healed

Ling Xi has always hated this kind of thing.

Back then when he was thrown into Mei Se to study, he had seen too many unsightly scenes, some with two people, and some with multiple people.Although he was still in a very ignorant period at that time, because it was arranged by the kidnappers, he subconsciously felt that it was not a good thing, so he was particularly repelled.

During that time, he was beaten almost all the time. Perhaps because of his bad memory, he automatically equated these with pain, coldness and even abuse.He has been living without desire for so many years, even when he reached adolescence, he spent his impulsiveness in dreams, dazed and didn't know what happened, and then the next morning he was disgusted and changed his underwear with a sullen face.

He always firmly believed that he was right, and thought that he would never try it in this life, but at this moment, being held in Shen Xuan's arms, with his back against his hot chest, feeling the heat surging up from his inner body layer by layer, he In an instant, I felt that the three views were a bit broken.

This feeling is too vivid, too wonderful, too tempting and at the same time too strong, constantly impacting his few minds, making him unable to control a little bit of sinking, he feels that even the sober state may not be able to resist it.

How did it develop to this point?

By the way, it seems that after Shen Xuan said "Holding it for a long time is not good for your health, why don't I help you", the situation took a turn for the worse... Ling Xi was thinking chaotically, almost all his attention was caught by someone A place sucked away.

Shen Xuan kept moving, observing him without blinking, and saw that his breathing was slowly changing, and his cheeks were also stained with a little blush, he guessed the feeling shouldn't be bad, but he didn't know what was going on in his mind.

He looked at it a few more times, and found it extremely charming, so he couldn't help licking and kissing his earlobe, and murmured softly: "I love you baby..."

Ling Xi gasped.

If he had changed it before, he would definitely feel sick, but now his body is sensitive. After his lips touched, he felt the slightest electric current rushing up from the place where he touched it, and even the nearby skin was numb. Broken again.

Fuck, it's really not the same as being beaten violently, it's neither painful nor painful, it's all an illusion, right?

Shen Xuan kissed him again, grabbed him and pressed into his arms, and said with a hoarse laugh: "It's fortunate that your soul is not here, otherwise you will definitely turn against me."

Ling Xi was very angry, who the hell told you that I was not here!I just close my eyes and be played by you as a hooligan here, okay? !I'll kill you when I wake up!Quickly return the normal world to me—!

Shen Xuanjue felt that he puffed up his cheeks, and immediately smiled again, but he didn't dare to laugh out loud, and leaned over to kiss the back of his neck one after another, just like treating a treasure.

He knows he is mean.

But he already knew the whole story of that year, understood what happened to Ling Xi, and understood why Ling Xi was so disgusted with this kind of thing, and even guessed that Ling Xi probably didn't even use his hands much these years.

But knowing it was one thing, but he couldn't let this person continue.

He wants to tell Ling Xi that not all love affairs are disgusting and painful, it can be very comfortable, and it can also be very sweet - of course he doesn't want sweetness for the time being, Ling Xi doesn't have her cheeks stretched all the way as if she is being tortured It has already satisfied him, at least it shows that Ling Xi is not disgusted.

In the past, he would definitely be killed by Ling Xi like this, but now Ling Xi can't open his eyes, and he is just at the mercy of others, so this is an opportunity.

He will never let it go.

He kissed again and murmured for the first time: "I really love you baby, I hope you can try with me in the future..."

Try it!You...you you...what the hell!

Ling Xi almost collapsed, because since Shen Xuan started kissing him, a certain hand that was moving stopped, which made him very irritable - not because of being molested, but because the heat accumulated in his body could not find an outlet, it was too difficult.

He suddenly realized that he seemed to really hope that Shen Xuan could...can...can...continue.

Damn it, Sanguan is completely shattered into scum, it won't even stick back!

He should faint.

He didn't faint, why didn't he faint? ! (╰＿╯)#

Okay, since I'm not dizzy, then you are moving!Didn't you say you want to help?What about the most basic trust between people? !

Shen Xuan naturally didn't know how sad and indignant someone was, but when he hugged Ling Xi and was about to kiss his cheek, he found his cheeks were tense. He knew that this person was angry, and thought it was an answer to the question just now, so he couldn't help but feel a little helpless, and secretly said that the future will be long. , moved his fingers to serve him, and then saw Ling Xi's eyelashes quivering immediately, which seemed to be more violent than before.

- Very cool?

He raised his eyebrows slightly, but didn't move for a while, intending to try again, but soon found that the man's cheeks were tense again, and he was startled.

angry, why?

Could it be because...he stopped?So just now?

Is it possible?

Shen Xuan was so itchy and unbearable by this thought, he endured the throbbing and tried two more times, and sure enough, seeing that his guess was correct, his breathing was instantly heavy.

Ling Xi's anger at this moment seemed to burn his body, thinking what the hell are you doing with an airplane?Can you stop torturing people like this?I... ah...

He curled his toes, cursed unwillingly, and quickly diverted his attention.

The body seems to be getting hotter and hotter, and it feels uncomfortable, but this feeling is not the same as being beaten...

