Where did you get this substitute from?

Pushing Shen Ao away, he backed away in fear.

Shen Ao flatly crushed him to the ground, and leaned over again to kiss him fiercely, not allowing him to refuse to deepen.

"How could you..." Mu Bai struggled vigorously, speaking intermittently, "No..."

"I can do this." Shen Ao looked at him with sarcasm, "Are you surprised? It's obviously not the first time I kissed you. I blame you for being too slow. I didn't notice it before."

"You're crazy...I'm your cousin."

"We don't have any blood relationship." Shen Ao continued with calm eyes, "You always wanted me to depend on you forever, but in this way, I will watch you marry someone else and have children...I can't give you to anyone."

He emphasized in Mu Bai's astonishment: "I have no blood relationship with anyone in the Mu family. If someone instigates you to leave me again, I can take the cruelest revenge on this person without hesitation."

Mu Bai turned his face away in embarrassment.

Shen Ao turned his face back stubbornly, and looked straight into his eyes: "...no matter who it is, Brother Mu Bai, do you understand?"

He looked at the person in emotional tremor: "Answer me."

"……I see."

When Shen Ao came home, Mu Bai had just woken up, after yesterday's threats, he leaned against the head of the bed in a daze.

He turned on the TV and played the disc he had brought.

The originally silent room was suddenly filled with unbelievable gasps.

It was obviously two men.

Shen Ao forced him to look up, to listen, to learn.

His hands gripped the sheets tightly.

Shen Ao stroked his lips meaninglessly.

"understand?"

He closed his eyes in pain, "I haven't done anything to hurt you, why do you force me so much?"

Shen Ao was silent for a moment, and after a wry smile, he avoided talking about it: "Kiss me."

Mu Bai froze, unwilling to move.

"Kiss me." He pointedly untied Mu Bai's neckline, "Otherwise, I will do even more terrible things."

Mu Bai suddenly opened his eyes, eyes full of hatred: "Get lost."

Shen Ao looked at him calmly.

Then firmly pressed him to the head of the bed, "Can't bear just one sentence?"

He said in a bad tone: "All along, what I want to do the most is like now, I want to kiss you, anytime, anywhere, as long as I want, I can do whatever I want to you."

Shen Ao finally got his kiss.

The man was trembling all over, and the kiss ended extremely quickly.

He raised his eyebrows: "Do you know how to kiss? That's how you kiss Shenyan too?"

Even Mu Bai's lips turned pale.

"Come again."

He is never satisfied.

Mu Bai was ordered to come back again and again by him.

In the end, the man collapsed against the head of the bed, "...please forgive me."

Shen Ao let him go after a little thought.

After that, the persecution became more and more excessive.

At first it was just a kiss.

Mu Bai looked more and more haggard, and after eating a little food, he was lying on the bedside, throwing up again and again.

Looking at the scratch marks on his wrist by the bed, Shen Ao realized that it seemed that after that time, he would not be able to eat anything.

After the doctor came to make a preliminary diagnosis, "it may be anorexia, and he has to be sent to the hospital for a detailed examination."

After the diagnosis, the director and Shen Ao said that the patient still had mild anxiety.

Try not to stimulate him anymore, the patient's spirit is already extremely fragile.

When he was approaching the hospital bed, Mu Bai stood up suddenly, and shouted with fear: "...don't come over!"

The nurse tried to calm him down.

But he grabbed everything on the table beside him and threw it at Shen Ao, "Get lost!"

Fortunately, Mu Bai was controlled later.

It wasn't until two months later that his emotions stabilized.

He took Mu Bai home.

At night, Mu Bai suffers from insomnia, he hugs her into his arms.

Mu Bai didn't know what he was thinking.

He approached Mu Bai and told him the most secret pain in his heart: "...I didn't stop him at that time."

"My mother was about to divorce him, and Mu Liuying proposed that our family go to sea as the last gathering before we parted... At that time, the storm was very strong, and everyone was in the cabin. I clearly saw that he pushed my mother into the sea, but I didn't run away. go out."

"It's hard to believe that I'm such a cold-blooded person."

He felt Mu Bai tremble slightly in his arms.

"I was seriously ill and I couldn't live without taking the opportunity to act like an idiot."

"do not talk……"

"Brother Mubai, you love me." He kissed the back of Mubai's neck, "Can't you feel it? When everyone stays away from me and dislikes me, only you are always by my side. You I've been moving, can't you feel it?"

"I do not have."

"You have it." Shen Ao's tone was firm, the title remained the same, but his tone was intimate: "Brother Mu Bai, you are right, you didn't feel sorry for me, but I am sorry for you."

Mu Liuchuan wanted to see him.

Shen Ao looked into his eyes and carefully told him the news.

"Do you want to see him?"

Mu Bai looked at him in confusion.

In the end, I realized that he was making an exchange.

But what else could he have in exchange?

"what should I do?"

Shen Ao suddenly panicked, he said in a panic: "That's not what I mean... I won't force you anymore, really."

Mu Bai looked away indifferently.

Mu Liuchuan arrived on time, and Mu Bai was waiting for his father to come over at his home. He only had one request, "You, don't come over."

