approached slowly, then raised his head and kissed Su Shen's lips very quickly, passing by with a touch of water.

But the next moment, Su Shen's face froze.

He stared blankly for a moment, then put it down and sat back down early.

As if recalling some bad memories, Su Shen's face gradually turned pale.

He closed his eyes and whispered, "Sorry, I'm going out."

This uneasy atmosphere continued into the evening.

The difference is that Su Shen just leaned forward to take a document, when Su Shen accidentally touched it with his arm, his whole body trembled imperceptibly.

In the quiet room, he could hear Su Shen's nervous breathing.

Before that, he thought that Su Shen would no longer be afraid of him.

After turning off the light, Su Shen tightened the quilt, and suddenly felt the bed sag behind him.

Ji Shutong held his waist, and with the strength in his hand, he could break free with just a slight struggle.

Su Shen heard it repeating in a low voice: "Don't be afraid of me, I won't hurt you again."

"Don't be afraid of me, okay?"

"Even if you don't want to give me another chance, just give me a little trust, just a little bit, okay?"

Su Shen's hand was very cold, and when he touched it, he subconsciously avoided it. He leaned over and moved over, stretching out his tightly clenched fingers to warm them up a little.

During this period of getting along, he has already discovered that as long as he is patient and gentle enough, Su Shen will not turn against him.Putting down your posture at the right time can even win his sympathy.

The person in my arms has never been an unreasonable person, whether it was before or now.

The washing of the years and the sharpening of the past did not make him lose his heart. No matter what the surface looks like, the things in his bones are still the same as before.

In the dim light, he could see Su Shen's stiff face, the man's shoulders were trembling slightly, but he didn't push himself away.

&...&...

Ji Yitong dragged his sick body to the company meeting.

Before he left, he told Su Shen repeatedly that his body hadn't recovered yet.

Su Shen watched his performance blankly.

If it wasn't for the nurse Su Shen hired to stop him, Ji Shutong really wanted to untie the bandage and expose the wound.

After sending people to the car, Su Shen stayed in the ward bored, now it was almost New Year's Day, even in the hospital, he could still feel the festive atmosphere.

He put on his coat and went out. When he reached the door, a bodyguard with a different sign stopped him.

It turned out that Ji Shutong had never arranged anyone here, or in other words, it should have been arranged, but they were in the dark and had never met, so Su Shen was still very unfamiliar with their faces.

He retreated silently to the room.

After about a quarter of an hour, he suddenly noticed something.

Ji Shutong was always accompanied by bodyguards, so when he went down the mountain that day and met Yi Xiuhan, why didn't Ji Shutong's bodyguards come over.

Even though their lives were in danger and their lives were hanging by a thread, they did not show up.

Su Shen's eyes moved to the outside of the door, and briefly stayed on the uniform clothes of the bodyguards.

There is no other reason, only he does not let these people help.

He obviously could get out of danger, but deliberately put himself in deep danger.

He deliberately put his life on the line.

"Ah."

Su Shen wanted to laugh.

It really took pains to see the difference in him.

He looked at the people standing outside the door, and instantly felt that there was no difference between being here and being in a home with a different footprint, but he was locked in a different place.

He actually thought he was free.

"Mr. Ji told you to stay here." The bodyguard stopped his way again.

Su Shen said coldly: "Get out of the way!"

One of them called Ji Shutong. I don't know what was said there. The person who stopped Su Shen let go with a gentle smile: "Mr. Ji said that he will return to the ward at about five o'clock. Please keep your word and come back."

Su Shen bypassed them and went to take the elevator.

Su Shen was relieved that no one followed him as far as he could see.

If Ji Shutong sent someone to follow him, he might really turn his back on the spot.

It's like leaving for a long time and suddenly returning to this city.

Su Shen felt very stuffy.

The last time he felt this way, he had quarreled with Jiang Yu over trivial matters, and then separated from Jiang Yu for half a month.

In the first half of the month, whenever he was free, he would go to the bar.

He is not very good at drinking, and he gets drunk after one or two drinks every time, so he often sits down and watches others get drunk.

Perhaps because of the festival, the bar that should be extremely quiet at this point in the past has become extremely lively at this moment.

With his depression and alcohol, the more he drank, the more addicted he became.

I didn't realize before that the moment the drink enters the throat, it seems that it can really wash away the boredom in my heart.

After drinking, he lay down on the table, his eyelids were so heavy that he could barely open them, and when he saw the figure in front of him, he vaguely felt familiar.

Different traces?

I thought he didn't send anyone to follow.

He hated the feeling of being in the hands of others all the time and at the mercy of others.

Su Shen struggled angrily, but was comforted by this man.

He didn't eat anything before he came out, he drank on an empty stomach, and felt vomiting in his lungs from time to time.

With a sore throat, he really vomited it out, and it vomited on the person who supported him.

He felt a little bit of the pleasure of a successful prank, and squinted his eyes happily.

Not only the man, but even his own clothes were contaminated with vomit.

He was supported, and everything in front of him was in a trance.

Not long after, when his back was on the soft bed, Su Shen raised his face drunkenly, showing a bewildered expression.

His ignorant eyes moved the person in front of him.

The man rubbed the corner of his lips and pushed him onto the bed.

At some point, he called that name.

"The signs are different."

The person on him suddenly stopped moving.

What happened afterwards, Su Shen couldn't remember clearly.

Until the next day, he woke up from a hangover.

Ji Shutong sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, Su Shen hugged the quilt and sat up.

He was not wearing anything, and the quilt was pasted, still smelling strongly of alcohol.