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The person in my memory always had a sad look on her face. When I asked her why she was unhappy, she always said that I was too young to know.

She was always arguing with the man called father, I was so scared and wanted to take her out of that room, when I was angry she always told me to be good and to obey me.

Whenever they quarrel, I also want to say to her: "Be good, be obedient, don't get angry, and you will have nightmares when you get angry." But after all, I can only shiver in my brother's arms. His body was also shaking slightly, and he patted the back of his hand, saying that he would protect him.

My brother felt my movement and hugged me tighter.

Everyone said that she was the happiest woman in Daxin. The first emperor gave her everything she wanted, status, wealth, and loved ones.But now it has become a laughing stock, the eldest princess and the son-in-law are at odds, this is something that everyone knows.

But the relationship between the current emperor and the eldest princess is not good. If it were not for the will of the former emperor, this tolerant and kind emperor might just find a reason to put the eldest princess to justice on the spot.

There are different opinions in the world. Some people say that the son-in-law does not know what is good or bad, and that he is not satisfied with his current status as a poor scholar, and he cares about every detail.But others thought that the son-in-law was quite talented and had ambitions in the temple, and the princess had broken his wings and affected his reputation in history.

No matter what the outside world said, I just couldn't help feeling sorry for her. Even though I was only four years old at the time and was in the middle of ignorance, I could still feel who was good to me and who was not good to me.

I hate the son-in-law, I don't want to call him father.I can always see strong disgust in his eyes, making me feel like the dirtiest and most unbearable thing in the world.

Only she and her brother are my closest relatives. She dances beautifully and likes to wear white clothes. I heard that she didn't like to wear white clothes before, but I think she looks good in white, and I think this is the world. The prettiest color ever.

She is always saying sorry to me, I find it very strange, I don't think she owes me anything, I can only look at her blankly with wide eyes.

I want to be someone like her, gentle and beautiful, capable of dancing, this is my goal from the bottom up.I told her this wish loudly and proudly. I thought she would be very happy, but I just hugged me tightly and said: "Don't be me, I will love you all my life."

What does it mean not to love?

But I like my brother, and my brother also likes me, as long as I give the corresponding love, the other party will also give the same love...

She and the son-in-law started to quarrel again, and the son-in-law slammed the door and walked away.Seeing him walk away, my brother and I dared to enter the room. The room was in a mess, with broken porcelain everywhere. My brother was afraid that I would scratch my feet, so he left me outside the door.

I watched from outside the door and saw her crying on the table. I felt very puzzled and worried. Since it was so painful, why didn't I change to a concubine?

I asked the question in my heart, and I could feel her body stiffen, and she lightly laughed at herself, "I don't want to. I know it's the result, but I just want to force it."

I still don't understand it, but I don't think about it when I didn't understand it at that time. Those days were relatively happy.

Sometimes I wonder why two people who are so discordant come together?Why did she torture herself like this.Can she really wait until she wants to turn around?

Later she told me that the two met from a temple and a comb.When she told this story, she always had a smile on her face, which my brother told me was happiness.

After the first emperor came to the throne, his health has been poor, and he has been suffering from serious and minor illnesses. She is the favorite youngest daughter of the first emperor. After the first emperor fell ill again, she went to Chaoguang Temple to pray for the late emperor.

In order to show her piety, she dressed very plainly that day, and she didn't wear much jewelry on her head.The most meaningful one is a comb given to her by her mother-in-law.

Maybe it was because the comb was worn loose that day, and after praying, I returned to the room and found it was gone.

It was a relic left to her by her mother and concubine. She was very anxious and searched everywhere.But this temple is so big, how can such a small thing be found.

The sun was setting to the west, but I still couldn't find it. I was very sad in my heart, but I still didn't want to give up. I searched everywhere in the temple.

"The girl is looking for this?"

Suddenly, a man's voice came from behind.

She told me that it was a scene she would never forget in her life. The man in blue was standing under the banyan tree, his long shirt was washed white, his gestures were full of books, and he had a slight smile on his face. Unexpectedly, the orange sunlight cast mottled shadows on his body through the leaves.

After getting back the comb, she began to think about that man every day, about his whitish gown, about the old banyan tree in the temple, and about the little smile on his mouth.So she approached him quietly, told her true identity and expressed her feelings.

He refused very resolutely, showing that he was determined to be in the officialdom and already had a lover, and he would go back to his hometown and marry his beloved as soon as he became famous.

Life is not a storybook, although there is no shortage of talented men and beautiful women.She locked herself in the room all day long, without thinking about food or tea, and she suddenly lost a lot of weight.

The first emperor was very anxious, but she was unwilling to say anything. The first emperor found out the reason for his daughter's distress after a secret investigation. He felt very angry. A country boy dared to despise Fenghuang.

