Rebirth: Pick up the attack and run

The two sat down at both ends of the dining table, and the yellow chandelier in the middle cast a small piece of light above their heads, which was warm and suffocating.

Xie Shi held his head in his hands, trying to think carefully about his words.

Shen Xun stared at him for a while, then got up and went to the kitchen.

The chair made a soft sound on the floor, Xie Shi felt a little harsh, raised his head, and saw Shen Xun's back turning away, his heart was sore and aching.

Xie Shi heard the refrigerator being opened and closed again with a soft "bang". A few minutes later, Shen Xun took out a plate of quick-frozen dumplings, still steaming, and placed them in front of him.

"Surrounded by reporters all day today, you must not have eaten, are you hungry?" Shen Xun put the chopsticks in front of him and said softly.

Xie Shi was in a complicated mood. The scene in front of him reminded him of this time last year when he and Shen Xun had just reconciled. He also lit candles and had dinner with Shen Xun face to face in winter night.

The roles of the two seem to be different.

At that time, I was still in the apartment near the school.

Apartment... Xie Shi lowered his head and looked at the table, but he could imagine the texture of the floor under his feet, the warm lamp in the bathroom, the curtains and the floor lamp. In fact, Shen Xun did a lot. Xun's sense of guilt, so I ignored these.

As well as the plate of dumplings in front of him, Shen Xun hated going into the kitchen since he was a child, but now he can actually cook some simple food.

Xie Shi picked up a dumpling, but he stayed in the cold wind for a long time, his fingers were a little out of control, and he couldn't pick it up for a long time.

Shen Xun couldn't help but grabbed his hand and rubbed it vigorously.

Xie Shi retracted his hand.

Shen Xun glanced at him, slowly retracted his hand, got up and raised the temperature.

Xie Shi put down his chopsticks, stared at the plate and said, "I won't eat."

Shen Xun poured him a glass of water, sat down and looked up at him, and said calmly, "We'll talk after we finish eating."

Xie Shi drank the glass of warm water in front of him, and Shen Xun stared at him, almost burning a hole in the top of his head.

"Let's talk after eating." Shen Xun said it again word by word, his voice was soft, but he didn't give anyone a chance to refuse.

Xie Shi rubbed his hands on the cup, Shen Xun glared at the cup, almost jealous, Xie Shi put down the cup, lifted the chopsticks, and finished the dumplings numbly and mechanically, he knew otherwise Shen Xun would not let it go.

It is tasteless to eat, and tastes like chewing wax.

Until the official showdown, Xie Shi didn't know what to say and where to start.Originally, the relationship between them was built on countless struggles and forgiveness. The short few months of tranquility in the middle were nothing more than an illusion carefully maintained by the two of them. Xie Shi was always worried that the relationship between the two would become rigid one day. There are too many things between them, whether it is past events or the exposure of future relationships.

Shen Xun kept asking himself to reassure him, Xie Shi realized at this moment that the other party was also walking on thin ice for this relationship, and he was probably too tired to panic.

Tired, but happy, so no matter who wants to stand up against them, Xie Shi will refute like this, he loves him, and being happy together is enough.

But now Xie Shi was a little uncertain.

He couldn't tell who owed whom more now.

Regardless of the grievances of his parents, Shen Xun protected him before his death in his previous life. Just because of this, Xie Shi couldn't do anything cruel to him or say anything cruel.

But now it's different, things back then were not what I imagined, not to mention Shen Xun has repeatedly designed himself.

It would be nice if this sort of thing could be worked out mathematically.

Xie Shi thought about it, and his heart became more and more confused. If his father was sentenced to life imprisonment, Shen Xun must not have been able to do this by himself back then. It must be controlled by the Shen family. It's all about effort, but now Shen Xun is bluntly taking the matter to himself. Xie Shi can somewhat understand that Shen Xun's character is like this, which is different from his own foresight. Once a decision is made, it will be laid out in the open Come up and show yourself, not to mention that the Shen family's meaning may not be the same as Shen Xun's meaning. At that time, Shen Xun hated Xie Changhua so much that he wanted to rush into the prison and kill someone.

However, Xie Shi didn't know what mood and attitude he should take to deal with this matter. There was no right or wrong in the first place, but he and Shen Xun just happened to stand in two opposite positions.

Later, he ran away again and again, and made mistakes again and again. When Shen Xun wanted to come to him, he moved and there was no news of him. When he looked back, Shen Xun's heart had already cooled down.

The two people managed to pull out the thorns on their bodies, and slowly approached, leaning together, and now a landmine popped out, blowing them apart.

God's will is like the sea, fate is like a needle.

Xie Shi stared at the desktop, his mind was overwhelmed, he couldn't hate Shen Xun at all, he just felt more confused and fearful than ever before.

"Let's talk about it tomorrow. I'll go to bed first." Xie Shi stood up without feeling the slightest pain from his knee hitting the corner of the table.

Shen Xun frowned, came over and squatted down, Xie Shi took a step back, Shen Xun moved an inch closer, stretched out his big palm and rubbed his knee.

Xie Shi stared at the top of his head, his heart was torn in two, one half was tender and the other half was struggling.

"Didn't you say you're going to settle the accounts?" Shen Xun pretended to be relaxed and said, "I've even prepared the accounts."

Xie Shi took a step back, his shoulders slumped wearily: "You don't understand." He felt almost unable to bear it.

