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"Xiaojing?" Buer looked at Atobe who was lying next to him in doubt, Xiaojing was very abnormal today, suddenly picked him up from school, but just looked at him silently.

"En?" Atobe wrapped his hands around Fuji, and pressed him into his arms.Zhou Zhu, Zhou Zhu, I really miss you...

"Why didn't Xiaojing talk? I thought Xiaojing was busy..." Buer was interrupted before finishing his sentence.

"I just want to look at Zhou Zhu," Atobe smiled slightly, and looked down at the boy in his arms, his eyes were like water. "I want to look at Zhou Zhu like this, and feel Zhou Zhu's breath..."

Seeing the love and reluctance in the eyes of Atobe who was so close at hand, Fuji couldn't help feeling a little uneasy.

in love?Reluctant?Bu Er shook his head vigorously in his heart, Bu Er Zhou Zhu, Bu Er Zhou Zhu, don't think about it, don't think about it!

"Hey, Xiao Jing..." I must cheer up, it must be my own illusion, yes, yes, why did reluctance appear in Xiao Jing's eyes, how...how did... love...

Xiaojing, the person he likes is obviously Ryoma, how is it possible, how can there be such a look in his eyes?Ah, Fuji Shusuke, what are you doing!Don't think about it, the person Xiaojing likes is Longma, it's Longma!Ah, no, no, the person Fujisuke likes is Tezuka Kunimitsu, the person Fujisuke likes is Tezuka Kunimitsu, Tezuka Kunimitsu!

"Huh?" Atobe looked at Fuji tenderly, raised his hand to ruffle his honey-colored hair, looked at Fuji's distressed face, and shook his head from time to time, couldn't help but chuckled, "Zhou Zhu thinks Say what?"

"Hey, Xiaojing, Tezuka will be back the day after tomorrow~" Fuji tried to make his tone sound lighter and more cheerful.How can I think so?Obviously and Xiaojing are very good friends, but...impossible, I must have lost my mind for a while, eh!It must be so!

"Well, it's really fast." Atobe sighed, not sure whether he was saying that Tezuka came back so quickly, or feeling that he was leaving soon.Then, holding back the reluctance and pain in my heart, I lightly scratched Fuji's small nose, "So Zhou Zhu will be very happy~" Tezuka Kunimitsu, I hope you don't make me feel that my leaving is wrong!If you can't make Zhou Zhu happy, I'll be back anytime!

"Enen, Xiaojing will be happy too! We will all be happy!" Fuji emphasized his tone, whether he was affirming Atobe's words or persuading himself.It's just Xiaojing, why do you feel that your chest is a little congested?Fuji was flustered, why did Tezuka's return bring him not the joy of soon to be happy, but the feeling that something important was passing away?Why... like a lie?

Atobe looked at Fuji dotingly, took a deep breath, then tightened his arms, hugged Fuji tightly in his arms, and gently pressed his chin against his head, so Fuji heard his muffled voice "Well, I will!" sounded muffled in my head.Zhou Zhu, Zhou Zhu, you must be happy, for sure!

Fuji gently hugs Atobe back, not to delve into the affection in his eyes.It's not that he didn't notice Atobe's abnormality. However, isn't Fuji Sousuke a little abnormal today?He didn't understand Atobe's abnormality, and he didn't dare to understand it.Heh, the so-called genius is just a coward, but what is he worried about?Is it the child who is Atobe's lover, Tezuka who was confessed by himself, or... the self who can't control the situation?

Fuji put his head into Atobe's arms, the last time!Buer said to himself, for the last time, let yourself not think about anything willfully, don't think about it, just follow your own will.At this moment, Fuji Shusuke just wants to nest in Keigo Atobe's wide and warm arms, that's all.

Thinking like this, Buer gradually relaxed in the arms that made him feel at ease, "Hey, I always feel that the place where Xiaojing is there is the safest." Amidst the regular heartbeat, he fell into a deep sleep.

Atobe lowered his head, looked at the sleeping boy in his arms, the corner of his mouth raised an arc, but tears flowed down the corner of his eyes.Zhou Zhu, I'm leaving you, what should I do?Just thinking about leaving, thinking of not seeing you for a long time, my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.Zhou Zhu, Zhou Zhu, I really can't leave you!

At this moment, Atobe used almost all his strength to suppress the pain in his heart, he was afraid that if he was not careful, he would cry out and wake up the boy in his arms.

Because he was afraid, afraid that when he saw his blue, clear eyes, he could not help but tell him the fact that he was leaving.It's just how could he be willing to say that to him, how could he be willing to look at Zhou Zhu's sad face?That is the person I have been protecting since I was a child, Zhou Zhu, the person I love!

However, if he left without saying goodbye, how would he face him in the future?It's just that he really didn't want to tell him about leaving, as if if he said it, he would never come back, as if if he said it... it would come true.

Zhou Zhu, Zhou Zhu, what should I do with you?

Atobe just looked at Fuji in his arms happily and painfully, the one he missed deeply, the one he was about to leave soon.

Stretching out his hand, his index finger caressed along the beautiful outline of Buer, his eyes were full of tenderness and reluctance that were about to overflow.

He struggled painfully in his heart, just one time, one time!Atobe said a few words of sorry to Fuji in his heart. He knew that Fuji must want to leave his first kiss to the person he loved the most, but his love for Fuji finally overwhelmed his reason, and with a sudden accelerated heartbeat, he bowed his head , and finally gently kissed Buer's cold and soft lips, and they were separated at the touch of a touch.

The boy in his arms seemed to feel his tenderness, and suddenly the corners of his mouth deepened, and he murmured, "Xiaojing~"

Zhou Zhu...Zhou Zhu...he called me by my name!Atobe's mind shook violently again after hearing the boy's sleepy talk, and the tears that had been stopped for a long time broke the embankment again.

Atobe laughed at himself in his heart, it's really not gorgeous, Atobe Keigo.It's just... Compared with his Zhou Zhu, what is gorgeous?

He knew that everything that happened today would never be forgotten in his lifetime.