Warm winter of rebirth

We changed the train three times in total and arrived at the destination after walking for about 10 minutes.The destination is relatively remote, there are no people around, and the buildings are a bit old. The courtyard is cold and gloomy, and there are a few screams and howls from time to time inside, not like a hospital, but like a funeral parlor.When everyone saw the words hanging on the door, they all felt a little bad. ☆☆Psychiatric hospital, this is also called a hospital.

Even Wen Le, who dreamed of being a doctor, was a little incapable of accepting it. A few girls leaned helplessly on their companions, probably because their legs were weak.The shrill screams and howls from the hospital were full of despair and depression, and even Ning Lin's face was pale and scary.On the other hand, Cheng Yashu's expression was normal, showing no emotion, and led them in.

"Your task today is to chat with the patients. Groups of five should be divided among you." Cheng Yashu brought them in front of six doctors in white coats, left a word, and walked into the dean's office calmly to lie down. Leisurely gone.

In the end, Ning Lin, Xu Chengan, Bai Changfeng, Lin Erxia, and Yin Huanhuan were in a group of five. A thin, pale male doctor who was about 1.7 meters tall led them to a ward.

As soon as they arrived at the door, a thin little girl with disheveled hair, pale skin, and a small figure rushed to the door, her little hands tightly grasping the steel bars on the iron door. She was only six or seven years old, with withered hair and a Some malnourished, she looked up at the male doctor and said, "Uncle Chu, are Mom and Dad here to pick me up?"

The male doctor knelt down and said gently: "Not yet, they are too busy recently, so let a few brothers and sisters come to see you, are you obedient?"

"Go away, you bedbug! Don't think I don't know what your plans are. You don't want to trap me. I will kill you all one by one, ah!" The little girl's eyes suddenly became fierce, and her voice Sharp and shrill, he slammed on the iron door: "Let me out! You bastards let me out!"

Lin Erxia was taken aback, and looked at Yin Huanhuan in panic: "She...this...this...what's wrong?"

Before Yin Huanhuan could answer, the little girl's expression changed again, and she said sharply: "You useless thing, why are you making so much noise? The child is still sleeping. If you wake her up, I won't be as useless as you!" Good fruit to eat!"

"Schizophrenia." The male doctor said calmly, yes, people in their profession have never seen anything, it would be strange if he panicked like Yin Huanhuan and the others.

"She's still so young." Ning Lin looked at the little girl who was rapidly changing her personality, with a look of unbearable expression.

"Don't look at her young age, she has experienced a lot more than you." The male doctor looked at the little girl who was gradually calming down, and took out a candy from his pocket to the little girl. The little girl looked at the candy in surprise and flew to the ground. Run back to the bed in the house.

Seeing the little girl running back, the male doctor took out a pen and paper from his white coat, and recorded something. While recording, he said: "Her father is an upside-down doorman, and her mother has a strong personality, and her father was crushed to death. Her father was crazy, and one day her mother scolded her father again, and was killed by her father. After the murder, her father accidentally fell down the stairs and fell to his death. The relatives just went to fight for the inheritance, and no one cared about her. , she was sent here one day after she fell ill and cut her guardian's son. She is actually 12 years old, but she looks like six or seven years old. She has been here for a year and a half. The people here are relatively well-behaved, no one has any self-harm tendency, and has never hurt anyone again, although they are a little hysterical when they are sick, but this is considered good."

"It's so pitiful." Yin Huanhuan sighed, even though he knew that the little girl couldn't hurt anyone, Yin Huanhuan still stubbornly protected Lin Erxia behind him.

"There are many people more pitiful than her in the world, and this place is just the tip of the iceberg." The male doctor said flatly, leading them to another ward.

"Actually, if someone cared more about her before, she might not be like this." Ning Lin said calmly.

"Perhaps that's all. The matter is a foregone conclusion. Compassion and pity are actually useless." Xu Chengan said calmly.

"Doctor Chu, you are here! Recently, An'an has been very clingy, and I don't even have time to thank you. The child's father is also true. I don't know where he went these two days. It's really worrying." The doctor He took them to a place, and saw a gentle woman standing by the door with a pillow in her arms, coaxing gently.

The doctor asked gently: "Is An An doing well recently? Has the fever continued?"

