The rest of my life on the rainbow

After returning home, he took Mao Mao back from Zou Xue's home. Gu Lin checked Mao Mao's homework, then turned on the TV, and then went to the kitchen.

Xu Mingle stayed with Mao Mao for a while, and then went in.

He helped Gu Lin, and when he was done tidying up, he asked, "Brother Gu, do you want to smoke?"

Gu Lin looked up at him, "No." Then he paused for a moment, and then asked, "Are you willing to call me Brother Gu again?"

"I don't want to shout." Xu Mingle shrugged, then leaned over, slightly bent over and put his chin on Gu Lin's shoulder, "I just want to tease you sometimes."

Gu Lin really wanted to refute what's the point of teasing an old man, but he held back and only raised his shoulders and said, "Don't rely on me, I'm cooking."

Xu Mingle looked up obediently, then looked at Gu Lin's movements and suddenly thought, "I'm coming?"

Gu Lin quickly handed it to him, "Don't be confused."

"Hmm." Xu Mingle said vaguely, then glanced at Gu Lin, and asked, "Brother Gu..."

"what?"

"My mom was in the car just now?"

"Yeah." Gu Lin said flatly, "In the car."

Xu Mingle: "My brother is a liar."

Gu Lin patted the back of his head, and after a while, he calmly said, "I'm going to be confused."

So Xu Mingle panicked.

Gu Lin didn't help, just looked at it and laughed.

"...Ming Le."

Xu Mingle frowned while shoveling the bottom of the pot while answering: "Huh?"

"I'll tell you a story tonight." Gu Lin said lightly, "It's not long but not short, so can I smoke two cigarettes?" If you get sleepy, the story can't be finished.

Xu Mingle turned his head to look at him fiercely, and the two looked at each other for a while, he showed a not so bright smile but one could clearly feel that he was very happy, "Yes, just for one night, I can let you smoke."

That's really not a long story.

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Gu Lin was a well-behaved child since he was a child. He was at the top of his studies. He was gentle and considerate. He was the image of first love that most young girls imagined.

He loves sports, has friends in two or three, and will show a green and bright smile in the sunny gaps under the green shade.

What a handsome young man.

University, friends separated, Gu Lin had a good personality and popularity, and quickly met new friends. At that time, he met two girls, Song Li and Chen Yinyin.

The two are roommates and good friends, Song Li likes Gu Lin, fell in love at first sight during the military training, and then confessed his love in public, Gu Lin took him away and seriously refused.

But Song Li is a stubborn girl, she has fallen in love with Gu Lin for two years.

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"Then she gave up?" Xu Mingle asked an answer he knew.

With a cigarette between Gu Lin's fingers, they coaxed Gu Mao to sleep, and went back to their own room. The light was turned off, only the bright moonlight from the window illuminated the small room, the red dot on the cigarette flickered on and off, and Gu Lin raised his hand. He started to take a breath.

"It's actually very simple. Two years later, she tricked me into going to the bar and gave me medicine on impulse." Gu Lin felt a dull pain in his heart, "But Chen Yinyin, who has been helping her all the time, also took Chinese medicine."

Song Li did something wrong, she hated Chen Yinyin, especially after learning that Chen Yinyin actually liked Gu Lin, but she didn't tell anyone about it, because she knew it was her own fault.

"Song Li didn't plan to tell others, but she wrote a diary, and her roommate read it, and then, it was Chen Yinyin's shamelessness that spread throughout the campus, because Song Li only wrote about things related to Chen Yinyin and me. Gu Lin's voice was very soft, "Chen Yinyin didn't explain, she just dropped out of school after it was reported that she was pregnant."

"I went to look for her, but I couldn't find her." Gu Lin looked up at the window. Both of them were sitting on the ground, their backs were looking at the edge of the bed. Xu Mingle felt that his back was hurting, so he stretched out his hand to support her. Behind Gu Lin.

"At that time, I probably wanted her to get rid of it." Gu Lin said: "But she didn't, she was born, and I didn't know that she liked me, and she also liked Song Li, so I didn't do anything , but she has no parents, and the child was born to be sent to me by kind people following her last wish."

"Yes, she died, alone, without explaining to herself, without blaming anyone." Gu Lin smiled, "I'm not reconciled, but I'm also unwilling to go against Chen Yinyin's desire to protect Song Li , so I resist everything."

Tell them that it has nothing to do with the two of them, it is Chen Yinyin who he seduced, he doesn't like Song Li, and being pestered by her is very annoying...

That was a life, so he should have a heavier punishment, but Song Li said that the two of them were in love, but outsiders didn't believe it, and always said that Song Li still loved him, and he was covering it up for him.

At that time, Gu Lin finished looking at Chen Yinyin's photos on his phone, and then took the child home.

Everyone knows that good things don't go out and bad things go thousands of miles, so Gu Lin lives under sharp eyes.

In fact, he was not as brave as he imagined. He tried his best to bear this mistake, and then ran halfway.

Gu Lin leaned on Xu Mingle's shoulder and said, "I don't want to smoke anymore."

Xu Mingle rubbed against the top of his head, "Then I won't smoke."

Gu Lin closed her eyes, "If it were me now, I wouldn't necessarily stand out at that time." Like a fool.

Xu Mingle hummed.

Gu Lin said: "Then I moved to several cities, worked as a worker, slept on the street, and sometimes I didn't know where I was when I woke up. After that, I went home to see Mao Mao, and of course I didn't let others see me. , I just watched him bouncing around, without any troubles."

"Then I suddenly wanted to be a teacher, so I changed my job in a bar, because I made a lot of money in a short time." Gu Lin said: "At that time, I met Li Ziyi."

"..."

"Brother Gu." Xu Mingle called him and asked, "Can I see stars while sleeping on the street?"

Gu Lin recalled, "Yes, it's very bright, and it's also very quiet."

In fact, no, when he had time to pay attention, the sky was always covered by thick clouds. Another time, he was drenched in heavy rain for two hours without moving, and even had a fever for no apparent reason.

No one witnessed him from a good boy to a hooligan, and then to what he is now.

Those changes were silent and drastic.

"Brother Gu." Xu Mingle looked down at him, "A lot of my friends always say that I'm just stupid, yes, I'm just stupid, that I'm almost [-] years old and live a very childish life, and that I must have been raised by my family as a treasure , the work must be smooth and smooth, and my life must be satisfactory."

"So, live like this."

Xu Mingle couldn't help curling his lips, "But I live like this just because I want to."

Gu Lin looked at him.

Xu Mingle touched his face with his hands, "Brother Gu, you did nothing wrong, you are my hero, very tall and handsome."

"Sometimes I think about what you were like in the past, brother Gu, what you have experienced, what scenery you have seen... There are too few, I am with you, too few." Xu Mingle hugged him, "So I want to know. Although I didn't experience it with you, I can feel some and I am very happy."

Gu Lin thought about it, and then asked in recollection: "Do you know that I often teased Brother Cheng and the others when I was young? Once I secretly handed in their homework, and then asked them for it."

Xu Mingle was stunned for a moment, and when he realized it, he quickly asked, "Is it high school? Did they find out?"

Gu Lin smiled and slowly talked about the past.

His voice was very soft, and he showed Xu Mingle his past bit by bit. He cleared away all the pain and struggles in the past, and paved a path for those happy things, leading Xu Mingle to move forward.

The past will pass away, and the future is in the present.