Xie Shi took the plates and cups back to the kitchen, turned on the faucet, and simply rinsed them. Just as Shen Xun was about to take them, he dodged them.

"You speak out, and we will solve it together." Shen Xun said tirelessly standing behind him.

Xie picked up the silence.

The water splashed loudly.

Shen Xun couldn't bear such an atmosphere, so he couldn't hold his breath. He put one hand on the pool platform, turned his head to stare at Xie Shi's face, and said, "You don't tell me anything, how can I understand you? If you are angry If you want to spread it out, if you have accusations, spread it out."

Xie Shibie started, and calmly said: "Do you think I am angry now? No, it would be great if anger can solve the problem... You don't understand, I don't know how to face you now..." Xie Shi paused After a while, he said in a low voice, "Leave me alone for a while first."

"How to face it? I'll teach you." Without giving him a chance to escape, Shen Xun reached out to hold his face, and turned around gently.Shen Xun looked directly into his eyes, forcing Xie Shi to look at him wholeheartedly.

Shen Xun kissed her wholeheartedly, Xie Shi shook his hand, and the plate in his hand shattered to the ground, making a crisp sound.

He couldn't help but push Shen Xun away.

Shen Xun's eyes dimmed, but he didn't speak.

"I'm curious." Xie Shi clenched his knuckles until they turned white, raised his eyes to look at him, and asked quietly: "What were you thinking at that time? Watching me flatter you...maybe you can see everything I do No, I can't do anything for you, but I did spend all my courage to approach you cautiously... At that time..." Xie Shi was a little choked up, and he could hardly speak, he gave his heart , from the beginning to the end, "But you are still designing me, I just understand now, when I went to H City to meet my mother, you knew it early in the morning, if you are unhappy, you can stop me before I leave Look at me and tell me not to let me go, but you didn't, the way you took it was to catch me when I met her..."

"You want me to feel guilty, you want me to feel that I'm sorry for you, so I abandoned her and chased her out... The funny thing is, now that I understand your purpose, I still don't know your motive..." Xie Shi said indiscriminately: "Did you doubt me at the beginning, suspected that I had learned some truth, so I wanted to come back to revenge you, that's why you are like that..."

"Stop talking!" Shen Xun interrupted him, and when he heard the last sentence, he seemed to have been stabbed in the chest by someone, with sad anger gathering in his eyes: "Is this kind of person in your heart?"

Xie Shi shook his head, he didn't know what he was talking about anymore, he was exhausted to the extreme, he just wanted to be alone for a while.

"I really can't believe that you will come back on your own initiative." After a long while, Shen Xun said with a hoarse voice.

Xie Shi was quiet.

Shen Xun looked directly into Xie Shi's eyes.

He knew Xie Shi's personality very well. When he suffered some setbacks when he was a child, he liked to lock himself up and be alone. That's why he didn't dare to face it and ran away in a hurry.

What should I do if I run away from myself again?

Shen Xun thought so at that time.

He waited numbly in the hospital, and finally couldn't help inquiring a lot about Xie Shi, but he couldn't find it anymore. The other party walked away completely quietly, and there was nowhere to find him.

hate it?is hated.Xie Shi is too ruthless, he is ruthless to everyone and to himself.

So Xie Shi appeared in front of him again, he really couldn't believe that Xie Shi would show up on his own initiative.

If you don't touch it in the first place, it won't hurt so much when you lose it later.

Shen Xun thought so.

Xie Shi could bear his cold face once, but with his withdrawn temperament, he would never be able to bear the second time, and then he would leave himself alone again. So, instead of doing this, it would be better to return to the former loneliness.

That's why he pushed him away again and again.

He wanted Xie Shi to feel guilty, but if this guilt was the only umbilical cord connecting him and Xie Shi, then he would rather never cut it.

Without this guilt, how long can Xie Shi stay by his side?

How long can Xie Shi last?one day?a month?Or will he run away in the next minute?

Shen Xun didn't dare to imagine.

But his pride never allowed him to say that.In the film and television city, he always arranged that holiday month. It was nothing more than to test Xie Shi's intentions. He could tell at a glance that the other party's acting skills were poor. If you push too hard, you will force people away from you.

Xie Shi would not know such a mood of worrying about gains and losses.

All this time, Xie Shi thought he was standing behind Shen Xun, waiting for him to look back at him.In fact, Shen Xun never left, he just stood there, trying to be glowing, waiting for Xie Shi to turn around.

That's why he used tricks, pretending to meet Xie Shi and Zhao Bihua, pretending to be an injured person, making Xie Shi feel guilty, making Xie Shi chase him out, and forcing Xie Shi to accept his feelings.

No matter what he has done or how he does it, he loves Xie Shi, which has reached the limit of human beings.

But these, Shen Xun will never say.

He stood where he was, wanting to hug Xie into his arms, but after thinking about it, he held back and squatted down to pick up the pieces next to the refrigerator one by one.

Xie Shi took a step forward, Shen Xun thought he was going to leave, so he hurriedly stood up.

Xie Shi squatted down and helped him pick up the tiles.

The reflections of two figures are reflected on the smooth tiled floor.

Shen Xun stared at his profile for a while, then sighed, "I'm sorry."

Xie Shi remained silent for a long time before forcing a smile: "Go to bed early." He left the kitchen in a hurry.

Xie Shi walked to the corner of the stairs, Shen Xun rushed out, raised his finger pitifully, and said, "It's bleeding."

Xie Shi: "..."