The woman hugging the pillow had a happy smile on her face. She looked at the pillow in her hand tenderly and said, "An'an has been a good boy recently, and she doesn't like to cry. She is very quiet and worry-free. She just can't do without me, but how can she be happy?" What should I do? She is my daughter, I just need to pamper her more in the future. When she marries a man who treats her well and has a lovely child, then she won't be so spoiled anymore. Eh , Doctor Chu, you brought someone to see me?"

We are my friend's apprentices, and they are pediatric doctors. Didn't you say that An An was sick a few days ago?I thought that they specialize in art, and they might be better than me in this area, so I took them to see An An. "The doctor lied without blushing, probably because he is used to it, that's why he can lie so sincerely.

The woman's eyes lit up when she heard the doctor's words, and she said excitedly: "Really? I am so grateful to Dr. Chu. Although An An is cured, but she is sick every day like this. I always worry about whether she is left behind." root cause."

The doctor winked at Ning Lin and the others, and said flatly, "Please help An'an take a look."

Bai Changfeng put on a polite smile, looked seriously at the pillow in the woman's hand, and then said softly: "An'an probably has a deficiency brought from her mother's womb, but it's nothing serious, just take good care of her at ordinary times. It will be fine when she is older, but she is just right, her body is weak, and she should not be exposed to the wind."

"Ah! Thank you doctor. I'll take An An back to rest first. Dr. Chu, you go slowly." The woman hurriedly turned and walked to a sheltered place in the corner, coaxing the child in her arms as she walked: "An An, don't be afraid, the doctor said You are fine, mother will take good care of you in the future, you will be healthy and healthy in the future, good girl, you will be fine, you will be fine."

"What happened to her to become like this?" Lin Erxia couldn't help asking.

When the doctor recorded some things, he did not forget to explain Lin Erxia's doubts: "She is actually An An in her mouth. Her father ran away not long after she was born because she disliked her as a daughter and an outside woman. Her mother went through a lot of hardships. She was brought up with care, and later she got married, but she never got pregnant. She went to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that she was born with a deficiency from her mother's womb, and she was born unable to have children. Said that her husband was still raising a baby outside, and she was pregnant for several months. She was weak and sickly since she was a child, and fell ill when she couldn't bear the blow. Human life. She became like this later, thinking that she was her mother and had a daughter named An An."

"Her in-law's family is really scum." Yin Huanhuan frowned and said bluntly.

"You can't say that. It's human nature for old people to want grandchildren. Few people can watch their family die. It's just that her husband is really not a thing. If you don't want to divorce, you can get a test-tube baby and raise it outside. What's the matter with a woman." The doctor shook his head, and said: "There are so many poor people in this world, if you really want to help them with sympathy, who will help them?"

"Yes, there are too many poor people in the world." Ning Lin sighed, feeling heavy in his heart.He thought he was pitiful enough, but it turned out that there were many more pitiful people than him.And he could have a chance to do it all over again, but they didn't.

"In the future, you must keep your eyes open when looking at people." Lin Erxia sighed, feeling very uncomfortable and feeling very uncomfortable.

Afterwards, the doctor took them to see other patients. Some patients grabbed them with their hands when they saw them. The gloomy staring at them made them shiver uncontrollably.There were also people who seemed to be crying but not crying, half laughing and chanting some words that no one could understand.

The doctor surnamed Chu also explained the experience of those patients to them along the way. Basically, the experience of each patient was bitterness at eight o'clock, and the two girls who caused tears were tearful, even Ning Lin was also slightly red Eye sockets closed, Bai Changfeng and Xu Chengan's brows became more and more wrinkled, but the doctor Chu who explained to them was extremely calm. Those painful experiences in the eyes of Ning Lin and the others were revealed in Doctor Chu's heart. I can't afford to make a fuss.

"I have been a doctor here for 13 years. When I was a young intern, I would cry every day here. At that time, the teacher who took me would point at me and scold me with a cold face, saying that I was useless. At the time, I didn't understand why my teacher had no sympathy for those patients' past experiences. But then I have been in this society for a long time, and I know a lot, and the experiences of these patients are really not What. Society is always the thing that can change a person the fastest. You feel sorry for them now. It’s because you grew up in a small world of pure happiness, so you sympathize with others’ misfortune, but in reality In fact, when you get out of society and suffer, you won’t feel how pitiful they are, because you are also pitiful, maybe even more pitiful than them.” The doctor put away the pen and paper, and spoke seriously to Ning Lin. After they finished speaking, they led them to the next ward.

The further Ning Lin and the others walked, the heavier their hearts became.