Return to the Road of God

Ye Yufan had an intuition that Rui Beinian would not let it go. Although he didn't know this person well, one thing was certain, since the other person could make extraordinary achievements in this industry, he definitely wasn't a character who would shrink back when he hit a wall.What's more, he is a big mystery in his eyes, he has been able to grasp the clues to solve the mystery, how could he give up halfway?

As expected, Rui Beinian appeared several times in the next few days. When he found out that he could say "what a coincidence" cheekily, he would catch Ye Yufan and ask him "do you have memories of your previous life?" he!

Jiang Bing threatened to be rude to him when he saw him again. Even so, Rui Beinian did not back down, and enthusiastically said that he would invite Jiang Bing's friends to dinner together, which made both of them very speechless.

The gangsters naturally didn't know that Ye Yufan had a "mental problem". Although Ye Yufan didn't deliberately keep it a secret, Jiang Bing knew that the less people knew about it, the better. Or it may hurt Ye Yufan's self-esteem with his unrestrained speech.

When Rui Beinian blocked their way for the fourth time, Ye Yufan couldn't take it anymore, his slightly annoyed expression changed, and a sly look flashed in his eyes: "Doctor Rui, this afternoon is such a waste of time, let's find a place to talk Be clear."

The sun was shining brightly in Rui Beinian, and the three of them came to a nearby teahouse. Ye Yufan decided to go in alone, and Jiang Bing worried, "Are you okay?"

Ye Yufan: "It's okay."

Jiang Bing frowned and said, "I'll wait for you at the door, if he bullies you, just call me."

Ye Yufan let out a chuckle: "Well, it will be over soon."

Rui Beinian was extravagant and knew how to enjoy himself. He didn't even blink his eyes for a pot of tea worth hundreds of yuan. After he sat down, he said humbly, "Xiao Yu, I thought about it after I went back. I did make a mistake that day." Be cautious, I apologize."

Ye Yufan lamented the other party's ability to bend and stretch, and said calmly: "You and I are not related, even if you said something strange, I don't need to take it to heart, and I don't need to apologize. But there is one thing I want to say first, today This is the last time, so please say everything clearly, please don't harass me again in the future."

"Hehe, Xiao Yu, in fact, you don't need to resist me so much," Rui Beinian said in a devious way, "I'm a psychiatrist, let alone treating diseases, there is no harm in talking to me about other aspects."

"Answer or not?" Ye Yufan was not affected at all, with an attitude that if you don't agree, I won't cooperate.

Rui Beinian pondered: "Your question cannot be clarified once."

"Do you think there is something wrong with me?" Ye Yufan laughed and said, "I'm afraid not, why do I feel that you are the one with the problem."

Rui Beinian was taken aback, and smiled wryly, "You're right, before you know it, I'm already stuck in this problem."

Ye Yufan: "Let's decide."

Rui Beinian: "I agree.

Ye Yufan: "I swear, I will never tell anyone else what I heard today."

Rui Beinian pointed to the sky with two fingers: "I swear, but," he paused, and asked, "How can I make sure you're telling the truth?"

Ye Yufan was silent for a moment, and then recovered his calm expression: "Since I made you swear, why should I lie to you, do you know that the truth is not good for me at all, besides, you are an expert in psychology, don't you know Is what I said true or false?"

"Okay," Rui Beinian compromised and asked the first question of this conversation, "Can you tell me, are you Ye Yufan himself?"

Ye Yufan smiled: "Yes, otherwise, who else would I be?"

Rui Beinian: "When I hypnotized you, you still said that your name was Xia Xiaochuan and that you died in 1984."

Ye Yufan: "I have an impression."

Rui Beinian: "Do you know Xia Xiaochuan?"

Ye Yufan: "Well, I was mentally broken by your hypnosis at the time, so I didn't think about it. It was only afterwards that I remembered the painter my grandfather mentioned to me when I was young, that was Xia Xiaochuan. He had a tragic experience and died young. "

"Your grandfather?" Rui Beinian cheered up, this was a clue he never knew.

Ye Yufan said, "He has passed away."

Rui Beinian said "sorry", and wanted to gossip about Ye Yufan's grandfather, but he didn't know anything about it, including the story of the painter. I don't remember clearly, if I have to be related, it may be that I was so deeply touched by that story when I was a child, that I automatically substituted it after I got sick." Ye Yufan looked at Rui Beinian and said, "Well, my Shouldn’t the disease be rootless and causeless?”

Rui Beinian frowned. There were too many new clues, and he always felt strange, but he couldn't find anything wrong for a while, so he asked, "Are you aware of the series of things that happened to you?"

"You know, the self-doubt that your diagnosis of me caused me to fall into for a while, I always saw myself in two people during that time, and believed that there was another person in my body, which made me very painful. Even I I firmly believe in my own mental illness," Ye Yufan cast a mocking look at Rui Beinian at the right time, "But later, I slowly recalled everything I have done, it was me, and Others have nothing to do, all my thoughts, my behavior, I can understand. I am sick because of long-term accumulated mental stress, but my overconfidence makes me very evasive to the real reason. As for the real reason of the mental breakdown, it is you caused by hypnosis."

When Rui Beinian heard the words, a trace of guilt flashed across his face, but he didn't know if it was from his heart.

