healed

Panting slightly, Ling Xi felt his body getting hotter and hotter, and the familiar tingling sensation rose up layer by layer, wrapping him densely, and he didn't need to think to know who the people around him were.

"...Shen Xuan."

Shen Xuan lowered his head to kiss him, gently stirred his tongue around him, and asked hoarsely, "How do you feel?"

How about it?It felt as if there was a huge vortex in front of him, dragging him down little by little, as if it was going to drag him into the abyss.Ling Xi suddenly opened her eyes and pressed his hand, panting, "...No, that's enough."

Shen Xuan paused, let go of him cooperatively, and sighed in his heart: "Good morning."

"Morning." Ling Xi turned over and sat up, and went into the bathroom.Shen Xuan watched him leave, knowing that he was going to take a cold shower, sighed again, feeling a little frustrated.

This is the fifth day of the second treatment. Last time there was no progress for three consecutive days. Seeing that Ling Xi was too tired, Shen Xuan stopped torturing him and rested for a few days before starting the second compulsory treatment.This time Ling Xi became ruthless and persisted until now without stopping, but the hard work paid off in the end, because Ling Xi's anger is obviously weakening, and maybe he will be able to overcome this hurdle in the near future.

Another improvement is that no matter where he touched Ling Xi, the other party would no longer be disgusted, but there was no further progress between them. There were several times when he saw Ling Xi almost fell completely, but for some reason he struggled to wake up again. , stopped him in time.

It's really...too bearable.

Shen Xuan was helpless, feeling that Ling Xi was subconsciously resisting this kind of thing, he even felt that Ling Xi suddenly wanted to try before, even if they didn't get angry halfway, they might not succeed in the end, and he would still be pushed away by Ling Xi.

He couldn't help sighing for the third time this morning.

Ling Xi quickly stepped out of the bathroom with a warm expression: "It's your turn."

Shen Xuan came back to his senses, pulled him into his arms and hugged him, then went to wash up, and then went to the restaurant holding hands.

Ling Xi's uncle and sister-in-law had already left, and they were the only ones left to accompany grandpa for dinner.The old man has already arrived, and he took a look at his precious grandson as usual, and keenly noticed that there was a trace of tiredness in his eyes. After counting the number of days, his eyes turned between him and Shen Xuan, and he wanted to educate him, but he felt that the young man might Can't listen, finally had to shake his head.

"grandfather?"

"It's okay." Ling Lao waved his hand and ordered them to eat.

The day passed quickly, and that night Ling Xi was pressed on the bed by Shen Xuan again, but maybe Shen Xuan saw that he was tired before, so the training in the past few days did not last that long, he did not feel exhausted at the moment, and still Reserving a lot of physical strength, he pushed someone.

Shen Xuan grabbed his wrist and put it on his lips and kissed: "Relax, let's try, huh?"

The sensitive points of Ling Xi's whole body were touched, especially his body was already used to this man's touch, he couldn't resist at all, and soon felt the impulse swept over him like a tide.He frowned, trying his best to shake off the feeling of powerlessness: "...No."

"Didn't you say you wanted to try it?"

"Not for now." Ling Xi took a breath and pushed him again.

Shen Xuan lay down beside him helplessly, hugged him into his arms and kissed him: "I know you hate this kind of thing, but it's actually not as uncomfortable as you imagined, and it doesn't matter if you indulge once in a while."

Ling Xi and him looked at each other for two seconds, then turned over: "No."

Shen Xuan: "..."

Shen Xuan's forehead twitched, thinking I'd like to see how long you can last, he almost gritted his teeth and smiled: "Okay, good night baby."

Ling Xi hummed, feeling the chest pressed against her back, lowered her eyes, not feeling sleepy for a while.

The temperature in his body hadn't subsided yet, and his temples were throbbing with the backlog of desire, as if he would lose control in the next moment.

It's a bad feeling.

He has done too much self-control training and counseling, so many that he can't even count them. The result is that he can restrain his temper very well, and almost develop an instinctive reaction. Except for illness, he almost never Out of control, but recently he has been challenged one after another, and this is different from the unbuffered illness, he can clearly feel how he has fallen, how he is getting closer to the abyss each time.

