I don't like you anyway

Su Mingqian moved back to the dormitory early the next morning.

The roommates who hadn’t seen him for half a semester were all surprised and asked him why he suddenly remembered to live in the dormitory.

"This is not a very normal thing." Su Mingqian said nonchalantly.

His bed has only one bare board, and it is full of other classmates’ suitcases, express boxes and other messy things, and Su Mingqian struggles to clean it up.

A few roommates helped him clean up, and Su Mingqian treated them to a Haidilao meal at noon.He didn't sleep well yesterday, and almost dozed off while eating Haidilao.The roommate asked him if he wanted to go out for a stroll in the afternoon. It had been a long time since we got together. Su Mingqian thought about it, but couldn't say, he was very sleepy and wanted to go back to the dormitory for a lunch break.

He is the only one in the dormitory.When the purple curtains of the starry sky were drawn, it was like night.The bed was made by him indiscriminately. It was so hard that it was not comfortable to sleep on.Su Mingqian turned over with the earphones on, but couldn't fall asleep no matter how much she turned over.

He took off the headphones irritably, especially wanting to move the bed in Chen Shangxu's bedroom to the dormitory.

After thinking about it, Su Mingqian rummaged through the suitcase and found a shirt that he secretly hid while Chen Shangxu wasn't paying attention.

This shirt belonged to Chen Shangxu, and it was already wrinkled because it was crowded in the suitcase.

Su Mingqian spread it out, covered himself, and lay down again.He closed his eyes for a while, and felt that it was not enough, so he simply wrapped his shirt in his arms, buried his face in it, and curled up in the quilt to sleep.

This sleep lasted three hours.

If it wasn't for the roommates who came back from shopping, Su Mingqian might have to continue to sleep.

Su Mingqian was a little dazed when he got up, and his heart was empty.At this point before, he would go to the University of Medical Sciences and wait to have dinner with Chen Shangxu.But now that this habit is about to be quit suddenly, he is very uncomfortable.

He slept soundly and had nowhere to go but wandered around the campus.

On the playground, young couples in twos and threes are walking hand in hand to watch the sunset, and there are also teenagers playing skateboards who arouse a group of pigeons to fly around in the square.

The water in the fountain has dried up, and it has not been sprayed for some months.Su Mingqian walked more and more lonely, and the more he walked, the more lonely he became. By the time he realized it, he had already gone to the medical university.

Seeing the words "National University of Medical Sciences", Su Mingqian suddenly realized and turned around and walked back.

But subconsciously, he was reluctant to leave like this, so he lingered at the door for a long time.

The security guard at the gate of the medical department looked at him strangely, thinking that the child was probably broken in love.Look at this green hair.

Su Mingqian leaned against the red wall next to the main gate of the medical department, looking up at the sky, thinking about things.

His green hair, white sweater and blue jeans paired with the bright red wall look very good.

Almost all the people who came out of the medical university had to subconsciously look twice.

Su Mingqian waited from sunset to dusk, from dusk to dark, and never saw the person he wanted to see but didn't want to see.

Even the phone reminded him that it was out of battery.

Taking off the earphones, Su Mingqian walked back to the dormitory in the halo of the street lights.

He hid in the bathroom holding Chen Shangxu's clothes and cried fiercely. When he came out, his face was expressionless, but his eyes were swollen.

Ding Bei asked him to play the script and kill him, but he didn't go, saying he was too tired.He took a soak in the bathroom, threw the dirty laundry into the washing machine, and wringed it hard.

Going to bed at eight o'clock is something Su Mingqian has never tried before.What's more, Su Mingqian just got up from bed three hours ago.

He couldn't figure out why his rhythm of life was completely disrupted as soon as he left Chen Shangxu.

It shouldn't be.

Su Mingqian decided not to sleep.For the first time, he took his campus card and went to the library to study.

The library of Wuzhi University is shared with the University of Medical Sciences, which is why the students of Wuzhi shamelessly call their school "Medical University Vocational Branch School".

This is Su Mingqian's second visit to the library after visiting the library in his freshman year.

He even needs to study the floor distribution of the library beforehand.

It happened to be the peak period of postgraduate entrance examinations, and the position of the library at this point was already full.Su Mingqian randomly found a book related to his major on the side of the bookshelf, and wanted to find a place to sit down and read it, but he couldn't find it after looking around.

He is not familiar with the library, and he doesn't know that the second and third floors are the most crowded, but there are many quiet personal reading areas on the seventh floor.

He squatted alone in the safe passage next to the elevator, holding a book and flipping through it.

Someone is coming down the stairs.Su Mingqian moved his position to make way for the people behind him.

The footsteps stopped.There was no sound for a long time.

Su Mingqian subconsciously turned around and met Chen Shangxu's eyes.

Chen Shangxu looked at him with downcast eyes, and in his hand was a stack of unfinished materials, circled and filled with data that Su Mingqian could not understand.

Su Mingqian hurriedly pretended to be nonchalant, patted her buttocks and got up, but she was dizzy due to too much movement and almost lost her footing.

Chen Shangxu gave him a hand and left without saying anything.

Su Ming curled his lips slightly, feeling a sense of loss in his heart.

But he thought about it again, all of this was caused by himself, Chen Shangxu should be the one who should be sad, what right does he have to be sad?

Su Mingqian took the elevator to the personal reading area on the eighth floor.