Shen Ao was stunned for a moment, his face turned pale under a slight smile: "I promise you."

Mu Bai thought that his father would teach him a lesson when he came this time, but he didn't.

He sat in the living room for a while, and after a long time, he asked hesitantly, "What's the matter, your face is so pale?"

Mubai had already put all his energy into listening to the training, but during this period of physical and mental torture, his whole body was extremely fragile, as if it would shatter at the slightest touch.

His heartstrings were touched suddenly, and he couldn't help crying for a moment.

Mu Liuchuan looked at him, his eyes were also reddish, his image of a loving father almost disappeared all year round after Mu Bai's rebellion again and again, he had reached out and stroked Mu Bai's head before he knew it, and said gently: "You are just too stubborn, Don't bear it alone, even if you don't want to tell me, you can complain to your mother, we... all miss you. "

Mu Liuchuan came here in a hurry this time. He just stopped by to have a look. Mu Bai sent him to the airport. When he saw his back, he realized that the hair on the back of his father's head was completely white. It seems to be straight a few years ago, showing traces of rickets.

At night when Mu Bai and Shen Ao were having dinner, Mu Liuchuan called, and Mu Bai was about to leave the table to pick it up, when Shen Ao grabbed his arm.

He sat down hesitantly.

After answering the phone, Mu Liuchuan bluffed a few words and said that he had thought a lot on the way back today. If Mu Bai really didn't want to go home, it's fine. He had an alumni before, and he could recommend Mu Bai to a foreign university as a teaching assistant. , the art major of that university is world-renowned, and Mu Bai can study while working.

After the call ended, Mu Bai suddenly looked at Shen Ao.

He said earlier that he would take revenge on anyone who wanted him to leave.

"I..." Mu Bai's lips turned pale, "I won't leave."

Shen Ao looked at him with complicated eyes.

"I swear."

Shen Ao sighed, he put down his chopsticks.

Under extreme fear, Mu Bai looked at him nervously, "Dad just had a whim, he said he would respect my decision, he was just suggesting... I will eat well, I... I can do anything..."

Shen Ao lowered his eyes and smiled slightly: "I haven't said anything yet."

He looked at Mu Bai sincerely: "I will also respect your decision, if being by my side makes you so unhappy, just go."

He has a language barrier in this country and can only communicate in English.

Fortunately, the difficult time is over.

After class, Mu Bai walked into the studio.

When he first came to this school, he always felt that at some point Shen Ao would appear in front of him.

So he was very nervous at first.

Even when picking up a paintbrush, my left hand, which needs to start with basic training, is shaking.

The paintings he made at the beginning lasted two days and three nights, a total of thirteen paintings, each of which was about Shen Ao.

He repeatedly extracted the memories of the two, and forced himself to forget them one by one.

It was already late at night after he finished today's training.

Locking the door of the studio and going home to rest, he always felt that someone was watching him.

It was the same for the next few days.

In the evening, his Chinese neighbor called, "Mubai, I need your help."

The neighbor is an elderly pregnant woman who is nearly forty years old. The amniotic fluid has broken, and the ambulance has been waiting for a long time.

Her husband went back to China on a business trip, so he called Mu Bai in a hurry, "I'm about to give birth, I need to go to the hospital...but..."

Mu Bai supported her, and the two stopped cars on the street.

The driver was talking, but he couldn't understand what the other person was saying.

Mu Bai is not yet familiar with the local language, and the pregnant woman is in pain and can't even speak clearly.

While sweating profusely, a familiar voice suddenly came from beside him.

He turned around in astonishment, Shen Ao hurried over, his forehead was covered with sweat, he repeated breathlessly: "He was asking which hospital to go to?"

They sit in front of the ward.

Shen Ao's wrist was wrapped with a bandage, he hurriedly swept over it and asked, "What's going on?"

The man lowered his eyebrows and said for a long time: "Second Uncle beat..."

Mu Bai was stunned for a moment, and he muttered: "Did you tell him?"

Shen Ao shook his head hastily, "He only knows that your condition is not good because of me. He doesn't know what I... did to you."

After he finished speaking, he smiled, "Fortunately, the second uncle is old, and the beating doesn't hurt. I didn't stand firm enough to dislocate my wrist."

Shen Ao held Mu Bai's with the hand that was not dislocated.

Fortunately, this person did not resist, nor did he take away.

This feeling seems to return to the time when the two first met.

He hid behind the pillar and saw Mu Bai when he turned his head.

The other party's eyes lit up, he approached a few steps, and took his hand.

Warmth welled up in Shen Ao's heart, his eyes became moist instantly, and he pretended to be calm and said, "Brother Mu Bai, it was all my fault earlier, I'm sorry."

Mu Bai's hands froze, and he heard Mu Bai sigh for a long time.

Wiping away his tears, he was about to get up and go to the bathroom when he suddenly heard a voice behind him.

"Perhaps... we can try."

Shen Ao paused, tears fell suddenly, he turned his head, Mu Bai looked over, and smiled at him, "You're right, I was really moved."

A baby's cry came from the delivery room.

It symbolizes the beginning of everything.

... the end of the episode...