What do you bastard always kiss me for?Are you kissing harder and harder?Also, it is the greatest kindness for me to tolerate you hugging me, can I not move my paws?

Ok……

Ling Xi couldn't help moaning from the bottom of his heart, he felt that the blood in his whole body was flowing faster, and he couldn't care about anything else anymore. He was held down by someone and kissed hard, but it didn't last long, and his mind went blank in an instant.

He panted in a daze, and it took a long time before he gradually regained consciousness. When he realized that someone was still kissing him, he immediately turned his face, kissed his fur, and rolled the ball for me... wait, why are you hugging me, breathing why so hot

Don't tell me you're going to go one step further!

Shen Xuan felt a little unbearable, struggled for a while, took his hand and put it on his body, wanting to see his reaction.

Ling Xi was already tired, and she was a little weak at first, but at this moment she was suddenly stimulated, and she fainted as soon as her eyes went dark, and she was very happy.

Shen Xuan stared at him at a close distance, and found that his cheeks were not bulging. When he was acquiescing, his eyes suddenly sank, and he hugged him tightly. He took him out of the bathroom after enjoying the boredom for a while, rubbed him into his arms, and fell asleep contentedly. .

When Ling Xi woke up the next day, it was just dawn. Although the sun was not dazzling, she could still feel a little pain.He hastily closed it again, and opened it again after a while, and saw a few leaves through the gap in the curtain, which was a beautiful tender green.

He tried to clench his fist, and found that he had successfully controlled his body, instead of being separated by a barrier like before, he couldn't help exhaling lightly, it was good, and he finally came back completely.

He turned over with difficulty and stared at Shen Xuan closely.

Shen Xuan also just woke up, and wanted to give him a kiss as usual, and then met his eyes.

Ling Xi looked at him gloomyly: "Morning."

Shen Xuan: "..."

Why did this wake up?He has just made a little progress, can't he just sleep for a few more days?Thoughts flashed through Shen Xuan's mind quickly, and his expression was flawless: "...Ling Xi?"

Ling Xi hummed, her face getting darker and darker.

Shen Xuan realized something, and hurriedly got up and backed away: "Calm down."

He didn't wear a single piece of clothing, and was instantly exposed to the air.

Ling Xi has long been used to being hugged by him, and she doesn't feel much. The ugly look is actually because she thinks about what happened before she fell into a coma, but looking at his naked body at this moment, the rational string in her brain snapped.

"How dare you pollute my eyes, don't touch me, I'm going to kill you!" He sat up, looked around, picked up the bedside lamp and threw it at it, "Die—!"

Shen Xuan: "..."

Shen Xuan dodged quickly, seeing him falling backwards out of strength, he hurried to help him.Ling Xi saw the glob of white flesh getting closer and closer, and became even angrier: "I chopped you up——!"

"Yeah, I'll chop it up for you," Shen Xuan knew that he was weak after sleeping for too long, and was afraid that he would hurt himself, so he covered his eyes and pressed him into his arms from behind, persuading, "Ling Xi, calm down. "

"You still have the face to calm me down?!" Ling Xi said angrily, "Let go, you exhibitionist and perverted, I'm going to cut you into pieces!"

Shen Xuan: "..."

Shen Xuan hugged him tightly, intending to use up his remaining strength, and then find a way to deal with the current chaotic situation, but after waiting for a while, he saw that he voluntarily gave up struggling, and could not help but look down: "Ling hope?"

Ling Xi's voice was very soft: "...um."

Shen Xuan was slightly taken aback, and thought to himself that he was slowly recovering, and there was no sign of vomiting yet?It's not an illusion, is it?

Ling Xi said wearily: "Go get dressed, don't let me see you."

Shen Xuan let go of his hand tentatively. Seeing that his eyes were closed, he knew that he was preventing him from going berserk, so he quickly put on his nightgown and sat down on the bed again: "I'm fine."

Ling Xi glanced at him, and strenuously propped herself up against the head of the bed, but when the quilt slipped, half of her snow-white chest was suddenly exposed.

Shen Xuan: "..."

Ling Xi: "..."

Shen Xuan secretly accumulated strength, always ready to hold him in his arms again.Ling Xi rubbed the center of her brows, and said in her usual tone, "My clothes."

"Oh, here."

Ling Xi reached out to take it, and began to wear it slowly. Most of the movements were carried out under the quilt, and the bedroom was very quiet for a while.Sitting by the side, Shen Xuan felt that he finally got rid of the confusion from waking up to now, and his brain began to work at a high speed.

He realized one thing: Ling Xi should no longer repel him from embracing him, but since he can't see his body in a vegetative state, he can still irritate Ling Xi if he is naked.

Shen Xuan fell into silence.

Do we have to cover Ling Xi's eyes when doing it in the future?But the progress has been great, at least Ling Xi will not vomit in front of him even if he is sick.

only……

Looking at Ling Xi's exquisite eyebrows and pleasing movements, Shen Xuan felt a headache.

As far as he knows, Ling Xi is very tolerant and terrifying when he is calm, it is almost [-] times more difficult to deal with when he is in a state of rage, what is he thinking now?

He felt a little tricky.