I wanted to find a crime to exile him, but unfortunately she ran to plead for mercy after getting the news, the first emperor was very sad seeing his daughter in such a deep trap.So he quietly summoned this country boy in his eyes, and promised him that he would be able to become an official after marrying the princess.

The result, of course, was that the talk collapsed.

Han Chuang has studied hard for more than ten years, just to show his ambitions, and if you want to destroy all of this, it is so simple, just a comb is enough.

At the end of the story, the first emperor secretly captured his family and lover, and forced him to marry the princess with his life.

Dressed in red for ten miles, the entire capital seemed to be dyed red. The little princess most loved by the former emperor was married to a poor scholar with no reputation.

The bride is full of joy sitting in the sedan chair, and the groom is sitting on a tall horse without much smile on his face.

The life after marriage was endless quarrels, shattering her fantasies again and again. The first emperor did not tell her that this marriage was coerced.

However, she is still looking forward to it, looking forward to getting his gaze back as the two get along gradually.

Then she got sick, both physically and mentally.She retrieved a woman from outside, and the son-in-law's face changed greatly when he saw the woman she brought back.

That was the biggest quarrel between the two of them in my memory.Later that woman lived in the mansion, and she never arranged for that woman to do rough work, neither a maid nor an aunt.

That woman always smiled lightly, and I always had the feeling that the son-in-law was avoiding this woman, as long as this woman was around, he would leave immediately, as if he couldn't face it.

It's just right for him to hide. I quite like this woman. I call her Aunt He.

Aunt He cooks delicious food and is good at telling stories. She seems to like me and my brother very much. My brother and I listened to her telling little stories about her hometown, and the embarrassing things about the son-in-law who hated me when I was a child.

A year passed like this, and one rainy day after a year, I developed a high fever and felt very uncomfortable all over. For some reason, the doctor did not arrive.

Thirst in the mouth, confusion.His hands unconsciously scratched at the edge of the bed, but he didn't catch her hand as usual.I couldn't help crying: "Mother, mother, I'm in so much pain, where are you?"

This time, I didn't get a response, and I couldn't bear it anymore, and passed out.When I woke up again, I saw my brother sitting on the edge of the bed with tears hanging from the corners of his eyes. He reached out his hand to wipe it off, but he hugged him.

His voice was a little choked up, and he heard it so hoarsely that he felt uncomfortable: "That's great, that's great, Zi'er, you didn't leave."

"Zi'er is here, brother is good~ don't cry, don't cry. Zi'er won't leave, Zi'er won't go anywhere."

It was only later that I realized that my legs could no longer walk, and now I really couldn't go anywhere, and she and Aunt He were gone.

My brother said that they went to the sky and watched us all the time in the sky, so the person who warmed his hands would never come back, and he would never hear her voice again, nor see her dance.

Wu You watched the girl gently talking about "her" story, but it was obvious that "she" was Zhao Qingzi's biological mother, Li Mingyue, and her son-in-law was her father, Zhao Cuo, who is also the current Marquis of Yongding.

There are very few explanations in the original work, just a passing paragraph.Listening to this story, Wu You felt very uncomfortable in her heart. The grievances and grievances of the previous generation were still passed on to the next generation.

"Wu You, do you think this woman is stupid? Clinging to a fruitless relationship."

The girl's voice was calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, but Wu You knew in her heart that she should be feeling uncomfortable at this time.

"Silly, it would be nice to just let go. Feelings cannot be forced; but the most stupid thing about her is that she abandoned her two children for a fruitless relationship."

Zhao Qingzi raised her head when she heard the words, Wu You looked at her: "You miss her very much, don't you?"

Zhao Qingzi hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly.Then asked again: "What would you do if you were her?"

Wu You put her hands behind her head, thought for a moment and then scratched her head: "Well, I'm a heartless person. If that person doesn't like me, I'll probably let him go."

Zhao Qingzi's eyes flickered slightly, "If you are my son-in-law, what will happen if someone insists on you?"

Wu You didn't notice the tension in Zhao Qingzi's words, "Then I guess I will hate it too... After all, I am a person who loves freedom and I don't like coercion, ah! Unless I am coerced voluntarily, haha."

Hearing this, Zhao Qingzi couldn't help but gripped the handle of the wheelchair, closed his eyes, returned to his normal expression and said with a smile, "That's right."

Suddenly his hand was grabbed, Wu You gently breathed on Zhao Qingzi's hand, and said with a smile: "There are still many people who care about you in this world, let him pass the past first! How can you see the past if you are obsessed with the past?" What about the future?"

"Look at your hands are red from the cold, I'll show you."

Hearing that the girl began to give instructions again and again, Zhao Qingzi raised the corners of her lips.

Yeah...it's all over.