This strange feeling made him a little scared, and the more he felt like this, the more he rejected instinctively, and even rarely became a little irritable.

——It's really annoying.

Ling Xi took a deep breath, and it took a long time before he gradually felt sleepy, maybe because he was too restless, his sleep quality obviously began to decline, he woke up earlier and earlier, and Shen Xuan was still asleep when he woke up the next day.

This person closed his eyes quietly, his aura was not as strong as usual, he looked very attractive, he was obviously the culprit of all this, but it was very strange and not so annoying, Ling Xi looked at it quietly for a while, then got out of bed.

Shen Xuan originally wanted to tease him again in the morning, but when he opened his eyes, there was no one around him, and he fell silent. Half a minute later, he put on his pajamas, walked to the bathroom and leaned against the door frame, and looked at the people inside probingly: "Will you get up today?" Very early."

Ling Xi wiped off the water on her face and hummed.

His expression was still so calm and gentle, Shen Xuan couldn't see anything useful, not sure whether it was to avoid his harassment deliberately or for other reasons, so he approached him calmly, and hugged him from behind.

Ling Xi turned her head to the side: "What?"

"It's okay." Shen Xuan hugged him and rubbed him, sniffed his neck enjoyably, and kissed his earlobe slowly.

Ling Xi felt that electric current was running on his skin just by being kissed, so he hurriedly dodged, left him and left.Shen Xuan watched his back disappear, always felt that he seemed to have gasped just now, couldn't help touching his chin, narrowed his eyes, and thought of an idea.

Ling Xi didn't know that he was going to be unlucky at all. He spent the whole day as usual and was tied up for training at night. After two rounds, he was finally able to control a little.

Shen Xuan put away the nude photos and fed him water: "Seven days, congratulations."

Ling Xi hummed, rested for a while, and said, "I'm not completely immune yet, let's continue."

Shen Xuan kissed him, put his lips on his lips and smiled and asked: "How about... come here first today?"

Ling Xi looked up and moved away: "Why?"

Shen Xuan didn't answer, squatted down and looked at him, hesitated a little, and said after a while: "I haven't asked you since we were together, do you have feelings for me?"

Ling Xi was startled for a moment: "Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"just want to know."

Ling Xi was silent for a moment, and said truthfully: "...I don't know either."

Shen Xuan sighed helplessly. Although this person has a high IQ, he is a little clueless in terms of emotions. He even felt that Ling Xi still had the idea of ​​not looking for a partner in his subconscious. In fact, if Ling Xi fell in love with him, he probably would not. He is not accepted.

Ling Xi glanced at his expression and couldn't help but add: "But I don't hate you."

"……Is it."

"Well, what?"

Shen Xuan struggled a bit, after all, he still wanted to understand Ling Xi's feelings and solve the number one problem recently, so he touched his face: "I might do something you don't like."

Ling Xi: "..."

Ling Xi looked at her bound limbs and the current situation, and instantly had a bad premonition, but before she could speak, Shen Xuan gagged her mouth gently and irresistibly.

Ling Xi: "..."

"Baby, I love you," Shen Xuan got up and kissed him, "I know it's a bit risky to do so, don't refuse me." After he finished speaking, he untied Ling Xi's belt, pulled the zipper, and buried his head down.

"...Hmm!" Ling Xi straightened his back in an instant, feeling as if a bolt of lightning struck fiercely on the nerve endings, almost making people lose their minds.

Shen Xuan raised his eyes to observe him, saw that there was a trace of obvious joy in his expression, he felt relieved, but before he had time to be happy, he soon found that Ling Xi was repeating the old way before.

This person... is resisting the feeling on him.

He couldn't help but paused: "Relax, baby, just leave it to me."

Ling Xi turned his head sideways, closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and clenched his hands subconsciously. Whenever his consciousness was about to sink into the abyss, his instinctive training response would pull him back to reality, and he opened his eyes again.Shen Xuan was still looking at him, and saw that his eyes were full of water vapor, constantly struggling between sobriety and obsession, frowning in pain, as if even the initial joy was about to disappear.

He suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and slowly let go.