This is a place Su Mingqian has never been to before. All the seats are semi-closed, and everyone can do their own things quietly inside without worrying about being disturbed.What's more, it is open all night, suitable for students who want to do research and write papers for postgraduate entrance examinations.

Su Mingqian found a seat and sat down.Turn on the small desk lamp in front of the table and spread out the book.

He glanced at his phone, and at 10:30, he set an alarm clock and decided to study until [-]:[-] to go back.He even greeted his roommates, saying that he would study for two hours before going back to the dormitory.

The book skipped the table of contents and turned to the first part. Su Mingqian read a section, but decided to read it with headphones on in a different position.

With the soothing and ethereal music flowing, Su Mingqian insisted on turning over another section, feeling that the words on the book were getting farther and farther away from him.

Finally, he fell asleep on his stomach.

When he woke up, Su Mingqian found someone flipping through books beside him.

Chen Shangxu's coat was draped over the back of his chair, and he simply wore a dark brown sweater and metal glasses. He was browsing through the books borrowed by Su Mingqian.And already turned to page 196.

You can't speak loudly here, Su Mingqian can only ask Chen Shangxu with his eyes: "How do you know I'm here?"

Chen Shangxu didn't answer him.

In the small space, there were only the two of them.

Su Mingqian suddenly felt very hot.Is the school free of charge for electricity?Turn up the heat so much?

He unbuttoned a few buttons, took the book he borrowed from Chen Shangxu, turned to the fourth page, and continued to read.

But his mind is not on the book at all, he always involuntarily pays attention to the person sitting next to him from the corner of his eye, trying to see clearly what he is doing and thinking at the moment.

Chen Shangxu, who didn't say a word, had a sense of indifference and alienation, and his side face carried a sense of determination.In front of him was a blank piece of paper, on which Chen Shang and Xu's slender and good-looking hands scribbled algorithms, scribbling repeatedly.

In terms of study, the halo of Chen Shangxu's protagonist is too serious. It's not that Su Mingqian has never heard of it. When he was in the third year of high school, Chen Shangxu had a monthly exam with full marks in all subjects.

This is something Su Mingqian dare not expect at all.If it were Su Mingqian who asked him to add up his scores in Chinese, Mathematics, and English, or take the same subject three times, no one would score higher in a single subject.

Take it a little further.

Only then did Su Mingqian realize that Chen Shangxu had brought his study materials into his cubicle, and it seemed that he planned to study with him.

Although the library did not expressly stipulate that two people cannot sit in such a single cubicle, Su Mingqian was still a little uncomfortable being squeezed in such a small space.

He was so close to Chen Shangxu that Su Mingqian could smell the shampoo on Chen Shangxu's hair and the incense on his sweater.

too familiar.This smell is all too familiar.

Su Mingqian couldn't help putting down the book.

Chen Shangxu is still writing his algorithm.The only sound in the air is the sound of the pen falling on the paper.

Su Mingqian put his hand down across the table, and couldn't help but grab the cuff of Chen Shangxu's sweater.His fingers probed inside inch by inch, and finally touched the back of Chen Shangxu's warm hand.

Chen Shangxu didn't respond.Still drooping and writing his own algorithm.

Su Mingqian touched Chen Shangxu's fingers little by little.When he did this, his heart was pounding like a thief.

Finally, the fingers of both hands were interlocked.

Chen Shangxu's originally indifferent hand suddenly tightened some strength, Su Mingqian's eyelashes twitched twice, and his heart beat faster.

From interlocking their fingers, Chen Shangxu held his hand.

This action lasted about 1 minute.Then it loosened without warning.

Su Mingqian withdrew her hand contentedly, and patted her little heart.I thought it was okay, Chen Shangxu didn't plan to give up on him yet.Chen Shangxu still loves him.

Chen Shangxu was still writing the algorithm, Su Mingqian read the book quietly for a while, and even took some notes on the tablet.

This is one of his few self-directed studies.

He felt that he and Chen Shangxu had returned to the days when Chen Shangxu taught him homework during the summer vacation.It's just that I wasn't as obedient as I am now.

At this moment, Su Mingqian's feet under the table were always shaking slightly, sometimes bumping into Chen Shangxu's thigh, sometimes leaning close to Chen Shangxu's leg, and sometimes simply resting on Chen Shangxu's leg.

Chen Shangxu didn't move, he just sat up straight and let him act like a restless spider spirit beside him.

Su Mingqian put his legs on Chen Shangxu's and read a book.

Tired of reading, she leaned on Chen Shangxu's shoulder to sleep.

After waking up, she leaned on Chen Shangxu's arm and played with her mobile phone.

The roommate asked him: [It's almost eleven o'clock, why don't you come back? 】

Su Ming looked at the time, heh, it's almost eleven o'clock.How did time pass so fast?

But he didn't want to go back at all.To be honest, letting him sleep on the hard bed in the dormitory is not as comfortable as letting him sleep on Chen Shangxu's lap.

But he just thought about it, and he didn't dare to do it now.

Just like a child who has done something wrong, he is secretly delighted and afraid because of the adult's forgiveness.

Chen Shangxu handed him a note with clean handwriting on it:【Don't plan to go back? 】

Su Mingqian wrote under his handwriting in a completely different font: 【Not going to.And you? 】

Chen Shangxu was silent for a while, then reached out and locked the door of the cubicle.

He looked up at Su Mingqian seriously.

Then write: [then sleep here. 】