My first love after four years of separation came to my store to buy cakes

After walking out of the gate of the hospital, Guan Zishan originally planned to turn around and go back to the shop, but when his eyes flicked over Ding Naichuan's listless figure, he paused when he had already taken a step forward.

Ding Naichuan is tall and has long legs. With his 1.9-meter height and long legs, he can look like an international model even if he walks on the street wearing a rag sack.No matter who or how many people are standing beside him, he will always be the focus of the crowd.

But at this moment, Ding Naichuan's slender figure curled up slightly because of the pain, and his face became slightly pale. Although there was no obvious expression on his face, he was standing alone at the hospital door, helpless and dazed. The look of helplessness made Guan Zishan's heart sink for a moment.

...Forget it, a good person will do it to the end and send the Buddha to the West.

Guan Zishan sighed softly in his heart, and stepped forward to help Ding Naichuan: "You're not feeling well again, are you? I'll take you back to the dormitory..."

Acute gastroenteritis attacks come and go. Guan Zishan suffered from this disease when he ate too much food for a while when he was in university. That time he vomited so hard that the vomit came out of his nasal cavity... the taste was too The ecstasy can hardly be expressed in words.

In short, after that, he no longer dared to eat indiscriminately. The diet should be as regular as possible, and as healthy as possible.

Ding Naichuan nodded obediently, then leaned softly on Guan Zishan, and asked Guan Zishan to help him back to D University.

The two of them were relatively silent along the way, Ding Naichuan probably didn't want to speak because he felt uncomfortable, while Guan Zishan didn't know what to say, he was afraid that Ding Naichuan might throw up if he opened his mouth, so he just pursed his mouth tightly and didn't speak.

Silence quietly spread between the two people. It was already the peak time of the afternoon after work and class. There were crowds of people around, and the students who had just finished class passed by the two of them laughing and playing. The silence was a stark contrast.

Immersed in the silence between the two of them, Guan Zishan listened to the laughter and noise in his ears, and suddenly remembered his high school days with Ding Naichuan.

They also used to laugh and play, and there seemed to be endless topics to talk about, from their ideals to their future.

They complained about the endless homework and test papers, and the boring and rigid teachers in class...Because of the similar family background, they seemed to have developed a "revolutionary friendship" of sympathy.

When Guan Zishan was four or five years old, his parents divorced, and it was his mother who initiated the divorce.When he was a child, Guan Zishan didn't know what divorce meant. He only remembered that one day his aunt told him: "Your mother ran away with another man! Your mother doesn't want you anymore!"

In fact, Guan Zishan's childhood memories before elementary school have long been blurred, but he will always remember his aunt's expression and tone at that time. The sentence "Your mother doesn't want you anymore" was buried deep like a thorn In the heart of Guan Zishan in his childhood.Even though almost 20 years have passed now, he still deeply remembers it.

Maybe some adults think that children are young and ignorant and have poor memory, but they don't know that maybe sometimes a casual remark they say can make a child remember it for a lifetime.

After knowing that Ding Naichuan had lost his mother since he was a child, Guan Zishan seemed to have found his kind. He told Ding Naichuan that he lost his mother when he was four or five years old.

At that time, in Guan Zishan's heart, his mother didn't "don't want" him anymore, but "gone".For a high school student with a sensitive and fragile heart, he would rather believe that the reason why his mother left him without coming back to see him for more than ten years was because she was "gone" rather than because she "don't want" him anymore .

Ding Naichuan also had a stepmother. According to Ding Naichuan, his stepmother treated him well, and the relationship between them was very cold, and they seldom talked at home.

After knowing that Ding Naichuan also has a stepmother, and his relationship with his stepmother is not very good, Guan Zishan feels more sympathy for Ding Naichuan.For teenagers of that age, having common secrets and objects of dislike seems to be able to promote the relationship between them.

In the first month of becoming tablemates, the relationship between Guan Zishan and Ding Naichuan has improved rapidly, and they have become good brothers who hang shoulders and backs.

As for how their relationship deteriorated after that...

At this moment, Guan Zishan, who had fallen into memory, had to be awakened by the ruthless little fairy of reality.

——The gate of D University is right in front of you. The university where Guan Zishan lived for four years is like a basin of invisible cold water, which wakes Guan Zishan from his memories.

Guan Zishan paused, and said softly to Ding Naichuan, "I'll send you downstairs to the dormitory." The postgraduate dormitory building is not far from the main entrance of D University, so he simply sent the Buddha to the west.

Stepping into the gate of D University, Guan Zishan is like stepping into reality. He has lived here for four years, but this is not the school he originally dreamed of.

In his high school ideals, he and Ding Naichuan should go to the same city and the same school. They won't fall in love after graduation like other young couples, and they won't break up because they are admitted to different universities.

But the reality is... He lost his relationship after graduating from high school, and they broke up.

In reality, it is just a face-slapping madman, and it can't show its aloofness unless it slaps your face and swells it.

The postgraduate dormitory building was not far from the main entrance of D University, and they arrived soon.

Guan Zishan stood in front of the dormitory building, and silently let go of the hand supporting Ding Naichuan: "Let your roommate help you go to the dining hall to make porridge for dinner, and remember to take medicine after drinking the porridge." He thought about it. Still not relieved, he asked Ding Naichuan one more sentence.

Ding Naichuan nodded listlessly.

"Then I'm leaving." Guan Zishan paused, then turned and walked back.

After walking two steps, Guan Zishan paused for a moment, but continued to walk forward without turning his head.

It wasn't until he reached the corner that he could no longer see the dormitory building that he turned around hesitantly and looked behind.

Ding Naichuan was still standing where he was, with his slender upper body slightly arched, his head lowered deeply, his hands resting on his knees, his fingers gripping his trousers, and a few scratches appeared due to too much force.

Guan Zishan stood too far away to see the expression on Ding Naichuan's face clearly, but when he looked at Ding Naichuan, Ding Naichuan seemed to notice something and suddenly raised his head.

Guan Zishan immediately turned around, lowered his head and ran towards the school gate.

When Guan Zishan ran back to the store out of breath, Xiao Qiao looked at him panting like a dog, and suddenly showed a "Damn" expression, and she asked in horror: "Shop manager, don't you always fall from the sky?" Don’t you even change your face! Why are you so flustered! Is the end of the world coming! Is there an outbreak of zombies?!”