What he loves is Ling Xi, even if he can't do it, he still loves him.

If Ling Xi has been unwilling, it doesn't matter. Now that he can be with him, hug him, and kiss him, what is there to be dissatisfied with?

Shen Xuan asked back in his heart, and hastily untied him: "Ling Xi, I..."

He wanted to say that I will not force you, and I will not torment you anymore, we just need to be together and let nature take its course, but before he could say it, Ling Xi raised his hand to stop him, and he couldn't help but stop.Ling Xi supported her forehead, feeling that her situation was very bad, took a few breaths, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't blame you, but let's...separate for a while."

Shen Xuan froze suddenly: "——What did you say?!"

"I said to separate," Ling Xi only felt chest tightness, and felt more and more calm, he stood up tiredly, "I'm very tired, you can ask them to clean up the guest room."

All of Shen Xuan's voice was stuck in his throat, he knew that it would be deliberate to say what was in his heart now, and since Yi Lingxi's temper had been made, he would not change it immediately.

He froze for a long time: "I see."

After he finished speaking, he passed him and forced himself to leave the bedroom step by step.

There was a light click from the door, and Ling Xi sat on the bed, feeling more stuffy in her chest for some reason.

The bodyguards happened to be still awake, and they couldn't help but look around when they heard the door opening, wanting to ask if there was anything they needed, but they quickly met someone's expression and took a big step back: "...Your boss Is this dissatisfaction?"

Shen Xuan swept towards them coldly, his aura was a bit terrifying.

"We didn't say anything just now!" The bodyguards backed away again, and couldn't help but rub back after a few seconds, "What's wrong? Did you quarrel?"

Shen Xuan had a headache: "It is."

"You see, this is wrong." The bodyguards separated two people to put his shoulders on the left and right, and walked out with him, "Our Young Master Ling is as gentle as a flower, and has a good temper. How can you quarrel? Can't you live a good life?"

"I also want to live a good life," Shen Xuan paused, unwilling to say more, and ordered, "Look at him these few days, I'm leaving."

The bodyguards were very reluctant: "Can't you stay for one night?"

"No." Shen Xuan thought to himself that he would never be able to fall asleep living here, he opened the door and got into the car, and quickly drove away from the Ling family mansion.

Tao Tianrui found Shen Xuan at the bar. Seeing him pouring alcohol one after another, he was shocked: "What are you doing? What happened?"

Shen Xuan didn't answer, motioned to the waiter to take another cup, and pushed it in front of his friend.

The corner of Tao Tianrui's mouth twitched: "You found me because you wanted me to drink with you?"

"Ah."

Tao Tianrui observed his situation: "What's going on? I'm very happy to see you these days."

Shen Xuan was silent for a long time: "He broke up with me."

Tao Tianrui was surprised again: "Why?"

Because I was at fault, and his heart...was unwilling to open to me, Shen Xuan raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, feeling his mouth was full of bitterness.

Tao Tianrui thought for a while: "Where is the end of the world..." Before he finished speaking, he saw someone staring at him coldly, and shut up immediately, knowing that his friend hadn't given up yet, so he resigned himself to drinking with him.

The two drank one cup after another, and at the end Tao Tianrui was also a little dizzy. Seeing that Shen Xuan still wanted to drink, he couldn't get Young Master Shen out, and asked him to call the two of them to drive their car back.

First Young Master Shen came very happily, and ordered the bodyguards to take him away, and carried him back to Shen's house. He glanced at his younger brother on the bed, and looked at Tao Tianrui: "Break up with Ling Xi?"

Tao Tianrui sat in the same car with them and decided to sleep here for the night. Hearing this, he nodded: "But he didn't say the reason."

"The Ling family is very concerned about Ling Xi's feelings, so I'll go and find out tomorrow," Young Master Shen said while sitting on the edge of the bed, patted someone's face, and asked with a smile, "You won't be strong on people, right? "

Shen Xuan's consciousness has long been blurred, subconsciously grabbed the hand on his face, and murmured in a low voice: "Ling Xi..." He felt the convulsion, frowned, and pulled him onto the bed to hug him, "Ling Xi, Don't go, you...you actually don't rely on me liking you..."

