I don't like you anyway

Su Mingqian fell asleep with the black tea in her arms. When she woke up, it was already dark, and the black tea was so cold that it settled at the bottom of the cup.

It's already 07:30.It is easy to fall asleep in the afternoon.

Su Mingqian realized later that he remembered his brother's dinner appointment, so he simply called.

Unexpectedly, Chen Shangxu answered the call.

Chen Shangxu simply said: "Your brother is here, I will talk to him about something."

Su Mingqian asked subconsciously after hearing this: "Oh. What are you talking about?" When it comes to Su Daming's calls, he must answer them.

"Talk about you." There was a gentle taste in Chen Shang Xu Bo's calm voice, "Xiao Su, take a rest first. I'll pick you up later."

Su Mingqian heard some clues from his words: Chen Shangxu used "I will pick you up" instead of "Your brother and I will pick you up" or simply "Your brother will pick you up".Chen Shangxu will pick him up from his house later.

Su Mingqian's heart began to show signs of speeding up: "You won't..."

Chen Shangxu gave a simple "hmm".

Su Mingqian slid directly from the bed to the floor, squatting on the icy ground to breathe wildly.He wanted to keep calm as much as possible, because he was not sure that Chen Shangxu would think of going with him.

He asked tentatively, "Do you understand what I mean?"

Chen Shangxu replied: "Understood. I want to take you and live with me."

Just as Su Mingqian guessed.

"My brother doesn't care, but my parents won't agree." Su Mingqian squatted on the ground and switched hands to answer the phone, "You know what it means to take me away from under their noses."

Chen Shangxu has been a "child of someone else's family" since he was a child, and it is the positive teaching material that Su Mingqian has heard from his parents for thousands of years.Su Mingqian didn't want to destroy the perfect Chen Shangxu in her parents' hearts because of herself.

"It's okay, Xiao Su, don't worry about anything, and don't be afraid of anything." Chen Shangxu's gentle voice came through the phone without distortion at all, "I'll do it if I come."

Chen Shangxu is willing to take care of everything for Su Mingqian.

Su Mingqian realized that the sum of all the rebellious things she had done since she was a child may not be as big as the next one.And Chen Shangxu is still willing to do this for him, even though he has not received a response for many years.

Su Mingqian suddenly felt that she was really bad.So bad he wanted to cry.

He scratched the wooden floor, lowered his head, and said in a choked voice:

"Brother, come here earlier. I miss you so much."

On the other end, Chen Shangxu put down the phone.

Su Daming observed the situation and made a good guess about the general situation.Scratching his own hair, Su Daming found it difficult: "Do you really want it?"

It has to be said that all roads lead to Rome, and Chen Shangxu chose the most difficult road.

Chen Shangxu nodded: "I really want to."

"Then can you answer a question that has puzzled me for a long time?" Su Daming asked while holding his chin.

"Tell me." Chen Shangxu sat down, "Whether to answer or not is my own business."

Su Daming rolled his eyes.Chen Shangxu is a simple person, his thinking is too meticulous, and he doesn't leave a single loophole.How did Su Mingqian miraculously bully Chen Shangxu for so long with his meager cultivation?

Anyway, it was not easy for Su Daming to take advantage of him.

Su Daming thought for a while, then smiled: "I treat you as my elder brother all my heart, but you want to be my sister-in-law? Is that the reason?"

After three seconds of silence.Through the metal lens, Chen Shangxu cast a sideways glance at Su Daming.For a moment, he loosened the tie around his neck.

It is actually risky to joke in front of an unsmiling person.Just like this moment.

Chen Shangxu said calmly: "I have decided not to answer any questions you raised now."

"Oh, don't, don't," Su Daming quickly became honest.Because Chen Shang Xu Zhen can do anything.Su Daming said, "What did you do the year you disappeared?"

Su Daming remembered very clearly that after Chen Shangxu left Su Mingqian, there was no news for a while.Then it suddenly appeared in his sight one day, the cloud was calm, as if nothing had happened.Too strange.

Chen Shangxu thought for a while, and probably knew what period of time he was referring to."I'm out of the country," he said.

"There is a rare clinical project abroad that recruits medical scientists. My supervisor and I went there for a year."

Every other line is like a mountain, Su Daming doesn't know much about Chen Shangxu's occupation, so he can only say "oh" in order to ask in detail.He hesitated to speak: "I heard that this year, my brother was with someone else. I guess you were very uncomfortable. So when I caught him, I would scold him."

Chen Shangxu's head drooped slightly, and his knuckle-bonded hands were turning the phone, just like turning a sharp scalpel on an operating table.

His brows and eyes were hidden in the darkness, making it hard to see clearly."It's nothing bad. I'm used to it," he said.

During those days when Su Mingqian and Qiao Qi were together, Chen Shangxu turned himself into a silent person.In a place without Su Mingqian, he gradually weakened his love and spiritual dependence on Su Mingqian.

It's just that Chen Shangxu didn't say it out, this kind of passive escape method was actually a failure.

Because he couldn't forget Su Mingqian at all.not at all.

On the contrary, with the passage of time, this kind of avoidance had the opposite effect, and the deep-rooted longing repeatedly made Chen Shangxu unable to breathe and trembled all over.

Chen Shangxu couldn't even concentrate on holding the scalpel.The instructor said to him: "You are too tired, Shang Xu. Go back."

Chen Shangxu took off his gloves and mask, and sadly left the operating table.When he was going downstairs, he almost fell, and the words "safe passage" in fluorescent green turned into Su Mingqian's name at some point, shaking in front of his eyes.He held his chest and took a deep breath, but big tears fell down and hit the back of his hand holding on to the railing.

Chen Shangxu knelt in front of the words "safe passage" and said over and over again: "Su Mingqian, I really want to see you."

He used to think that love was just a hormone secreted by the body due to external elements that could be diluted at any time.But now he discovered that the combination of this hormone and time can form a fatal longing.

This kind of thinking is called paranoia.