steal summer

Before Sheng Changqing said he liked him, Chen Han had a similar guess deep in his heart.

Sheng Changqing looked at himself like this, what on earth was he going to say.

It's not about confession.

too exaggerated……

inappropriate...

No...

Never say it.

Do not say.

Do not say.

But when Sheng Changqing spoke, all the fear came to his head. Chen Han didn't know where his hands and feet were going to be. Standing on Sheng Changqing's territory, he was full of loneliness and embarrassment.

"Drink some water." Sheng Changqing said.

Chen Han took the transparent glass stiffly, saw his fingerprints printed on it, the lines were distorted, and finally lowered his head to the rim of the glass, gulping down like drinking.

"What do you mean by that?" Chen Han heard his own voice.

This water is bold.

Sheng Changqing took a step back automatically, distanced himself from him, and looked into Chen Han's eyes: "I know it was a bit sudden, and it was a bit early, but Chen Han—" He spoke very slowly, making sure every word was clear, " I like you and have seen you since the first day of school."

At that time, Chen Han was standing under the tree, and Sheng Changqing was in the woods behind. Because he came to pick up people just after exercising, a thin layer of fog formed on the goggles, and Chen Han's straight back appeared in the field of vision.

He was carrying an empty schoolbag, which Sheng Changqing could see visually.

At the same time, it can be seen visually that Chen Han has very long legs.

He called Chen Han's name from behind, got off the bicycle, and greeted him.

Although Sheng Changqing has a bit of a bad taste, he wouldn't use it on a new student. The reason why he teased Chen Han was pure love at first sight.

Unexpectedly, Chen Hanzhen drove him through the long tree-lined avenue. The wind bulged his T-shirt and gently put it on Sheng Changqing's arm. Sheng Changqing gently grabbed the hem of his clothes.

When getting out of the car, Chen Han, who had tens of thousands of words "fuck" and "this person is really speechless", looked at him blankly, Sheng Changqing admitted that Chen Han was very cute.

"If you can accept homosexuality," Sheng Changqing said, "if you can, I hope you can give me a chance."

Chen Han looked at Sheng Changqing almost out of focus, and skipped all kinds of equations and coordinate axes in his mind, as if none of them could solve the current situation for him.

Sheng Changqing didn't want an answer from him.

Just like in the law class a few days ago, the teacher said that the pre-administration reconsideration must go through specific steps before proceeding to the next step.

And Sheng Changqing's front question is: whether Chen Han can accept the same sex.

Chen Han lowered his eyes, feeling uneasy in his heart. If he said he couldn't accept it, there was a high probability that Sheng Changqing would keep a distance from him. This matter would be changed from now on. If he said he would accept it...

How can you say accept it!

Chen Han couldn't find his direction at all. Although he never liked girls, the habitual thinking in his mind since he was a child has always been: I like girls.

Sheng Changqing approached and patted him on the shoulder: "If the pressure of choice is too great, you just can't accept it, so don't force yourself."

"I..." Chen Han realized that he didn't even have the strength to raise his arms.

He didn't want to hurt Sheng Changqing, but he felt that he was cruel to Sheng Changqing, which might have made him sad.

Finally, he walked out of the dormitory in Sheng Changqing's gentle and unembarrassed mode of seeing off guests.

Sheng Changqing didn't take the initiative to close the door, but smiled and said, "I'll clean up the balcony, and come over for dinner next time." Then he disappeared into the room.

Chen Han grabbed the doorknob of his dormitory, until the laughter of the boys in the corridor behind him came, and he pulled the door behind him.

Separate two worlds from Sheng Changqing.

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Christmas Eve.

"Han'er." Zhao Zhichuang kicked Chen Han's elbow, "Are you going to play tonight?"

Chen Han let out a "tsk" and raised his hand: "What are you doing, I have done half of this experiment."

"No, just take care of me," Zhao Zhichuang said, "What's wrong with you for more than a month, either in the laboratory or in the library, trying to become the second Newton?"

"I'm working hard to become the second boxing champion. Once I punch you, you won't be able to enter the laboratory again." Chen Han pushed him away, "I'm done with this experiment, you go out first."

Zhao Zhichuang stuffed the only pen he was carrying into his trouser pocket, and stood a little further away: "I didn't mean...are you broken in love?"

The waveform on the oscilloscope changed, Chen Han took a breath, and recorded the data calmly: "You don't know if I've been in love or not?"

"Then what's the matter with you being so out of your mind recently?" Zhao Zhichuang leaned over, "I'm a real observer, yesterday you saw that girl with us downstairs in the dormitory, your eyes were dumbfounded, could it be that girl who hurt you?" broke your heart? Could it be that you liked her, but she fell in love with Sheng Changqing?"

Chen Han changed the resistor and remained silent, but when he heard Sheng Changqing's name, his fingers trembled slightly.

He saw Sheng Changqing yesterday.

Downstairs in the dormitory.

Under the tree downstairs in the dormitory where many young couples like to stand.

Their dormitory is so close, but ever since Sheng Changqing told him "don't force yourself", they really haven't met each other, no matter where they are.

But at this moment, the girl in front of Sheng Changqing was very tall, she was one of the rare people who Chen Han felt had a perfect match with Sheng Changqing in terms of temperament, appearance, and height.

The two of them were talking, the girl smiled happily, Sheng Changqing pointed to the book in her hand, and then turned sideways, explaining the contents of the book, the girl nodded repeatedly, leaned her head over, and drew a few lines on the book with a pen Horizontal line.

It should be two.

Then Sheng Changqing pointed to the two horizontal lines and started talking again.

Chen Han didn't notice that his footsteps had slowed down until Li Chang called him, "Han'er, why don't you leave?"

At this sound, Sheng Changqing raised his eyes and looked over.

Chen Han stopped breathing and was caught. He quickly moved his eyes away and caught up with Li Chang and the others, but Sheng Changqing didn't look away. When Chen Han peeked for the second time, he nodded in greeting.

"Hello senior." Chen Han hurriedly said, and quickly went up the stairs and entered the dormitory building.

The weather is no longer hot, and at the end of December, the midsummer in Nancheng has finally left.

Sheng Changqing seems to have followed Xia Tian and left Chen Han's life.

Chen Han did not agree to any Christmas Eve activities. After the last classmate left the laboratory, he closed the door and sat quietly in the brightly lit laboratory.

Sometimes he would recall the scene of that day, the smell of vegetables in the room, the apron Sheng Changqing hadn't taken off, and the breeze that passed through the window and balcony and brushed his and Sheng Changqing's cheeks.

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