"But you don't have to blame yourself too much. Thanks to this illness, I can recognize my own heart. To be honest, I am not interested in the content of high school at all. If it is for the college entrance examination, I will Self-study is enough to cope, but sitting in one place for ten hours a day is like staying in a cage, which is boring and tormented." Ye Yufan said while carelessly fiddling with the crystal teacup on the table with one hand, observing the cup. The light and shadow refracted from different angles, "But the life now makes me feel free. I have a lot of time to do what I want to do, and I never knew that the world outside the classroom can be so wonderful."

Rui Beinian: "You decided to draw?"

Ye Yufan: "Yes, so don't be too foolish. No one will believe that I am possessed by the dead. Painting is my own decision."

Rui Beinian: "When you were sick, you called yourself a painter and drew a bunch of messy lines. At that time, you said that it was your memory. Do you remember what you drew?"

Ye Yufan's eyes flickered: "I remember, I drew a portrait, divided it into 24 pieces, and only completed 23 pieces."

Rui Beinian: "I asked an expert to appraise it, and they said that you have a very mature sense of painting and have seen many paintings, but according to the information provided by your parents before, you have no artistic talent, and your art grades were poor when you were young. When I hypnotized you, you also said that you hate painting."

Ye Yufan: "I know, I hated drawing when I was a child, because I couldn't draw what I thought in my heart, and I always felt that my hands were not obedient when I wrote, but I really like to look at pictures, and I usually go to bookstores to read picture albums when I have nothing to do. My parents didn’t know that they were strict with me and hoped that I would focus on my studies. After I got sick, my desire to paint burst out, and I couldn’t stop once I started.”

Rui Beinian was speechless. Ye Yufan didn't tell him these thoughts when he was diagnosed, which caused them all to fall into a mystery.

Ye Yufan: "Do you have anything else to ask?"

Rui Beinian: "Are you sure you are not affected by Xia... strange external force at all?"

Ye Yufan: "No."

Rui Beinian: "Do you still have symptoms of amnesia or schizophrenia?"

Ye Yufan confirmed, "No."

Rui Beinian's expression was gloomy, as if his hopes had been lost, he sat on the chair as if he had lost something.

Ye Yufan: "Have you finished asking? If there are no questions, I will leave first. I hope Dr. Rui will keep his promise."

Rui Beinian absent-mindedly said "um", and fell into silence again. The young man was calm, rational, intelligent, thoughtful, and well-organized, just as perfect as they knew at the beginning, but Rui Beinian had a kind of It's like having a conversation with another person.

He still can't get rid of the conjecture of "the fusion of two souls", but Ye Yufan's answer is so seamless that it really doesn't leave him with any thoughts. Could it be that he has put so much energy into fetching water from a bamboo basket? Is it empty?Is this really the end of it?

Seeing that Ye Yufan came out unharmed, Jiang Bing was also relieved, and was about to ask what he and Rui Beinian had said, when Ye Yufan asked, "Want to go for a drive?"

"Let's go." Without saying a word, Jiang Bing pulled Ye Yufan and left.

The two rode motorcycles to the paddy field they had been to last time. It was sunny and spring in March, and the field was a completely different scene. The wasteland where the two had fought that day also grew tender grass. The two walked along the ridge of the field, and the river Bing followed Ye Yufan, not knowing when the relationship between himself and the other party became like this, from the big brother who shouted at him, to the silent protector.

After seeing him being coveted by a pervert in the entertainment hall?After he was drunk and wrapped around himself and acted like a baby?After learning that he was mentally ill?Or after watching him concentrate on painting?

This person is like a magnet, like a star, possessing all the qualities that can attract others, faintly making people feel that he is tall and distant, making people look up and admire inexplicably.

Jiang Bing shook his head, and suddenly saw some scarlet spots on Ye Yufan's left palm, but upon closer inspection, it was the color of blood.

"What's wrong with your hand?" Jiang Bing grabbed Ye Yufan's arm and took a look, there were several blood holes in the palm of his left hand that had been pricked by needles!

"What did that Rui man do to you!" Jiang Bing said angrily.

"It's not him," Ye Yufan twitched his arm, but didn't break free, "I did it myself."

Jiang Bing waited for him and said, "What's going on."

Ye Yufan said calmly: "He is a hypnotist, I am not prepared, how dare I go in and meet him casually."

Jiang Bing couldn't believe that this guy could be so cruel to him, he worried for a while: "What did you use to do it?"

Ye Yufan took out a deformed paper clip from his pocket, and there was still a trace of blood on the needle. He let go, and the paper clip fell into the grass and disappeared.

Jiang Bing said angrily, "You can refuse him if you don't want to see him, and I can beat him up for you!"

Ye Yufan: "That kind of person can't be beaten or avoided, unless he gives up on my affairs... And he is really powerful, if he is not careful, he will catch him..."

Jiang Bing said angrily: "What secret do you have that you can't let him know!?"

Ye Yufan glanced at Jiang Bing and said with a smile, "You want to know?"

Jiang Bing said: "Don't tell me that the dead are possessed, do you think I will believe it?"

Ye Yufan was silent for a while, and said, "Yes, but Thaksin believed it."

Jiang Bing: "He is sick!"

Ye Yufan laughed: "But this kind of thing really happened to me."

Jiang Bing: "..."

Ye Yufan: "It's not the possession of the dead, but the resurrection of the dead."

Jiang Bing was confused: "What and what!"

Ye Yufan looked at the sky blankly, and said softly: "Although many memories are still vague, it seems that I am really a person who passed away..."

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[Remarks] Xia Xiaochuan's "Xiao" is not a typo. Rui Beinian doesn't know how to write these three characters, so from his point of view, they can be replaced with homophones, but Ye Yufan's point of view is Xia Xiaochuan's real name.