Young Master Shen: "..."

Tao Tianrui blinked and responded silently.

Tao Tianrui: "=口="

Fuck, Shen Er, you want to die, this is the young master of Moringa!

Shen Xuan didn't know that he hugged the wrong person at all, he only felt that the strength to strangle the person gradually came from his neck, he couldn't help but opened his eyes, and instantly met the beautiful face of his elder brother who was close at hand.

Young Master Shen smiled extremely gently: "Xiaoxuan, I'll count to three, if you don't let go, I'll kill you."

Shen Xuan looked at the current situation, felt a sudden chill, hurriedly dropped him and sat up, his temples throbbing: "Why are you?!"

First Young Master Shen dusted off his clothes slowly, and said softly, "Go take a bath and go to bed early."

Shen Xuan watched them leave, looked around, and found that it was at Shen's house, he couldn't help lying down again, and slowly covered his face.

Ling Xi was tossing and turning at this time.

His training told him that if his emotions were out of control, he could stay away from the source of the incident. He didn't think his decision was wrong, and it was helpful for him to calm down for a while.He lay relaxed on the bed, thinking that the quality of sleep tonight would improve slightly, but two hours later he found himself in a tragedy.

He couldn't sleep at all.

The next day he got up early, rubbed his forehead, maintained a gentle expression, stepped out of the room under the probing eyes of the four bodyguards, walked slowly in the mansion, and then scanned the door of his small courtyard intentionally or unintentionally until he was about to eat Only after breakfast did he ask, "Is Shen Xuan not up yet, or has he left long ago?"

"I left last night."

Ling Xi paused slightly, and hummed.

The bodyguards glanced at him and followed him step by step to the restaurant.

When Shen Xuan left in the middle of the night, Old Ling naturally received the news and looked at his grandson: "What's the matter with you and Xiao Xuan?"

Ling Xi said gently, "It's nothing."

Elder Ling looked at him a few more times, nodded, but didn't say anything after all.

Ling Xi ate in a leisurely manner, got up to go to the company, didn't sleep much during the lunch break, worked directly until the evening, and returned to the mansion alone.Ling Bei was welcoming him back as usual, rushed over to hug him, looked left and right: "Where's brother Shen Xuan?"

"he's returned home."

"Oh, so, then why is he coming back?"

Ling Xi patted his brother's head, didn't answer, but asked him what he did today.After all, Ling Bei was still young, so he quickly ignored this problem. After eating, he obediently leaned against his elder brother to listen to his storytelling, and then went back to the bedroom contentedly.

As night fell, it began to rain outside at some point, and the whole mansion was dyed in a hazy color.Sitting in the room, Ling Xi suddenly felt that it was too quiet, so she got up and went to the window.

What was he doing at this time before?

Well, it seems to be reading a book or surfing the Internet.

Ling Xi looked in the direction of the study and found that he was not interested. He stood quietly for a while, feeling empty in his heart. After hesitating for a few seconds, he simply called the bodyguard over.

The four stood up obediently, looking at him expectantly, wondering if they should call Young Master Shen?That's right, the husband and wife quarrel at the end of the bed and get along with each other.

Ling Xi asked: "What do you do every night?"

The four of them were slightly startled, and instantly realized that Young Master Ling was bored, maybe it was because they missed Young Master Shen and felt a little empty and lonely, so they came to them to pass the time.They tentatively said: "Let's watch a movie, watch...Will you watch it?"

Ling Xi thought for a while: "Look."

The bodyguards quickly set up the computer, connected it to the projector, and patted the sofa affectionately with a tolerant heart: "Come on, it's about to start."

Ling Xi always felt that their attitudes were a bit strange, so after a few glances, she was too lazy to think about it, and slowly went to sit down, looking at the screen quietly, and after a while, she suddenly remembered that this projection was brought by Shen Xuan to install it. Before starting the compulsory treatment, they also sat together and watched a movie. Someone always liked to wrap him in his arms from behind, making his whole body warm.

He frowned slightly, got up to get a blanket, and sat down again.

The bodyguards ate and looked at him, and lowered their voices: "You seem to be distracted?"

"No, it feels normal."

"But just broke up, how could it be normal?"

"……Right."

The more they watched, the more they felt that there was something wrong. They glanced at him silently, and saw Ling Shao sitting there blankly, his face pale (?), enduring the severe pain alone (?), looking so helpless (?) lonely (?), I feel like my heart is broken. Ling Shao fell in love for the first time, and quarreled with his lover for the first time. He must feel uncomfortable, sad, and don't know what to do.

Ouch, I really want to rush over and touch my head t^t

Ling Xi didn't pay attention to their eyes at all. After watching a movie patiently, she looked at her watch and realized that it was time to go to bed. She was a little satisfied: "It's ok, we all go to bed early."

"...Hmm." The bodyguards all responded in unison t^t

Ling Xi felt that they were strange again, and said gently: "Why?"

The bodyguards suppressed their little tears: "It's nothing, good night, Young Master Ling."

"Good night." Ling Xi walked slowly into the bedroom. Two hours later, his good mood disappeared without a trace.

He has insomnia again.

Shen Xuan was not asleep at the moment either.

He didn't go to the company today, he ran to the fish pond to fish alone, and calmed down to carefully review what happened last night in his mind.He always felt that Ling Xi didn't seem to be angry because he was forcibly pressed into the chair to tease him, but because of the continuous backlog of a series of recent events.

He couldn't help recalling Ling Xi's expression at that time, he felt a little anxious, and wondered if it was dissatisfaction with desire?If he had known earlier, he shouldn't have softened his heart, maybe if Ling Xi let it out, nothing would happen.

But he can only imagine it, because he was in a mess at the time, and he didn't have so much energy to pay attention to other things. Maybe it was a misreading, just a delusion.

What's more, even if it is true, he can't do it.

He can pressure Ling Xi to treat him forcibly, but he can't be cruel about that kind of thing, of course, except that Ling Xi is in a vegetable state, because the other party has no way to resist.

Shen Xuan stared blankly at the ceiling and sighed.

Young Master Shen had a social event tonight, and Shen Xuan's room was already dark when he came back.He learned from the nanny that someone didn't eat much at night, so he hummed softly, and dialed Tao Tianrui's number: "Have you checked what I asked you to check?"

Tao Tianrui was silent for a long time, and he struggled: "I checked, but... I always feel that it is unreliable."

"tell me the story."

Tao Tianrui coughed dryly: "It is said that Ah Xuan's sexual ability is too strong, Ling Xi can't stand it anymore."

Young Master Shen: "..."

"It's still said," Tao Tianrui said emphatically, "they would toss around until very late every day. The bodyguards and chef at home originally wanted to ask Ah Xuan for the secret, but before they mentioned it, they were sent away."

Young Master Shen: "..."

"... Young Master?"

Young Master Shen recalled the dead look of his younger brother he saw in the morning, and smiled softly: "Correct me, I think Ling Xi's ability is too good, and someone can't satisfy him, that's why he was disliked."

Tao Tianrui: "..."

Is it really okay for you to curse your brother like this?

Tao Tianrui asked: "What should I do next? Watch from the side?"

Young Master Shen smiled and said, "Go to bed early."

"...Oh, tell me."

"Ok?"

Tao Tianrui immediately said: "Brother, good night."

Young Master Shen hung up in satisfaction, made a few more phone calls, and went back to his room to sleep. Early the next morning, he heard from the housekeeper that someone was looking for him, so he ordered him to bring him in, and went to look for his brother with a smile.

Shen Xuan just got up at this moment, when he raised his eyes, he saw his elder brother bringing a beautiful and slender young man into the door, he couldn't help being slightly startled: "This is?"

"My friend's cousin, let me introduce you," Shen Dashao said, "From today onwards, you will have a relationship with him."

Shen Xuan immediately said angrily: "I don't!"

Young Master Shen smiled nicely: "Don't make mistakes at this time."

Shen Xuan hesitated, turned his eyes between them, and thought of a possibility: "...you want me to use him to stimulate Ling Xi?"

He stared at his elder brother unhappily, and thought to himself, can't you find a reliable way?What's the use of it, Ling Xi will be angry to see the hell, okay?